back to indexStaying Grounded & Standing Firm In Your Convictions ft. Lecrae // Michael Porter Jr.
Chapters
0:0 Intro
0:47 Staying grounded
1:41 Pursuing humility
2:29 Werewolf analogy
3:42 Is it an investment
4:58 Identity
6:9 Spending time with God
7:36 Willing yourself to grow
10:39 Christians
11:54 Message in Music
17:38 Is Drinking and Smoking a Sin
24:39 George Floyd
28:3 Timing
31:1 Promotion
33:43 Pressure
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Man, I'm sitting here with Lecrae bro, appreciate you. 00:00:12.600 |
I've been a big fan ever since, I can remember ever since I was a little kid. 00:00:16.840 |
You know, I was listening to your music, I remember my dad put me on. 00:00:22.000 |
So to be sitting here with you now, talking about. 00:00:27.200 |
>> Yeah, so first off, I just want to ask you, so you in the celebrity spotlight. 00:00:34.240 |
How do you stay grounded and how do you not let, 00:00:38.480 |
whether that's social media followers, people treating you like you're a guy at 00:00:43.920 |
How do you stay grounded and just be like a regular guy with everything going on? 00:00:49.120 |
I think part of it is making sure I keep some of the people I came up with 00:00:55.720 |
Like people who are not impressed with any, it's like they're not impressed with me. 00:01:00.920 |
They're like, man, I know you, what are you talking about, you know what I mean? 00:01:05.400 |
take your friends a little time to breathe the air that you're breathing. 00:01:17.000 |
Two, I just always remember that nobody wakes up humble, man. 00:01:25.160 |
You wake up every day and you gotta chase humility. 00:01:30.760 |
You don't wake up like, man, I feel humble today, boy, I'm just, you know? 00:01:34.920 |
You wake up like, I'm the man out here, you know what I mean? 00:01:37.960 |
So you have to go pursue humility and be reminded that. 00:01:41.320 |
>> And plus, it's a balance for real, especially with me. 00:01:46.040 |
When you're trying to be the best and you're still trying to stay humble, 00:01:49.520 |
it's like you gotta have almost a healthy ego. 00:01:51.960 |
That's a balance you gotta, I get on the court. 00:01:54.680 |
And it's sometimes hard to think humility when my ego wanna tell me no, 00:01:58.840 |
I'm better than every single person on the floor, you know what I'm saying? 00:02:06.200 |
And you obviously are, you don't consider yourself a Christian rapper per se, 00:02:19.720 |
not lose yourself or not kind of adapt to the people you're around? 00:02:25.360 |
And do you have to put parameters around you? 00:02:28.840 |
>> Yeah, everybody, it's funny, we was talking about this, but 00:02:32.440 |
it's like, I think everybody is a werewolf, you know what I mean? 00:02:37.560 |
And when that moon comes out, you're gonna turn into an animal. 00:02:41.560 |
So let's say, you have an addictive personality and 00:02:47.160 |
you know if you get to drinking, you're gonna end up wilding out and going too far. 00:02:53.080 |
So it's kind of like if you're around it, you might spaz. 00:02:56.440 |
So it's like either A, don't put yourself in positions where you're gonna be around 00:03:00.960 |
it, or B, have somebody with you who knows how you get down and 00:03:04.600 |
knows when you're around it that it could take you down the wrong path. 00:03:08.040 |
And so it's just always trying to be like that. 00:03:10.760 |
I mean, obviously, as a Christian, I believe that I have a power within me to, 00:03:15.360 |
like, a supernatural power to keep me and hold me down and 00:03:19.840 |
keep me from making bad decisions, but I'm still a human. 00:03:22.640 |
So part of it is knowing your own struggles, your own vices. 00:03:28.240 |
That's what I feel like a lot of people don't do. 00:03:30.800 |
Like, you could ruin a movement over a moment, you know what I'm saying? 00:03:36.040 |
You got a whole movement going on, and then one moment, and it's over. 00:03:39.840 |
And it's like, man, it's not worth it, you know what I mean? 00:03:43.560 |
I think, for me, it's like you just said, is it an investment, or 00:03:48.840 |
But, like you said, every human get in certain moods where it's like, 00:03:53.520 |
if you don't have certain parameters in place, you're gonna do something messed up. 00:04:00.440 |
