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Essentials: Understanding & Treating Addiction | Dr. Anna Lembke


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0:0 Anna Lembke
0:15 Dopamine, Reward & Movement
1:54 Baseline Dopamine; Genetics, Temperament & Addiction
5:24 Addiction, Modern Life & Boredom
7:18 Pleasure-Pain Balance, Dopamine, Addiction
12:39 Resetting Dopamine, Substance or Behavior Recovery, Tool: 30-Day Abstinence
14:26 Relapse, Addiction, Reflexive Behavior, Empathy
18:39 Triggers, Relapse, Dopamine
21:37 Shame, Truth Telling & Recovery
23:58 Addiction, Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy, Psilocybin, MDMA
29:1 Social Media & Addiction, Tool: Intentionality

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00:00:00.000 | Welcome to Huberman Lab Essentials,
00:00:02.320 | where we revisit past episodes
00:00:04.080 | for the most potent and actionable science-based tools
00:00:07.260 | for mental health, physical health, and performance.
00:00:10.040 | And now for my discussion with Dr. Anna Lemke.
00:00:15.040 | I and many listeners of this podcast
00:00:18.640 | are obsessed with dopamine.
00:00:21.540 | What is dopamine?
00:00:23.080 | And what are maybe some things about dopamine
00:00:26.180 | that most people don't know?
00:00:27.860 | And probably that I don't know either.
00:00:30.840 | So dopamine is a neurotransmitter,
00:00:33.020 | and neurotransmitters are those molecules
00:00:35.120 | that bridge the gap between two neurons.
00:00:38.100 | So they essentially allow one neuron,
00:00:40.840 | the presynaptic neuron,
00:00:42.120 | to communicate with the postsynaptic neuron.
00:00:44.640 | Dopamine is intimately associated
00:00:48.980 | with the experience of reward,
00:00:50.980 | but also with movement,
00:00:52.700 | which I think is really interesting
00:00:54.100 | because movement and reward are linked, right?
00:00:56.440 | If you think about, you know, early humans,
00:01:00.180 | you had to move in order to go seek out the water
00:01:04.460 | or the meat or whatever it was.
00:01:06.960 | So dopamine is this really powerful,
00:01:10.820 | important molecule in the brain
00:01:13.820 | that helps us experience pleasure.
00:01:17.640 | It's not the only neurotransmitter involved in pleasure,
00:01:20.420 | but it's a really, really important one.
00:01:22.600 | And if you want to think about something
00:01:25.700 | that most people don't know about dopamine,
00:01:27.520 | which I think is really interesting,
00:01:29.000 | is that we are always releasing dopamine
00:01:32.020 | at a kind of tonic baseline rate.
00:01:34.860 | And it's really the deviation from that baseline
00:01:38.260 | rather than like hits of dopamine in a vacuum
00:01:41.260 | that make a difference.
00:01:42.120 | So when we experience pleasure,
00:01:44.100 | our dopamine release goes above baseline.
00:01:47.140 | And likewise, dopamine can go below that tonic baseline.
00:01:51.080 | And then we experience a kind of pain.
00:01:53.800 | Interesting.
00:01:54.680 | So is it fair to say that one's baseline levels of dopamine,
00:01:59.140 | how frequently we are releasing dopamine
00:02:01.620 | in the absence of some, I don't know,
00:02:04.920 | drug or food or experience,
00:02:06.800 | just sitting, being,
00:02:08.700 | is that associated with how happy somebody is,
00:02:12.620 | their kind of baseline of happiness
00:02:13.900 | or level of depression?
00:02:15.680 | There is evidence that shows
00:02:17.900 | that people who are depressed
00:02:20.500 | may indeed have lower tonic levels of dopamine.
00:02:25.260 | So that's a really reasonable thought.
00:02:28.140 | And there is some evidence to suggest
00:02:30.180 | that that may be true.
00:02:31.440 | The other thing that we know
00:02:33.120 | is that if we expose ourselves chronically
00:02:37.260 | to substances or behaviors
00:02:40.100 | that repeatedly release large amounts of dopamine
00:02:44.180 | in our brain's reward pathway,
00:02:45.980 | that we can change our tonic baseline
00:02:49.120 | and actually lower it over time
00:02:51.120 | as our brain tries to compensate
00:02:53.240 | for all of that dopamine,
00:02:55.180 | which is more really than we were designed to experience.
00:02:59.740 | Interesting.
00:03:00.640 | And is it the case
00:03:03.040 | that our baseline levels of dopamine
00:03:04.860 | are set by our genetics,
00:03:06.520 | by our heredity?
00:03:07.920 | Well, I think, you know,
00:03:09.400 | if you think about sort of, you know,
00:03:11.280 | the early stages of development in infancy,
00:03:13.300 | certainly that is true.
00:03:14.920 | You're kind of, you know,
00:03:16.300 | born with probably whatever is your baseline level,
00:03:19.300 | but obviously your experiences
00:03:21.120 | can have a huge impact
00:03:23.240 | on where your dopamine level ultimately settles out.
00:03:28.580 | Do you think that's a set in terms of our parents
00:03:33.160 | and obviously nature and nurture interact,
00:03:36.480 | but is dopamine at the core of our temperament?
00:03:40.440 | I don't really think we know the answer to that,
00:03:43.740 | but I will say that
00:03:45.260 | people are definitely born with different temperaments,
00:03:49.740 | and those temperaments do affect
00:03:52.880 | their ability to experience joy.
00:03:55.620 | And, you know, we've known that for a long time
00:03:58.720 | and we describe that in many different ways.
00:04:00.940 | One of the ways that we describe that in the modern era
00:04:03.500 | is to use psychiatric nomenclature,
00:04:05.920 | like this person has a dysthymic temperament
00:04:08.460 | or, you know,
00:04:09.300 | this person has chronic major depressive disorder.
00:04:12.080 | In terms of looking specifically
00:04:14.980 | at who's vulnerable to addiction,
00:04:17.920 | that's an interesting sort of mixed bag
00:04:20.500 | because when you look at the research
00:04:22.940 | on risk factors for addictions
00:04:24.920 | or what kind of temperament of a person
00:04:27.700 | makes them more vulnerable to addiction,
00:04:29.360 | you see some interesting findings.
00:04:31.980 | First, you see that people who are more impulsive,
00:04:34.140 | who have a thought to do something
00:04:35.620 | and just do it impulsively,
00:04:37.560 | are people who are more vulnerable to addiction.
00:04:40.400 | What we now conceptualize in our current ecosystem
00:04:44.500 | as mental illness
00:04:47.000 | are actually traits that in another ecosystem
00:04:51.760 | might be very advantageous.
00:04:53.820 | They're just not advantageous right now
00:04:56.740 | because of the world that we live in.
00:04:58.720 | And I think, you know,
00:05:00.500 | impulsivity is potentially one of those, right?
00:05:03.360 | Because we live in this world
00:05:04.940 | that's such a sensory rich environment, right?
00:05:07.560 | That we're being bombarded
00:05:09.860 | with all of these opportunities,
00:05:11.380 | these sensory opportunities,
00:05:12.960 | and we have to constantly check ourselves.
00:05:14.980 | And so impulsivity is something that right now
00:05:18.460 | can be a difficult trait,
00:05:20.960 | but isn't in and of itself a bad thing.
00:05:23.940 | In a previous conversation we had,
00:05:25.720 | you said something that really rung in my mind,
00:05:27.340 | which is that many people who become addicted to things
00:05:30.980 | have this feeling that normal life
00:05:33.740 | isn't interesting enough.
00:05:35.700 | Maybe you could just tell us a little bit about your experience
00:05:39.080 | with this association,
00:05:40.880 | if it really exists,
00:05:41.960 | between people's sense of the normalcy
00:05:44.920 | or maybe even how boring life can be
00:05:47.340 | and their tendency to become addicts of some sort.
00:05:50.600 | I think that life for humans has always been hard,
00:05:55.620 | but I think that now it's harder in unprecedented ways.
00:06:01.280 | And I think that the way that life is really hard now
00:06:05.520 | is that it actually is really boring.
00:06:07.620 | All of our survival needs are met.
00:06:10.140 | We don't even have to leave our homes
00:06:12.060 | to meet every single physical need.
00:06:14.440 | You know, as long as you're of a certain level
00:06:16.980 | of financial well-being,
00:06:18.960 | which frankly, you know,
00:06:21.060 | we talk so much about, you know, the income gap,
00:06:24.120 | and certainly there is this enormous gap
00:06:25.940 | between rich and poor,
00:06:26.780 | but that gap is smaller than it's ever been
00:06:29.540 | in like the history of humans.
