back to indexRoger Reaves: Smuggling Drugs for Pablo Escobar and the Medellin Cartel | Lex Fridman Podcast #199
Chapters
0:0 Introduction
3:49 Money
6:10 Pablo Escobar
13:22 Jorge Ochoa
20:58 First time
25:44 Landing an airplane on the highway
28:34 Barry Seal
38:58 Mena, Arkansas
43:50 Assassination of Barry Seal
57:3 American Made
61:14 Blow
63:21 Story of torture in a Mexican prison
68:1 Getting shot down
81:44 Prison
95:26 Reflections on a life of crime
100:44 Advice for young people
103:42 Love
117:2 Death
119:48 Meaning of life
123:51 Poem
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The following is a conversation with Roger Reeves, one of the most prolific drug smugglers 00:00:06.540 |
He worked for Pablo Escobar and Jorge Ochoa, the leaders behind the Medellin Cartel. 00:00:13.440 |
Roger was the employer and close friend of Barry Seal, the infamous drug smuggler who 00:00:19.120 |
was the main character in the movie American Maid. 00:00:22.040 |
Roger transported countless tons of cocaine and marijuana, covering six continents. 00:00:28.180 |
He escaped prison five times, was shut down in both Mexico and Colombia, and was tortured 00:00:37.040 |
Through all of this, his wife Mari, the love of his life, was there with him, and when 00:00:45.320 |
He recently got out of prison, where for many years he worked on his memoir called Smuggler. 00:00:54.240 |
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Let me say a few words about Roger Reeves, Pablo Escobar, and the war on drugs. 00:01:10.040 |
This conversation with Roger is unlike any I've ever done. 00:01:13.400 |
In the eyes of many, including the law, Roger is a criminal, a bad man who has added to 00:01:20.680 |
But he never directly engaged or participated in the violence, unlike his bosses, Pablo 00:01:32.080 |
I thought about this, and about Pablo Escobar, who was at once both a brutal murderer and 00:01:38.200 |
a Robin Hood figure who helped the poor and was loved by thousands, if not millions. 00:01:44.280 |
We sometimes idolize murderers and destroy good, honest men. 00:01:48.320 |
We give power and money to corrupt politicians and dictators that starve and murder their 00:01:54.080 |
Given this, I think about what makes for a good man, and what makes for a bad man, and 00:02:01.560 |
Sitting across from Roger, I saw a complicated man, but one who has kindness in his heart, 00:02:06.920 |
a love for money and adventure, and a disdain for violence. 00:02:14.840 |
Since 1971, the war on drugs has cost US $1 trillion. 00:02:20.440 |
Marijuana legalization alone would save and make $13.7 billion. 00:02:26.280 |
That could send more than 650,000 students to public universities every year. 00:02:31.520 |
Then there's the human stories of the 500,000 human beings sitting in prison for drug-related 00:02:36.480 |
offenses and the 1.1 million on probation and parole. 00:02:40.940 |
Their life is damaged or ruined beyond repair due to the prohibition of drugs. 00:02:46.520 |
There's a lot more to be said about the damage done by the war on drugs, but when reading 00:02:51.000 |
about Roger's story and talking to him, I couldn't escape the thought that while society 00:02:56.000 |
wants to label him a criminal and a bad human being, there are much worse men out there 00:03:01.440 |
who we give a pass to, even give power to, even men who hold political office or run 00:03:08.720 |
I also think about my role as an interviewer, sitting across a man like Roger. 00:03:14.160 |
In these interviews, in life, in many ways I continue to be myself, a person who like 00:03:20.000 |
Dostoevsky's The Idiot, seeks the good in all people, but is hurt by it on occasion 00:03:29.680 |
I'm not naive, but I'm also optimistic and have hope for humanity. 00:03:34.520 |
That's who I am, and that's what these conversations are. 00:03:37.640 |
I hope you join me and I hope you understand that I come from a place of love. 00:03:43.320 |
This is the Lex Friedman Podcast, and here's my conversation with Roger Reeves. 00:03:49.320 |
You are one of the most prolific drug smugglers in history. 00:03:55.920 |
Money, power, the thrill, or was it something else? 00:04:00.720 |
But isn't there a point where you've had more money than you can possibly know what to do 00:04:09.080 |
You know, I had plenty of money several times. 00:04:13.240 |
And I think it's sort of like if you was in Las Vegas and you had the slot machine handled 00:04:19.360 |
down and the gold coins was tumbling around you and you had sweepers bagging them up, 00:04:29.680 |
Oh, there was a lot of thrill, sometimes way too much. 00:04:33.280 |
You made certainly tens of millions of dollars, probably much more. 00:04:37.240 |
What memorable experience did having that much money make possible for you? 00:04:41.800 |
So there's one thing is the money, and the other thing is what that money can buy. 00:04:52.160 |
I owned the land where the city of Merino Valley, California is. 00:05:19.920 |
So looking back, would you do it the same way all again? 00:05:29.760 |
It wasn't worth 33 years in prison, being away from my lovely family. 00:05:38.120 |
Just being on top of the world where nobody can, not the governments, the police, all 00:05:52.800 |
As far as having to look over your shoulder everywhere you went, every phone call you 00:05:57.440 |
made, make sure that you was naked with somebody in the ocean before you talked. 00:06:11.120 |
What was it like meeting and working with Pablo Escobar, the leader of the Medellin 00:06:18.440 |
He just seemed like a gentleman when I met him. 00:06:21.400 |
He's just like you and I sitting here, shook hands. 00:06:24.160 |
I had flown one load for a fellow, and it didn't work out well. 00:06:28.640 |
The fellow that I gave it to got shot, and it took a while to get my money in. 00:06:32.200 |
They didn't put as many kilos on the plane as they're supposed to, and so I wasn't 00:06:37.360 |
My contact down there introduced me to Jorge Ochoa. 00:06:44.320 |
We went up, and the gate opened, and we was escorted in. 00:06:47.120 |
There must have been 50 men out in the yards, a hitching rail on an old house. 00:06:52.760 |
We was escorted right in, and there was a beautiful woman in there. 00:07:00.240 |
She made us a cup of coffee and then was ushered in to see Jorge Ochoa. 00:07:06.160 |
He had 12 telephones on his desk, and all of them was a different color. 00:07:14.560 |
He said that each one of those telephones represented another city in the United States. 00:07:23.080 |
We chatted a while, and he asked me what type of airplanes I had and what experience I had 00:07:35.600 |
He called the lady in, and she went next door. 00:07:38.280 |
In came Pablo Escobar, and he introduced me to Pablo Escobar. 00:07:42.040 |
He asked the same questions again, and I answered them. 00:07:48.520 |
I asked him how much he paid, and he paid $5,000 a kilo to haul it. 00:07:57.280 |
I said, "That's one and a half, two and a half million dollars for an eight-hour trip." 00:08:02.680 |
We're talking about cocaine, and we're talking about Colombia. 00:08:09.880 |
Jorge Ochoa was one of the, what would you say, founding members of the Medellín? 00:08:14.200 |
He was probably the brains behind the whole thing. 00:08:23.920 |
What's wrong with your mind that you weren't scared? 00:08:26.680 |
Here's some of the most dangerous men in this world, and you weren't scared? 00:08:30.880 |
I knew I was going to do exactly what I said I was going to do. 00:08:35.480 |
They went down, and they stayed in the hotel, five-star, treated royally on my first load. 00:08:40.160 |
They just did it as security to make sure that I wasn't a DEA agent. 00:08:46.560 |
I did the first load, and they can say they were hostages, but they really weren't. 00:08:53.320 |
There was some integrity to the way they operated. 00:09:00.240 |
The money was ironed and banded, and just right, and the numbers were never once anything 00:09:12.120 |
In their own moral system, in their own set of rules, why weren't people crossing the 00:09:18.960 |
line and shaving off the top and injecting chaos into the system to where it would be 00:09:27.120 |
unpredictable and people would be dishonest and greedy and all those kinds of things? 00:09:32.960 |
Most people are, but there's certain people at the top of the food chain that they don't 00:09:38.280 |
If they're completely honest, then they don't have to think of, remember the lie they told. 00:09:54.640 |
I understand that 10,000 people were killed every year in Medellín, Colombia. 00:09:59.920 |
What they were doing, they didn't have any organization. 00:10:04.880 |
If one fellow had 10 kilos and he wanted it shipped to New York, he would tell his friend. 00:10:13.560 |
Then he would look in the newspapers, "Oh, 40 kilos was busted in New Jersey. 00:10:23.280 |
Here comes Jorge Ochoa and the three Ochoa brothers and Pablo Escobar and Gacho. 00:10:29.240 |
They decided that we would make an insurance company, that we would charge you $10,000 00:10:40.080 |
If it gets lost anywhere between the time I put it on the airplane or the time you give 00:10:44.680 |
it to us and the time we give it to your man, we will replace it in Colombia for you. 00:10:52.760 |
I understand they got 100 tons piled up under that insurance program. 00:11:03.320 |
I would land and I'd say, "When do you want me to come back? 00:11:10.640 |
Some see Escobar as a brutal murderer and some see him as maybe a Robin Hood-like figure 00:11:22.320 |
I think he started out, to be honest, with helping the poor and then they had a war down 00:11:26.240 |
there and they blew up and killed his people. 00:11:29.920 |
The country was divided almost equally three ways. 00:11:46.880 |
They're the ones that I was dealing with and they were at war with one another. 00:11:51.080 |
If one of them started killing their people, I'll kill some of yours too. 00:11:57.520 |
Then when I heard about Pablo Escobar blowing up that airliner and killing those women and 00:12:12.880 |
Now, looking back on it, when I met him, he was good. 00:12:19.680 |
Would he be a bad man and a man you can trust? 00:12:28.360 |
From your perspective in terms of business, he was reliable. 00:12:40.080 |
