back to indexSkye Fitzgerald: Hunger, War, and Human Suffering | Lex Fridman Podcast #278
Chapters
0:0 Introduction
1:0 World hunger
7:3 Hunger Ward
29:30 Language
34:41 Famine
45:25 Authoritarianism
51:53 Storytelling
65:27 Access
69:50 Trust
73:32 Film equipment
78:18 Editing
84:47 Filmmaking
97:46 Favorite Films
108:54 Lifeboat
116:19 Breaking rules
119:14 Fear
122:53 50 feet from Syria
127:50 Money and distribution
135:28 Advice for young people
138:33 Books
140:27 Darkest moments
144:58 Meaning of life
146:56 Mortality
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we would come up to these rafts and these boats 00:00:23.000 |
We could film someone drowned in front of us, 00:00:31.480 |
- The following is a conversation with Sky Fitzgerald, 00:00:34.280 |
a two-time Oscar-nominated documentary filmmaker 00:00:37.240 |
who made the films "Hunger Ward" about the war in Yemen, 00:00:41.040 |
"Lifeboat" about the search and rescue operations 00:00:45.680 |
and "50 Feet from Syria" about the war in Syria. 00:00:56.480 |
And now, dear friends, here's Sky Fitzgerald. 00:01:00.800 |
Nearly 811 million people worldwide are hungry today, 00:01:05.520 |
and 45 million people are on the edge of famine 00:01:12.400 |
How do you make sense of that many people suffering 00:01:17.320 |
- I don't know if I can make sense of it, Lex. 00:01:27.760 |
we've allowed this number of people to go hungry 00:01:37.800 |
I think the thing that disturbs me most about those figures 00:01:47.000 |
or going hungry today are the net result of war 00:01:57.280 |
And that's the most deeply disturbing part to me. 00:02:05.680 |
deeply embedded in the Geneva Conventions post-World War II, 00:02:10.680 |
the intent of one of those articles was to ban 00:02:17.080 |
because of what Hitler did during World War II. 00:02:20.760 |
That's been reiterated multiple times over the years 00:02:24.040 |
in international humanitarian law, including in 2018 00:02:30.480 |
And yet to this day, starvation as a weapon of war 00:02:39.000 |
and in Yemen with the blockade over the country. 00:02:41.080 |
And that disgusts me that the law is in place, 00:02:44.520 |
but it won't be enforced by the international bodies 00:02:50.240 |
- So the starvation is a result of human actions, 00:02:54.960 |
human decisions that's especially painful to make sense of. 00:03:06.480 |
and had to lay our head on the sidewalk for a couple nights, 00:03:19.200 |
And I think that's, for some reason that's missing 00:03:25.560 |
And I think until we can generate enough empathy 00:03:47.400 |
because the thing that would be terrifying to me 00:03:55.400 |
Like, I wouldn't know when the next meal is coming. 00:04:01.360 |
The fear, not just your own ability to eat and survive, 00:04:27.200 |
as a weapon of war, that is especially painful. 00:05:01.640 |
we have to hold players accountable for their actions. 00:05:08.280 |
So when you say we have to speak up about the decisions 00:05:20.200 |
but when I was filming "Hunger Ward" in Yemen, 00:05:30.000 |
weighed 70 pounds, the mother weighed 70 pounds. 00:05:52.360 |
She was born into a world where she continued 00:05:54.800 |
to be starved by a mother who herself was starved. 00:06:04.280 |
Asila had no chance for all those things we hope for, 00:06:43.880 |
and sort of tacit approval of the United States, 00:06:52.840 |
and I think we need to hold them accountable. 00:07:24.160 |
The Last Hope Between War and Starvation" is about? 00:07:46.720 |
The South is held by the globally recognized government 00:08:00.120 |
He was essentially removed from office last week 00:08:05.200 |
by, most people would agree, the Emiratis and the Saudis 00:08:12.720 |
So we wanted to show that starvation was happening 00:08:16.480 |
in very similar fashions, both in the South and the North. 00:08:22.480 |
because so few people in the West know anything 00:08:27.320 |
about the conflict in Yemen, nor the US's complicity in it. 00:08:34.320 |
was try to bring it to a larger Western audience 00:08:40.160 |
which allows the use of starvation in Yemen to continue. 00:08:49.200 |
Now, the world, unfortunately, cannot be painted 00:08:53.520 |
in black and white of good guys and bad guys. 00:08:59.640 |
who is causing suffering in the world in this situation? 00:09:08.200 |
And then, of course, the roots of war go back in history. 00:09:20.680 |
I mean, I think that's always the case in war, probably. 00:09:28.080 |
In the case of the status quo in Yemen right now, 00:09:41.320 |
the Emiratis, United States, France, Britain, 00:10:10.760 |
And we show the result of only one in the film, really. 00:10:16.280 |
The de facto authorities of the North, Ansar Allah, 00:10:25.160 |
They have a drone force, but they don't have an air force. 00:10:31.840 |
The Saudis really don't commit troops to the ground. 00:10:34.620 |
They use only proxies to fight on the ground. 00:10:37.160 |
- What is the narrative they use to justify a war? 00:10:54.040 |
What's the narrative used by the Saudis for this war? 00:10:57.560 |
- The Saudi line is essentially that the Houthis 00:11:03.200 |
and that it's really a proxy war between Iran, 00:11:14.900 |
The reality is something altogether different. 00:11:17.280 |
While the Houthis do receive support from Iran, 00:11:20.520 |
this is a war started by and sustained by MBS 00:11:29.240 |
- He is the son of the ruler of Saudi Arabia. 00:11:39.960 |
- Yes, he seized control of the country several years ago, 00:11:48.640 |
- And sorry to interrupt often, but who is he as a man? 00:11:59.620 |
But he is, I know a lot about him through his actions, 00:12:19.000 |
has caused such an incredible volume of misery 00:12:39.640 |
that I think the world would be better off without. 00:12:54.520 |
And what I saw Assad as a ruler do to his own people. 00:13:04.040 |
Those three human beings are murderers on a scale 00:13:11.620 |
On MBS, are you able to think as a documentary filmmaker, 00:13:16.120 |
as a human being, as a scholar, as a thinker, 00:13:31.720 |
With most evil people, with all people probably, 00:13:52.240 |
live inside the body of the person they're trying to study. 00:14:01.060 |
or because you are also studying the people who suffer 00:14:06.060 |
as a result, as a consequence of their actions, 00:14:17.880 |
- This goes back to your black and white statement 00:14:29.080 |
And so I was trained long before I picked up a camera 00:14:53.540 |
and think through how they came to be who they are, right? 00:15:08.500 |
- We're going to talk about each of those people, sure. 00:15:37.520 |
and truly understand somebody of any level, not leaders. 00:15:45.000 |
And to understand humans, you have to see humans 00:15:49.200 |
which is something that you've definitely done. 00:15:56.860 |
is through a single, maybe you can speak to that. 00:16:00.520 |
You've mentioned the starvation as a result of war. 00:16:14.560 |
at the suffering that's a result of this war? 00:16:30.700 |
And what I try to focus on in many of my films, 00:16:37.280 |
including Hunger Ward, is in the very difficult context 00:16:42.400 |
of war as the case is in Hunger Ward in Yemen, 00:16:50.320 |
And I do that through people who are doing incredible things 00:16:56.680 |
So when I set out to do a film about starvation in Yemen, 00:17:08.000 |
And yet what I found, what I discovered were human beings 00:17:14.280 |
who are incredible, inspirational human beings 00:17:20.960 |
One of those is Makiya Maji, a nurse practitioner 00:17:24.840 |
in the north of the country at a small rural clinic. 00:17:30.000 |
who is a pediatrician in the south of the country. 00:17:34.680 |
sort of through their experiences as caregivers, 00:17:38.280 |
devoting their lives to try to save this entire cohort, 00:17:52.000 |
but equally inspirational to watch these human beings 00:17:56.440 |
devote every minute of every day to save a child. 00:18:06.080 |
So there's suffering at scale, starvation at scale. 00:18:11.400 |
I mean, the numbers, maybe you can mention in Yemen, 00:18:17.040 |
what are the numbers in terms of people in starvation, 00:18:19.400 |
but from a perspective of a nurse practitioner or a doctor, 00:18:31.320 |
of like there's a huge number of people suffering, 00:18:35.000 |
and then there's just the person in front of you? 00:18:49.440 |
or can you actually make sense of the numbers? 00:18:54.960 |
I think the scale of suffering is so great in Yemen 00:19:11.440 |
every 75 seconds in Yemen from hunger, right? 00:19:27.720 |