00:06:31.460 | We don't really have anything that we have to do.
00:06:34.740 | So we're all forced to make stuff up,
00:06:38.300 | you know, whether it's being a scientist
00:06:40.920 | or being a doctor or being an Olympic athlete
00:06:45.980 | or, you know, climbing Mount Everest.
00:06:49.140 | And people really vary in their need for friction.
00:06:54.140 | And some people need a lot more than others.
00:06:56.840 | And if they don't have it,
00:06:58.220 | they're really, really unhappy.
00:07:00.000 | And I do think that a lot of the people
00:07:02.360 | that I see with addiction
00:07:04.000 | and other forms of mental illness
00:07:05.600 | are people who need more friction.
00:07:08.900 | Like they're unhappy,
00:07:11.040 | not necessarily because there's something wrong
00:07:13.600 | with their brain,
00:07:14.280 | but because their brain is not suited to this world.
00:07:17.520 | Let's talk about the pleasure-pain balance
00:07:20.540 | and addiction.
00:07:21.520 | And I've heard you use this seesaw
00:07:23.920 | or balance scale analogy before.
00:07:27.180 | And I think it's a wonderful one.
00:07:28.560 | Yeah.
00:07:29.580 | So to me, one of the most significant findings
00:07:31.780 | in neuroscience in the last 75 years
00:07:33.980 | is that pleasure and pain are co-located,
00:07:36.740 | which means the same parts of the brain
00:07:38.740 | that process pleasure also process pain.
00:07:41.560 | And they work like a balance.
00:07:43.360 | So when we feel pleasure,
00:07:44.820 | our balance tips one way.
00:07:46.320 | When we feel pain,
00:07:47.140 | it tips in the opposite direction.
00:07:49.040 | And one of the overriding rules
00:07:51.560 | governing this balance
00:07:52.580 | is that it wants to stay level.
00:07:54.140 | So it doesn't want to remain tipped very long
00:07:56.020 | to pleasure or to pain.
00:07:57.380 | And with any deviation from neutrality,
00:08:00.040 | the brain will work very hard
00:08:01.560 | to restore a level balance
00:08:03.140 | or what scientists call homeostasis.
00:08:05.780 | And the way the brain does that
00:08:07.920 | is with any stimulus to one side,
00:08:10.560 | there will be a tip
00:08:12.140 | in equal and opposite amount
00:08:13.940 | to the other side.
00:08:15.260 | It's like they have
00:08:15.860 | principal laws of physics.
00:08:17.280 | Yes, right, right.
00:08:18.760 | So like I like to watch YouTube videos.
00:08:20.840 | When I watch YouTube videos
00:08:22.160 | of American Idol,
00:08:23.120 | you know,
00:08:23.920 | it tips to the side of pleasure.
00:08:25.240 | And then when I stop watching it,
00:08:27.920 | I have a come down, right,
00:08:29.940 | which is a tip to the equal
00:08:31.700 | and opposite amount
00:08:32.540 | on the other side.
00:08:34.260 | And that's that moment
00:08:35.160 | of wanting to watch
00:08:36.080 | one more YouTube video, right?
00:08:37.580 | It's not something
00:08:38.340 | that consciously happens
00:08:39.840 | or that we're aware of
00:08:41.340 | unless we really begin
00:08:43.040 | to pay attention.
00:08:44.640 | And of course,
00:08:45.240 | one way to combat that
00:08:46.700 | is to do it more, right?
00:08:48.500 | And more and more and more.
00:08:49.720 | So I think that is really
00:08:51.800 | what I want people
00:08:52.800 | to tune into
00:08:53.660 | and get an awareness around
00:08:55.620 | because once you tune into it,
00:08:57.000 | you can see it a lot.
00:08:58.080 | And if you, you know,
00:08:59.320 | keep the model
00:08:59.980 | of the balance in mind,
00:09:00.960 | I think it gives people
00:09:02.840 | kind of a way
00:09:04.560 | to imagine
00:09:05.680 | what they're experiencing
00:09:07.800 | on a neurobiological level
00:09:09.540 | and understand it.
00:09:10.960 | and in that understanding,
00:09:12.460 | get some mastery over it,
00:09:14.040 | which is really
00:09:14.580 | what this is all about.
00:09:15.700 | Because ultimately,
00:09:16.860 | we do need to disengage, right?
00:09:19.380 | We can't live in that space
00:09:22.080 | all the time, right?
00:09:23.480 | We have other things
00:09:24.420 | we need to do.
00:09:25.240 | And there are also
00:09:26.320 | serious consequences
00:09:27.660 | that come with
00:09:28.740 | trying to repeat
00:09:30.060 | and continue that experience
00:09:32.520 | or that feeling.
00:09:33.240 | Yeah, so if I understand
00:09:34.720 | this correctly,
00:09:35.360 | when we find something
00:09:37.240 | that we enjoy
00:09:39.200 | that feels pleasurable,
00:09:40.480 | social media,
00:09:41.940 | food, sex,
00:09:43.400 | gambling,
00:09:44.660 | whatever happens to be,
00:09:45.800 | there's some dopamine release
00:09:47.500 | when we engage
00:09:48.160 | in that behavior.
00:09:48.860 | And then what you're telling me
00:09:51.180 | is that very quickly
00:09:52.420 | and beneath
00:09:53.920 | my conscious awareness,
00:09:54.980 | there's a tilting back
00:09:57.560 | of the scale
00:09:58.260 | where pleasure is reduced
00:10:00.280 | by way of increasing pain.
00:10:02.340 | Right.
00:10:03.000 | And I've heard you say before
00:10:04.260 | that the pain mechanism
00:10:07.520 | has some competitive advantages
00:10:10.800 | over the pleasure mechanism
00:10:12.900 | such that it doesn't just
00:10:14.320 | bring the scale back to level.
00:10:15.640 | It actually brings pain
00:10:17.380 | higher than pleasure.
00:10:19.000 | What happens right after
00:10:21.120 | I do something
00:10:21.720 | that is really pleasurable
00:10:22.920 | and releases a lot of dopamine
00:10:23.900 | is, again,
00:10:24.660 | my brain is going to
00:10:25.860 | immediately compensate
00:10:27.000 | by down-regulating
00:10:28.620 | my own dopamine receptors,
00:10:29.660 | my own dopamine transmission
00:10:30.840 | to compensate for that.
00:10:32.600 | Okay.
00:10:32.960 | And that's that come down
00:10:35.640 | or the hangover
00:10:36.500 | or that after effect,
00:10:37.420 | that moment of wanting
00:10:38.180 | to do it more.
00:10:38.760 | Now, if I just wait
00:10:40.620 | for that feeling to pass,
00:10:42.420 | then my dopamine
00:10:43.700 | will re-regulate itself
00:10:44.760 | and I'll go back
00:10:45.240 | to whatever my chronic baseline is.
00:10:46.760 | But if I don't wait,
00:10:47.960 | and here's really the key,
00:10:48.920 | if I keep indulging
00:10:49.840 | again and again and again,
00:10:51.400 | ultimately,
00:10:52.380 | I have so much
00:10:54.860 | on the pain side,
00:10:56.480 | right,
00:10:56.960 | that I've essentially
00:10:57.700 | reset my brain
00:10:59.220 | to what we call
00:11:00.460 | like an anhedonic
00:11:01.760 | or lacking in joy
00:11:03.200 | type of state,
00:11:04.500 | which is a dopamine
00:11:05.800 | deficit state.
00:11:07.040 | So that's really
00:11:07.760 | the way in which
00:11:09.460 | pain can become
00:11:11.040 | the main driver
00:11:11.780 | is because I've indulged
00:11:13.420 | so much in these
00:11:14.380 | high-reward behaviors
00:11:15.500 | or substances
00:11:16.580 | that my brain
00:11:17.900 | has had to compensate
00:11:18.960 | by way down-regulating
00:11:20.800 | my own dopamine
00:11:21.620 | such that
00:11:22.440 | even when I'm not
00:11:23.580 | doing that drug,
00:11:25.020 | I'm in a dopamine
00:11:26.040 | deficit state
00:11:26.700 | which is akin
00:11:27.220 | to a clinical depression.
00:11:28.340 | I have anxiety,
00:11:29.520 | irritability,
00:11:30.180 | insomnia, dysphoria,
00:11:31.160 | and a lot of mental
00:11:32.320 | preoccupation
00:11:33.080 | with using again
00:11:34.100 | or getting the drug.