We flew up to his ranch and we brought out motorcycles to start with. 00:12:48.560 |
I took off across the grass and there was a little ditch there. 00:12:52.000 |
The front wheel dropped in that thing and I must have slid across that grass 20 feet 00:12:57.600 |
He almost fell off his bike waiting because they knew what it was going to do. 00:13:02.160 |
Then we got on horses and went out there and pretended to round up some cows. 00:13:06.840 |
He put a Mac-10 machine gun pistol over my shoulder. 00:13:13.040 |
I think it was like, "Okay, you got 10 bodyguards. 00:13:18.200 |
That's the kind of time we laughed and talked and drove some cows over the stumps. 00:13:23.040 |
You said Jorge Ochoa was perhaps the brains of the Medellin cartel. 00:13:30.440 |
What was he like and why do you say he was the brains? 00:13:37.520 |
I suppose he shipped, no telling how many more times of cocaine than Pablo did. 00:13:43.080 |
Him and his brothers, you could tell by the, they had on each load, they was in duffel 00:13:48.560 |
bags and it was big football shaped, fluffy stuff made with ether. 00:13:56.480 |
They would have three horns on it or a rattlesnake or four X's on each bag. 00:14:02.160 |
You kind of got to knowing which was which and they shipped a lot. 00:14:09.320 |
I took the family, we went one weekend to his ranch or his palacio place out near Barranquilla 00:14:20.560 |
His family had, his younger brother made a bullfight and we had skiing and little airplanes 00:14:36.440 |
How do you make sense of the tension that a man could be a gentleman, could have integrity 00:14:50.200 |
Can you explain the line, the gray area we're talking about? 00:14:54.480 |
I mean I've just talking with Jocko Willink and we talked a lot about killing in the context 00:15:05.600 |
So there, there's a line between murder and killing that you can draw. 00:15:13.640 |
If people are shooting at you and you shoot back and kill him, that's not murder whatsoever. 00:15:19.320 |
He's trying to get away or out of the situation. 00:15:22.440 |
But if some woman don't pay you and you send a hit man over to kill her and her children, 00:15:36.520 |
He had a restaurant before and he was just smart. 00:15:39.880 |
I understand that the first 10 kilos he sold, he was sitting on a motorcycle in the sidelines 00:15:46.120 |
in a parking lot and when the DEA come in, he sped away. 00:15:54.040 |
He was such a gentleman and the whole family, the mother and the father, the two brothers, 00:15:58.800 |
their sister, I was there when she was kidnapped. 00:16:01.760 |
Finally, he kidnapped I guess 100 liters of the fork and said, "All right, if she don't 00:16:10.800 |
come back, none of these are going to come back." 00:16:15.520 |
Is there something you can say about the power structure, the hierarchy of the Medellin cartel 00:16:23.000 |
Was it a dictatorship where Pablo ran everything? 00:16:28.680 |
Was it like a company where you have CEO, CTO kind of thing and then there's like managers 00:16:37.360 |
How did it run from a leadership perspective? 00:16:40.360 |
I understand that about five of them got together and made this, I would call it an insurance 00:16:51.800 |
Each one of them had their own business and their people from the jungle or wherever made 00:16:59.280 |
the cocaine gave it to them and they shipped it. 00:17:02.440 |
So it didn't seem to be any power play between them at all. 00:17:07.740 |
But my main contact was Jorge Ochoa and Pablo Escobar was right there and I saw plenty of 00:17:16.080 |
It's strange that they didn't betray each other regularly. 00:17:33.200 |
If they shipped his hundred kilos, he got paid for it. 00:17:36.000 |
If the other one shipped his, I'm sure they got paid for it. 00:17:44.720 |
You think about 500 kilos in the plane at $50,000 a kilo at the time. 00:17:57.560 |
And they made 5,000 without even touching it. 00:18:00.600 |
They just had somebody to load it on through the airplane. 00:18:05.720 |
They gave it to whoever it belonged to by the marks on the duffel bags. 00:18:21.160 |
It's still strange to me that there was not more betrayal. 00:18:26.960 |
It speaks to something else perhaps that's bigger than money. 00:18:34.360 |
But it seems like just like in the casino, like you mentioned, we get accustomed to whatever 00:18:41.020 |
level of money we have, we get accustomed very quickly. 00:18:44.760 |
And then there's a tension that's natural between human beings. 00:18:49.280 |
And when that tension combined with money, combined with power, combined with, like you 00:18:55.640 |
mentioned, beautiful women and a bit of violence, it seems that betrayal should be commonplace. 00:19:07.460 |
A couple of years later, I don't know if he betrayed anybody, but he started that. 00:19:15.160 |
I was offered to fly with a DC-3 with that, but I didn't like it. 00:19:18.720 |
So I had my route through the oil wells in Louisiana. 00:19:26.320 |
And I don't know if he betrayed, but they didn't like him. 00:19:30.040 |
So as you expand, there could be tensions that lead to conflict. 00:19:36.080 |
Louisiana was, like you said, an ultra-violent place. 00:19:49.740 |
There's a radio station at the forks of the Magdalena River. 00:19:52.940 |
I believe it was 720, if I remember right, on the AM. 00:19:57.260 |
And I'd fly in at 10,000 feet, and I'd see below me there'd be a Cessna. 00:20:01.580 |
And I'd wiggle my wings, and he'd wiggle his, and I'd fall in behind him, and we might go 00:20:06.140 |
And I'd land on some jungle strip or some banana plantation. 00:20:15.020 |
In the night, it was just like treated royally. 00:20:17.660 |
And I mean, take off the next morning, whenever I wanted to. 00:20:26.100 |
It wasn't anything like in that movie, putting a gun to your head and taking your sunglasses 00:20:32.220 |
One time I complained to Jorge Ochoa that the runway was pretty short that they were 00:20:38.740 |
And I went back down there, and it looked like Los Angeles International. 00:20:44.980 |
Just like, just the next week, it was all done. 00:20:56.420 |
I was afraid when I landed in the United States. 00:21:01.740 |
What was the first time you flew an airplane with drugs on it? 00:21:05.740 |
Tell me the story of the first time you smuggled drugs. 00:21:09.860 |
I flew down to Jalapa Vera cruise with a Cessna 182. 00:21:19.700 |
It was just an old town, looked like Bible times. 00:21:22.980 |
Women were washing their clothes in the streets with stone basins and the stream running through. 00:21:30.780 |
And I went in a church, in a Catholic church, and it had the Stations of the Cross all carved 00:21:43.140 |
And three o'clock the next morning, I went out to the airport and taxied down to the 00:21:46.500 |
taxiway, and there was a guard came out and wanted to know what I was doing. 00:21:53.340 |
I was on the fire department out in Redondo Beach, California. 00:21:56.580 |
So I pulled out my wallet, and it was the fire department badge. 00:22:03.980 |
So I taxied on down there, and we loaded up about 400 pounds in the plane. 00:22:07.780 |
And I came on back, and I was running the headwinds more than I thought. 00:22:16.580 |
On the way back, on the way north after we loaded up early in the morning. 00:22:22.660 |
The mountains were coming down at a 30 or 40 degree angle, and the Milky Way was overhead. 00:22:28.340 |
And somehow I wanted that airplane to be level with the stars. 00:22:35.220 |
It's the only time I ever had it was on that load. 00:22:37.860 |
So anyway, the wind was on the nose of that system. 00:22:40.060 |
I wasn't going to make it to the dry lake where I had fuel. 00:22:43.540 |
So I landed on a little bitty strip, and there was a little house. 00:22:46.380 |
It was caved in, and it was a little boy named Lazarus, about six or seven years old. 00:22:52.800 |
So we put the marijuana in that house, and the man stayed with it while I flew into some 00:22:58.900 |
We sat down with the lunch that I brought back, and little Lazarus sat there and ate 00:23:12.500 |
Maybe describe the details of do you have to fly low? 00:23:17.700 |
Is there details that are unique to this experience of flying an airplane with drugs on it, on 00:23:25.820 |
Well, one of the mistakes that just thousands, hundreds and hundreds and thousands of pilots 00:23:29.020 |
make, they don't stop at the border going down and get their permit. 00:23:33.500 |
Once you get a permit to be in Mexico, you've got it for six months. 00:23:37.820 |
You can go anywhere, any fishing village, any little town, any little place, show them 00:23:43.100 |
If you don't have that, you go straight to jail. 00:23:46.500 |
So you go down there and you think, "Okay, they're going to have fuel for me to come 00:23:54.580 |
Well, you better be able to go to town and get it. 00:23:58.940 |
And when I was coming back for several years, I would fly up at Mexicali and cross the border 00:24:08.220 |
I would act like I was landing on the Calexico side just after dark. 00:24:11.540 |
And then I'd zip across the border and go over to the Salton Sea and go below sea level 00:24:16.380 |
a hundred and something feet, I believe 170 feet, and come on up and go out there above 00:24:21.020 |
Palm Springs and land out in 29 Palms in the desert and put my stuff under a Joshua tree 00:24:26.500 |
and fly into town and get my pickup and go on back out and get it. 00:24:32.820 |
They had Operation Starlight, I believe was the name of it. 00:24:36.140 |
And they caught a lot of pilots coming across the border. 00:24:40.500 |
And by that time, I was flying bigger planes. 00:24:44.900 |
And I would refuel in Mulaje halfway down on Baja Peninsula. 00:24:50.700 |
And then over in the middle, 20 miles from the nearest road was a goat ranch where they 00:24:58.700 |
And I would go there and unload the load coming up out of anywhere in southern Mexico. 00:25:03.140 |
And I would land there and a guy named Juan would put the marijuana under the trees and 00:25:09.700 |
I'd fly into Mulaje and they'd wash my plane and gas it up. 00:25:13.940 |
And I'd eat lunch and rent a room for a few hours and take a nap and a shower and then 00:25:20.780 |
And then I would go northwest out of there and fly 200 miles off the coast of the island 00:25:27.120 |