making the same mistakes, going through the same cycles. 00:04:03.960 |
So it's like, I know what I gotta stay away from. 00:04:06.600 |
Part of the reason I'm on social media is because I know, for me, 00:04:10.640 |
when I'm feeling down about whatever, a game or whatever, I'll run to social media, 00:04:14.840 |
and I'll run to that attention, whether that's women's attention, or 00:04:17.520 |
just the approval of others, you know what I'm saying, to give me that boost. 00:04:21.520 |
And that wasn't really something I was trying to do. 00:04:25.560 |
So for me, it's just something I had to take out of my life, and I'll go back. 00:04:31.880 |
After a while, I'll get off of it, get back on it. 00:04:34.320 |
And it's cool for a little bit, but then it creeps back in. 00:04:39.360 |
>> And to me, social media has a lot to do with the problems in this world. 00:04:43.600 |
And it's tough, because it can be a positive thing. 00:04:52.680 |
I know myself, it's just one of my downfalls, you know what I'm saying? 00:04:59.280 |
This social media is rough, because it's kind of like this 00:05:04.800 |
false sense of identity for a lot of folks, myself included, you know what I mean? 00:05:08.880 |
So you gotta fight against that all the time, I definitely know what you mean. 00:05:12.000 |
>> Yeah, for sure, and going off of identity. 00:05:16.160 |
I was telling her before we talked, your song Identity in your Rebel album. 00:05:26.440 |
>> No, your Rebel album, that's my favorite album you ever dropped. 00:05:30.040 |
And that song, you just talk about how you try not to find your identity 00:05:34.680 |
in the things, or your career, your house, your success, whatever it is. 00:05:41.560 |
But that's so much easier said than done, especially when you end in the career, 00:05:49.320 |
It's hard not to find your identity, for me, I know it is. 00:05:53.480 |
When I have a bad game, and I see how just down I get, 00:05:56.680 |
I know I'm not really finding my identity in God. 00:05:59.080 |
A lot of times finding it through basketball, and 00:06:04.240 |
But how do you think practically you can find your identity in God? 00:06:09.560 |
>> Practically, a lot of it comes down to spending time with God. 00:06:18.900 |
Because the more time you spend with somebody, 00:06:21.520 |
the more their perspective informs you, you know what I mean? 00:06:26.920 |
You feel closer to them, more connected to them. 00:06:28.760 |
So the less time I spend with God, and when I say spending time with God, 00:06:31.360 |
it's just being still, being quiet, prayer, reading my Bible, 00:06:34.240 |
whatever that looks like, the less time I spend with them, 00:06:39.600 |
The more time you spend with truth, the harder it is to believe lies. 00:06:43.200 |
So it's like when I'm spending more time with God, 00:06:49.720 |
It's easier to believe, yeah, this is where my purpose is. 00:06:54.000 |
This is, and for me, some little things that I do, 00:06:57.920 |
like I take a dry erase marker sometimes, and I'll write verses on my mirror. 00:07:04.520 |
So when I wake up in the morning, I see it, and I'm reminded. 00:07:08.520 |
Just like, all right, I'm God's workmanship creator for things he planned. 00:07:13.240 |
So it's like, all right, this is where my identity lies. 00:07:15.280 |
Because like you said, everybody's on your head. 00:07:19.640 |
Boy, people have been on my head for years about every little thing. 00:07:24.880 |
People treat you like a product instead of a person. 00:07:28.680 |
And you have to remember, you know what, man? 00:07:33.720 |
I'm who God says I am, and just reminding myself of that. 00:07:39.600 |
Because like you just was saying, it's about the input you put in. 00:07:46.760 |
It's really hard to will yourself to be a good person, 00:07:53.360 |
But the more you can fill yourself up with good stuff, 00:07:55.800 |
the more you can spend time in the Word, spend time around good people, 00:07:59.000 |
have good conversations, that's the only way it'll overflow out of you. 00:08:02.480 |
And for so long for me, I was just trying to will myself 00:08:08.360 |
to make the right decisions, and will myself not to do certain things. 00:08:15.000 |
your life is kind of like you're always guilty because you're not 00:08:19.440 |