00:11:35.040 | So in general,
00:11:36.240 | what we want
00:11:37.000 | is some kind
00:11:38.340 | of flexibility
00:11:39.540 | in that balance
00:11:40.940 | and the ability
00:11:41.620 | to easily
00:11:42.700 | reassert homeostasis.
00:11:44.080 | We don't want
00:11:44.600 | to break our balance,
00:11:45.720 | which is possible
00:11:46.900 | if we overindulge
00:11:48.260 | for enough period
00:11:49.140 | of time
00:11:49.540 | and end up
00:11:50.460 | with a balance
00:11:51.000 | tipped to the side
00:11:51.900 | of pain,
00:11:52.300 | this dopamine
00:11:52.860 | deficit state
00:11:53.580 | we've been talking about.
00:11:54.800 | We want a flexible,
00:11:56.380 | resilient balance,
00:11:57.960 | right,
00:11:58.280 | which can be sensitive
00:11:59.540 | to things going on
00:12:00.580 | in the environment,
00:12:01.200 | which can experience
00:12:02.280 | pleasure and approach,
00:12:04.040 | which can experience
00:12:05.300 | pain and recoil,
00:12:06.720 | right,
00:12:07.260 | this is all adaptive
00:12:08.280 | and healthy
00:12:08.940 | and necessary
00:12:09.680 | and good.
00:12:10.460 | We would never want
00:12:11.560 | a balance
00:12:12.000 | that doesn't tilt.
00:12:13.180 | Right.
00:12:13.600 | That would be a disaster.
00:12:14.640 | Right.
00:12:14.900 | We wouldn't be human.
00:12:15.800 | And we wouldn't want that.
00:12:17.220 | It would be really,
00:12:17.700 | really boring.
00:12:18.380 | On the other hand,
00:12:19.700 | what people in recovery
00:12:20.780 | from addiction
00:12:21.520 | talk about is
00:12:22.820 | to some extent
00:12:24.080 | having to learn
00:12:25.140 | to live with
00:12:26.120 | things being a little boring
00:12:28.440 | a lot of the time,
00:12:29.760 | right?
00:12:30.120 | So trying to avoid
00:12:31.920 | some of this intensity
00:12:33.180 | and thrill-seeking
00:12:34.700 | and escapism
00:12:36.140 | that really is
00:12:36.780 | at the core
00:12:37.440 | of addictive tendencies.
00:12:38.680 | So along those lines,
00:12:40.840 | I've heard you say
00:12:42.020 | that in order to reset
00:12:43.460 | the dopamine system,
00:12:44.600 | essentially in order
00:12:46.560 | to break an addictive
00:12:47.600 | pattern,
00:12:48.560 | 30 days
00:12:49.880 | of zero interaction
00:12:52.360 | with that substance,
00:12:53.620 | that person,
00:12:54.460 | et cetera.
00:12:55.220 | Right.
00:12:55.640 | Is that correct?
00:12:56.280 | Yeah.
00:12:57.040 | And 30 days
00:12:58.240 | is in my clinical experience
00:12:59.780 | the average amount
00:13:00.640 | of time it takes
00:13:01.680 | for the brain
00:13:02.140 | to reset,
00:13:02.740 | reward pathways,
00:13:03.680 | for dopamine transmission
00:13:04.940 | to regenerate itself.
00:13:06.560 | by depriving ourselves
00:13:08.100 | of this high dopamine,
00:13:09.700 | high reward substance
00:13:11.440 | or behavior,
00:13:12.180 | we allow our brains
00:13:13.560 | to regenerate
00:13:14.320 | its own dopamine
00:13:14.980 | for the balance
00:13:15.840 | to really equilibrate
00:13:16.620 | and then we're in a place
00:13:18.080 | where we can sort of
00:13:19.080 | enjoy other things.
00:13:20.540 | So I'd like to
00:13:21.740 | dissect out
00:13:22.760 | that 30 days
00:13:23.520 | a little more
00:13:24.080 | finally.
00:13:25.300 | So days 1 through 10
00:13:26.700 | I would imagine
00:13:27.860 | will be very uncomfortable.
00:13:29.800 | Anxiety,
00:13:30.720 | trouble sleeping,
00:13:31.840 | physical agitation
00:13:34.140 | and to the point
00:13:34.800 | where,
00:13:35.120 | you know,
00:13:36.420 | maybe impulsive,
00:13:37.620 | angry.
00:13:38.300 | Should one expect
00:13:40.100 | all of that?
00:13:40.740 | Should the...
00:13:41.180 | Yeah.
00:13:41.460 | So what I say
00:13:42.520 | to patients
00:13:43.080 | and it's a really important
00:13:44.500 | piece of this intervention
00:13:46.020 | is that you will feel worse
00:13:47.700 | before you feel better.
00:13:49.020 | For how long?
00:13:49.940 | Yeah.
00:13:50.260 | This is probably
00:13:50.740 | the first question
00:13:51.440 | they ask, right?
00:13:52.260 | And I say usually
00:13:53.520 | in my clinical experience
00:13:55.060 | you'll feel worse
00:13:56.520 | for two weeks
00:13:57.320 | but if you can make it
00:13:58.500 | through those first two weeks
00:13:59.800 | the sun will start
00:14:01.220 | to come out
00:14:01.920 | in week three
00:14:02.740 | and by week four
00:14:03.840 | most people are feeling
00:14:05.400 | a whole lot better
00:14:06.600 | than they were
00:14:07.260 | before they stopped
00:14:08.280 | using their substance.
00:14:09.160 | So it's a hard thing
00:14:10.440 | like you have to sign up
00:14:11.540 | for it.
00:14:12.020 | Then days 21 through 30
00:14:14.600 | dopamine is starting
00:14:16.020 | to be released
00:14:16.640 | in response to
00:14:17.600 | the taste of a really
00:14:18.860 | good cup of coffee
00:14:19.880 | for instance.
00:14:20.480 | Yes, exactly.
00:14:21.440 | whereas before
00:14:22.220 | it was only to
00:14:23.400 | insert
00:14:24.820 | you know
00:14:25.400 | addictive behavior.
00:14:26.080 | Right.