which can happen when you think about suffering 00:19:30.280 |
on such a large scale, as a filmmaker, as a human being, 00:19:39.120 |
And I think that's exactly what Dr. El-Sadiq and Makiya do 00:19:49.440 |
is that they treat anyone who shows up, right? 00:19:57.640 |
They just have to get to the clinic or the hospital. 00:20:09.240 |
Makiya, for example, I saw her in the north of the country. 00:20:12.680 |
It's an incredibly rural clinic that she works at. 00:20:18.920 |
People come from hundreds of kilometers away sometimes 00:20:21.960 |
for specialty treatment of pediatric malnutrition. 00:20:29.120 |
and it was a male relative that brought this young girl in. 00:20:33.440 |
And just because of sort of the gender dynamics in Yemen, 00:20:42.440 |
to stay with the child while they're at the clinic. 00:20:45.920 |
And so what many doctors in that instance would do 00:20:56.640 |
and convinced them to become the temporary guardian, 00:21:06.160 |
She finds solutions rather than allowing the problems 00:21:13.960 |
- You mentioned that you saw a child die in front of you. 00:21:25.180 |
what's that like psychologically, philosophically, 00:21:36.600 |
What do you do there as a human and as a filmmaker? 00:21:49.680 |
of a starving mother giving birth to a starving child. 00:21:56.300 |
It's not something that I certainly wanted to happen 00:22:24.860 |
and to find some way, if the parents wanted us to, 00:22:39.420 |
And I've filmed many difficult things over the years, 00:23:04.260 |
Because who wants to watch a child die in front of them? 00:23:11.980 |
I felt an incredible responsibility again to go deep, 00:23:31.300 |
that children are dying of starvation right now 00:23:37.980 |
and it is happening because of political dynamics 00:24:17.620 |
- Well, that dynamic of sort of like survivor's guilt 00:24:24.900 |
well, filming Hungerport actually was eating, 00:24:28.980 |
because we were in these malnutrition clinics, 00:24:31.300 |
they're called TFCs, therapeutic feeding centers, 00:24:37.460 |
children lost the ability to eat normal food, 00:24:49.660 |
and the practitioners were trying to bring them back 00:25:03.420 |
'cause we could buy food on the streets and in the hotels. 00:25:22.900 |
of having that bowl of rice that I could eat and digest. 00:25:43.140 |
- Meditate on the suffering of people who can't. 00:25:49.660 |
So that knowledge, it was catalytic in some ways. 00:25:55.100 |
really wanting to shape the most powerful story we could, 00:25:59.220 |
because we were surrounded by so much suffering every day. 00:26:02.260 |
- How did filming that movie change you as a man, 00:26:16.700 |
When you think of the person you were before you filmed it, 00:26:25.320 |
- Every documentary I do changes me in a different way. 00:26:32.720 |
I'm preformed, it's like I change with every project 00:26:36.120 |
because so many of them are difficult and challenging. 00:26:43.080 |
I have to allow myself to change and be changed by them. 00:26:58.120 |
We were there when she was admitted to the hospital. 00:27:15.320 |
We started, with the permission of the family, 00:27:21.520 |
and to see what would happen with this young girl 00:27:27.720 |
And we watched her be treated by the nurses and the doctors 00:27:35.160 |
And slowly, over the course of a couple weeks, 00:27:45.880 |
And she also watched the caregivers very carefully. 00:28:00.040 |
about two and a half weeks, I think, into her treatment, 00:28:10.960 |
to another younger child who was also starving. 00:28:18.200 |
And so to see Omeima, this child who's starving, 00:28:22.260 |
giving sustenance to a younger, more vulnerable child 00:28:30.640 |
So I saw her learn from the caregivers around her. 00:28:46.480 |
- Even within a 10-year-old girl who's starving, right? 00:28:54.360 |
Rather than being crushed by such heavy content, 00:28:58.640 |
where I came away inspired by a 10-year-old girl. 00:29:05.200 |
I didn't think that's what this content would do, 00:29:09.280 |
It reinforced for me this incredible capacity 00:29:17.880 |
to even within the most difficult of circumstances, 00:29:29.180 |
- Were you able to feel the culture of the people, 00:29:37.360 |
were you able to break through the language barrier, 00:29:39.240 |
the culture barrier, to understand the people? 00:29:42.400 |
'Cause even suffering has a language of sorts, 00:29:50.640 |
The way people joke about things, the way they cry, 00:30:02.720 |
I've been talking to people in Ukraine and Russia, 00:30:06.040 |
but in general, I've gotten a chance to talk to people 00:30:12.120 |
And there's a humor they have about trauma and hard times. 00:30:27.340 |
I mean, the more suffering you've experienced, 00:30:31.360 |
for some reason, the more they joke about it. 00:30:33.680 |
It's almost like they're able to see something deep 00:30:44.280 |
And you could also say it's a way for them to deal with it. 00:31:01.440 |
To really understand it, you have to know the language. 00:31:04.840 |
I guess I'm asking, were you able to really feel 00:31:08.360 |
the humans and the other side of the language? 00:31:12.960 |
I mean, as you noted, there are universals in life 00:31:23.240 |
Compassion doesn't take place only through language. 00:31:33.280 |
Did we try to bridge that through other means 00:31:36.960 |
and sort of universal emotions and experiences? 00:31:42.120 |
That's one of the things I always think about 00:31:44.080 |
when I'm filming is how do we distill down to universals? 00:31:48.240 |
Through imagery, through the vocabulary of cinema, 00:32:16.960 |
- I'm thinking about a woman named Salha in the film 00:32:20.120 |
who isn't named, but you see her multiple times 00:32:31.600 |
so no one enters that ward without her permission. 00:32:36.080 |
So no one comes in unless Salha allows them to come in. 00:32:42.160 |
the first point of contact for compassion in the ward. 00:32:57.560 |
who are admitted and who are living there on the ward. 00:33:03.680 |
She does it through bringing them food, right? 00:33:11.280 |
deep relationships of compassion with the families. 00:33:19.200 |
and no language is needed to bear witness to this. 00:33:27.080 |
And so near the end of the film, if you recall, 00:33:30.340 |
when another child dies and the mother is wailing, 00:33:35.960 |
we actually cut away to Salha, who's in the hallway, 00:33:39.080 |
who walks into another room and begins sobbing. 00:33:43.100 |
She's not a family member, but she has a deep relationship 00:33:53.440 |
To see a woman weep because a child has died, 00:34:08.920 |
because she has seen much of this kind of suffering, 00:34:12.480 |
and she's still, maybe she has built up some callus 00:34:20.080 |
but there's still an ocean underneath the ice. 00:34:26.680 |
despite all the pain that she sees and feels every day. 00:34:30.080 |
Somehow she's a human being who's able to do that, 00:34:33.040 |
which is a very difficult thing to do, right? 00:34:38.120 |
and maybe that's why she can do what she does. 00:34:41.500 |
- What lessons do you draw from other famines in history? 00:34:45.980 |
So for me personally, one that's touched my family 00:34:50.540 |
and one of the great famines in history is in Ukraine, 00:35:03.100 |
What lessons do you draw from those other famines, 00:35:09.860 |
if you've looked at them, or in general about famine 00:35:29.740 |
or the bulk of famines on this planet, I believe, 00:35:44.100 |
and Ukraine is one of the obvious examples right now 00:35:53.280 |
We built international humanitarian law for a reason, 00:36:02.000 |
many years ago, and it continues to be written to this day, 00:36:16.420 |
and yet there hasn't been any teeth behind it, 00:36:22.340 |
is that we can see how these famines are being used 00:36:44.020 |
and to make sure that we hold them accountable 00:36:47.660 |
Now, to some extent, that seems to be happening in Ukraine 00:36:51.820 |
in a way that hasn't happened for a long time, 00:37:03.700 |
both in Yemen, in Ethiopia, and in Ukraine right now. 00:37:14.140 |
and it seems like starvation is not always one of them. 00:37:30.660 |
- Yeah, yeah, you know, when we went to film "Hunger Ward," 00:37:38.340 |
because starvation, it's not a quick action, right? 00:38:02.220 |
And so I really, before I filmed "Hunger Ward," 00:38:20.580 |
And what we found was that because of the volume of cases, 00:38:25.700 |
and because of the nature of sort of how quickly 00:38:32.220 |
is that it was more dynamic than we anticipated. 00:38:34.660 |