And from there, I would fly on a more northwestern heading about 300 miles out over the Pacific. 00:25:32.860 |
And then I would come in behind the Santa Barbara Islands down low and then I'd come 00:25:39.180 |
And I did that for the rest of the marijuana trips. 00:25:43.260 |
What was the hardest part about flying those routes? 00:25:57.180 |
But then I had people that would bring me on trips that were just unworthy of an airplane. 00:26:05.020 |
And in the rainy season, I would come back to land again and the guy wouldn't think about 00:26:11.060 |
it and he'd have like little heels on both sides and the wings were out there. 00:26:15.460 |
The grass and the weeds would grow up and it sounded like tearing the airplane apart 00:26:20.780 |
when those wings hit, mowing the grass down both shoulders of the airplane. 00:26:29.220 |
Oh, getting bad gasoline and telling me that land here in the light and knock the wheels 00:26:36.580 |
Oh, you should have landed a little further up here, senor, they ditched down. 00:26:44.980 |
And when did you have to land on the highway? 00:26:46.940 |
I landed on the highway most of my life, most of the times. 00:26:50.200 |
In Mexico, first time I went down, there was a place called Pichulingui. 00:26:53.700 |
It had a 900 foot strip and I would fly down and I'd carry gasoline with me and Mari and 00:27:02.180 |
I would go to the grocery store and buy all kinds of little goodies and candies and toys 00:27:08.620 |
And that sand strip in the bend of a river was just too short to take off of the load. 00:27:15.900 |
So there was a young man there named Pedro, must have weighed much over 100, maybe 120 00:27:23.100 |
And he'd direct me 20, 30, 40 miles away to a highway. 00:27:28.260 |
And the people walking and the people would pull out in a two ton truck with a machine 00:27:32.740 |
gun on it and a bunch of guys with arms and they'd block the road. 00:27:37.180 |
And then another one would block it up about a mile away and I'd land right over that truck. 00:27:40.860 |
And they'd load me up and it looked like a bucket brigade with the marijuana coming. 00:27:45.900 |
And I'd take off right over the other trucks. 00:27:48.380 |
And sometimes maybe 20, 30, 40 cars lined up. 00:27:51.340 |
One time I remember a patrol car, a highway patrol car. 00:27:58.180 |
And then when I started flying to Louisiana, the bridge over the Mississippi River, there 00:28:07.580 |
And about five miles from the river was flashing red lights and a detour. 00:28:13.120 |
And then the swamp on both sides of it and the middle of it was growing up with 20 feet 00:28:17.460 |
And that was like an international runway from anywhere in the world. 00:28:22.780 |
So I landed on that and over and over those red lights, just like the end of a runway. 00:28:26.500 |
And then the next morning we'd go out there and scrub the marks off the highway where 00:28:34.740 |
Let's go to somebody you've known well, somebody who's also a drug smuggler is Barry Seal. 00:28:50.380 |
Mari and I and the children went down in Honduras and we went up Lake Azul, I believe it was, 00:28:58.740 |
I was looking for something in Central America where I'd have a halfway place. 00:29:04.220 |
We stayed up there for some days and our clothes got muddy and we went in the river and all 00:29:08.860 |
So we got to San Pedro Sula and we was going back to New Orleans. 00:29:14.020 |
So we went to the cleaners to get our clothes and most all of them was in there. 00:29:19.820 |
And they go, "Oh, senor, they'll be ready tomorrow morning. 00:29:23.340 |
Well, the plane leaves at nine o'clock or whatever. 00:29:27.600 |
So I told Mari for her and the children to go into the airport because it'd be easier 00:29:35.400 |
So I went to the laundromat for the clothes and they were ready and there was a pile of 00:29:42.300 |
So I went and got in a taxi and the old taxi was driving with it and I'd give him $100 00:29:45.660 |
to go faster and he just blew his horn more rapid. 00:29:52.020 |
We got to the airport and I jumped out and ran around on the tarmac and here's a brand 00:30:01.340 |
So I'm waving to the pilot and he's a young fellow. 00:30:05.900 |
Then I see Mari's face in the cockpit and the nose goes down where he puts on brakes 00:30:09.900 |
and he laughs and he puts some stairwell out. 00:30:12.660 |
And I run for the stairwell and he pulls it back up and goes like a hitchhiker going to 00:30:18.980 |
Then he put it out and I got on and the whole crowd clapped and I'm coming home with that 00:30:23.980 |
So I go way down in the middle and the plane's full and Mari, my daughter, is about nine 00:30:32.940 |
And she was sitting in the middle and by the window was Barry Seal. 00:30:36.940 |
I sat in the middle and we took off and the wheels come up with clunk. 00:30:42.300 |
Then I got up about 5,000 feet and we had a little clunk. 00:30:49.340 |
That fellow reached over and I looked at him. 00:30:50.980 |
I said, "He looks like CIA or FBI, something. 00:31:08.580 |
And we got to talking and I thought, "There's no choice or seats on this. 00:31:13.620 |
It's just open seating, but I don't believe him one bit." 00:31:18.660 |
And he started talking about he just got out of jail that morning, just got out of prison. 00:31:26.780 |
And he told me that he'd been a pilot with the TWA and this and other. 00:31:33.940 |
So we had a nice conversation for a couple of hours in New Orleans. 00:31:39.300 |
So he got off in front of us and what a crowd of people to meet him. 00:31:44.180 |
An old mother and a wife and little children hanging on to him, crying and hugging and 00:31:53.580 |
So I reached over and gave him a little piece of paper. 00:31:56.100 |
I had him already write it out with our address. 00:31:57.860 |
I said, "Barry, I might have some work for you." 00:32:01.540 |
He got caught with 100 kilos of cocaine in a small plane. 00:32:11.220 |
He got caught in Honduras, probably refueling. 00:32:14.340 |
But he'd been in prison down there before for bringing explosives to the Cuban Contras. 00:32:23.740 |
And then later on, I found out he was ex-CIA and George Bush Sr.'s protege and had a thousand 00:32:35.020 |
There's a million questions I want to ask here. 00:32:37.540 |
But maybe can we linger on it a little bit longer? 00:32:57.820 |
Well, I'll back up and just finish where I started off there. 00:33:01.460 |
I gave him the things, "Barry, I may have some work for you. 00:33:08.780 |
And so, I don't know, a week or two later, he flew out and went to our house and stayed 00:33:14.460 |
And I had an almost brand new Aero Commander 690B. 00:33:30.300 |
And he was like one of them Blue Angel pilots. 00:33:38.260 |
That's where you cut the engines and the plane falls from side to side. 00:33:41.180 |
And I saw Bob Hoover do that in an air show once, and that's the only person I ever saw 00:33:45.860 |
And my hand was white knuckle hanging onto the seat. 00:33:50.420 |
Yeah, he shut off the engines and landed flying side by side like this. 00:33:55.980 |
Was he just a wild man, or was he sufficiently skilled to wear it? 00:34:05.060 |
I can get a plane from one spot to another, and I guess I'm known as a good pilot. 00:34:13.140 |
So anyway, he stayed with us a couple of days, and then I told him, I said, "This plane needs 00:34:20.180 |
It needs to come back to Louisiana, and I need 2,500-mile range." 00:34:24.020 |
He said, "I got somebody in Arkansas to do that and keep the mouth shut." 00:34:30.820 |
And in a few days, he called me and said, "Come to my house in Baton Rouge." 00:34:35.780 |
So I went out to his house in Baton Rouge, and I stayed with him for a few days. 00:34:39.580 |
And that plane was tanked, I mean, beautiful from stem to stern. 00:34:47.540 |
So then I hired him to fly, and he was funny. 00:34:54.420 |
I paid him $2,000 a kilo, so about a million-dollar trip. 00:34:57.940 |
And I didn't get paid until the people received it. 00:35:01.700 |
They had to ship it to Chicago and New York, and then the money come back. 00:35:05.100 |
So it was a couple of two or three-week pipeline. 00:35:08.020 |
Well I always had to pay him before he'd go again. 00:35:15.580 |
So one time I gave him $1 million, and I put it in a box real nice. 00:35:21.700 |
So how big is a box that contains a million dollars? 00:35:32.500 |
Each bill weighs a gram, so you can weigh your money and almost get it exactly right. 00:35:49.580 |
Were you the one that introduced Barry Seale to Pablo Escobar? 00:35:57.340 |
And our deal was that you don't meet my people. 00:36:00.260 |
I mean, we just kind of crossed you working for me to fly the airplanes. 00:36:03.620 |
So he wanted these Panther conversions, cost $400,000 each, with a storm scope and radar. 00:36:14.660 |
Panther conversion was these people called Panther. 00:36:18.380 |
They took everything out from the firewall, the instruments and all, and converted them 00:36:22.740 |
and put Q-tip propellers on them, full-bladed, and very quiet. 00:36:27.100 |
And the CIA developed those in Southeast Asia for running behind the lines. 00:36:31.940 |
And that's where Barry had flown those things, so he knew about them. 00:36:35.180 |
So that's what he wanted, and that's what we got him. 00:36:40.060 |
And so he worked for you, and you got those upgrades. 00:36:42.780 |
I think he flew about 30 loads for me, and then I got arrested for everything in the 00:36:52.700 |
Barry was our friend, Mari and I, both friend. 00:36:57.380 |
We should pause real quick and say Mari is your wife, and hopefully she'll convince her 00:37:08.060 |
She's the love of your life, and she weaves in and out of many of these stories that you 00:37:15.380 |
She was behind the scenes, but I kept her out of it completely. 00:37:19.060 |
And then also you mentioned Mariam as your daughter. 00:37:23.180 |
Our son was a baby, and I remember we went out to La Festival, was my favorite restaurant 00:37:32.900 |
Anyhow, we went out to dinner, and so we came back and there was no rooms. 00:37:40.540 |
So he goes to our hotel room with us, and we got two big beds in the Omni Hotel. 00:37:45.900 |
And he lays over there and gets down to his striped undershorts and his T-shirt, and he 00:37:50.500 |