00:14:26.360 | One thing I've seen
00:14:27.260 | over and over again
00:14:28.360 | sadly
00:14:29.080 | often in the same individuals
00:14:31.200 | they get sober
00:14:33.440 | from whatever
00:14:34.940 | they're doing great
00:14:36.900 | and then
00:14:38.080 | all of a sudden
00:14:38.860 | you get this call
00:14:40.020 | so and so's
00:14:41.180 | back in jail
00:14:43.080 | so and so's
00:14:44.080 | wife is gonna leave him
00:14:45.220 | because he
00:14:45.980 | drank two bottles
00:14:47.460 | of wine
00:14:48.440 | and took a Xanax
00:14:49.480 | at 7am
00:14:50.360 | crashed his truck
00:14:51.840 | into a pole
00:14:52.460 | it's got two beautiful kids
00:14:53.600 | like how
00:14:54.340 | did this happen
00:14:56.160 | again
00:14:56.640 | to the point
00:14:57.520 | where by the fourth
00:14:58.420 | and fifth time
00:14:59.180 | people are just
00:15:01.780 | and so what I'd like
00:15:03.140 | to talk about
00:15:03.740 | in this context
00:15:04.460 | is what sorts
00:15:05.760 | of things
00:15:07.060 | other people
00:15:08.360 | that we know
00:15:08.880 | that are addicted
00:15:09.520 | what really helps
00:15:11.840 | are there
00:15:12.880 | certain people
00:15:13.640 | for whom
00:15:14.420 | it's hopeless
00:15:16.580 | so there
00:15:17.240 | there are people
00:15:18.440 | who will die
00:15:19.720 | of their disease
00:15:20.680 | of addiction
00:15:21.180 | you know
00:15:21.660 | and I think
00:15:22.020 | conceptualizing it
00:15:23.040 | as a disease
00:15:23.720 | is a helpful frame
00:15:25.420 | there are other frames
00:15:26.760 | that we could use
00:15:27.880 | but I do think
00:15:28.620 | given the
00:15:29.900 | brain physiologic
00:15:31.540 | changes
00:15:32.060 | that occur
00:15:32.780 | with sustained
00:15:34.480 | heavy drug use
00:15:36.100 | and what we know
00:15:37.480 | happens to the brain
00:15:38.600 | it is really
00:15:40.420 | reasonable
00:15:41.180 | to think of it
00:15:42.000 | as a brain disease
00:15:43.000 | and for me
00:15:45.220 | the real window
00:15:47.200 | of let's say
00:15:48.320 | being able to access
00:15:49.740 | my compassion
00:15:50.660 | around people
00:15:52.080 | who are repeat
00:15:53.080 | relapsers
00:15:53.760 | even when their life
00:15:54.660 | is so much better
00:15:55.500 | when they're in recovery
00:15:56.600 | yeah it's like
00:15:57.120 | it's like a no brainer
00:15:58.020 | right
00:15:58.280 | is to conceptualize
00:16:00.840 | this balance
00:16:01.540 | and the dopamine
00:16:02.200 | deficit state
00:16:02.980 | and a balance
00:16:03.580 | tilted to the side
00:16:04.780 | of pain
00:16:05.260 | and to imagine
00:16:06.800 | that for some
00:16:08.100 | people
00:16:08.580 | after a month
00:16:10.240 | or six months
00:16:11.200 | or maybe even
00:16:11.900 | six years
00:16:12.680 | their balance
00:16:13.780 | is still
00:16:14.800 | tipped to the side
00:16:15.880 | of pain
00:16:16.280 | that on some level
00:16:17.220 | that balance
00:16:18.200 | has lost
00:16:18.960 | its resilience
00:16:20.080 | and its ability
00:16:21.040 | to restore homeostasis
00:16:22.700 | it's almost like
00:16:23.200 | the hinge on that
00:16:23.980 | balance is messed up
00:16:25.060 | exactly
00:16:25.440 | imagine that
00:16:27.060 | you had an itch
00:16:28.420 | somewhere on your body
00:16:30.020 | I mean we've all
00:16:30.600 | had that
00:16:31.020 | like you know
00:16:31.620 | whatever the source
00:16:32.920 | you know
00:16:33.640 | if you really focus
00:16:34.700 | you could go for
00:16:35.920 | a pretty good
00:16:37.200 | amount of time
00:16:37.860 | not scratching
00:16:38.900 | but the moment
00:16:40.340 | you stopped
00:16:41.020 | focusing on
00:16:42.040 | not scratching
00:16:43.160 | you would scratch
00:16:44.500 | and maybe
00:16:44.860 | you would do
00:16:45.260 | it while you
00:16:45.720 | were asleep
00:16:46.300 | right
00:16:46.720 | and that is
00:16:48.780 | what happens
00:16:50.020 | to people
00:16:50.640 | with severe
00:16:51.740 | addiction
00:16:52.380 | that balance
00:16:53.640 | is essentially
00:16:54.420 | broken
00:16:55.100 | homeostasis
00:16:56.100 | does not
00:16:56.720 | get restored
00:16:57.320 | despite
00:16:57.900 | sustained abstinence
00:16:59.640 | they're living
00:17:00.540 | with that
00:17:01.520 | constant
00:17:02.380 | specter
00:17:03.220 | of that pull
00:17:04.120 | it never
00:17:05.180 | goes away
00:17:05.880 | so let me say
00:17:06.540 | there are lots
00:17:07.040 | of people
00:17:07.320 | with addiction
00:17:07.700 | for whom
00:17:08.040 | that does
00:17:08.480 | go away
00:17:08.940 | and it goes
00:17:09.340 | away at four
00:17:09.940 | weeks
00:17:10.260 | for many
00:17:10.700 | of them
00:17:10.980 | but in
00:17:11.700 | severe cases
00:17:12.640 | that's always
00:17:14.020 | there
00:17:14.720 | and it's
00:17:15.200 | lingering
00:17:15.660 | and it's
00:17:16.820 | the moment
00:17:17.320 | when they're
00:17:17.740 | not focusing
00:17:18.760 | on not
00:17:19.360 | using
00:17:19.780 | it's like
00:17:20.520 | a reflex
00:17:21.040 | they fall
00:17:21.920 | back into it
00:17:22.680 | it's not
00:17:23.240 | purposeful
00:17:23.900 | it's not
00:17:24.560 | because they
00:17:25.060 | want to get
00:17:25.940 | it's not
00:17:26.600 | because they
00:17:27.060 | value using
00:17:27.700 | drugs more
00:17:28.200 | than they do
00:17:28.640 | their family
00:17:29.360 | none of that
00:17:30.360 | it's that
00:17:30.860 | really
00:17:32.000 | cannot
00:17:34.920 | do it
00:17:35.500 | when given
00:17:36.060 | the opportunity
00:17:37.320 | and that moment
00:17:38.440 | when they're
00:17:38.860 | not thinking
00:17:39.300 | about it
00:17:39.840 | does that
00:17:40.320 | make sense
00:17:40.680 | that's a great
00:17:41.240 | description
00:17:41.700 | and actually
00:17:42.280 | in that description
00:17:43.280 | I can feel
00:17:44.560 | a bit
00:17:45.100 | of empathy
00:17:45.680 | because
00:17:46.460 | the way
00:17:47.420 | you describe
00:17:47.860 | scratching an
00:17:48.460 | itch in your
00:17:48.860 | sleep
00:17:49.820 | you know
00:17:50.380 | I've done
00:17:51.120 | that with
00:17:51.420 | mosquito bites
00:17:52.020 | in summer
00:17:52.420 | you're scratching
00:17:53.000 | you wake up
00:17:54.020 | scratching that
00:17:54.800 | mosquito bite
00:17:56.460 | and I also
00:17:58.340 | have to
00:17:59.700 | admit that
00:18:00.660 | I've experienced
00:18:02.220 | not feeling
00:18:03.280 | like I want
00:18:03.760 | to pick up
00:18:04.140 | my phone
00:18:04.580 | because it's
00:18:05.000 | so rewarding
00:18:05.660 | but just
00:18:06.280 | finding myself
00:18:07.240 | doing it
00:18:07.800 | yes of course
00:18:08.620 | like I'm not
00:18:09.060 | going to use
00:18:09.480 | this thing
00:18:09.720 | I'm not
00:18:09.960 | going to use
00:18:10.240 | this thing
00:18:10.620 | and then
00:18:11.440 | just finding
00:18:11.980 | myself
00:18:12.340 | doing it
00:18:12.680 | like what
00:18:13.020 | am I doing
00:18:13.660 | sort of
00:18:14.480 | the how
00:18:14.960 | did I