- And there's something also about starvation. 00:38:44.660 |
- Like, and by the way, there's something about, 00:38:58.780 |
it's almost like you have to kind of laugh at, 00:39:13.220 |
Like, when you're struggling, you can't feed your family, 00:39:16.420 |
you lost your home, the last thing you have is jokes about-- 00:39:23.300 |
It's like, ah, the fucking man fucked me over again. 00:39:30.820 |
- And then you laugh and you drink vodka and you play music. 00:39:39.540 |
It's a way of, I think, simultaneously acknowledging 00:39:44.340 |
and allowing yourself to move forward, right? 00:39:49.820 |
- So you mentioned Ukraine and you mentioned Putin. 00:39:52.780 |
What are your thoughts about the humanitarian crisis 00:40:03.980 |
is just gonna exacerbate the global challenge we have 00:40:12.940 |
The last entire trilogy I did was about displacement 00:40:19.540 |
And this is a huge displacement of human beings, 00:40:24.780 |
And that is gonna sort of have a ripple effect 00:40:29.260 |
across the globe for many, many years to come, 00:40:32.020 |
regardless of even if the conflict ended today. 00:40:34.980 |
So there's that, that's gonna set up a whole nother strain 00:40:47.780 |
You know, there were 79 million displaced people 00:40:50.860 |
on this globe prior to the Ukrainian conflict, right? 00:40:54.780 |
You probably know the numbers better than I do 00:41:03.220 |
73, 74 million individuals on this planet now 00:41:10.820 |
I wish that the levers of power were used differently 00:41:16.220 |
in situations like Ukraine and Syria, for example. 00:41:23.380 |
- Well, military might, let's take that for one, right? 00:41:26.780 |
So I have always felt after working in Syria and Turkey 00:41:39.500 |
as a player on the global stage with military capability 00:41:44.420 |
to prevent the killing of hundreds of thousands 00:41:50.900 |
We had the ability and we didn't leverage that ability. 00:41:54.700 |
You know, the fact that I talked with so many Syrians 00:42:02.060 |
who told me their stories of living in their house, right? 00:42:07.060 |
And having a Syrian helicopter fly over their house 00:42:12.500 |
and drop a 55-gallon drum full of explosives and shrapnel 00:42:19.300 |
in their neighborhood over and over and over again. 00:42:31.540 |
And early in the conflict, we could have stopped that. 00:42:35.540 |
Before Russia got involved, we could have intervened 00:42:46.600 |
And we could have, and I think that's an example 00:42:48.620 |
where we have the military capability to actually do good 00:42:53.460 |
And we don't usually use it for those purposes. 00:42:55.740 |
And I think that's what a military ought to be used for 00:43:04.900 |
- What do you think about the power of the military 00:43:31.940 |
on civilian neighborhoods for months and months and months 00:43:40.100 |
that's an instance, I think, where might is justified 00:44:02.340 |
to know what was and wasn't a quote unquote just war. 00:44:08.860 |
- I think it's incredibly difficult to answer that, right? 00:44:12.300 |
And I think that's why leaders make the wrong choices 00:44:15.820 |
so often, right, is they second guess themselves. 00:44:18.380 |
I think you take all the data at your fingertips, 00:44:31.160 |
where it's very clear what's happening, right? 00:44:41.620 |
Children are being starved because of a blockade. 00:44:44.280 |
All the US would have to do is ensure that blockade, 00:44:49.020 |
now there's a two-month ceasefire in place now, 00:45:00.940 |
And we haven't had the sort of the moral wherewithal 00:45:05.020 |
to make that decision because we're too interested 00:45:08.100 |
in maintaining positive ties with Saudi Arabia 00:45:22.180 |
despite sort of the moral wounds that come from that. 00:45:26.380 |
- About half the world is under authoritarian regimes. 00:45:48.600 |
Because who knows the truth of anything in this world? 00:45:59.760 |
and philosophically tortured by this, and I should be. 00:46:16.280 |
diplomacy, sanctions, all those kinds of things. 00:46:21.720 |
Does that lessen suffering or increase the suffering 00:46:30.240 |
Is it something that has to be healed across generations 00:46:36.260 |
or can be healed on a scale of months and years? 00:46:43.520 |
I've seen a lot of things in a lot of places. 00:46:48.900 |
And I've seen the effects these decisions made 00:46:54.340 |
by authoritarian leaders have on their own citizens. 00:47:02.520 |
And that's what drives and motivates me each day 00:47:08.320 |
to raise the red flag through my films and say, 00:47:38.360 |
with authoritarian regimes, Saudi Arabia being one, right? 00:47:48.740 |
that MBS was responsible for Khashoggi's murder 00:47:54.240 |
and probably burning it in the backyard of the embassy, 00:48:07.640 |
and actually done what he said he was gonna do, 00:48:10.760 |
what if he had would remove the ability for MBS 00:48:18.760 |
That's a sanction that's individual and concrete 00:48:41.620 |
We are not going to give you a stage here at least, right? 00:48:53.780 |
And certainly our leader right now isn't doing it 00:48:57.780 |
He certainly has taken a different stand on Ukraine. 00:49:03.580 |
but there's so many instances we could talk about 00:49:05.900 |
where I feel like the political gamemanship, right? 00:49:17.340 |
Rather than as a nation, a leader of a nation saying, 00:49:48.580 |
Like you will not be able to fly into our airspace anymore. 00:49:54.860 |
and individual to some, in addition to the larger scope. 00:50:00.820 |
I think often they're felt in a different way. 00:50:09.860 |
might have the power to steer the direction of nations. 00:50:17.060 |
- Because of the nature of authoritarian regimes, right? 00:50:24.300 |
So if Putin is put on trial in The Hague at some point 00:50:29.300 |
or at least there's the threat of that, right? 00:50:34.820 |
because someone has to be in custody to go on trial, right? 00:50:44.740 |
is going to change his travel plans in the future, right? 00:50:52.420 |
he's gonna feel that and be embarrassed by that. 00:50:55.300 |
So I think they have a special meaning and consequence 00:51:04.020 |
- So you said you're just a guy with a camera. 00:51:06.940 |
- I would say you're a brilliant guy with a camera. 00:51:31.380 |
partially because I also speak Russian and a bit Ukrainian. 00:51:44.540 |
To be honest, and I would love to get your comments on this, 00:52:31.220 |
- Both the story and how, I assume those are coupled. 00:52:38.100 |
and how do you choose how to tell that story? 00:52:40.620 |
- Well, in terms of how to choose which story, 00:52:46.200 |
it's a bit of a mystery potion for me, frankly. 00:53:08.520 |
- You personally, just something in your heart 00:53:21.400 |
that's fascinated by reality television, for example. 00:53:34.260 |
I've shot a whole season of it once to make a living, right? 00:53:39.440 |
But I feel like the things we should be paying attention to 00:53:56.760 |
to the fact that children are being starved in Yemen. 00:54:01.120 |
to the fact that Ukrainians are being displaced 00:54:05.200 |
So there's this so what threshold that I use. 00:54:43.700 |
and marshal resources and help people understand 00:54:46.920 |
the impact that these geopolitical decisions have 00:54:52.400 |
And that's the intent I create each film with. 00:55:10.540 |
- To some extent, but oftentimes I choose the next project 00:55:13.540 |
based on relationships I've developed in the last film. 00:55:25.100 |
about something that's happening in a certain place, 00:55:27.900 |
and I'll go, "Hmm, really, I didn't know that." 00:55:31.340 |
And usually it's before it's hit the world stage 00:55:37.300 |
and often that, it reveals it to be a much bigger 00:55:39.860 |
and more pressing topic that I wanna learn more about. 00:55:44.180 |
- Before I talk to you about Syria and lifeboat, 00:56:08.540 |
but it resets the mind in a way that allows me to think. 00:56:36.940 |
that care about lenses and equipment and so on. 00:56:41.940 |
I tend to be somebody that just wants to kinda 00:56:58.540 |
I'm trying to come up with words that sound positive. 00:57:08.700 |
We had a big discussion if you see this light. 00:57:12.660 |
- It's on a stand that's a very ghetto stand. 00:57:27.260 |
- It probably won't reach us, but it could fall. 00:57:44.660 |
Like here's these giant cases with all kinds of padding 00:57:49.300 |
I transport most of the equipment in a garbage bag. 00:57:52.460 |
So that's just a preference because that's somehow, 00:57:56.220 |
that chaos allows me to ignore all the stupidity 00:58:00.660 |