puts the baby up on his belly and gives him the bottle and says, "Mm, ain't that good, 00:37:58.380 |
And that's how close we were that we could all stay in a hotel room together. 00:38:09.340 |
He's looked after his mother, his family, everybody around him. 00:38:14.300 |
He just had a little smile on his face always. 00:38:18.340 |
So you got arrested, and then what happened to Barry? 00:38:21.700 |
Well, Barry knew the people that unloaded, of course. 00:38:28.460 |
So he met the unloader, a guy named Lito, Luis Carlos Bustamante, a Venezuelan. 00:38:37.660 |
But he, I believe, had three of my airplanes at $400,000 a piece, and they owed me some 00:38:43.660 |
Well, he collected a lot of that and gave Mari the money and put it in his safe and 00:38:47.260 |
took her to his house and all after I got arrested, sent a lawyer in. 00:38:50.540 |
He got me the best lawyer in the country, Albert Krieger. 00:38:53.540 |
He was head of the defense team for all of America. 00:38:59.060 |
Can you tell the story of the months that led up to Barry's assassination? 00:39:10.980 |
When I got out of prison, I hadn't been out long, I was eating breakfast, and there was 00:39:14.820 |
Ronald Reagan's face right in the television. 00:39:18.500 |
We have absolute proof that the communist Sandinista government is in the cocaine running 00:39:24.900 |
And there was that fat lady, the C-126, on the runway with the belly in, and I thought, 00:39:34.780 |
I had heard that Barry might have been working with him. 00:39:40.700 |
With the DEA or whoever, he was no longer on our side. 00:39:46.420 |
Can you clarify how you got that from the Reagan making a statement about, "We've heard-"? 00:39:56.420 |
On the way north, we could stop in Nicaraguan land on a military base or on a base that 00:40:01.620 |
they used as crop dusters and all, and refuel. 00:40:05.380 |
And so that shortened our trip, we go further into the jungle and come up, and that was 00:40:08.700 |
what Pablo Escobar and Ochoa and them, and they had to- they was associates with the 00:40:15.660 |
So Barry was- if that plane was there, that means Barry was feeding the DEA information. 00:40:26.380 |
When I was flying, and I told Barry we would refuel in a train's airplane, the loads in 00:40:35.300 |
And then that's when they told me we can refuel in Nicaragua, and then you fly all the way, 00:40:46.100 |
I had a place in Louisiana for $10,000 that I could unload, and the sheriff and all of 00:40:58.180 |
I said, "What do you mean you can't get caught in Mena, Arkansas? 00:41:02.060 |
He said, "I can't, but it's going to cost you $50,000 every time my wheels touch the 00:41:08.860 |
Why- can you explain why he can't get caught in Mena, Arkansas? 00:41:13.140 |
He said he was hooked up with them at the very top, and he even said, "I'm going to 00:41:24.940 |
And it's like, "Did Bill Clinton- did you give him any money?" 00:41:27.860 |
And I said, "No, I never gave the man any money." 00:41:30.500 |
But it was like the money that I had that went to Grand Cayman Islands. 00:41:32.980 |
And I told my lawyer, I said, "I never touched that money." 00:41:35.980 |
He said, "You don't have to fondle it to be guilty." 00:41:40.060 |
So what- I mean, there's a lot of conspiracy theories around the relationship between Barry 00:41:50.980 |
What would you say from your best understanding of what was the relationship between Bill 00:41:59.860 |
Barry said- and he knew that he couldn't get caught in Mena, Arkansas. 00:42:04.660 |
And when that movie was going to come out and be called Mena, somebody stopped it. 00:42:09.780 |
I mean, they stopped it dead in the tracks for two or three years, and the producer even 00:42:14.220 |
You mean the American Made with Tom Cruise movie? 00:42:18.460 |
It was going to be the name that was written and produced in Mena. 00:42:21.980 |
And waiting on Hillary to be elected, they would not let that movie out. 00:42:30.180 |
But to push back on that, that doesn't mean there's truth there. 00:42:33.500 |
That means they were worried about the power of the conspiracy theory, which stuck. 00:42:41.660 |
I mean, some conspiracy theories, just because they're popular, doesn't mean they're true. 00:42:47.580 |
And ones that- but it also doesn't mean they're not true. 00:42:51.420 |
And there's ones that are not very popular that could be true. 00:42:59.700 |
Well, I paid one and a half million dollars for Barry to land at Mena, Arkansas. 00:43:03.940 |
So I was pretty well assured that he couldn't get caught. 00:43:08.940 |
And I said, "Well, I can't get caught in Columbia. 00:43:16.060 |
When you say, "I can't get caught," just to clarify, there's a sense where this is a safe 00:43:23.980 |
So you don't think he was referring to some kind of, you know, like my grandfather who 00:43:31.580 |
fought in World War II would talk about bullets can't hit him. 00:43:39.500 |
He was taking that $50,000 and giving it to somebody. 00:43:42.780 |
And Barry was honest, so he wasn't just taking it from me because he was making a million 00:43:51.180 |
Taking the story forward, the months leading up to his assassination, what do you understand? 00:44:06.980 |
Well, I'll tell you, after I saw Reagan's face on the television saying, "We have the 00:44:25.980 |
He said, "I'll meet you in this French restaurant. 00:44:32.980 |
And they was all 30, 40 years old, women with plastic or leather skirts and men in their 00:44:40.940 |
And I looked around and Barry was at the back. 00:44:45.220 |
And I walked up and I said, "Barry, are you wired?" 00:44:48.820 |
I said, "Well, I'm not going to talk to these DE agents." 00:45:00.580 |
I said, "Well, Barry, I'm going to sit here and you just talk to me, buddy, and tell me 00:45:04.820 |
And he sat there and he just went to talking. 00:45:07.460 |
And he told me about he was left holding a bag and that- 00:45:21.140 |
I mean, this is just what happened, putting it all together, that he had some CIA buddies 00:45:27.540 |
that was pretending, "We're going to supply all over North with arms. 00:45:32.260 |
And with that, you can land cocaine back here by the ton." 00:45:36.740 |
So he's taking his little planes and putting some AK-47s and maybe ammunition or whatever, 00:45:42.500 |
and takes it down to the country against the Communist Party of Nicaragua, where we've 00:45:52.340 |
So when all that, and so his CIA buddies was certainly involved, and we know they were. 00:46:00.540 |
And Barry had been in the CIA earlier when he first got out of school. 00:46:05.100 |
So when, as I say, the shit hit the fan, they all fled and left Barry holding the bag. 00:46:19.220 |
The CIA was selling that cocaine, bringing it in. 00:46:28.580 |
What was the alleged involvement of the CIA in using drug trade to fund things? 00:46:43.580 |
What I know is true, that Barry was taking a small amount of arms back to Central America 00:46:49.260 |
and giving them to whoever Oliver North group were. 00:46:54.740 |
Oliver North was a colonel that got implemented and almost brought the government down. 00:46:58.780 |
And so they said, "All right, we're getting the guns from Iran, and we're taking cocaine 00:47:03.960 |
And since Congress won't give us money to fight this war, we're going to circumvent 00:47:12.300 |
So it was a CIA's effort to circumvent the funding mechanisms of government by selling 00:47:21.340 |
Yes, but it was a handful of renegade CIA agents, they were Barry's friends, that was 00:47:31.340 |
If you would like to read the book, The Big White Lie, The CIA and the Crack Cocaine Epidemic, 00:47:37.620 |
the CIA put, according to the book, Michael Levine, I didn't remember his name last 00:47:48.380 |
And he was a head CIA agent, he was a head DEA agent that exposed this. 00:47:55.820 |
And he says they put crack cocaine, they developed, their chemists developed crack. 00:48:00.540 |
And they put it in every city in the United States on one weekend. 00:48:04.300 |
So they were bringing it up by the tons, and that's for sure. 00:48:12.860 |
Do you think the public should trust the CIA and the DEA? 00:48:18.780 |
Do you think they're mostly good people that are carrying out a good mission? 00:48:24.100 |
Because this kind of makes it sound like there's renegade agents that are just doing whatever 00:48:28.900 |
the hell they want, and with sometimes no regard for human life. 00:48:37.020 |
That's just sometimes you get a few policemen in the department that do these things. 00:48:41.580 |
I don't believe, I believe that our government is good. 00:48:46.780 |
I don't know how we get them there, but I don't think I know. 00:48:54.540 |
So Barry leaned back in that chair and he told me that he got caught with one and a 00:49:01.420 |
half tons and he bellied it in the runway in Nicaragua and had cameras flashing inside 00:49:11.220 |
And he flew it back to Homestead with an agent there and he brought the agent over, Jake 00:49:20.500 |
If we'd have got along, we'd have been on the right side. 00:49:23.700 |
And so we sat there and drank Chevy's Regal until I got pie-eyed. 00:49:31.900 |
He got out on bail and he flew his Learjet up to Washington and went in to see the attorney 00:49:41.300 |
The next day he went back and said, "I have absolute proof that the CIA is bringing tons 00:49:46.180 |
of cocaine or they're running tons of cocaine into the United States." 00:49:50.860 |
And Edwin Meese put him up with this agent, Jacobson, I believe it was. 00:49:54.660 |
And they went down and got one and a half tons. 00:49:56.500 |
And on the way back, they bellied it in and Pablo Escobar and some of the other ones, 00:50:02.420 |
on general there in Nicaragua, you can see them toting it from one plane to the other 00:50:13.220 |
And also the other one has a mention of me in it. 00:50:15.740 |
Said I'm in more files for the DEA than Noriega. 00:50:31.220 |
But so Barry leaned back and he told me the story. 00:50:34.780 |
And the tears came down between his fingers as he put his hands over his eyes. 00:50:43.620 |
I went to Congress and I've testified before Congress." 00:50:45.860 |
He testified before Congress for all these things that he'd done. 00:50:49.180 |
And he said, "I told him all about you, but you're under my umbrella. 00:50:54.340 |