00:18:15.260 | get back
00:18:15.660 | here again
00:18:16.240 | and I
00:18:17.420 | know enough
00:18:18.280 | about brain
00:18:19.000 | function
00:18:19.360 | to understand
00:18:20.320 | that we
00:18:21.120 | circuits
00:18:22.540 | generate
00:18:23.560 | deliberate
00:18:23.960 | behavior
00:18:24.420 | and we
00:18:24.700 | have circuits
00:18:25.080 | that generate
00:18:25.580 | reflexive
00:18:26.100 | behavior
00:18:26.420 | and one
00:18:26.980 | of the
00:18:27.420 | goals
00:18:28.040 | of the
00:18:28.380 | nervous
00:18:28.640 | system
00:18:29.040 | is to
00:18:30.580 | deliberate
00:18:30.900 | stuff
00:18:31.280 | reflexive
00:18:31.980 | so you
00:18:32.380 | don't have
00:18:32.660 | to make
00:18:32.880 | the decision
00:18:33.340 | because
00:18:33.600 | decision
00:18:33.980 | making
00:18:34.640 | very costly
00:18:35.700 | thing
00:18:36.440 | to do
00:18:36.760 | decision
00:18:37.440 | making
00:18:37.740 | of any
00:18:38.360 | why is
00:18:39.540 | it then
00:18:39.900 | that people
00:18:40.520 | will relapse
00:18:41.800 | not just
00:18:42.400 | after getting
00:18:43.240 | fired from
00:18:43.680 | a job
00:18:44.100 | or their
00:18:44.400 | spouse
00:18:44.700 | leaving
00:18:45.120 | but when
00:18:45.460 | things
00:18:45.780 | are going
00:18:46.280 | really
00:18:47.140 | is it
00:18:47.820 | unconscious
00:18:48.760 | mechanism
00:18:49.580 | because I've
00:18:50.200 | seen this
00:18:50.520 | before
00:18:51.440 | they have
00:18:52.560 | a great
00:18:53.140 | I have
00:18:53.360 | a friend
00:18:53.700 | who's
00:18:54.160 | really
00:18:55.020 | impressive
00:18:55.500 | creative
00:18:56.100 | I don't
00:18:57.120 | want to reveal
00:18:57.600 | any more
00:18:58.020 | than that
00:18:58.700 | and relapsed
00:19:00.700 | upon getting
00:19:01.880 | another
00:19:02.460 | really
00:19:03.240 | terrific
00:19:03.820 | opportunity
00:19:04.460 | to create
00:19:05.080 | for the
00:19:05.460 | entire
00:19:05.820 | world
00:19:06.240 | and I was
00:19:07.320 | how can
00:19:07.900 | happen
00:19:08.240 | but now
00:19:09.040 | beginning
00:19:09.220 | to wonder
00:19:09.600 | was it
00:19:10.020 | the dopamine
00:19:10.500 | associated
00:19:11.060 | with that
00:19:12.620 | opened
00:19:13.440 | the spigot
00:19:13.980 | on this
00:19:14.280 | dopamine
00:19:14.620 | system
00:19:15.080 | because
00:19:17.540 | happened
00:19:18.220 | phase
00:19:19.160 | really
00:19:19.660 | great
00:19:20.120 | stretch
00:19:20.580 | of life
00:19:21.780 | triggers
00:19:22.380 | are things
00:19:23.400 | make us
00:19:24.300 | want to
00:19:25.120 | go back
00:19:25.680 | to using
00:19:26.140 | our drug
00:19:26.720 | and the
00:19:27.400 | key thing
00:19:27.800 | about
00:19:28.040 | triggers
00:19:28.440 | whatever
00:19:28.720 | they are
00:19:29.160 | is they
00:19:30.240 | release
00:19:30.800 | a little
00:19:31.760 | dopamine
00:19:32.180 | right
00:19:32.860 | so just
00:19:33.400 | thinking
00:19:34.000 | about
00:19:34.660 | whatever
00:19:36.480 | trigger
00:19:37.480 | associate
00:19:39.460 | thinking
00:19:39.780 | about
00:19:41.340 | already
00:19:41.980 | release
00:19:42.620 | anticipatory
00:19:43.440 | dopamine
00:19:43.800 | this little
00:19:44.380 | mini spike
00:19:45.020 | but here's
00:19:45.520 | the part
00:19:45.840 | that I think
00:19:46.280 | is really
00:19:46.600 | fascinating
00:19:47.120 | that mini
00:19:48.240 | spike
00:19:48.640 | is followed
00:19:50.000 | deficit
00:19:50.560 | state
00:19:51.020 | so it
00:19:51.920 | and then
00:19:52.520 | doesn't
00:19:52.780 | go back
00:19:53.400 | baseline
00:19:53.960 | below
00:19:54.620 | baseline
00:19:55.360 | tonic
00:19:55.800 | levels
00:19:56.160 | and that's
00:19:57.020 | craving
00:19:57.380 | right
00:19:57.940 | so that
00:19:59.220 | anticipation
00:20:01.180 | immediately
00:20:01.740 | followed
00:20:02.860 | wanting
00:20:04.960 | and it's
00:20:05.580 | dopamine
00:20:05.960 | deficit
00:20:06.320 | state
00:20:06.960 | drives
00:20:08.360 | motivation
00:20:09.020 | to go
00:20:09.780 | and get
00:20:10.620 | so many
00:20:10.920 | people
00:20:11.140 | talk about
00:20:11.540 | dopamine
00:20:11.840 | is not
00:20:12.160 | really about
00:20:12.680 | pleasure
00:20:13.100 | but about
00:20:13.940 | wanting
00:20:14.620 | and about
00:20:15.120 | motivation
00:20:15.720 | and so
00:20:16.720 | it is
00:20:17.280 | deficit
00:20:17.800 | state
00:20:18.260 | that then
00:20:18.740 | drives
00:20:19.480 | locomotion
00:20:20.000 | to get
00:20:20.660 | and earlier
00:20:21.620 | description
00:20:22.240 | dopamine
00:20:22.560 | being
00:20:22.840 | involved
00:20:23.220 | in the
00:20:23.520 | desire
00:20:23.900 | for more
00:20:24.480 | giving
00:20:25.120 | the sense
00:20:25.480 | of reward
00:20:25.820 | but also
00:20:26.200 | movement
00:20:26.860 | right
00:20:27.460 | I have
00:20:27.800 | to assume
00:20:28.220 | that those
00:20:28.580 | things are
00:20:28.940 | braided
00:20:29.240 | together
00:20:29.600 | in our
00:20:29.980 | nervous
00:20:30.260 | system
00:20:30.620 | for the
00:20:31.160 | specific
00:20:31.500 | intention
00:20:31.900 | of when
00:20:32.280 | you feel
00:20:32.660 | something
00:20:34.060 | then you
00:20:34.820 | feel the
00:20:35.660 | maybe you
00:20:36.480 | don't
00:20:36.640 | notice
00:20:37.140 | and then
00:20:37.480 | the next
00:20:37.760 | thing
00:20:37.880 | you know
00:20:38.080 | you're
00:20:38.360 | pursuing
00:20:39.180 | of the
00:20:39.480 | thing
00:20:40.200 | deliver
00:20:40.440 | pleasure
00:20:40.740 | you use
00:20:40.900 | the word
00:20:41.160 | braided
00:20:41.420 | together
00:20:41.720 | that's
00:20:42.040 | beautiful
00:20:42.360 | there are
00:20:42.940 | people
00:20:43.260 | for whom
00:20:44.980 | experiences
00:20:46.540 | you know
00:20:47.220 | in any
00:20:48.300 | stress
00:20:48.980 | in many
00:20:49.520 | different
00:20:49.800 | forms
00:20:50.140 | that's
00:20:50.840 | a trigger
00:20:51.140 | but there
00:20:51.900 | absolutely
00:20:52.520 | people
00:20:53.240 | for whom
00:20:53.800 | the trigger
00:20:54.900 | is things
00:20:55.600 | going well
00:20:56.460 | and the
00:20:57.380 | things going
00:20:58.420 | can be like
00:20:59.300 | the reward
00:20:59.840 | of the things
00:21:00.140 | going well
00:21:00.540 | but very
00:21:00.980 | often
00:21:01.420 | what it
00:21:02.460 | is the
00:21:02.880 | removal
00:21:03.320 | of the
00:21:03.860 | hypervigilant
00:21:04.720 | state
00:21:05.260 | that's
00:21:05.960 | required
00:21:06.480 | to keep
00:21:07.260 | their use
00:21:07.860 | in check
00:21:08.340 | so it's
00:21:08.720 | this sense
00:21:09.420 | I want
00:21:10.360 | to celebrate
00:21:10.900 | you know
00:21:11.520 | or I want
00:21:12.260 | this reward
00:21:13.280 | happened
00:21:13.660 | I want
00:21:14.240 | to put
00:21:15.080 | reward
00:21:15.620 | on there
00:21:16.180 | and it's
00:21:17.000 | really
00:21:17.420 | really
00:21:17.680 | fascinating
00:21:18.120 | because
00:21:18.520 | when people
00:21:19.300 | come to
00:21:19.980 | realization