of loving the equipment and focusing on the story. 00:58:04.780 |
So that said, I've never shot anything worthwhile. 00:58:17.700 |
And so finding a certain angle, a certain light, 00:58:30.060 |
when the person forgets themselves for a moment 00:58:45.260 |
I don't even know the question I'm asking you, 00:58:46.780 |
but how do, both technical and philosophical, 00:58:51.500 |
how do you capture the visual power that you're after? 00:59:05.060 |
the biggest hurdle to the story is getting there, 00:59:12.620 |
being there in the room or being there on the boat 00:59:29.260 |
'Cause usually it takes a long time to gain that access. 00:59:42.340 |
To be in a room at Sadaka Hospital in Southern Yemen, 00:59:47.700 |
I can't have five people in that room, right? 00:59:54.500 |
I want, creatively, the opposite of that as well. 01:00:03.540 |
To capture intimate moments where families are dealing 01:00:10.740 |
and caretaking is active and ongoing all the time, 01:00:31.860 |
it's two people were filming the entire film, right? 01:00:43.120 |
but in terms of camera, it's just two people. 01:00:45.300 |
And we're doing everything and we have lenses 01:00:49.260 |
that are long enough that we don't have to move 01:00:53.660 |
So we can tuck into a corner sometimes, right? 01:01:01.340 |
It's not a prime lens, so it's not a fixed focal length, 01:01:04.940 |
you have to move a lot more in order to capture action. 01:01:07.780 |
With a zoom lens, maybe a 105 at the long end, 01:01:12.780 |
I can tuck into a corner and just film from 15 feet away 01:01:16.880 |
instead of having to get right up on someone, right? 01:01:22.000 |
and you can kind of become the fly on the wall sometimes. 01:01:25.980 |
So I'm very intentional about that piece of it 01:01:30.260 |
so that we can capture those vulnerable moments 01:01:34.740 |
- That's really fascinating too, 'cause the access, 01:01:45.720 |
Part of the storytelling is to be in the room. 01:01:53.720 |
For me, most of my films, that's the hardest part, 01:01:56.400 |
actually, as hard as "Hunger Ward" and "Lifeboat" 01:02:01.400 |
the getting there piece of it for the last two 01:02:25.640 |
So it's not just like you're trying to get access, 01:02:30.760 |
Like it builds and builds and builds and builds. 01:02:54.840 |
and a lot of people know who you are as a human, 01:03:00.480 |
like not as a name, but as really who you are, 01:03:14.300 |
the access that was once seemed impossible becomes possible. 01:03:23.620 |
I mean, it's true even for fiction films probably, 01:03:31.860 |
the journey to be in the room and to shoot the scene 01:03:35.060 |
is maybe more important than the scene itself. 01:03:39.740 |
And like really focus on the creative act of that. 01:03:53.160 |
As you were in some of the most difficult parts of the world 01:03:57.000 |
in the room with some of the most difficult stories 01:04:02.080 |
- And yet, I think that's why I keep doing these stories. 01:04:05.800 |
Because once you have that lived experience, for me, 01:04:16.860 |
It moves me to bear witness to these inspiring people 01:04:35.860 |
where there's 50 different choices for canned peas, right? 01:04:40.420 |
And not sort of feel that lived tension, right? 01:05:02.940 |
on this very limited time that I have on the planet. 01:05:17.660 |
And my goal is to tell as many of these stories 01:05:51.820 |
in the recent past was for "50 Feet From Syria," 01:05:54.980 |
where I literally broke my hand in a bicycle race. 01:05:59.980 |
And after many months of trying to get an appointment 01:06:06.040 |
with an orthopedic hand surgeon, a specialist, 01:06:16.620 |
And after he looked at my hand in the first five minutes, 01:06:23.300 |
But then somehow we started talking about Syria. 01:06:30.740 |
Supposed to be a 15 minute appointment or so. 01:06:35.380 |
So those moments of sort of mysterious confluence happen. 01:06:40.380 |
Right, and I think you have to be open to them 01:06:43.540 |
Because I'm a storyteller, I'm always looking as well. 01:06:46.460 |
Right, so because he then contacted me later and said, 01:06:57.380 |
That's probably the easiest one I could give you. 01:07:02.820 |
Lifeboat and Hunger Ward were completely different. 01:07:20.420 |
And they often might involve a doctor or a dentist. 01:07:24.420 |
Or just being maybe intentionally and aggressively open 01:07:41.680 |
I've just gotten access to all kinds of fascinating people 01:07:54.100 |
- It's like there's fascinating people everywhere 01:07:57.220 |
But we have to be open and keep our eyes open 01:07:59.460 |
and realize that there are amazing human beings everywhere. 01:08:09.100 |
You meet people, you share a beer or a drink, 01:08:19.940 |
And those little sticky things connects us humans. 01:08:30.020 |
Like if you, like how long have you chased access? 01:08:39.620 |
- Lex, I'm not the most talented filmmaker in the world. 01:08:46.140 |
I think if there's qualities that have served me well 01:08:53.200 |
I've always been sort of a slow burn human being. 01:08:56.800 |
I would never hit a home run, but I hit a first, right? 01:09:03.240 |
A single to first, and then I'd hit another single to first. 01:09:16.040 |
And I believe in this notion of incremental evolution, 01:09:20.640 |
that with each project, I try to learn from it 01:09:23.960 |
and take away lessons learned and improve my craft, right? 01:09:37.860 |
So that on the next project, it's a little bit better. 01:09:47.420 |
so that I can make a little better film the next time. 01:09:55.500 |
between journalists and documentary filmmakers. 01:10:09.500 |
I don't know which percent is joking, but some truth. 01:10:12.180 |
But documentary filmmaker is a kind of storyteller, 01:10:15.560 |
an artist, and somehow that's more trustworthy 01:10:26.540 |
in how you gain the trust of people to gain access? 01:10:29.260 |
Are you just trying to be a good human being? 01:10:59.680 |
Journalists often, unfortunately, in my perspective, 01:11:02.800 |
sorry to interrupt you rudely and go on a rant, 01:11:36.000 |
I chose to work with civilians and caretakers in Yemen 01:11:40.860 |
on Hunger Ward rather than to go interview MBS, right? 01:11:49.280 |
But in terms of building relationships and trust, 01:12:14.360 |
So it's a different mindset that I go into projects with. 01:12:19.880 |
You have to build relationships with other human beings 01:12:28.680 |
So I've talked about the notion of consent before, 01:12:40.420 |
you don't just slide a piece of paper in front of someone, 01:12:45.160 |
a release form, and have them sign it, right? 01:12:48.560 |
That's not the nature of true consent, in my mind. 01:12:51.460 |
You have to work on a foundation of active consent 01:12:56.800 |
every single day that you're working with someone. 01:13:08.680 |
which is why yesterday I got a bunch of photos 01:13:17.440 |
of the children that she's currently treating 01:13:21.800 |
that continues on and probably will for many years to come. 01:13:26.240 |
So it's going to continue, and that's the only way 01:13:32.060 |
- Let me ask you about silly little details of filming 01:13:52.880 |
the smell of equipment that does the visual filming? 01:13:56.960 |
You know, there's some people, they're just like, 01:14:15.360 |
I've worked as a director of photography myself 01:14:19.100 |
for other people in order to pay the bills over the years. 01:14:38.720 |
is and should be visually driven and not verbally driven, 01:14:45.320 |
I want the best tools possible within my means, right? 01:14:49.480 |
And within the logistical ability of the project 01:14:56.200 |
I can't afford, nor can I bring a huge $100,000 lens. 01:15:08.060 |
that have nothing to do with money, like you just said. 01:15:13.820 |
- You know what I'd do with a trillion dollars? 01:15:26.420 |
- What I would do with a trillion is I wouldn't invest in, 01:15:49.300 |
- Yeah, that's what I would do with the money. 01:16:06.300 |
but highlighting the drama of the human face. 01:16:30.100 |
- You know the best lighting instrument in the world? 01:16:40.740 |
at certain moments and just shape natural light 01:16:49.060 |
during the course of these small human right stocks. 01:16:51.780 |
That's not to say we don't bring instruments sometimes, 01:16:54.740 |
but when we do, they're very small and again, compact. 01:16:59.740 |
So for example, I have this small little tube kit. 01:17:08.420 |
'Cause electricity is often a major issue where we go. 01:17:13.540 |