And when you're trying to will yourself to be better, better, better, 00:08:24.200 |
Then it's like-- then you just back down in the dumps. 00:08:28.040 |
And that was a big problem for me for a long time. 00:08:35.680 |
because it was me trying to just not do stuff. 00:08:39.920 |
And instead of spend time with Him, learn to love Him, 00:08:48.040 |
So I know you talk a lot about how you lost your religion, 00:08:53.960 |
And I feel like that's something that I'm in the process of doing. 00:08:57.320 |
So what do you really mean when you say you lost your religion 00:09:04.200 |
are following rules in order to be accepted by God 00:09:09.920 |
Faith is what it takes-- sorry, I'm popping up on my phone. 00:09:17.600 |
No, faith is when you have to believe that there's 00:09:22.880 |
nothing you could do to make God love you more or make God love you less. 00:09:32.920 |
It's like I went on a cruise one time, my first cruise I ever went on. 00:09:40.120 |
I was like, man, we're going to be on this cruise for five days. 00:09:42.800 |
And then I started thinking to myself, oh, I got to pack for this. 00:09:44.920 |
Five days on this boat in the middle of the water. 00:09:48.200 |
So I'm like, I'm packing snacks, all kind of stuff. 00:09:50.800 |
Because I don't-- I'm like, you know how the food might be? 00:09:53.120 |
I don't know what the food situation is going to be like. 00:09:56.760 |
And he's like, you know, you don't got to bring all this food. 00:09:59.960 |
He said, all the food is covered on the cost of the cruise. 00:10:11.200 |
instead of realizing all the price has been paid. 00:10:20.840 |
And because you're an athlete, that's all you know. 00:10:34.440 |
You get to, you know, enjoy Him instead of like, you have to. 00:10:49.360 |
could be the most miserable people because they're not 00:10:52.960 |
It's like they're in chains, but they're trying to do good. 00:11:00.480 |
is just like always feeling guilty, always down. 00:11:06.400 |
And I think that's why the Bible is say, like, like, 00:11:11.000 |
be all the way in the world doing everything the world do 00:11:13.400 |
and be guilt free, or like, be all the way for Jesus. 00:11:23.120 |
It just mean like my dad brought up a quote the other day. 00:11:26.120 |
He just said, like, it was a quote of someone that say, 00:11:34.160 |
going to change what you want to do, you know what I'm saying? 00:11:43.360 |
Love God, love your neighbor, and do whatever else you want. 00:11:55.880 |
So how do you think the message in your music 00:12:02.520 |
talk about you was probably more like me in the beginning. 00:12:06.360 |
And now, it's more you've come to this realization. 00:12:13.280 |
How do you think that that has changed through your music? 00:12:17.440 |
And now, what are you more trying to focus on? 00:12:20.000 |
I think early on, man, you know, I was real self-righteous. 00:12:32.960 |
I don't do-- you know, it was all about what I didn't do. 00:12:40.560 |
And even though I was trying to encourage people to push 00:12:45.240 |
and to fight, you know, to be what God created them to be, 00:12:56.000 |
than how devoted God was to me, you know what I mean? 00:12:58.600 |
So now, I'm not so much like telling people to get like me. 00:13:03.480 |
I'm telling people, look, I understand it's hard. 00:13:07.800 |
But you got to keep going, keep taking steps. 00:13:10.200 |
God is going to be with you in that whole process. 00:13:12.520 |
Instead of like trying to will yourself to do it, 00:13:22.680 |
When you have that culture of like, get like me, 00:13:26.080 |
when I'm making them type of songs, people love it. 00:13:29.520 |
But then when they mess up, they don't want to come around you. 00:13:32.600 |
Because they feel like, oh, y'all going to look down on me. 00:13:37.560 |
But when you write from the standpoint of like, hey, 00:13:50.840 |
Because there's another opportunity for you to keep-- 00:13:54.960 |
And that's what I always want people to understand is like, 00:14:02.240 |
If you really want to change, he's here, no matter how bad 00:14:09.680 |
When you make some mistakes, then it's like, all right. 00:14:18.840 |
How do you-- how do you-- so how do you relate to people? 00:14:23.200 |
living in the rap world, you got a lot of friends 00:14:25.440 |