You got to testify with me before grand jury in Miami." 00:50:58.620 |
And so the guy said, "You can come down," the DEA agent said, "You can come down tomorrow 00:51:02.060 |
with Mari first class or I'll take you down in chains. 00:51:07.380 |
And if you don't testify with Barry, the only place you'll ever see your wife and family 00:51:16.060 |
Oh, my eyes, my guts was just like ice water. 00:51:29.620 |
I can't spend the rest of my life in a federal prison. 00:51:32.660 |
What on earth, what a mess, Barry, you've got me into. 00:51:39.820 |
Yes, but it's still, I wish he'd left me out of it. 00:51:45.340 |
I understand him getting in such a mess that he told because if the CIA and whoever else 00:51:51.700 |
was behind him betrayed him, then he's going to tell everything. 00:51:56.580 |
So Mari and I flew down first class and I went to a lawyer, one of the biggest lawyers 00:52:06.260 |
This fellow's told everything and I've got to say something, but I'm not a snitch, man. 00:52:13.580 |
And he said, "Well, being a snitch is like being pregnant. 00:52:17.380 |
And he says, "I don't represent snitches, but if you want to fight this case, I'll do 00:52:31.020 |
He said, "Well, that's what you're talking about." 00:52:33.700 |
If you go in there and say one thing and sign that paper and you don't tell them everything 00:52:38.460 |
you know, then they will convict you of everything you've ever done and you tell them. 00:52:45.740 |
So I said, "Barry, I'm having trouble with a lawyer. 00:52:54.380 |
So Murray and I went to the festival restaurant that night and Barry and Debbie came in. 00:53:04.500 |
And I said, "Barry, they're going to kill you, friend." 00:53:08.180 |
So and so, such and such is gone and this and the other." 00:53:11.460 |
I said, "Barry, they're going to kill you, man. 00:53:16.220 |
And I didn't tell him I wasn't going to testify. 00:53:23.940 |
I took Murray and the children and went to Brazil. 00:53:25.740 |
- So you decided there you're not going to stay. 00:53:31.980 |
I mean, I just didn't, I didn't know what I could do, but the best in Miami said what 00:53:40.940 |
- Did you have a conversation with anybody at the cartel? 00:53:43.780 |
I mean, that's such an interesting moment that tests the man's character to not snitch. 00:53:54.300 |
And did you have a conversation with anybody? 00:54:09.420 |
I had 11 friends and every one of them put their finger up, Roger did it. 00:54:12.260 |
And I was facing life, continuing criminal enterprise. 00:54:17.540 |
- Did you ever get respect from the cartels for that? 00:54:31.900 |
I've been back down there and I've been welcomed. 00:54:34.540 |
I have my contact and when I was in Brazil, I was trying to get this money. 00:54:39.460 |
They owe me three and a half million dollars. 00:54:41.420 |
So I called up there and he was gonna pay me. 00:54:43.140 |
Oh, I got 600,000 today and I'll get you some more tomorrow. 00:54:47.180 |
And then the next week I called, hey, I got great news, great news. 00:54:56.300 |
We was up in the northern part of Brazil and where was it, Maddy? 00:55:03.260 |
And so I went back and I told Mari and Miriam and they cried and I cried. 00:55:09.100 |
- How is that great news from the cartel perspective? 00:55:11.820 |
- Oh, well now there's no case against me and him and them. 00:55:20.220 |
On the first load I did, I landed at a banana plantation and it was raining and it was a 00:55:28.180 |
And they put the 300 kilos of cocaine and then the ugliest man you could imagine, named 00:55:32.540 |
Ronaldo, got in there with a Mac-10 and he would make sure I took it to Louisiana. 00:55:42.260 |
So anyway, we took off and the mud got up in the wheel well so thick until the wheels 00:55:51.260 |
Well, I'm going 200 miles an hour instead of 300 miles an hour with wheels coming down. 00:55:57.900 |
If I do, I'm going to be in the same situation until the sun dries it out in a few days. 00:56:02.820 |
And so, but in Belize I had a runway that had been used for $10,000 used to refuel. 00:56:08.820 |
So I told the guy, "Listen, we got to land in Belize to refuel." 00:56:25.060 |
So he's the one that actually killed Barry, the one that went up on the first load with 00:56:39.900 |
- I wonder who, is it known who made that decision? 00:56:44.620 |
- The younger Ochoa brother, I understand, Favio, was the one paid for the hit. 00:56:50.780 |
I don't know that, but that's what I've heard and it probably sounds about right. 00:56:54.580 |
He's down in Jessup, Georgia, doing a long, long time. 00:57:03.460 |
- The movie "American Maid," what do you think that movie got right? 00:57:22.580 |
- It was about Barry Seal and it just didn't even, it was nothing. 00:57:27.220 |
Whoever wrote it had no idea who Barry Seal was. 00:57:29.660 |
They sat in a rocking chair and just tried to think of what was some baby bashing drug 00:57:35.700 |
dealer doing and it's just like, "God, you just don't have any idea of the spirit of 00:57:42.660 |
- So they wanted just to try to tell a fun story without actually studying the story. 00:57:50.180 |
And Barry was such a nice person, such a really nice gentleman person. 00:57:58.580 |
And I see all these people telling about Barry and never met him. 00:58:05.380 |
And for one thing, for his character coming out of whorehouses and all that, that was 00:58:10.900 |
And then down in Columbia, putting a gun to his head, gonna take his sunglasses and then 00:58:16.420 |
put $25,000 million worth of cocaine on his plane. 00:58:19.940 |
And then they go and bet $100 he don't have enough room to take off. 00:58:28.820 |
And then he's talking to the DEA agents when he's coming up. 00:58:31.820 |
You don't know what frequency they own, how he's got five planes and they all split when 00:58:40.100 |
- But those are details of the man, details of the story. 00:58:44.940 |
Is there some big profound things they missed about just this whole period? 00:58:50.660 |
About that's something that's really important to you that was missed? 00:58:56.060 |
They just try to sensationalize on little things that people remember. 00:59:02.660 |
It was just like a business deal and good people and good airplanes and good flying. 00:59:17.940 |
They tried to make it sound like it's something very ugly. 00:59:20.500 |
- Do you think there was a story that could have been told way better and still be a hell 00:59:26.180 |
- Well, there's a series called "Chernobyl" done by HBO. 00:59:32.100 |
And because I have sort of family connected to that period, they did an incredible job 00:59:37.980 |
of being historically accurate and only not being historically accurate when it helped 00:59:45.460 |
When they on purpose left the story to make it easier for people to understand, but it 00:59:54.500 |
And even though all the actors were British actors speaking English with a British accent, 01:00:05.700 |
So it was historically accurate and the spirit was captured. 01:00:08.220 |
That was one of the most incredible series I've ever seen. 01:00:11.900 |
- It convinced me that the movie was made by non-Russians. 01:00:17.580 |
It convinced me that if you really care about a story, you don't have to have been brought 01:00:25.440 |
If you're truly a scholar of it, if you talk to a lot of people, if you learn, if you just 01:00:31.340 |
pour your heart and soul into it, you can create something really special. 01:00:34.740 |
And so your sense is you could do that with the story with this period of time. 01:00:45.220 |
Not like we're trying to bash a certain angle. 01:00:49.980 |
Well, if Netflix or HBO are watching this, you need to tell the story of Roger Rees, 01:01:02.060 |
- Jorge Arcoa, Pablo Escobar, it's you, Roger and Barry. 01:01:09.380 |
- Yeah, I really do hope that they make a movie of this one. 01:01:15.260 |
There's a movie called Blow that tells the story of George Young, Boston George. 01:01:23.300 |
The other is what do you think of the movie Blow? 01:01:25.580 |
- I didn't know George Young, but it was a wonderful movie. 01:01:39.180 |
- He was using stewardesses to fly the marijuana out of Manhattan Beach and I was on the fire 01:01:44.980 |
department in Redondo Beach, 10 miles away, flying it up, sending it back. 01:01:53.060 |
But he didn't have near the excitement that I did. 01:01:59.700 |
I was tortured almost to death in a Mexican prison. 01:02:10.940 |
So Johnny Depp plays George and Ray Liotta plays his father. 01:02:16.860 |
And there's this son-father kind of scene at the end. 01:02:26.940 |
That scene paints a picture of a life that could have been had if none of this wild drugs 01:02:38.900 |
I don't usually, I mean, I don't almost, I really never get like teary-eyed in a movie, 01:02:49.220 |
It's almost like confronting at the end of your life, what your life could have been 01:03:07.340 |
Mario waited for me all those years and the children raised them without me. 01:03:14.780 |
It's just nothing's worth that kind of money. 01:03:20.100 |
Can you tell the story of when you were tortured nearly to death in a Mexican prison? 01:03:28.020 |
And I'm smiling, but it was nothing to smile about, I can tell you. 01:03:32.100 |
I was in a pool and a gentleman came over and shook hands with me and put handcuffs 01:03:41.260 |
They put me in a jail cell and I sat there and all the trunks and thieves and stuff kept 01:03:47.620 |
coming in and they had a bucket and it overrun. 01:03:50.940 |
And I said, I remember like 18 people in a room about 12 foot square. 01:03:55.900 |
Oh, it was hot and I thought, somebody's got to come get me. 01:04:02.580 |
It was a pilot come to see me up in Hermosillo and he stopped and he made a mistake and went 01:04:08.340 |
to the International Runway instead of where he was supposed to go. 01:04:11.260 |
And he had my phony name in his pocket, so they got me. 01:04:19.180 |
So after about three days, they put me back into the back and it was a torture place. 01:04:24.660 |
And they put me in a little cell, I guess it wasn't hard, it wasn't six feet, it must 01:04:28.020 |
have been about five feet square and about 12 feet high. 01:04:31.340 |
And it was June, the end of June, and it was hot. 01:04:37.740 |
And they left me in there for, I guess, a few days. 01:04:42.340 |