with magnetic backs that if we find in a situation 01:17:24.260 |
if collaborators are walking down that hallway a lot, 01:17:27.140 |
for example, at night, just so we can see them, right? 01:17:31.500 |
Or if we do do an interview, which we don't do very often, 01:17:35.580 |
but if we do, just so we have a key light on the face, right? 01:17:46.820 |
But it's about shaping rather than producing light for us. 01:17:57.620 |
So just so you know, this room is like a violation 01:18:08.460 |
So behind the large curtains are giant windows. 01:18:30.700 |
are you thinking of the final story as it appears on screen? 01:18:40.780 |
collecting little bits of story here and there, 01:18:43.140 |
and the edit is where most of the storytelling happens? 01:18:46.540 |
- I've developed this sort of mental paradigm for myself 01:18:59.300 |
the first creation for me is my preconception 01:19:04.300 |
or visualization of what the film is going to be 01:19:09.420 |
So I have this entire vision of what a film's gonna be. 01:19:20.700 |
and I'll have this idea of what I'm gonna create, right? 01:19:33.860 |
- But it's still good to have the original idea. 01:19:43.420 |
So I have to adapt, I have to evolve my approach, 01:20:02.860 |
based on what we're actually experiencing and seeing, 01:20:13.060 |
and we plug in the hard drives in the Etabay. 01:20:16.620 |
And oftentimes, because it's two of us filming 01:20:20.420 |
most of the time, I haven't seen all the footage. 01:20:23.700 |
'Cause in the field, it's all about just filming, right? 01:20:33.580 |
I can't do rushes like you do on a large feature. 01:20:42.180 |
the director of photography has filmed, right? 01:20:52.020 |
And that's where discovery happens the third time, right? 01:21:05.180 |
And then I have to open up this second vision 01:21:07.460 |
and turn and transform it into a third vision for the film 01:21:29.060 |
And then once I re-engage, I re-engage whole hog. 01:21:32.460 |
I re-engage fully and I review every single frame. 01:22:07.540 |
than my original vision for the film, to some extent, right? 01:22:10.740 |
But I have to stay open to that entire process 01:22:19.580 |
So I think those are the three creations for me. 01:22:27.460 |
just to lay it all out and to load it into your mind. 01:22:31.940 |
'Cause this is the capture of reality we have. 01:22:37.780 |
'cause in science, you collect a bunch of data 01:22:40.460 |
about a phenomena and now you have to analyze that data. 01:22:47.780 |
- Just the data and you have to write a paper about it, 01:22:56.860 |
How do you, that last probably profound piece 01:23:10.180 |
- Well, it's almost like the scientific process. 01:23:12.180 |
I have a hypothesis, a creative hypothesis, right? 01:23:20.900 |
And I have to stay true to what the data tells me 01:23:25.700 |
So it's very similar to the scientific process. 01:23:27.500 |
I don't know what we should, we should probably coin that. 01:23:30.980 |
- Creative scientific process or something like that. 01:23:34.620 |
- But then you actually do the edit and then you watch. 01:23:41.260 |
'cause maybe when you have a film that's 20, 30, 40 minutes, 01:23:46.260 |
or if it's feature length, do you ever have it 01:24:08.780 |
Or do you, is it always like an incremental step 01:24:16.860 |
in the editing process where there's a breakthrough, 01:24:19.980 |
where suddenly I understand how it fits together more fully. 01:24:24.380 |
- And you have to be, like you said, resilient. 01:24:26.100 |
You have to be patient that that moment will come. 01:24:35.380 |
- I don't think those are mutually exclusive. 01:24:40.260 |
Or are there like dance partners or something? 01:24:47.420 |
- By way of advice, you know, to young filmmakers, 01:25:00.620 |
- I would say, you know, first off, learn your craft, right? 01:25:05.380 |
Because I think craft is incredibly foundational, right? 01:25:14.460 |
- And sorry to interrupt, but when you say craft, 01:25:18.780 |
the director of photography, like the filming aspect? 01:25:21.820 |
Is it the storytelling, is it the access, the whole thing? 01:25:25.980 |
how to push record on a camera or what lens to use, right? 01:25:30.540 |
But I think, at least in nonfiction, you know, 01:25:48.100 |
But I became so enamored of telling stories through a camera. 01:25:53.100 |
- What was the leap, by the way, from theater to storyteller? 01:25:58.020 |
- Oh, I just needed an extra class in grad school. 01:26:00.980 |
I was in a MFA directing class, and I needed an extra class, 01:26:07.020 |
into a television directing class and fell in love with it. 01:26:16.060 |
Yeah, I mean, I wasn't an actor, but I had to act, 01:26:21.660 |
because I was in the theater, you know, to work with actors. 01:26:32.060 |
that I was pretty bad at it, or at least not very good, 01:26:39.300 |
in more sort of behind the scenes and shaping a story. 01:26:48.780 |
did you quickly realize that you're pretty good at this, 01:27:05.460 |
And I think part of that was because I grew up 01:27:13.180 |
and I think that act of imagination as a child 01:27:23.940 |
To shape story, to shape narrative, to shape performances. 01:27:26.780 |
So I think it was a much more natural fit for me. 01:27:33.260 |
You know, I think few people are, but I learned. 01:27:37.940 |
Is it, so your imagination clearly was something 01:27:49.340 |
But the actual conversion of the imagination, 01:28:00.820 |
- Yeah, like, you know, 'cause I taught myself everything. 01:28:28.700 |
And so I kind of learned on the job as I did it. 01:28:34.100 |
Or were you trying to focus on the professional? 01:28:37.300 |
Right out of grad school, just to pay the rent. 01:28:42.420 |
I mean, I personally love having my back to the wall, 01:28:45.660 |
or financially, you're screwed if you don't succeed. 01:28:51.940 |
for a couple of years after grad school, just freelancing. 01:28:55.740 |
Just like, but that couple years really helped me learn fast 01:29:09.580 |
that where they go out three and a half months at a time 01:29:16.540 |
And so you're shooting every day for three and a half months 01:29:20.820 |
And so that really was like instrumental to me 01:29:25.260 |
becoming a pretty good camera person pretty quickly. 01:29:27.740 |
- And you were doing most of the work yourself? 01:29:31.260 |
The second voyage, I at least had an editor with me. 01:29:38.820 |
Is it two people for nonfiction asking for a friend? 01:29:45.860 |
not of the level and the sophistication that you're doing, 01:29:51.020 |
- I think you have to allow the story to dictate 01:30:04.540 |
I'm doing a film this summer that's a scripted piece 01:30:11.340 |
- You know, so it's a completely different endeavor 01:30:14.540 |
- But doing it yourself, what do you think about that? 01:30:23.020 |
Sweet, you can write that check before I leave, right? 01:30:39.380 |
Okay, anyway, I mean, like, is there an argument? 01:30:42.260 |
Can you steal man the case for a single person? 01:30:49.340 |
What I've found is that by being a team of two filming 01:31:01.620 |
with a field producer, by two people filming, 01:31:03.820 |
it allows us to double our footage first off, right? 01:31:10.460 |
So we have twice as much footage in the time we're filming 01:31:13.680 |
to come back with as opposed to one person filming. 01:31:22.820 |
but how much interaction and interplay there is? 01:31:25.300 |
- Sometimes the director of photography is in another room 01:31:30.060 |
Sometimes we're cross shooting in the same room, right? 01:31:35.460 |
So we come back with double the footage is one thing. 01:31:40.380 |
and given how access is sometimes shaped by the events 01:31:49.680 |
a rescue operation may only happen three days, right? 01:31:52.860 |
So you want as much footage of that as you can. 01:31:55.000 |
But the other piece of it that's really critical for me 01:31:57.340 |
I found is that by having another human being 01:32:07.580 |
I can do all the other work to build relationships, right? 01:32:14.060 |
to sort out the right way to tell a story, right? 01:32:33.780 |
but setting stuff up, it preoccupies your mind. 01:32:43.940 |
that still, that takes up some part of your mind 01:32:53.060 |
that's not the only way to do it, obviously, right? 01:32:55.020 |
Like one of my favorite documentaries of all time 01:33:05.980 |
with a single camera, with a single lens, right? 01:33:17.900 |
And it was a single human being who created that film 01:33:23.460 |
So it can be done, it's just not how I work best. 01:33:26.820 |