00:21:20.720 | about
00:21:21.480 | themselves
00:21:22.680 | they're
00:21:23.420 | vulnerable
00:21:24.680 | things
00:21:25.100 | going
00:21:25.940 | that's
00:21:27.360 | really
00:21:27.660 | a valuable
00:21:28.300 | insight
00:21:28.720 | because
00:21:28.980 | then they
00:21:29.240 | can put
00:21:29.820 | things
00:21:30.320 | in place
00:21:30.800 | or barriers
00:21:31.240 | in place
00:21:31.720 | or go
00:21:31.980 | to more
00:21:32.340 | meetings
00:21:33.040 | or whatever
00:21:33.460 | it is
00:21:33.820 | that they
00:21:34.620 | to protect
00:21:35.640 | themselves
00:21:36.220 | I wanted
00:21:37.540 | to just
00:21:38.620 | touch on
00:21:39.120 | something
00:21:39.840 | that you
00:21:40.280 | mentioned
00:21:40.620 | which is
00:21:41.080 | the shame
00:21:41.780 | I heard
00:21:42.880 | you say
00:21:43.480 | in an
00:21:44.340 | interview
00:21:44.900 | somebody
00:21:45.540 | recently
00:21:46.860 | truth
00:21:48.240 | telling
00:21:48.640 | and secrets
00:21:49.780 | are sort
00:21:51.060 | of at the
00:21:51.760 | of recovery
00:21:53.960 | tell us
00:21:55.480 | more about
00:21:57.160 | so one
00:21:57.680 | of the
00:21:57.920 | things
00:21:58.140 | that I
00:21:58.540 | found
00:21:59.020 | really
00:21:59.580 | fascinating
00:22:00.540 | about
00:22:00.940 | working
00:22:01.400 | with people
00:22:01.840 | in recovery
00:22:02.420 | was how
00:22:03.060 | telling the
00:22:04.300 | truth
00:22:04.700 | even about
00:22:05.340 | the merest
00:22:06.060 | detail
00:22:06.540 | of their
00:22:06.900 | lives
00:22:07.360 | was central
00:22:08.320 | to their
00:22:08.680 | recovery
00:22:09.140 | it's not
00:22:09.920 | even just
00:22:10.480 | not lying
00:22:11.140 | about using
00:22:11.700 | drugs
00:22:12.040 | I have to
00:22:12.920 | not lie
00:22:13.420 | about
00:22:13.720 | anything
00:22:14.240 | I can't
00:22:15.200 | lie about
00:22:15.740 | why I was
00:22:16.280 | late to
00:22:16.680 | work this
00:22:17.080 | morning
00:22:17.240 | which we
00:22:17.540 | all do
00:22:17.980 | oh I hit
00:22:18.580 | traffic
00:22:19.260 | didn't
00:22:19.560 | traffic
00:22:19.880 | I wanted
00:22:20.240 | to spend
00:22:20.580 | two more
00:22:20.980 | minutes
00:22:21.260 | reading the
00:22:21.900 | paper
00:22:22.140 | and drinking
00:22:22.480 | my coffee
00:22:23.140 | right
00:22:23.460 | so people
00:22:24.500 | with addiction
00:22:24.980 | will get
00:22:25.280 | into you know
00:22:25.940 | the lying
00:22:26.440 | habit
00:22:26.720 | where they're
00:22:27.060 | lying about
00:22:27.580 | random stuff
00:22:28.220 | because they're
00:22:28.660 | sort of in
00:22:29.120 | the habit
00:22:29.520 | of lying
00:22:30.080 | and how
00:22:31.180 | recovery
00:22:31.660 | is really
00:22:32.240 | about
00:22:32.840 | telling the
00:22:33.280 | truth
00:22:33.540 | and there's
00:22:34.080 | really
00:22:34.360 | interesting
00:22:34.860 | neuroscience
00:22:35.340 | behind it
00:22:36.480 | that suggests
00:22:37.500 | that when we
00:22:38.340 | tell the
00:22:38.940 | truth
00:22:39.480 | we actually
00:22:40.480 | potentially
00:22:41.140 | strengthen our
00:22:42.420 | prefrontal
00:22:43.060 | cortical circuits
00:22:44.260 | and their
00:22:45.360 | connections to
00:22:46.200 | our limbic
00:22:46.740 | brain and
00:22:47.160 | our reward
00:22:47.740 | brain
00:22:48.060 | and of course
00:22:48.840 | these are the
00:22:49.320 | circuits that
00:22:49.860 | get disconnected
00:22:50.560 | when we're in
00:22:51.040 | our addiction
00:22:51.540 | right
00:22:52.120 | our balance
00:22:53.020 | in our
00:22:53.400 | reward
00:22:53.700 | pathway
00:22:54.060 | our limbic
00:22:54.560 | brain
00:22:54.800 | our emotion
00:22:55.280 | brain
00:22:55.500 | is doing
00:22:55.800 | one thing
00:22:56.340 | and our
00:22:57.140 | cortical circuits
00:22:57.920 | are completely
00:22:58.580 | disengaged
00:22:59.300 | from that
00:22:59.680 | ignoring
00:23:00.140 | what's
00:23:00.440 | happening
00:23:00.680 | which is
00:23:01.040 | easy to
00:23:01.660 | because
00:23:02.100 | reflexive
00:23:02.680 | we don't
00:23:03.120 | need to
00:23:03.680 | think about
00:23:04.280 | that balance
00:23:04.960 | for the
00:23:05.220 | balance
00:23:05.520 | to be
00:23:05.780 | happening
00:23:06.140 | but we
00:23:07.420 | have to
00:23:07.900 | re-engage
00:23:08.540 | those circuits
00:23:09.280 | anticipate
00:23:09.940 | future
00:23:10.440 | consequences
00:23:11.100 | think through
00:23:12.280 | the drink
00:23:12.840 | you know
00:23:13.260 | not just
00:23:14.020 | how am I
00:23:14.400 | going to
00:23:16.260 | but how
00:23:16.780 | going to
00:23:17.040 | tomorrow
00:23:17.520 | or six
00:23:18.060 | months
00:23:18.320 | from now
00:23:18.720 | and that
00:23:19.520 | telling
00:23:19.920 | the truth
00:23:20.500 | is in
00:23:20.860 | fact a
00:23:21.560 | to do
00:23:22.660 | to make
00:23:23.160 | these
00:23:23.440 | connections
00:23:23.980 | stronger
00:23:24.600 | and there
00:23:24.880 | I talk
00:23:25.240 | about some
00:23:25.620 | studies in
00:23:26.040 | my book
00:23:26.540 | kind of
00:23:27.480 | indirectly
00:23:28.000 | show that
00:23:29.340 | find that
00:23:29.720 | really
00:23:29.900 | fascinating
00:23:30.840 | just that
00:23:32.280 | like being
00:23:32.760 | open and
00:23:33.260 | honest with
00:23:33.700 | people
00:23:34.120 | really does
00:23:35.520 | create very
00:23:36.860 | intimate
00:23:37.460 | connections
00:23:38.460 | and those
00:23:39.440 | intimate
00:23:39.780 | connections
00:23:40.420 | create
00:23:41.200 | dopamine
00:23:41.560 | you think
00:23:42.340 | people are
00:23:42.740 | going to run
00:23:43.080 | away from
00:23:43.520 | you if you
00:23:43.960 | tell them
00:23:44.300 | about all
00:23:44.720 | like your
00:23:45.100 | weird
00:23:45.380 | neuroses
00:23:45.720 | but really
00:23:46.180 | they don't
00:23:47.080 | what they're
00:23:47.480 | like is
00:23:47.740 | oh thank
00:23:48.320 | I'm not
00:23:48.960 | the only
00:23:49.660 | right
00:23:50.080 | I love
00:23:50.740 | that there's
00:23:51.080 | neuroscience
00:23:51.580 | being done
00:23:52.520 | on truth
00:23:53.080 | telling
00:23:53.400 | and the
00:23:53.920 | value
00:23:54.280 | of truth
00:23:54.640 | telling
00:23:54.840 | I think
00:23:55.560 | I hope
00:23:56.020 | they'll
00:23:56.480 | continue
00:23:56.820 | to do
00:23:57.420 | I want
00:23:58.720 | to ask
00:23:58.980 | you about
00:23:59.500 | using drugs
00:24:00.880 | to treat
00:24:01.580 | drug addiction
00:24:02.200 | this is a
00:24:03.520 | vast area
00:24:04.460 | right
00:24:04.840 | different
00:24:05.180 | chemistries
00:24:05.700 | for different
00:24:06.120 | drugs
00:24:06.560 | and different
00:24:07.200 | purposes
00:24:07.560 | but the
00:24:08.060 | rationale
00:24:09.580 | understand
00:24:12.160 | people
00:24:12.500 | who are
00:24:13.560 | pattern
00:24:14.180 | addiction
00:24:14.540 | launch
00:24:17.300 | experience
00:24:18.540 | that's
00:24:19.720 | chemical
00:24:20.580 | extreme
00:24:21.120 | often
00:24:22.280 | extreme
00:24:23.080 | serotonin