who's living probably like, way different than you. 00:14:33.000 |
so that you can be an influence to them, but also stand out? 00:14:39.160 |
or some people that want to reach certain people that 00:14:43.240 |
So they kind of got to like, blend in a little bit, 00:15:08.920 |
It doesn't mean you're not going to hang with them no more. 00:15:13.360 |
It's like, oh yeah, they ain't going to eat no burger. 00:15:16.000 |
They might got Impossible Burgers though, bro, 00:15:17.640 |
if you want to get an Impossible Burger or something 00:15:28.640 |
And I think that's where my freedom was found, 00:15:41.200 |
I'm not going to condemn you for what you doing. 00:15:48.880 |
I'm here to be a picture of how good and loving God is, 00:16:09.040 |
So when I'm around folks, man, I just try to be real. 00:16:20.640 |
that people would be like, what you doing hanging 00:16:27.880 |
You think early on, early on, like with that, 00:16:34.160 |
Because you got to really be like Jesus hung with the sinners. 00:16:42.200 |
they might got to be careful being around those dark places 00:16:59.200 |
because I thought, like you said, I was invincible. 00:17:02.840 |
The thing is, it's like somebody saying, man, 00:17:09.640 |
They don't know how many hours of practice you put in. 00:17:16.960 |
So a lot of times, people are like, oh, yeah, 00:17:21.760 |
And it's like, you don't know how much, you know, 00:17:24.160 |
meditation and prayer I done put in, how much studying 00:17:26.600 |
of my word I done put in, how much barriers and boundaries 00:17:29.400 |
I put around myself in order to be able to walk 00:17:49.680 |
that I feel like a lot of people want to ask, 00:17:58.400 |
And I was just wondering, like, is this a sin? 00:18:06.040 |
and then I'm going to ask you, like, what do you think of it? 00:18:09.400 |
I know people that, like, use drinking, like, way too far. 00:18:18.760 |
But, like, all in all, what do you think about the drinking 00:18:34.720 |
Because if you're not, then there's different-- 00:18:37.360 |
then you following a whole different set of beliefs 00:18:41.200 |
So if you say, yeah, I'm a follower of Jesus, OK, cool. 00:18:45.320 |
So then I can use the Bible as our kind of North Star, 00:18:54.000 |
So let's look at that, then, and see what that says for us. 00:19:00.080 |
obviously, the Lord tells us to be sober-minded. 00:19:03.680 |
And the idea of being sober-minded is just, man, 00:19:09.280 |
to withstand the darts the enemy's going to throw at you? 00:19:15.600 |
Them darts is coming, and you out of there, champ. 00:19:21.440 |
And, you know, all throughout the Bible, it uses, you know, 00:19:38.240 |
And if you are doing something you feel is wrong, 00:19:40.720 |
then you sinning against your own conscience in that moment, 00:19:43.440 |
because you know you feel convicted about it. 00:19:58.240 |
like anything that enhances your ability to be a light 00:20:08.160 |
If it's enhancing your ability to be a light, 00:20:10.480 |
and it's not a detriment, you know what I mean? 00:20:19.040 |
But at the same time, you got to have your own barrier. 00:20:21.520 |
You got to know where that line is drawn for you. 00:20:24.240 |
I, personally, I'm not a smoker, you know what I'm saying? 00:20:29.600 |
I have friends who are Christians, and they smoke. 00:20:32.880 |
That's not a line I dabble with, because I don't know-- 00:20:37.600 |
One shot, all right, two shots, and then it's a wrap. 00:20:45.600 |
took me past the limit, you know what I'm saying? 00:20:52.880 |
And then, I don't try to look for how far I can 00:21:02.640 |
That's the ideal way, see how close you could be. 00:21:04.960 |
But I like what you said about the conscience, 00:21:13.440 |
Like, you can do this, you shouldn't do this. 00:21:15.520 |
And there's, like-- there is some gray areas. 00:21:17.760 |
And, like, as Christians, like, you might have 00:21:22.960 |
And I don't really-- I don't like when, like, 00:21:26.400 |
Christians try to judge other people because-- 00:21:31.120 |
Because, like, people struggle with different things. 00:21:33.760 |
We talked about this before we start the interview. 00:21:37.840 |
your own vices, what you would run to when you're-- 00:21:40.080 |
when you're feeling, like, down or something. 00:22:11.280 |