- Yeah, how much personally with the other person, 01:33:48.940 |
Or is it more like two surgeons getting together? 01:33:59.220 |
because I don't think surgeons and jazz bands 01:34:05.780 |
- Exactly, but I'd rather maybe not play in jazz 01:34:09.900 |
But I think, for me, I think there are moments of both, 01:34:17.620 |
There are surgical moments where the moment is so pressing, 01:34:20.860 |
you really have to be that task-driven, right? 01:34:29.340 |
But I think there's other times where you do improvise 01:34:32.900 |
And where you have a lot of choices ahead of you, 01:34:43.220 |
and fully as possible during a fixed duration. 01:34:47.460 |
- How much, you said shaping, 'cause it is nonfiction, 01:35:01.140 |
And how much shaping do you see yourself as doing? 01:35:08.100 |
Like, how important is your role in how you tell the story? 01:35:25.980 |
is really the ethos of documentary filmmaking, right? 01:35:53.940 |
Do I have active consent in this moment, right? 01:35:56.420 |
Regardless of whether I have a signed piece of paper. 01:36:05.420 |
- So there's, actually that's an interesting little, 01:36:07.700 |
so they say something to the camera that they consent 01:36:14.020 |
the large broadcast companies have this formalized process 01:36:25.140 |
and then you have permission and that's irrevocable, right? 01:36:41.940 |
What if they don't know how to sign their name, right? 01:36:54.860 |
And then in that case, if someone's illiterate, 01:36:58.780 |
you just sit down and it takes a long time sometimes, 01:37:08.500 |
So then you just do in their native language, right? 01:37:14.180 |
- Interesting, but also you're speaking to the consent 01:37:31.380 |
Yeah, okay, great, but you should be focusing 01:37:35.180 |
on the human connection that leads to the trust, 01:37:38.700 |
to the like real consent and consent day to day, 01:37:49.300 |
What are the, this is, I'm sure you can't answer that, 01:37:54.060 |
What are the top three documentaries of all time, 01:38:17.340 |
I don't know, I do seem to, the metaphor of penguins 01:38:37.100 |
but like something about March of the Penguins, 01:38:49.140 |
Werner Herzog, Life in the Taiga, The Simple People. 01:38:56.060 |
- I love Grizzly Man, I think that's one of his best works. 01:38:58.980 |
- Yes, I think that's Joe Rogan's favorite documentary. 01:39:15.700 |
- Just to put it out there, I don't think there's any way 01:39:18.700 |
to say that there are objectively the best three 01:39:23.620 |
and you may find this interesting given your background, 01:39:40.500 |
is one of my favorite, and it's a couple years old now, 01:39:43.780 |
which is sort of a meditation on the place water has 01:40:01.660 |
has yet to find distribution here in the US, you know? 01:40:05.340 |
But it's a perfect example of what they call, 01:40:07.820 |
you know, vérité, or direct nonfiction filmmaking. 01:40:20.100 |
drawing courage from the filmmaker's presence. 01:40:23.540 |
She decides to escape the unbearable oppression 01:40:32.500 |
- Part of the story, it didn't start that way, 01:40:48.380 |
to free herself from slavery and become a free woman. 01:41:00.940 |
or the story is different because of your presence? 01:41:10.060 |
- Yeah, well, back to just like one person at a time, 01:41:13.700 |
we keep coming back to that theme on some level. 01:41:39.340 |
in shaping individuals to be vehicles for the state. 01:41:57.940 |
The fourth one would be a Frederick Wiseman film, 01:42:05.060 |
inside basically the bowels of a insane asylum 01:42:36.980 |
which is only observational in nature, right? 01:42:46.180 |
that I was there only to bear witness, to observe, 01:42:49.380 |
and not to intervene in any way, shape, or form. 01:43:01.820 |
So one of those things that happened was I filmed "Lifeboat." 01:43:16.580 |
in the first three days of that rescue mission, 01:43:26.260 |
asylum seekers, floating in flimsy rafts in the water. 01:43:30.100 |
And we were on the Zodiacs, and we were filming. 01:43:39.500 |
we would come up to these rafts and these boats 01:44:02.500 |
We could film someone drowned in front of us, 01:44:10.940 |
We put our cameras in the bottom of the Zodiac 01:44:14.140 |
and just started pulling people out of the water. 01:44:25.340 |
And I didn't anticipate that moment beforehand. 01:44:33.660 |
with that dilemma of the moment as a documentarian. 01:44:40.700 |
and pull that fellow human being out of the water. 01:44:48.500 |
for the kind of film that I do is more appropriate, right? 01:44:51.700 |
Like I can go to sleep at night knowing that, 01:44:56.100 |
regardless of how the film would have been different 01:45:02.180 |
So I think of it as being a human being first 01:45:09.340 |
But I also think like you could be a human being 01:45:17.380 |
and put a little bit of yourself in documentaries. 01:45:26.180 |
- Yeah, just put yourself into the movie a little bit 01:45:35.580 |
is realize that there's a human behind the camera too. 01:45:45.780 |
behind the story, especially with these hard stories 01:45:49.220 |
that you're doing that there's a human being struggling too, 01:46:02.460 |
that this kind of suffering exists in the world 01:46:05.180 |
and you're behind that camera living that struggle. 01:46:09.100 |
And there's small ways to show yourself in that way. 01:46:18.980 |
where I allow that presence to live just for a second. 01:46:23.220 |
Like I hate belly button docs, that's what I call them. 01:46:26.620 |
I don't know what-- - What's a belly button doc? 01:46:33.900 |
where someone just studies their own place in the world. 01:46:49.020 |
- Yeah, well, you're trying to really deeply empathize. 01:46:55.980 |
- I don't wanna center myself in these stories. 01:47:03.700 |
what's unfolding in the world that we need to act upon. 01:47:09.220 |
to push myself into these stories unnecessarily. 01:47:13.420 |
Now that said, I think there is some small value 01:47:28.700 |
or during a conversation I'm having with someone 01:47:31.180 |
so they can just hear how it's posed, for example. 01:47:47.260 |
and, yeah, so you ask the question in an interview 01:47:49.620 |
or something like that, and they respond to that. 01:47:57.180 |
into their reality that was created by this other human. 01:48:02.860 |
or those perturbations are a little bit absurd 01:48:07.660 |
and add something very novel to their situation 01:48:11.300 |
and that novelty reveals something about them. 01:48:14.240 |
So as opposed to capturing the day-to-day reality 01:48:18.300 |
of their life, you do that plus the perturbations 01:48:24.380 |
- But of course, there's all kinds of ways to do this. 01:48:49.420 |
- Yeah, yeah, it's exactly what it sounds like, 01:49:14.500 |
that there is a set of people trying to flee desperately, 01:49:20.200 |
And now there's refugees, the desperation of that, 01:49:34.220 |
and you're willing to do a lot for your own survival 01:49:56.500 |
- So Lifeboat really seeks to sort of lift up 01:50:01.500 |
and showcase the asylum seeker crisis in the Mediterranean 01:50:19.060 |
but one of those reasons is colleagues in the NGO community 01:50:35.560 |
that was initially going across from Turkey to Greece 01:50:39.720 |
was going to shift westward across the Mediterranean. 01:50:49.520 |
that nation states hadn't really stepped up to address it 01:50:54.440 |
and that there were hundreds of asylum seekers 01:50:59.480 |
that were pushed off from the shores of Libya 01:51:06.160 |
to patrol those waters from a humanitarian standpoint. 01:51:09.640 |
And so the net result of that was that this whole 01:51:13.240 |
sort of like humanitarian community sprung up 01:51:18.920 |
that tried to meet the needs of those asylum seekers 01:51:22.200 |
to just ensure that fellow human beings weren't drowning, 01:51:27.640 |
And one of those was this small little NGO called Sea Watch, 01:51:31.080 |
which when they discovered what was happening, 01:51:33.400 |
just cobbled together a coalition of volunteers, 01:51:48.600 |
I found that inspiring that this group of volunteers 01:51:52.400 |
was doing something that our leaders wouldn't. 01:52:01.600 |
And I thought there was an inspiring story there. 01:52:11.280 |
as part of making these documentaries directly? 01:52:17.560 |
And directly, I think you probably have countless lives, 01:52:26.840 |
I mean, I certainly poured people out of the water 01:52:33.520 |
- And that's again, speaking to the basic humanity. 01:52:43.520 |
trying to make it across the Mediterranean Sea. 01:52:48.920 |