So every once in a while, they'd come drag me out and first off, they put my head underwater 01:04:50.740 |
And I took one whiff of that and three or four of them couldn't hold me down. 01:04:54.500 |
So then I learned that just before you have to breathe, tear loose like that and they'll 01:05:04.860 |
And they beat me with a blackjack and rubber hose until I was black and blue and yellow 01:05:12.100 |
They wanted me to sign a confession that I was a drug smuggler. 01:05:19.540 |
Well, I knew if you signed, you got six years. 01:05:26.420 |
So they didn't want you to snitch on anybody. 01:05:28.220 |
They just wanted to say-- No, they just wanted me to sign that paper. 01:05:43.580 |
I'm buck naked and they bend me over and they have things to pull you like chains, click, 01:05:49.780 |
And they put butter on my bum and they commenced to put hot chili pepper up there. 01:06:07.660 |
Yeah, but still you didn't-- I didn't think about it. 01:06:11.100 |
I guess if I'd have known he was gonna kill me, I wouldn't have done it. 01:06:14.740 |
But I wasn't about-- You get hurt bad enough, you'll pass out. 01:06:22.540 |
So then the last thing they did was they brought a dead man in there. 01:06:28.340 |
He was wrapped in newspaper, little strips about a half inch wide, just like a mummy. 01:06:34.220 |
And they hung him on the wall with a meat hook. 01:06:43.300 |
And as he starts to thaw out, which is pretty quick, it looks like he's crying. 01:06:54.780 |
Ooh, what a smell, that rotten insides and the formaldehyde. 01:07:02.300 |
It wasn't even a half inch high under the door. 01:07:04.420 |
And I lay on that filthy floor with my cheek and put my lips right up under that door and 01:07:14.620 |
I saw white, pink pigs with wings on them, all kinds of stuff flying around. 01:07:20.780 |
So when I woke up, I didn't know which was real and which was the nightmare. 01:07:24.660 |
It took me a minute to figure out where I was and what was going on. 01:07:29.500 |
How did you stay mentally strong through that time? 01:07:38.460 |
I mean, you could be that man that could have killed you. 01:07:50.940 |
And I think they aren't going to keep you here forever. 01:07:53.540 |
You know, you're going to get out into the prison or they're going to let you go or something. 01:07:56.060 |
And if you sign that paper, you ain't going nowhere. 01:08:07.780 |
I was through the plane, killed a fellow on the ground, shot the leg nearly off the man 01:08:16.780 |
A little 900-foot strip there at Pichilinga, a poor, poor village with starving donkeys. 01:08:23.220 |
That's where I'd give them $17,000 for the load. 01:08:27.940 |
Well, on day 13, I did a load every day for 13 days. 01:08:31.220 |
They had a bunch of marijuana, pretty good, piled up, and I was going to load a day. 01:08:35.660 |
And on day 13, I had that little warning sign going off in my stomach, "Uh-oh, uh-oh, don't 01:08:42.620 |
But I asked this Joaquin, "Oh, we had the Federales paid off, no worry." 01:08:47.820 |
So I spent the night in a hammock and walked down to the airplane just as it getting daylight. 01:08:54.620 |
And 10 or 12 men walked with me, and Pedro got in. 01:08:58.860 |
It was about a foot deep, a little river coming through there. 01:09:14.220 |
And Pedro's yelling, "Police here, police here, Roger, police here." 01:09:18.020 |
Well, it dawned on me, and I shoved the throttle to the firewall. 01:09:28.540 |
They'd shot just a warning, like, "Get out, stop, we're going to rob you," whatever it 01:09:35.140 |
They'd just taken the plane and me and put me in prison, the whole thing. 01:09:37.940 |
But even though I had papers, so I just shoved it to the firewall, and there wasn't enough 01:09:44.060 |
And half of it was behind me, or some of it was behind me. 01:09:47.940 |
And so just at the end, I'm just like, I think that thing stalls at about 50 miles an hour, 01:09:53.540 |
And I just pulled it right up and put the flaps on. 01:09:57.700 |
And as I pulled off the ground, they opened up on both sides of me with machine guns, 01:10:14.540 |
I mean, it was just the gasoline just pouring in. 01:10:23.740 |
And one bullet hit the strut right by my head, and parts of that bullet just went all over 01:10:31.820 |
I just looked like I'd been peppered with lead. 01:10:37.540 |
I mean, just pouring in where they'd shot the wing up above, and the windshield's gone. 01:10:50.780 |
I was in a stall anyway, and I didn't realize it. 01:10:53.220 |
And I guess you wouldn't unless you trained for it. 01:10:55.420 |
But when you're in a stall, the elevator is kind of flappy. 01:11:01.260 |
I thought they had shot the elevator cable in too. 01:11:05.260 |
So I just reached over and switched it off, switched it, pulled the mixture, pulled everything. 01:11:10.100 |
And in the river, there was rocks about as big as this table, and they were like the 01:11:15.220 |
turtle back all the way up until there was a waterfall. 01:11:23.100 |
And when I did, the first time I hit, the wings came off, and then it bounced. 01:11:26.700 |
And the next time, the nose came up and came under the plane. 01:11:30.860 |
I must have been knocked unconscious, because Pedro's shaking me. 01:11:34.940 |
And I stepped out into the water, and here comes these four Federales still shooting 01:11:43.060 |
And I kept a 9-millimeter Browning high-power taped to the top of the radio in case I ever 01:11:55.900 |
So I took and popped a few caps out of them, and they ran into the rocks. 01:12:00.060 |
So we took off running, and then I looked, and Pedro's foot nearly shot off. 01:12:05.340 |
They'd shot him on one side of the ankle, and it just blown out the other side. 01:12:11.820 |
So I took my T-shirt off and gripped it and tied it best I could. 01:12:15.060 |
But you had still bullets in you, so you could still run. 01:12:29.380 |
And there was a bullet still in my foot from it, a piece of a bullet, a good-sized slug. 01:12:35.020 |
So we went on up the mountain through the cactus. 01:12:39.540 |
"No, no, there are federales that go in the easy way. 01:12:45.820 |
She must have been 30 years old, long and way back, long hair on her. 01:12:59.800 |
And so we rode seven miles, two of us on a donkey with no bridle, no saddle, nothing. 01:13:04.340 |
And we came to a little man plowing a little horse and a little ox. 01:13:10.720 |
And the ox was--the yoke was across their back this way, and he's plowing with a little 01:13:15.780 |
It was like one of these people clearing a little piece of land. 01:13:20.300 |
And so we went into his house, and his wife and his daughter, they put like cloth over 01:13:29.060 |
And they poured diesel oil on it to keep the flies off. 01:13:38.260 |
And then about dark, he showed up, and he had about 15 or 20 horses and mules showed 01:13:45.420 |
He said, "I'm Dr. Benjamin Soso with Red Cross." 01:13:48.300 |
And he worked on my foot, and he worked on Pedro. 01:13:50.300 |
He gave us a shot of morphine and tetanus shots. 01:13:53.540 |
And he said, "You've got to get to hospital." 01:13:55.340 |
He said, "Pedro will die if he don't get to hospital." 01:13:57.540 |
He said, "They're looking for an American pilot that's been shot down, and they think 01:14:06.820 |
I don't know how far we rode, but we rode miles. 01:14:08.900 |
And we'd come to a road, and there was a big truck, and it was loaded with corn in 01:14:13.260 |
And they dug holes in that corn and put us in it and covered us up. 01:14:17.420 |
And the road was rough, and every time we'd hit a dirt road, that corn would cover me 01:14:23.620 |
And when we came to the highway, we went into a house, and they got me some clothes. 01:14:30.460 |
And a white basin, and they must have brought 20 jugs of water different times. 01:14:34.980 |
I kept washing and washing my foot till all the blood and the crud got off of me and put 01:14:41.020 |
And somebody went to—they said, "You can't go north of Rhodes Block. 01:14:47.160 |
So they found a taxi in Mazatlan, and it was a rather new taxi. 01:14:52.540 |
And the fellow would take me to Guadalajara, which was, I don't know, seven, eight hours 01:14:58.540 |
So we got in that taxi, and they propped me up with sheets and blankets and pillows in 01:15:02.140 |
the back seat and gave me these great big white pain pills. 01:15:20.640 |
And we got to the place, and we got there too early. 01:15:24.100 |
And the guerrillas screamed, "You've got to get out of here. 01:15:28.180 |
And so we went back to the place where we staged from and refueled. 01:15:36.500 |
And so while I was waiting, I ate something for lunch, and I went around behind the house. 01:15:49.500 |
So the military planes couldn't see me on their strip. 01:15:55.000 |
So I'm laying in a hammock asleep, and I hear this terrible roar. 01:16:00.420 |
And I look right up through the trees, and at the ass end of two military jets going 01:16:07.160 |
They do a dive over, and they came back down the strip in front of that airplane, and they 01:16:10.420 |
just tear it up with .50 caliber machine guns. 01:16:16.600 |
I just give that guy $80,000, and he ran for the truck, and all the rest of them ran for 01:16:21.520 |
I should have ran with my money, but I didn't. 01:16:28.800 |
He got in with me, and two fellows got in the back. 01:16:30.680 |
We had drums of fuel in there to refuel when we got down to the gorillas. 01:16:36.040 |
So we took off, and I couldn't get the gear up because I'd taken off in such a hurry. 01:16:41.920 |
These pins in the struts of a DC-3, and with big flags on them, and you have to take them 01:16:49.040 |
So these jets swarmed on me, and they tried to get me to go. 01:16:51.660 |
They kept telling me which way to go, and the pilot would be just as close as just right 01:17:04.600 |
So I kept flying out, and I kept getting slower and slower, and they kept slowing down, down, 01:17:11.760 |
And then they started shooting up under me, boom, boom, boom, boom, with them 20-millimeter 01:17:18.520 |
They looked like they're curving up from me, and I, "Whoa," and I pushed the nose over 01:17:23.480 |
And later on, I heard they thought I tried to ram them. 01:17:27.600 |
So one of them went for fuel, and I kept on going, and the one just tore the left wing 01:17:33.520 |