00:24:23.940 | and or
00:24:24.900 | extreme
00:24:25.280 | dopamine
00:24:27.020 | ecstasy
00:24:27.520 | for instance
00:24:28.360 | of serotonin
00:24:29.100 | dumped
00:24:30.060 | of dopamine
00:24:30.700 | dumped
00:24:31.800 | neurotoxic
00:24:32.520 | if neurotoxic
00:24:33.400 | debatable
00:24:33.920 | et cetera
00:24:34.280 | et cetera
00:24:34.860 | a topic
00:24:35.720 | for now
00:24:36.140 | but a lot
00:24:37.600 | and then
00:24:38.780 | somehow
00:24:39.220 | that extreme
00:24:40.180 | experience
00:24:40.840 | wrapped
00:24:41.360 | inside
00:24:42.360 | supported
00:24:43.600 | network
00:24:44.220 | in there
00:24:44.640 | whether or
00:24:45.300 | there's
00:24:45.820 | someone
00:24:46.080 | there
00:24:46.660 | whether
00:24:47.000 | they're
00:24:47.200 | actively
00:24:47.560 | working
00:24:47.900 | through
00:24:48.140 | something
00:24:49.140 | patient
00:24:49.460 | is supposed
00:24:50.580 | to eject
00:24:51.360 | the person
00:24:52.980 | into a
00:24:54.020 | where
00:24:56.060 | isn't
00:24:56.880 | as much
00:24:58.140 | of interest
00:24:59.300 | violates
00:24:59.780 | everything
00:25:00.360 | we've talked
00:25:00.980 | about in
00:25:01.360 | terms of
00:25:01.700 | dopamine
00:25:02.000 | biology
00:25:02.560 | it would
00:25:03.680 | if this
00:25:04.580 | arrangement
00:25:05.300 | is the way
00:25:06.060 | I described
00:25:06.840 | cause
00:25:09.140 | addiction
00:25:09.460 | is anything
00:25:10.100 | but a
00:25:10.520 | dopamine
00:25:11.260 | it's a
00:25:11.600 | dopamine
00:25:11.920 | feast
00:25:14.040 | we hear
00:25:15.100 | about
00:25:15.420 | successful
00:25:15.980 | transitions
00:25:16.940 | through
00:25:17.540 | at least
00:25:17.940 | anecdotally
00:25:18.860 | and may
00:25:19.200 | maybe
00:25:21.980 | going
00:25:24.640 | going
00:25:25.200 | doesn't
00:25:25.960 | sense
00:25:26.240 | to me
00:25:28.160 | I think
00:25:29.500 | you're
00:25:29.720 | skeptical
00:25:30.220 | I think
00:25:31.140 | we all
00:25:31.540 | should
00:25:31.980 | skeptical
00:25:32.480 | having
00:25:34.420 | there
00:25:36.000 | clinical
00:25:36.520 | studies
00:25:37.220 | showing
00:25:38.080 | you know
00:25:39.600 | and these
00:25:39.800 | are small
00:25:40.200 | studies
00:25:40.620 | and they're
00:25:40.960 | short
00:25:41.200 | duration
00:25:41.680 | small
00:25:42.380 | number
00:25:42.960 | subjects
00:25:44.480 | you know
00:25:44.760 | taking
00:25:45.020 | people
00:25:45.320 | for example
00:25:45.780 | who are
00:25:46.360 | addicted
00:25:47.380 | alcohol
00:25:47.760 | and then
00:25:48.840 | having
00:25:50.460 | let's
00:25:51.100 | psychedelic
00:25:51.680 | experience
00:25:53.320 | controlled
00:25:53.940 | setting
00:25:54.680 | either
00:25:54.860 | typically
00:25:56.120 | psilocybin
00:25:56.920 | three
00:25:58.440 | saw it
00:25:58.820 | for the
00:25:59.380 | study
00:26:01.480 | ecstasy
00:26:01.940 | those
00:26:03.100 | to be
00:26:03.880 | bread
00:26:05.240 | butter
00:26:07.160 | thing
00:26:07.660 | really
00:26:09.920 | completely
00:26:10.720 | interwoven
00:26:12.580 | regular
00:26:13.300 | psychotherapy
00:26:14.240 | and that
00:26:15.120 | these are
00:26:15.480 | highly
00:26:15.980 | selected
00:26:16.660 | individuals
00:26:17.840 | clinical
00:26:18.200 | trials
00:26:18.620 | right
00:26:18.880 | right
00:26:19.100 | when it
00:26:21.820 | works
00:26:23.320 | transformational
00:26:24.280 | experience
00:26:24.900 | because
00:26:26.460 | gives
00:26:27.480 | person
00:26:27.880 | another
00:26:29.660 | to view
00:26:30.480 | their
00:26:30.680 | lives
00:26:31.200 | which
00:26:33.200 | think
00:26:34.480 | people
00:26:35.080 | positive
00:26:35.720 | powerful
00:26:36.140 | because
00:26:37.380 | come back
00:26:37.820 | from that
00:26:38.120 | and be
00:26:38.640 | oh my
00:26:41.260 | about
00:26:42.120 | family
00:26:42.560 | and I
00:26:43.400 | don't
00:26:44.060 | I want
00:26:45.240 | for them
00:26:45.620 | and I
00:26:45.860 | realize
00:26:46.140 | that my
00:26:46.520 | continuing
00:26:46.920 | to drink
00:26:47.400 | is not
00:26:47.840 | going to
00:26:48.720 | achieve that
00:26:50.100 | so it's
00:26:51.160 | almost like
00:26:51.780 | a spiritual
00:26:52.560 | or values
00:26:53.800 | based
00:26:54.300 | so I think
00:26:55.260 | it can be
00:26:56.000 | very powerful
00:26:56.500 | but having
00:26:57.180 | said that
00:26:57.720 | I truly
00:26:58.760 | am quite
00:26:59.260 | skeptical
00:26:59.780 | because
00:27:00.920 | you know
00:27:02.100 | addiction
00:27:02.940 | chronic
00:27:03.280 | relapsing
00:27:03.920 | and remitting
00:27:04.300 | problem
00:27:04.760 | it's hard
00:27:05.200 | for me
00:27:05.420 | to imagine
00:27:05.800 | that there's
00:27:06.640 | something that
00:27:07.240 | works very
00:27:07.940 | quickly short
00:27:09.020 | that's going
00:27:09.780 | to work
00:27:10.200 | for a
00:27:11.380 | disease
00:27:11.740 | that's
00:27:12.140 | really
00:27:12.820 | lasting
00:27:13.860 | the two
00:27:14.220 | addicts
00:27:14.660 | I know
00:27:15.000 | that did
00:27:16.320 | assisted
00:27:17.440 | psychotherapy
00:27:18.140 | as part
00:27:18.520 | of this
00:27:19.620 | thing
00:27:20.160 | both got
00:27:20.660 | worse
00:27:21.760 | but the
00:27:23.360 | people I
00:27:23.960 | who had
00:27:24.660 | severe
00:27:25.160 | trauma
00:27:25.700 | who did
00:27:27.180 | who took
00:27:27.820 | approach
00:27:28.220 | seem to
00:27:29.120 | be doing
00:27:29.460 | better
00:27:30.180 | and so
00:27:31.400 | I think
00:27:33.820 | discussion
00:27:34.260 | as we
00:27:34.740 | hear it
00:27:35.260 | is just
00:27:35.540 | sort of
00:27:35.840 | psychedelics
00:27:36.600 | which is
00:27:37.220 | a huge
00:27:37.580 | category
00:27:38.120 | that includes
00:27:38.900 | many different
00:27:39.680 | drugs and
00:27:40.400 | compounds
00:27:40.820 | with different
00:27:41.160 | effects
00:27:41.440 | and we
00:27:42.980 | hear about
00:27:43.520 | trauma and
00:27:44.100 | addiction
00:27:44.500 | lumped
00:27:45.080 | together
00:27:45.500 | and I
00:27:46.380 | think it's
00:27:46.740 | going to be
00:27:47.020 | important
00:27:47.700 | for people
00:27:48.580 | to know
00:27:49.460 | that this
00:27:50.500 | is definitely
00:27:51.060 | not a
00:27:52.580 | one-size-fits-all
00:27:53.680 | kind of thing
00:27:55.040 | but it sounds
00:27:55.680 | like it may
00:27:56.180 | have some
00:27:56.600 | utility under
00:27:57.440 | certain conditions
00:27:58.460 | yeah I think
00:27:59.380 | so I think
00:28:00.220 | we I'm trying
00:28:01.120 | to be very
00:28:01.560 | open-minded
00:28:02.180 | about its
00:28:02.780 | potential utility
00:28:03.760 | for certain
00:28:04.520 | individuals
00:28:05.020 | but I can tell
00:28:06.320 | you in my
00:28:06.760 | clinical work
00:28:07.400 | what is a
00:28:08.000 | very concerning
00:28:08.920 | unintended
00:28:10.040 | consequence of
00:28:11.220 | this narrative
00:28:12.080 | is I have a
00:28:13.440 | lot of people
00:28:14.100 | who are looking
00:28:14.960 | for some kind
00:28:15.560 | of spiritual
