back to indexHow Do I Own Biblical Truths for Myself?
Chapters
0:0 Intro
1:10 Intimacy
2:10 Emotions
3:30 Longing for deliverance
5:10 Prayer
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This is maybe a little bit more of an abstract question than we normally get, 00:00:10.900 |
"Pastor John, I'm an analytical thinker and have in the past devoured your books. 00:00:15.900 |
I find myself intellectually satisfied and yet spiritually lacking in my heart. 00:00:19.300 |
I believe and understand and am thrilled by what I read, but it just isn't mine. 00:00:24.800 |
I figure I need to seek Jesus myself in prayer and meditate on the Word 00:00:29.800 |
You are certainly analytical, but you have made biblical truths your own. 00:00:33.000 |
Can you comment on how to move beyond unapplied analysis?" 00:00:36.700 |
And related to this, Chris emails in to ask this, 00:00:39.800 |
"Many times I feel I know a lot about God instead of knowing God. 00:00:43.200 |
Pastor John, am I missing an intimacy other Christians have?" 00:00:47.000 |
Well, let me take those together because I think, Tony, that 00:00:52.400 |
at least they sound to me like they're very—they're coming from the same place. 00:00:57.200 |
And my answer is, to use the words of Chris's question, 00:01:01.500 |
yes, you are missing an intimacy that some, and I'm saying some, other Christians have. 00:01:13.100 |
They have it now, maybe, but they may not have it tomorrow. 00:01:16.800 |
You have something that they, some of them, don't have in your grasp of Scripture. 00:01:23.900 |
And the point of saying both of those, that yes, they have something 00:01:26.900 |
you don't have, and yes, you have something they don't have, 00:01:29.900 |
is to protect us from thinking in a kind of simplistic way about the affections of the human heart. 00:01:43.100 |
There are so many different kinds of Christian hearts and different kinds of experiences, 00:01:51.900 |
emotional heart experiences of the living Christ. 00:01:56.000 |
So we must beware of thinking in simple either/or categories. 00:02:01.600 |
The kind of experience that we're talking about, 00:02:05.100 |
that I think these brothers so long to experience, is a heartfelt brokenness, 00:02:11.600 |
a heartfelt fear of God, joy or thankfulness or tenderheartedness, 00:02:18.400 |
remorse for sin, compassion for the lost, admiration for Christ, hope in His promises. 00:02:26.000 |
Those are the kinds of things we're talking about when we say our heart, 00:02:38.000 |
Not even from one hour to the next in the soul of a saint are they constant. 00:02:44.300 |
They rise, they fall, they burn, they cool, they hover in the middle, and they dip and rise. 00:02:53.400 |
So every one of us, with our unique capacities for emotion in Christ, 00:03:02.900 |
have to be very careful never to say as a Christian, "I don't have those." 00:03:09.300 |
And we should never say, "I've got all I need." 00:03:13.700 |
No Christian has what we need, and no Christian has none. 00:03:18.300 |
You're not a Christian if you don't have any awakenings of affection for Jesus. 00:03:24.900 |
There are always greater ones to be had at any moment. 00:03:29.900 |
We live in a fallen world with fallen bodies and fallen minds and fallen hearts, 00:03:36.200 |
and we groan, Paul says, longing for the final deliverance. 00:03:41.700 |
And what strikes me as especially encouraging in these questions— 00:03:47.700 |
and I would just address these brothers Mark and Chris directly— 00:03:51.700 |
what encourages me about you is that you are really bothered by the level of affections that you have for God. 00:04:07.300 |
You read a book and see what others feel, and that gives some measure of satisfaction, 00:04:12.300 |
but you feel—but they're not mine, at least not in the intensity that I seem to be reading about them in others. 00:04:20.300 |
And I simply want to say that's very encouraging to me, 00:04:24.900 |
because I know Christians who are cool in their affections, and it doesn't bother them at all. 00:04:34.900 |
They're not desperately seeking help with this. 00:04:38.300 |
And so the very longing to have what you don't feel you have is a having, 00:04:48.700 |
So my concern here is simply to help you fight for joy, 00:04:53.400 |
rather than to give you a momentary high that you might have right now, 00:04:58.200 |
and then not have tomorrow and wonder what happened to you. 00:05:01.800 |
And the simplest strategy that I can give is to say, "Pray earnestly for these affections the way the psalmist does and the way Paul does. 00:05:29.000 |
It's amazing to me that the psalmist prays that way, because he's praying like Mark and Chris would want to pray, I think. 00:05:39.000 |
He says to the Ephesians in chapter 1, "I remember you in my prayers, 00:05:47.500 |
asking that the eyes of your hearts would be open so that you know the hope you've been called to, 00:05:52.900 |
and know the riches of your inheritance, and know the power that's at work in you." 00:05:57.200 |
And he doesn't mean know like the devil knows. 00:06:00.200 |
I mean, the devil knows these things and hates them. 00:06:02.800 |
He means know like you know honey is sweet when you taste it, and you know velvet is smooth when you touch it, 00:06:09.200 |
and you know that the new-cut grass out in the front is sweet when you smell it. 00:06:16.900 |
That's the kind of knowing Paul is praying for here. 00:06:23.800 |
I just want these brothers to know that I'm with them in the fight. 00:06:27.400 |
I pray every day for my affections not to die and to be quickened and made lively. 00:06:35.200 |
And the phrase that's right at the top of my prayer list is, "Hallowed be your name." 00:06:40.700 |
And if you stop and think about the word "hallowed," "sanctified," that is, what you're praying for is, 00:06:45.900 |
"God, help me with my whole being to set your name in a place of great sacredness, and great purity, and great love, and great honor. 00:06:56.000 |
Help me to see and savor the worth of your name with all my heart and soul and mind and strength." 00:07:03.200 |
So that's right at the top of my prayer list every day, and it's a prayer from my heart. 00:07:17.400 |
"Take the sword of the Spirit, praying at all times." 00:07:29.100 |
Always take the Word of God and pray it into reality in your life, and then bank on one aspect of that sword, namely the promise of God. 00:07:39.600 |
"I will put the fear of me in your hearts, and you will not turn from me." 00:07:44.900 |
So I would say to Mark and Chris and the hundreds of people who share this struggle, God will complete the work that He's begun in us. 00:07:58.300 |
For more on fighting for joy in God, there's a series of messages from a 2005 regional conference, which you can find at DesiringGod.org by searching for the titles "How to Fight for Joy." 00:08:07.000 |
There you will find three sessions and one question and answer session as well. 00:08:10.200 |
Again, those can be found online at DesiringGod.org under the title "How to Fight for Joy," all available free of charge.