I don't want nothing controlling me for eight hours. 00:22:18.960 |
Man, last thing I really want to talk about was the-- 00:22:24.880 |
how big you are into, like, the social justice. 00:22:27.120 |
And, like, you-- that seems like that's something 00:22:28.720 |
you're really into right now and pushing for right now. 00:22:31.280 |
How-- what do you see in our world is the biggest way 00:22:40.560 |
Well, one is-- is, man, we don't listen to each other. 00:22:48.240 |
We don't try to see where other people are coming from. 00:22:51.440 |
We-- no, we-- we just want to talk over everybody. 00:22:53.520 |
That's why I don't like Clubhouse, you know, the app. 00:22:57.360 |
It's basically, like, we're-- it's social media, 00:23:00.720 |
So instead of, like, typing or posting pictures, 00:23:05.200 |
But then everybody just started talking over each other. 00:23:07.840 |
Everybody an expert in their own little spaces. 00:23:15.920 |
But if you think you've got it all figured out, 00:23:28.640 |
I just like to know why they believe what they believe. 00:23:33.920 |
So I could say, OK, I see where you're coming from. 00:23:42.000 |
And so, you know, when we don't listen to each other, 00:23:48.800 |
And we're not learning what different issues are 00:23:51.440 |
And when you on the top, you know what I mean? 00:24:02.240 |
I don't need the people in the hood or in the projects. 00:24:12.240 |
I'm the one with the money and the nice house. 00:24:15.200 |
Because they're trying to tell me what's going on in their world. 00:24:23.040 |
And I think that just creates a lot of tension. 00:24:40.080 |
Man, speaking of that, I remember that situation with George Floyd. 00:24:45.680 |
And how that went down and how heartbreaking that was. 00:24:49.600 |
And I remember seeing that video and being in tears, being devastated. 00:24:53.600 |
And I remember tweeting-- there was three tweets. 00:24:57.040 |
The first one was just like, man, that's murder. 00:25:02.160 |
The second one was like, that's heartbreaking. 00:25:05.440 |
It brings tears to my eyes watching that video. 00:25:08.400 |
And then the third one was like-- because when you see stuff like that, you go to the 00:25:13.040 |
barbershop or wherever, where there's a lot of black people, and then they're all talking 00:25:16.640 |
It can cause black people, when you see stuff like that, to have a hatred towards white 00:25:22.320 |
And when I see stuff like that, that's kind of what starts to creep into your head, no 00:25:30.240 |
And so then I remember thinking, man, but what would God say? 00:25:33.360 |
And I remember the third tweet I tweeted was, as much as you pray for George's family and 00:25:39.840 |
how heartbreaking it is, also pray that God would change the hearts of these police officers 00:25:47.760 |
And that tweet, the first, for a little while, it was just my followers that seen it. 00:25:55.680 |
Then some people saw it and was like, hold on. 00:25:57.680 |
He's talking about pray for the officers that just murdered this dude? 00:26:00.880 |
Man, when I went there, then some famous people started having backlash on it. 00:26:06.480 |
And then after that, everybody talking crazy. 00:26:08.960 |
And everybody saw it, and people was really hurt by it and not understanding what I said, 00:26:13.680 |
and not understanding the tweets that I had tweeted prior to that. 00:26:17.600 |
And that was hurtful for me, just because of how much that stuff affects me and what 00:26:29.120 |
Do you kind of remember what your thoughts was in that situation, what you were thinking? 00:26:35.040 |
I remember saying-- there's a few things that come to mind. 00:26:39.040 |
One is just like, man, you know, it was the timing. 00:26:45.600 |
It was just the timing, and everyone's grieving George Floyd's death. 00:26:50.880 |
And sometimes truth isn't received when it's received in a time where people aren't prepared 00:26:59.840 |
And so it's kind of like, you know, if your mom or dad or cousin got locked up, and you're 00:27:08.640 |
sad about it, but they really committed the crime, and someone's like, yeah, well that's-- 00:27:20.560 |
And then, you know, obviously, social media is the place where people are going to misunderstand 00:27:27.040 |
And especially you coming from a Christian perspective where love is our North Star, 00:27:35.120 |