From a filmmaker perspective, how do you film that? 01:52:51.400 |
Was there decisions to capture the desperation? 01:52:55.880 |
- Well, we were going back to this idea of access 01:53:00.880 |
and how that's so fundamental to my approach. 01:53:03.360 |
We were bound by the strictures of the rescue operation 01:53:10.040 |
on this Sea-Watch vessel, which was 30 meters long. 01:53:29.840 |
And so it was very active on multiple levels. 01:53:33.360 |
And we were making decisions each and every day 01:53:38.000 |
that were not only filmmaking and creative decisions, 01:53:42.160 |
but also decisions about how to live that duality, right? 01:53:47.160 |
Of being a humanitarian and a filmmaker simultaneously. 01:53:56.920 |
And the greatest example I can share of that was, 01:54:01.920 |
well, with my director of photography on that project, 01:54:12.040 |
And because he was so physically able and strong, 01:54:18.240 |
the head of mission really tasked him to be on the Zodiacs 01:54:24.800 |
'Cause he could literally with one arm reach down 01:54:30.400 |
Whereas usually it would take two or three people for it. 01:54:41.720 |
Kenny was out pulling people out of the water. 01:54:51.200 |
and seeing Kenny like help people up from the ladders 01:55:01.240 |
and I just grabbed him by the shoulders and said, 01:55:36.520 |
and he went and got his camera and started filming again. 01:55:38.440 |
But that gives you a sense of sort of this world 01:55:40.960 |
that we had to live in in order to get the story done. 01:55:43.960 |
- But I think to be a great director of photography, 01:55:48.960 |
you have to lose yourself like that in the story too. 01:55:53.880 |
- But usually with a camera in your hand, right? 01:56:00.600 |
I feel like if you're obsessed with the camera 01:56:08.040 |
You get obsessed with the film and the story. 01:56:17.000 |
I don't wanna become clinical in my film, certainly. 01:56:19.360 |
- Let me ask you a strange and perhaps edgy question. 01:56:26.120 |
to break the rules in order to tell a powerful story. 01:56:42.480 |
Bending the rules in service of telling a story. 01:57:02.200 |
I'm distinctly aware that there's parts in the world 01:57:08.440 |
like, enforced as cleanly as it is in the United States, 01:57:17.400 |
that there's a kind of, there's a lot of bribery, 01:57:20.920 |
there's a lot of, like, you don't really know to trust, 01:57:30.320 |
so, like, the rules are a very hazy kind of concept, 01:57:34.680 |
and a lot of them, especially, like, it's funny, 01:57:38.160 |
a giant bureaucracy buildup that's full of rules. 01:57:40.840 |
There's more rules than you know what to deal with, 01:57:53.000 |
on what are the rules I can break or should break 01:58:01.720 |
are the rules just, and why are they in place, right? 01:58:13.040 |
even with all the permissions beforehand, like we had, 01:58:16.000 |
without having a fixer at the airport beforehand 01:58:19.840 |
to make sure we didn't go through the standard line, right? 01:58:23.180 |
We would have been caught up for three hours at least 01:58:30.040 |
and eventually paying a bribe to get it through, right? 01:58:54.240 |
Instead, we're going to get it fixed beforehand 01:58:59.200 |
and have no one look at any of our equipment. 01:59:06.400 |
- What about security when you're traveling in these places? 01:59:18.680 |
Is there any way to lessen the probability of death? 01:59:28.400 |
I try to mitigate risk however I can, however I can. 01:59:32.000 |
But one of the ways I can't do it in a conflict zone 01:59:41.760 |
if you have armed security, you become a target 01:59:47.180 |
sort of the auspices of international humanitarian law, 01:59:55.460 |
If you're working in Northern Yemen, for example, 01:59:58.740 |
you're going to have someone from the de facto authorities 02:00:03.740 |
with you anyway the entire time you're there. 02:00:06.780 |
So the authorities are with you in form anyway. 02:00:17.420 |
I mean, fear is a natural human emotion, right? 02:00:25.300 |
this sort of heroic mindset surrounding fear in the US, 02:00:38.900 |
it's an alarm bell that I need to pay attention to, right? 02:00:41.740 |
And I think rather than pretending to be brave, right, 02:00:46.740 |
I think you have to just acknowledge that fear has a place 02:00:55.400 |
And I think it's a matter of not letting the fear arrest you 02:01:00.400 |
and allowing the fear to live and then acting anyway. 02:01:05.580 |
- Don't you think as a documentary filmmaker, 02:01:14.940 |
So is fear an indicator that you shouldn't do it 02:01:19.260 |
- It's probably an indication you should do it, right? 02:01:32.260 |
it's because of these types of stories, right? 02:01:36.760 |
but you also have to have a threshold of willingness 02:01:45.440 |
there is no guarantee of physical safety, right? 02:01:52.880 |
- I'm very much motivated by the things that scare me. 02:01:56.240 |
They seem to direct the things that are worth doing 02:02:01.960 |
How often do you interact with our friendly friends 02:02:05.100 |
at the police departments of various locations? 02:02:08.480 |
Like because of the humanitarian nature of your work, 02:02:12.880 |
are you able to avoid all such friendly conversations 02:02:27.160 |
But in some instances, it's important to be proactive, 02:02:33.520 |
right, and make sure that they know what you're doing 02:02:37.500 |
So it's all about the context and the situation. 02:02:48.620 |
So you have to make sure you have all those permissions 02:02:55.060 |
I would love to talk at least a little bit about this film. 02:03:21.520 |
as they flowed across the border from Syria to Turkey. 02:03:27.740 |
before a lot of films had come out about the conflict, 02:03:38.760 |
You've heard me echo that sentiment multiple times now, 02:03:41.920 |
but people knew there was a major conflict in Syria, 02:03:46.920 |
but didn't really understand the form that that was taking 02:03:58.760 |
that was sanctioned by the Turkish government 02:04:11.160 |
And we also went into Syria, into some of the camps as well. 02:04:16.200 |
there's a man who crosses the border every day 02:04:18.240 |
to retrieve the wounded and fare them safety and care. 02:04:21.680 |
And you also mentioned about heroism in the United States. 02:04:27.040 |
Can you tell me about this man and just people like him? 02:04:37.560 |
I thought of him as the Turkish Schindler, right? 02:05:07.400 |
in desperate medical conditions across the border 02:05:11.240 |
where there was a clinic just right across the border, 02:05:13.760 |
but because of the security and the layers of security, 02:05:20.080 |
So he took it upon himself as a Turkish person 02:05:24.080 |
to build relationships with the Turkish guards, 02:05:36.240 |
and sort of those who lived in the middle area. 02:05:38.480 |
And then also with the Syrian guards at the camp. 02:05:41.280 |
And he would drive out there daily and bring them food. 02:05:47.680 |
And so every day he would bring these guards food 02:05:54.440 |
He had this avenue of access to and from the camps. 02:06:10.480 |
because he had made himself trustworthy in their eyes. 02:06:14.040 |
And he would receive the most desperate medical cases 02:06:18.480 |
that were coming from all over Northern Syria, right? 02:06:25.440 |
he would ferry them into the back of his car, right? 02:06:33.560 |
And then he would bring them back if they wanted 02:06:36.640 |
after they'd healed and recovered back to Syria, 02:06:59.960 |
Here's someone who is spending their time on the planet 02:07:03.960 |
doing something of value and good to other human beings. 02:07:06.760 |
- I mean, if you draw parallels to Schindler, 02:07:09.400 |
I feel like the fascinating thing about Schindler 02:07:18.240 |
and is not the kind of human that does these things usually. 02:07:25.040 |
Despite who you are, the basic humanity shines through. 02:07:35.200 |
They ask of you things that you may not even know 02:07:48.840 |
Let me ask a kind of stupid technical question 02:07:58.160 |
I've been recently becoming good friends with Thomas Tall, 02:08:04.200 |
His company, Legendary, funded some of the big 02:08:08.520 |
And so obviously money is part of filmmaking. 02:08:13.840 |
And me as a consumer, with Netflix, with YouTube, 02:08:18.840 |
that's one of the reasons I'm a huge fan of YouTube 02:08:30.360 |
Like over time, you can look back years later. 02:08:35.160 |
you can watch some of the great films ever made. 02:08:52.800 |
I understand they wanna create paywalls and so on. 02:09:02.560 |