tip up with a .50 caliber, and then he come back again and shot the tail up. 01:17:39.680 |
And I tell the fellow in there, I says, "You know, if you bring me enough water, I believe 01:17:47.860 |
So I went on, and I landed on a big pasture, and it was a huge pasture, and it was rougher 01:17:58.760 |
And I come to a stop and jumped out and pulled those tabs out and threw them on the ground 01:18:05.040 |
And I understand that during the 1980 World Series baseball game that it says, "American 01:18:10.080 |
DC-3 has just been shot down by American jets, by Colombian jets." 01:18:14.280 |
You know, it's the first plane shot down on Reagan's New World on drugs. 01:18:20.640 |
So I took off again, and I went into a thunderstorm, and they came close to the mountains. 01:18:26.160 |
So I spiraled up, and every time I'd come out, that jet was there, boom, boom, boom. 01:18:31.200 |
And I dove back into that storm, boom, boom, boom, in there. 01:18:38.000 |
So I went out one last time, and he was right there waiting. 01:18:41.400 |
So I went back in, and I kicked it over and put it into a spin and went straight down 01:18:48.200 |
And I was flying along the Guaviera River, and it was 20 feet above the water. 01:18:57.700 |
And I made several runs to tear the grass down, and it looked like it felt hard. 01:19:06.760 |
I said, "All right, we're going to land now." 01:19:09.120 |
And as I was-- So you flew like close several times? 01:19:13.640 |
And it's been about half a mile, and just-- So I'm making my run, you know? 01:19:26.760 |
Before I'm telling the story how insane it is. 01:19:30.680 |
He's trying to shoot you down, and there's a thunderstorm that you're escaping into. 01:19:36.120 |
And then you do a spin down to, what, 2,000 feet, whatever you said, like somehow escaping 01:19:43.660 |
And then you try to land on a pasture on a giant heavy plane that carries three tons 01:19:51.840 |
by touching down five or six times to make a landing strip for yourself. 01:20:04.520 |
So then just before it stopped, I said, "Al, take your feet off the brakes." 01:20:07.240 |
He said, "I don't have my feet on the brakes." 01:20:13.960 |
That old big plane just come on down, and it just did a head-- As it came to a stop, 01:20:18.480 |
it did a headstand, 90 degrees to the ground. 01:20:22.760 |
And the engines held it up, and the nose and all just crushed in right on it. 01:20:27.260 |
We fell between the two seats to keep from getting killed. 01:20:29.600 |
And when it come to a stop, all that fuel was pouring out on those hot engines, and 01:20:35.680 |
I just stepped out, took my suitcase with me. 01:20:42.800 |
It left the plane there, and the two guys that was in the back one of them broke his 01:20:46.980 |
And they had to put a hose, a tie gas hose together to shimmy down to get out. 01:20:55.560 |
Well, let me just tell you, it had a little bit more to it. 01:20:58.120 |
I learned to fly with the idea of being a missionary aviation fellowship pilot. 01:21:02.600 |
Fly the missionaries in and out of the jungle. 01:21:06.520 |
The rest of them went on down the road and went to prison. 01:21:09.040 |
I said, "I'll crawl on my belly six months, a year, a year, eating snakes before I'm going 01:21:14.960 |
So I went in there, and I was 11 days in the jungle. 01:21:18.280 |
And I finally came to a place, and it had airplanes. 01:21:21.600 |
I kept asking the Indian, "Donde esta el avion?" 01:21:24.080 |
I wanted to steal an airplane and get out of there. 01:21:26.760 |
And when I came to the place, I asked, "What is this place? 01:21:36.880 |
This is Loma Linda headquarters for Missionary Aviation Fellowship for the Amazon." 01:21:49.040 |
So what stands out to you as the most difficult or miraculous escape in the bunch? 01:21:58.720 |
The most, like, miraculous was when I was in the courtroom in Spain. 01:22:01.720 |
I think I was on the third floor of Real High, and I ran across the courtroom, handcuffed, 01:22:07.960 |
And I looked down, and it was above the palm trees. 01:22:10.480 |
I thought there might be a power line or something I could grab on as I went down. 01:22:14.960 |
And there was a car parked, a station wagon on the-- 01:22:19.560 |
I jumped out from 31 feet and on top of that car. 01:22:26.680 |
It looked like snow going up, and I looked like Donald Duck with the thing coming out. 01:22:35.800 |
I still got a dead spot in my back where the policeman hit me with a shotgun. 01:22:45.680 |
But I escaped from Lübeck, maximum security prison, and I cut out of there and got out. 01:22:56.480 |
I was there, and they were going to extradite me back to the United States where I still 01:23:00.560 |
had all these charges and 25 years special parole. 01:23:04.640 |
And I was cleaning the lawyer's visiting room, and on it was bars that looked like 01:23:19.080 |
So I got a rope from a guy where they made boats in there, and I had 20 minutes. 01:23:25.940 |
So I went in there, and I wrapped it around, and I put a broom handle in it that was cut 01:23:29.080 |
off and wrapped it around until they pulled the bars together on that side. 01:23:33.120 |
And then I pulled them together on the other side. 01:23:34.400 |
But that only put me inside the prison yard where the soccer equipment was kept. 01:23:40.800 |
But they were putting new windows on one side of the prison, and they had it scaffolded 01:23:47.540 |
So there was a little recess there, and there was guard towers every 100 feet or so. 01:23:53.940 |
So I got behind that and climbed up holding to the bricks on one hand and the scaffolding 01:24:00.480 |
I lost my shirt and most of my clothes going through the window. 01:24:05.880 |
And I was trying to go sideways like this, and finally I got a grip, and the bars let 01:24:12.480 |
So I got up on that roof, and I have asthma, and I just lay there trying to catch my breath. 01:24:22.720 |
And so I got down to the end, and on the end, the reason I did it, they were putting a new 01:24:27.560 |
wall again around the prison to make it larger. 01:24:33.040 |
And they had taken all the wire off above the sally port where they could join the two 01:24:37.800 |
walls together, and I saw that when I came up. 01:24:41.280 |
And there was a guard, a half of a--like a dome sticking out of that brick building where 01:24:46.560 |
there's a guard there with a gun, and he'd kill you. 01:24:48.560 |
I mean, he was made--he was surely trained to kill you. 01:24:54.080 |
So I lay up one floor above it, and I saw a guard and his wife come with a double umbrella. 01:25:03.280 |
And he had a little boy--she had a little boy with him under that double umbrella. 01:25:08.360 |
And when he come--and she started back from the sally port. 01:25:10.720 |
I hit the top of that guard tower, bam, with both feet. 01:25:15.360 |
And I jumped, I guess, it's three more floors. 01:25:18.200 |
There was a pile of sand, like a cone where they were digging it there. 01:25:21.440 |
And I hit that, and my feet buried up to the knees, but I didn't fall. 01:25:26.200 |
And I ran straight towards her so he couldn't shoot me. 01:25:28.960 |
And then I went around some bushes and went downhill. 01:25:33.160 |
And then I heard, "Bam, bam, bam, bam, bam," behind me. 01:25:35.880 |
And I looked, and that fool woman was in a big old car, and she was knocking down the 01:25:42.780 |
And I ran behind the car, and she tore the fender off of her car, trying and yelling, 01:25:48.160 |
"Yap, yap, yap," and a terrible evil-looking face at me, screaming at me, and the sirens 01:25:55.040 |
And there was a fence there, a wall, and I jumped up on it to jump over. 01:25:59.040 |
And it had glass embedded, and I cut my hands and my arms all up getting over that. 01:26:03.560 |
And I hit the ground on the other side, and it was like--it was that muck where some farmer 01:26:09.440 |
I dug in there, and Marty had slipped me $200 into prison, and I had that in my shoe, and 01:26:15.320 |
Anyway, I got out of there and got to Holland. 01:26:20.800 |
What was prison like, whether it's Germany or whether it's Australia? 01:26:25.280 |
What were some of the darker moments in prison? 01:26:28.240 |
The United States prisons are awful, awful, evil places now. 01:26:32.480 |
Just really, there's nothing nice about them. 01:26:43.440 |
But all of them on the west coast, there was hatred there, and they got really stupid people 01:26:54.240 |
Like, I speak Spanish, and I walked into the Spanish TV room, and it would send you a note, 01:27:02.200 |
And I walked across to the black, "Hey, get out of here," white boy. 01:27:10.440 |
And so I walked down to the white people, and they said, "Show us your paperwork. 01:27:14.000 |
You can't come in here until you show your paperwork. 01:27:16.640 |
We don't let snitches and homosexuals and all this sort of stuff in here." 01:27:21.280 |
So it's just like, "Man, I don't want to be in here." 01:27:25.440 |
I mean, it sounds absurd, but you're saying the basic humanity is gone. 01:27:32.080 |
And the guards, it was just like, "Come here, Reeves." 01:27:35.080 |
And I walk up to him, "Get the fuck out of my face." 01:27:37.520 |
He sticks his chin out, like for me to break his jaw. 01:27:55.960 |
Did you know, I didn't even think I persevered, but I try to enjoy my life wherever I am every 01:28:02.680 |
I ran every day, and like I told you, "Why do you run so, Roger?" 01:28:08.600 |
And I played a game of chess every day, almost of my life in there. 01:28:14.560 |
And I talked with people, storytellers, guys would come in, "Tell us another story, Roger. 01:28:22.560 |
A lot of them Aboriginal boys, they picked their country music, and it was all right. 01:28:29.160 |
Read Morgan Freeman's character in The Shawshank Redemption, says the following, "These walls 01:28:37.040 |
First you hate them, then you get used to them. 01:28:39.600 |
Enough time passes, you get so you depend on them. 01:28:47.840 |
I didn't even see the walls, except whenever I was planning on escaping. 01:28:51.760 |
In Shawshank Redemption, he spent so many years in prison that he almost didn't know 01:28:57.520 |
what to do with himself once he left, once he was a free man. 01:29:04.080 |
That's the, you get so used to the system, the rituals, having to follow orders, even 01:29:15.760 |