Because when you try to promote love, some people hear acceptance. 00:27:39.280 |
It's like-- so you're saying, hey, man, love your enemy. 00:27:47.040 |
Love doesn't tolerate injustice or accept it. 00:27:51.280 |
Love still hates what's done, but it still tries to flesh out what it looks like to be 00:28:03.200 |
No, I definitely-- the timing thing, I definitely was feeling that. 00:28:07.520 |
If I could take it back, it probably would have been based on the timing. 00:28:15.680 |
I didn't know the whole world was going to see that, Joanne. 00:28:22.000 |
Because I was like, man, everybody's just going to say something. 00:28:31.520 |
So yeah, now, like sometimes the-- like in Jesus's way, this happened back then. 00:28:36.240 |
And I feel like it's even more prevalent now. 00:28:38.000 |
Like what Jesus would preach was so counter-cultural to what people thought was right. 00:28:45.600 |
Like he was killed for the message he was speaking. 00:28:47.280 |
Even though it was like about love, people don't know how to receive that. 00:28:51.040 |
And I feel like that's another thing wrong with the world today. 00:28:53.520 |
It's like people don't even understand-- like it's almost like God said like in the end days, 00:28:59.760 |
good is going to become evil, and evil is going to become good. 00:29:03.280 |
And I feel like we're getting close to that almost. 00:29:05.280 |
Like so do you see that in this culture today? 00:29:12.160 |
You know, it's just a society now where we-- I think we tolerate-- we tolerate everything. 00:29:24.800 |
And when you tolerate everything, some things are not good. 00:29:29.680 |
And when it's wrong-- when it becomes wrong to put your foot down and say, I don't agree with this, 00:29:40.160 |
then like you're saying, evil becomes good, and good becomes evil. 00:29:43.280 |
So tolerating nonsense or foolishness becomes good. 00:29:46.720 |
And then putting your foot down and saying, hey, we don't do this becomes bad. 00:29:55.440 |
And so that's a unique place, man, where I think for me, there's a lot of things that-- 00:30:04.800 |
obviously, we all got a lot of learning to do and unlearning to do. 00:30:09.520 |
But I can follow a person-- like when people disagree with me, 00:30:14.640 |
I can follow a person who stands by what they believe in. 00:30:25.760 |
Because somebody may be looking at things from the wrong perspective. 00:30:30.160 |
And when we can do that, then I'm like, good. 00:30:33.440 |
But we're not able to do that no more, which makes me feel like, all right, well, here we go. 00:30:37.360 |
We get into that time period, wars, rumors of wars. 00:30:41.040 |
I mean, Christ said-- he said when he was alive that they were in the last days 00:30:50.720 |
So I think it's just a long time period of us being in the last days. 00:31:02.640 |
But it ain't no way we're going to be here for more than, what, 100 years. 00:31:06.560 |
I think it's going to happen in our generation, to be honest. 00:31:09.200 |
Well, we got some work to do then, you know what I'm saying? 00:31:16.960 |
How much of that good looked at as bad and bad looked at as good do you think 00:31:24.240 |
comes from the music industry and the rap culture, like multiple women now? 00:31:28.640 |
If you were a dude who only talked to one girl, and you only got one girl, 00:31:31.920 |
and you ain't cheating on her now, you kind of looked at a square these days. 00:31:34.480 |
Or if you ain't doing this, now you looked at it as soft. 00:31:38.640 |
If you ain't promoting violence or whatever, how much of that do you think? 00:31:42.080 |
Because you in the music culture, how much do you think stems from that? 00:31:49.760 |
So I think there are some parts of it that are real. 00:31:53.600 |
But then when people learn, oh, if I rap about this, I make money. 00:32:02.640 |
And then the world says, oh, well, I need to imitate what I just saw more. 00:32:15.520 |
But then when music does it, it glorifies it. 00:32:26.160 |
I mean, even like myself, people just see something, and they want that. 00:32:32.240 |
Like, for me, being a Christian, and then breaking all these barriers. 00:32:36.320 |
Oh, you doing BET, and you winning the Grammy. 00:32:47.120 |