and I'm really kind of torn by this whole thing. 02:09:04.680 |
Anyway, that's a discussion for perhaps another time. 02:09:10.000 |
why is it so hard to watch your documentaries 02:09:14.040 |
and other films, other incredible films on the internet? 02:09:27.960 |
- Well, "Lifeboat" is streaming free on the New Yorker. 02:09:37.360 |
And then also "Hunger War" is on Paramount Plus, 02:09:48.000 |
or you can watch it with ads with Big Macs interspersed. 02:09:57.040 |
- Well, no, it really reveals the power of the documentary. 02:10:00.440 |
No, but it's still not, even those platforms, 02:10:25.560 |
Maybe people wanna watch animal rescue shows, 02:10:55.880 |
because they seem to be addicted to that kind of thing. 02:11:00.120 |
But they also watch two, three, four, five-hour podcasts. 02:11:14.320 |
- It's a good place to publish documentaries, I think. 02:11:35.920 |
- The access, the dumb, simple, frictionless access. 02:11:39.920 |
The frictionless access is a really important thing. 02:11:48.540 |
It can be free, but if you have to click on a thing, 02:11:59.320 |
it prevents you to enjoy the thing you would really enjoy, 02:12:06.680 |
but your baser human nature prevents you from enjoying, 02:12:10.800 |
'cause you can just open up TikTok and keep scrolling. 02:12:14.240 |
So that's just something to say about platforms, 02:12:17.000 |
because I think the things that need platforms the most 02:12:23.960 |
The things that I think a lot of people would love watching. 02:12:27.280 |
They're very important, and they can have viral impact 02:12:41.920 |
- There are lots of machines to celebrate them, 02:12:44.180 |
but they're just not as always accessible as YouTube, right? 02:12:49.080 |
for a trillion dollars when I walk out of here, 02:12:53.360 |
'cause then I won't have to worry about selling them 02:13:03.000 |
And that tension between the two is a constant interplay 02:13:14.840 |
but also go out and shoot the next film, right? 02:13:22.360 |
and the finances are part of that sort of equation 02:13:26.840 |
that I constantly have to rewrite over and over again. 02:13:29.560 |
- How often as a creative mind do you feel the constraints, 02:13:41.180 |
that I can't always because of financial constraints. 02:14:02.840 |
I would just take a flyer on my films, right? 02:14:08.240 |
Where I would just say, "This meets the So What threshold. 02:14:19.640 |
And usually on credit, usually on a credit card. 02:14:34.920 |
And free lodging 'cause there's a bunk on the boat. 02:14:37.400 |
But I do that not intending to stay broke, right? 02:14:56.680 |
In the world, but hopefully also financially, 02:15:02.000 |
And you know, every time I've done that, Lex, 02:15:09.920 |
a certain risk threshold financially to do that, 02:15:28.360 |
I already asked you for advice for a filmmaker 02:15:35.760 |
- How to get nominated for an Oscar, that's true. 02:16:08.000 |
- Yeah, I don't know how you're gonna react to this 02:16:22.800 |
I believe that sort of the foundational skills 02:16:34.800 |
which we're going to learn in trade schools or university. 02:16:49.000 |
- With humans, yeah, to really see and listen, right? 02:17:07.320 |
because you've set visual markers for yourself 02:17:27.760 |
'cause we're so reliant upon the screens in our lives. 02:17:30.920 |
So I think there's a lot of foundational skills 02:17:43.360 |
It's a different kind of knowledge and wisdom 02:17:47.400 |
- So reading is kind of the equivalent of listening 02:18:02.600 |
has served me so well in the documentary world, right? 02:18:08.960 |
and listening and talking and dialogue, right? 02:18:11.920 |
And that's what I do in documentaries, right, is I listen. 02:18:19.120 |
Being an introvert, I'm very afraid of people, 02:18:26.680 |
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Enjoy listening to them. 02:18:31.960 |
And you mentioned reading, you mentioned books 02:18:34.280 |
as a catalyst, as a stimulator of your imagination. 02:18:37.960 |
Is there books in your life, a couple, one, two, three, 02:18:46.240 |
or a little bit of spark of inspiration early on in life 02:19:07.160 |
'cause I think it speaks to the nature of human experience, 02:19:18.240 |
- Fiction or nonfiction, what connects with you usually? 02:19:30.480 |
- "Ten Points" is, I think his name is Bill Strickland. 02:19:34.120 |
He was the editor of, I think, "Bicycle" magazine, 02:19:36.840 |
or I think it was, and it's sort of his personal memoir 02:19:40.200 |
of his experience growing up with a lot of abuse 02:19:44.080 |
and how that transformed him as a human being. 02:19:59.160 |
No, no, "The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People." 02:20:05.440 |
and I found so many of the principles in that book. 02:20:15.880 |
then to be understood is one of them, you know? 02:20:21.180 |
And so I've held on to some of those principles 02:20:38.880 |
what has been some of the darkest moments in your life, 02:20:49.400 |
and then perhaps you carry it through your work? 02:20:56.520 |
was an experience that I had, again, in my early 20s. 02:21:37.980 |
And what had happened is that a Volvo had hit another car, 02:21:42.980 |
and then when it hit it, it went over the top of the car 02:21:50.220 |
and it peeled away the top of the Volkswagen van 02:22:07.380 |
and there was another person from one of the cars 02:22:12.460 |
lying in the middle of the road, still alive. 02:22:17.920 |
was this woman who had come through the windshield, 02:22:22.340 |
just a mess, blood everywhere, moaning back and forth. 02:22:27.340 |
And a bystander ran into the middle of the road 02:22:48.100 |
wanted to run to the woman on the hood of the Volvo 02:22:56.940 |
And it was obvious to me that she was gonna die. 02:23:04.020 |
I could offer some comfort for her last moment. 02:23:12.100 |
and I knew that there'd be paramedics there within minutes, 02:23:33.620 |
And that experience is sort of seared into my consciousness. 02:23:45.740 |
I feel is one of the great failures of my life, 02:23:49.860 |
that I wasn't able to act in a moment of need, 02:23:53.900 |
And from that, I made a decision out of that experience 02:24:05.780 |
and I could act to help another human being in such need, 02:24:10.500 |
that I would act, that I wouldn't let fear freeze me. 02:24:16.100 |
Instead, I would allow that fear to catalyze me into action 02:24:21.100 |
and do something and intervene in whatever way I could, 02:24:27.140 |
- And in some ways, all of that echoes in your documentaries. 02:24:33.260 |
You're not gonna let fear stop you from trying to help. 02:24:37.140 |
- I think that experience, that experience of failure, 02:24:40.780 |
what I framed as just human failure on my part, 02:24:49.300 |
Like, I don't want that to happen again, Lex. 02:24:51.540 |
Like, I don't want to be that person who watches. 02:25:05.060 |
You're one human that witnessed so much suffering 02:25:11.500 |
And as we zoom out across space and time and look at Earth, 02:25:24.820 |
What's the meaning of your life, of individual human life? 02:25:29.820 |
And broadly speaking, what is the meaning of life? 02:25:44.980 |
And that's that I believe that the meaning of my life 02:25:49.100 |
is to try to make the world a little bit better before I go. 02:26:00.260 |
I directed a play called "Shadowlands" by C.S. Lewis. 02:26:12.120 |
out of which the sculptor carves the forms of men. 02:26:16.240 |
The blows of his chisel, which hurt us so much, 02:26:21.760 |
Now, I would take away the perfect part, right? 02:26:26.560 |
But I think I've remembered that quote for so many years 02:26:36.560 |
which are the experiences that we go through, 02:26:42.080 |
And hopefully shape us into a better human being. 02:26:48.800 |
can make the world a little better, you know, 02:27:15.600 |
- Well, you've got other plans to sound like. 02:27:23.400 |
Yes, for all of us, unfortunately or fortunately, 02:27:50.320 |
but I don't allow it to stop me or hold me up. 02:27:57.880 |
Right, it drives me to try to get as much done as I can 02:28:18.040 |
and spend your really valuable time with me today. 02:28:30.440 |
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And now, let me leave you with some words from Elie Wiesel. 02:28:36.400 |
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. 02:28:41.640 |
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. 02:28:45.800 |
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. 02:28:49.800 |
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.