00:28:16.080 | awakening
00:28:16.520 | who on
00:28:17.140 | their own
00:28:17.800 | not in the
00:28:18.560 | context of any
00:28:19.340 | kind of
00:28:19.700 | therapeutic
00:28:20.220 | psychological
00:28:21.520 | you know
00:28:22.080 | microdose
00:28:23.080 | or want
00:28:24.120 | to try
00:28:24.680 | you know
00:28:25.000 | psilocybin
00:28:25.740 | or MDMA
00:28:26.660 | with a friend
00:28:27.920 | or wherever
00:28:28.520 | so they can
00:28:28.940 | have this
00:28:29.340 | you know
00:28:29.620 | spiritual
00:28:30.120 | experience
00:28:30.700 | that they
00:28:30.940 | can figure
00:28:31.320 | out their
00:28:31.660 | lives
00:28:31.940 | that's a
00:28:33.000 | disaster
00:28:33.480 | and almost
00:28:34.580 | never works
00:28:35.560 | out well
00:28:36.080 | and I can
00:28:36.580 | just tell you
00:28:37.120 | that the
00:28:37.500 | downstream
00:28:38.180 | effect for
00:28:39.580 | the average
00:28:40.340 | person
00:28:40.940 | is that
00:28:41.900 | they've
00:28:42.280 | misconstrued
00:28:43.580 | the data
00:28:44.420 | on the use
00:28:45.900 | of psychedelics
00:28:46.840 | for mental
00:28:47.460 | health
00:28:47.700 | conditions
00:28:48.180 | to this
00:28:49.820 | idea that
00:28:50.500 | they're safe
00:28:51.400 | or that
00:28:51.740 | anybody can
00:28:52.300 | take them
00:28:52.640 | in any
00:28:52.900 | circumstance
00:28:53.360 | and have
00:28:54.020 | this kind
00:28:54.800 | of awakening
00:28:55.340 | and that
00:28:56.660 | that's not
00:28:57.120 | what the
00:28:57.400 | data show
00:28:58.260 | right
00:28:58.520 | the data
00:28:58.880 | are these
00:28:59.240 | highly
00:28:59.860 | controlled
00:29:00.480 | settings
00:29:01.120 | there are
00:29:02.120 | a couple
00:29:02.440 | other things
00:29:03.080 | I just want
00:29:03.500 | to touch
00:29:04.360 | but they
00:29:05.960 | all relate
00:29:06.460 | to social
00:29:06.960 | media
00:29:07.780 | I have
00:29:08.560 | to imagine
00:29:08.980 | that we
00:29:09.760 | need to
00:29:10.260 | regulate
00:29:11.380 | necessarily
00:29:12.080 | eliminate
00:29:13.500 | behavior
00:29:14.520 | addicting
00:29:15.040 | is it
00:29:18.020 | healthy
00:29:18.480 | social
00:29:18.960 | media
00:29:19.240 | behavior
00:29:20.380 | first
00:29:21.020 | message
00:29:22.380 | I would
00:29:22.800 | want to
00:29:23.080 | get across
00:29:23.560 | about social
00:29:24.140 | media
00:29:24.420 | is that
00:29:25.140 | really
00:29:26.560 | and it's
00:29:27.300 | engineered
00:29:27.640 | to be
00:29:28.020 | a drug
00:29:28.400 | which
00:29:28.900 | doesn't
00:29:30.380 | can't
00:29:33.020 | thoughtful
00:29:33.520 | about
00:29:35.900 | means
00:29:36.880 | intention
00:29:37.980 | advance
00:29:38.640 | planning
00:29:40.580 | right
00:29:41.460 | trying
00:29:43.600 | really
00:29:44.300 | awesome
00:29:46.360 | potentially
00:29:46.880 | connect
00:29:47.760 | other
00:29:48.000 | people
00:29:54.360 | figure
00:29:58.760 | something
00:29:59.540 | that's
00:30:00.420 | you know
00:30:00.660 | going to
00:30:00.860 | be good
00:30:01.200 | for us
00:30:01.640 | and not
00:30:02.160 | ultimately
00:30:02.580 | harmful
00:30:04.100 | and more
00:30:04.420 | of us
00:30:05.040 | spending
00:30:05.700 | and more
00:30:06.400 | social
00:30:06.700 | media
00:30:07.040 | we're
00:30:07.780 | divesting
00:30:08.980 | libidness
00:30:09.680 | energies
00:30:12.440 | interactions
00:30:13.660 | think
00:30:14.160 | collective
00:30:14.720 | challenge
00:30:15.760 | and it
00:30:16.500 | should be
00:30:17.240 | mission
00:30:17.860 | is to
00:30:18.780 | make sure
00:30:19.500 | that we
00:30:20.680 | preserving
00:30:21.820 | maintaining
00:30:22.320 | offline
00:30:23.720 | ways to
00:30:24.900 | connect
00:30:25.300 | with each
00:30:25.840 | other
00:30:26.140 | so this
00:30:26.640 | is the
00:30:27.200 | you have
00:30:28.260 | intention
00:30:28.820 | prior to
00:30:29.980 | being in
00:30:30.580 | situation
00:30:31.140 | think
00:30:31.880 | think
00:30:31.880 | think
00:30:32.220 | literal
00:30:32.880 | physical
00:30:33.720 | metacognitive
00:30:34.360 | barriers
00:30:34.900 | that you
00:30:35.260 | can put
00:30:35.640 | between
00:30:36.000 | yourself
00:30:36.480 | and your
00:30:37.620 | phone
00:30:38.200 | or whatever
00:30:38.660 | your drug
00:30:39.740 | to create
00:30:40.580 | these
00:30:41.060 | intentional
00:30:41.860 | spaces
00:30:42.440 | where you're
00:30:43.080 | constantly
00:30:43.960 | interrupting
00:30:45.080 | yourself
00:30:45.580 | essentially
00:30:46.060 | and distracting
00:30:46.760 | yourself
00:30:47.120 | because I
00:30:47.460 | really do
00:30:47.840 | think
00:30:48.160 | we're
00:30:48.480 | losing
00:30:48.820 | the ability
00:30:49.460 | to have
00:30:50.080 | a sustained
00:30:51.040 | thought
00:30:51.760 | right
00:30:52.400 | I mean
00:30:52.620 | we get
00:30:53.080 | so far
00:30:53.780 | and then
00:30:54.320 | then you
00:30:55.240 | get to
00:30:55.520 | that point
00:30:56.020 | in the
00:30:56.440 | thought
00:30:56.760 | where
00:30:57.180 | it's a
00:30:58.280 | little bit
00:30:58.600 | hard to
00:30:59.120 | know what's
00:30:59.500 | coming
00:31:00.140 | and it's
00:31:00.660 | very easy
00:31:01.800 | check your
00:31:02.920 | phone
00:31:03.240 | or check
00:31:03.900 | your email
00:31:04.320 | or look
00:31:05.420 | something up
00:31:05.960 | on you
00:31:06.580 | know the
00:31:06.820 | internet
00:31:07.160 | and then
00:31:08.540 | you never
00:31:09.100 | get that
00:31:09.660 | opportunity
00:31:10.240 | to finish
00:31:11.560 | that thought
00:31:12.200 | which is
00:31:12.520 | really the
00:31:13.040 | source of
00:31:13.660 | creative energy
00:31:14.500 | and an
00:31:15.220 | original thought
00:31:16.100 | right
00:31:16.340 | you're not
00:31:16.580 | just reacting
00:31:17.760 | right
00:31:18.140 | and something
00:31:18.700 | that could
00:31:19.100 | contribute
00:31:19.460 | to the
00:31:19.820 | world
00:31:20.060 | I know
00:31:20.720 | a number
00:31:21.020 | of people
00:31:21.260 | are going
00:31:21.460 | to have
00:31:21.700 | questions
00:31:22.260 | and want
00:31:22.560 | to get
00:31:22.760 | in contact
00:31:23.240 | with you
00:31:23.800 | you are
00:31:24.240 | not on
00:31:24.780 | social media
00:31:25.440 | that's
00:31:26.280 | correct
00:31:26.980 | you are
00:31:27.360 | true to
00:31:28.000 | you are
00:31:28.280 | true to
00:31:29.200 | ideology
00:31:30.000 | that is
00:31:30.440 | that's
00:31:30.800 | great
00:31:31.060 | thank you
00:31:31.820 | so much
00:31:32.420 | for sharing
00:31:33.160 | this information
00:31:33.880 | and I
00:31:34.980 | know I
00:31:35.300 | learned a
00:31:35.900 | and I
00:31:36.740 | everyone
00:31:37.280 | is going
00:31:37.560 | to learn
00:31:38.100 | a lot
00:31:38.700 | about
00:31:38.960 | addiction
00:31:41.100 | dopamine
00:31:41.460 | that's
00:31:42.020 | right
00:31:42.300 | thank you
00:31:43.320 | for having
00:31:43.880 | it's been
00:31:44.340 | really
00:31:44.700 | really great
00:31:45.160 | to talk
00:31:45.500 | with you