Just the awards, and the limelight, and the fame and stuff. 00:32:56.080 |
And you was like, oh, I need to be a part of it. 00:32:59.200 |
And I think that's what happens a lot of times, too. 00:33:00.800 |
It's like, some kid who never thought about being a gang member, who never thought about 00:33:04.000 |
none of that stuff, is listening to some Chicago Drills dudes. 00:33:10.260 |
And plus, it's way harder to make it the way you made it than it is to rap about what everybody 00:33:21.040 |
I've been telling people, like, you're so lyrically genius. 00:33:24.880 |
If you was a secular artist, you would be all the way up there. 00:33:28.560 |
Bro, it's so easy to get in the studio and freestyle-- 00:33:38.720 |
But to have to like, all right, I'm going to say this. 00:33:44.640 |
Is there any pressure that come with, like, when people think of, like, you know, Christian 00:33:50.240 |
rap, which you don't really like being put into that category. 00:33:57.200 |
Like, when they think of that, they think of Lecrae. 00:34:13.840 |
So let me make sure y'all get a good representation of this. 00:34:22.480 |
It's like, you know, is it pressure being at the highest level of basketball? 00:34:28.400 |
But then it's like, man, I've been doing it, you know, so long. 00:34:50.160 |
Was there ever a period in time where you wanted to explore your faith? 00:34:54.080 |
I went through this probably a year and a half, two years ago, 00:35:07.680 |
And I remember studying world religions, you know, before I was like, 00:35:15.280 |
And I've had rocky roads and doubts and all that type of stuff in the journey. 00:35:18.240 |
But really what solidified it for me was, as I looked at the world's religions, 00:35:23.760 |
and I mean, you can go through them all, right? 00:35:26.800 |
I went through all the ones that I knew about anyway. 00:35:29.120 |
When you talk to people, and I have good friends who believe, 00:35:36.560 |
who are Buddhists, who are Muslim, who are agnostic. 00:35:42.400 |
When you talk to them all, and you say, man, how do I get to God? 00:35:51.040 |
All of them will tell you, there's something you got to do. 00:35:58.880 |
You got to do this, and then do this, and then do this. 00:36:14.320 |
And Jesus is the only one that said, all you got to do is trust me. 00:36:23.200 |
So every other faith, you got to reach up to try to get to God. 00:36:27.920 |
But Christ reaches down and pulls you up to God. 00:36:39.680 |
So if every other religion, you got to perform and do enough to make it. 00:36:43.600 |
Christianity is the only one where it's like, nah, someone came and saved you. 00:36:50.080 |
And Christianity has almost become now, like we talked about this earlier. 00:36:53.360 |
But it's almost become, in this day and age, a little performance based. 00:36:58.000 |
But real Christianity, I mean, it's just about faith and believing. 00:37:11.360 |
I don't even-- sometimes I just be saying, I'm a believer. 00:37:13.520 |
I don't even want to say I'm a Christian, because I know people are like, oh, you're like-- 00:37:20.480 |
This day and age, some people just talk about God too. 00:37:26.640 |
Or I feel like a big movement these days too is, you know, the new age type of religion, 00:37:32.560 |
where you're kind of like almost your own God, like you're trying to become your own. 00:37:37.360 |
Yeah, it's like-- and that's-- I ain't gonna lie. 00:37:40.560 |
That's what I-- I had dabbled in a little bit. 00:37:42.560 |
I was going to the crystal store to get my little crystals. 00:37:47.360 |
Like, that's-- and that too, it's like, why make yourself your own God? 00:37:54.400 |
Like, that's trying to will yourself to be better. 00:37:58.960 |
I'm with-- I think God puts all those things here for us to enjoy. 00:38:08.560 |
As far as, you know, like meditation or yoga, all those things can be beneficial. 00:38:13.360 |
But when it becomes-- when it becomes God, then we in trouble. 00:38:18.000 |
I think even like, yeah, like you said, even astrology or something. 00:38:21.520 |
There might really be some truth to them zodiac signs or like a story told in the stars or 00:38:26.880 |
But then when that becomes like your basis for like living in faith, that's when it becomes 00:38:36.880 |
We talked about a lot of stuff and I appreciate you, my guy.