being treated poorly, all those kinds of things that you become dependent on. 01:29:20.320 |
Well down in Australia, I spent the first a little over a year in the shoe. 01:29:26.600 |
It was like, did you see the movie The Silence of the Lambs? 01:29:32.280 |
And he's there, and I had five or six guards looking at me with one way mirror. 01:29:37.080 |
And that's whenever I thought I might never get out, I got a life sentence. 01:29:43.240 |
And so they had a computer in there, but it didn't have a program on it. 01:29:50.120 |
And I wrote, so I just started writing these little stories, that's what I did in my life. 01:29:53.720 |
And I wrote one line, and I wrote over a million words with them looking at me. 01:29:59.960 |
And it wasn't long before they put me in a place called self-care. 01:30:04.360 |
And particularly, I was in what they call the lifers pod. 01:30:10.960 |
And it was unbelievably good that we were left alone, basically. 01:30:18.160 |
They was there, or the guards were certainly there, but they had their shack, and we had 01:30:27.000 |
And six men to the unit with your own door and a key to it, and a kitchen, dining room, 01:30:34.160 |
And they gave you, allowed you $360 a week to buy groceries. 01:30:38.500 |
And I cooked for about 16 years, and learned to cook good. 01:30:43.200 |
And the people, and other people have their specialties. 01:30:46.880 |
And so that was quite, it wasn't so like being in prison. 01:30:53.200 |
It was somewhat living with me, and it was difficult, man. 01:30:55.560 |
I had some good fights and carry on, but you don't get along with everybody. 01:31:00.760 |
But then whenever I came back to the United States, I was laughing and talking. 01:31:05.640 |
And when I got off the plane in LA, I had three marshals with me from Australia. 01:31:13.000 |
I mean hard, put my ankle, my back's on, and handcuffed so tight till they cut my leg off. 01:31:25.240 |
And walked me 50 steps, and turned me over to the marshals, and they took part of that 01:31:30.400 |
That was a border patrol that was there over my marijuana charge from 1977. 01:31:40.460 |
And they put me in, down in Los Angeles, they put me in, the marshals put me in there, and 01:31:46.600 |
I thought, "What in the world they got me for isolation for? 01:31:57.280 |
So I, after three or four days, the little Judas window slide open, and a man, a nice 01:32:04.720 |
"Hello Reeves, I just want to see what you look like. 01:32:07.440 |
I saw your National Geographic documentary, and it does me pleasure to keep you in isolation." 01:32:12.480 |
And he slammed the thing, and I couldn't get out of there. 01:32:15.320 |
And by law, the US Parole Commission is supposed to give you a hearing within 90 days. 01:32:20.360 |
Tamari paid a lawyer $7,500, and he never picked up the phone. 01:32:29.960 |
Christopher Cannon was his name, and I don't know who got to him, but he didn't do anything 01:32:35.760 |
I got one 15 minute phone call a month, and I couldn't get out. 01:32:40.720 |
So then after six months, they shipped me to, put me on Con Air. 01:32:47.680 |
Little shackled and black box on my hands, and I went to Oklahoma, and they let me out 01:32:55.440 |
I couldn't imagine, then I could call after a couple of days, and they said, "There was 01:33:02.840 |
a man here from Washington give you a parole hearing. 01:33:16.920 |
She said, "You can ask for a parole on the record." 01:33:24.640 |
90 days later, they sent me to Terminal Island and put me in the place there with the infilade, 01:33:29.760 |
I guess, since I'm as old as I am, 78 years old. 01:33:32.800 |
So they put me in people in there dying, and wheelchairs and legs off and arms off and 01:33:38.240 |
So I was in there, and I pushed the fellas around. 01:33:42.120 |
I come out of the chow hall there, and I went to go to the right to get me a haircut. 01:33:46.680 |
There were two Mexican guys there, a lieutenant and another one, between us. 01:33:53.760 |
They slammed me, put me on the ground, handcuffed me, and put me in the shoe for a week. 01:33:59.160 |
I got out, and man, they put me back in the place. 01:34:04.240 |
So I got in a little more trouble, and they put me back in the shoe, and I wouldn't come 01:34:14.120 |
So they killed eight people in that unit I was in. 01:34:15.960 |
So, I mean, I wouldn't even come out to take a shower. 01:34:19.760 |
I had a little straw that I put in the sink, and I'd take a sock that I had and scrub myself 01:34:25.960 |
with it with some soap and glass of water over my head, and then clean the floor up 01:34:30.680 |
So that was your time during the coronavirus pandemic. 01:34:33.760 |
I got out last April, right in the middle of it, and they were dying bad in there. 01:34:40.480 |
So I was treated worse for that last year in America than I was for the whole 20 years 01:34:46.760 |
And then you were a free man at the end of that year. 01:34:50.800 |
They put me out and sent me home, and the parole officers couldn't even come. 01:35:00.040 |
The only thing was I couldn't even have a drink of wine. 01:35:03.700 |
So after a year, I had to take psychiatric treatment every week. 01:35:09.160 |
I had to go talk to the psychiatrist, psychologist, and me and her got along great. 01:35:16.560 |
And I think they said, so I had to pee in the bottle every week. 01:35:24.600 |
Only thing if y'all want to clean one, you come get me." 01:35:27.400 |
Before I talk to you about love, let me ask you a difficult question. 01:35:33.440 |
You write in your book, "I don't consider myself much of a criminal. 01:35:37.400 |
I don't lie, cheat, or steal, and I always take up for the underdog. 01:35:45.080 |
Yet, I know I'm an outlaw, and those that break the law must be punished." 01:35:51.280 |
I think many people listening to this, or some people listening to this, will see you 01:35:56.040 |
as a criminal, as a bad man, who increased the amount of suffering in this world. 01:36:06.040 |
I would like to tell them that they have been indoctrinated by the spin of news and politicians, 01:36:12.800 |
and they don't know the truth of the situation. 01:36:15.560 |
You lay the truth out there in an envelope and let me open it, besides something else 01:36:22.100 |
The truth is that I was a tobacco farmer, and tobacco kills 500,000 people a year in 01:36:30.320 |
America, and six million have debilitating diseases because of it. 01:36:38.000 |
All drugs combined kill between 10,000 and 15,000 people a year by overdose, and 60% 01:36:46.680 |
Now then, when I was a tobacco farmer, come sit on the front pew, Mr. Reeves. 01:36:52.220 |
You just joined the Masonic Lodge, and you joined our church, and you just come on and 01:36:58.260 |
You grow two marijuana plants, get out of here, you scumbag. 01:37:09.400 |
In your career, you walked amidst violence, but you never participated in the violence. 01:37:29.880 |
One time I had to get a blade and try to help keep them from my patient, from getting again. 01:37:39.200 |
If I shot at those people, I shot at them to keep them from killing me. 01:37:46.760 |
Some people are evil, and they will kill you and hurt you, lie to you. 01:37:54.200 |
When I was in the shoe, three guys tried to kill a guy, and they stabbed him so many times, 01:37:57.920 |
but their stab went breaking, and the blood getting out of the room. 01:38:04.200 |
Drug him up there where the guards could see him. 01:38:15.440 |
It is heartbreaking to hear that the basic humanity is gone in prison in the United States. 01:38:21.520 |
It's heartbreaking because that basic humanity is actually the light at the end of the tunnel. 01:38:25.360 |
It's the thing that saves us as opposed to when it's absent, it's the thing that destroys 01:38:31.080 |
The prisons are filled, absolutely filled with people that have some mental problems. 01:38:38.440 |
You see tent city all the way up and down here. 01:38:40.800 |
I guarantee you every one of those people have mental problems to some degree, however 01:38:48.800 |
When you get a DEA agent that wants to make a name for himself, he goes down there and 01:38:53.320 |
gets two of them, one of them to sell a little two grams of methamphetamine to the other 01:39:05.680 |
I'm going to give a million, what was his name? 01:39:09.120 |
I'm going to give him in a million years before I get off the judge. 01:39:15.840 |
You're going to fill prisons up with pitiful humanity. 01:39:36.840 |
They know the only thing that overdoses is opioids, the heroin. 01:39:41.440 |
If they can give it to them, it costs about a dollar a day to give the worst addict his 01:39:44.920 |
fix, but they'll give it methadone, which is from a pharmaceutical company, which is 01:39:52.640 |
We tried it all over the world, in Portugal and England. 01:39:57.840 |
When they give the girls clean up, no more stolen cars. 01:40:07.280 |
They're just perpetuating it like, "Oh, every little police place is getting all these suits 01:40:23.440 |
I don't know about that, but they certainly should be controlled. 01:40:25.960 |
If a person is an addict, he should be able to go down and get his fix with somebody there 01:40:32.840 |
to help him with a clean needle and a glass of orange juice. 01:40:38.200 |
It's so much cheaper than him stealing cars or prostitute having to go to work. 01:40:48.160 |
Looking back, there's a lot of young people that listen to this, high school, college 01:40:57.800 |
How to live, how to have a successful career, how to have a good life, how to be a good 01:41:08.000 |
To be a good man or woman, if I had it to do over with, I'll just tell you what I'd 01:41:14.320 |
I would have paid attention and studied my lesson and did the best I could. 01:41:20.640 |
In school, yes, and went as far as I could have. 01:41:24.400 |
I just didn't have the stickability or anybody to tell me, "Hey, go over there and do that." 01:41:29.960 |
If you can do that at a very young age, start in a trade. 01:41:38.320 |
If you learn to do something good, there is a great demand for you. 01:41:43.880 |
I would say that in prison, the prison system should come in and you get a thief, young 01:42:02.280 |
When you get an A plus in that, where you can go out and make you $30 or $50 an hour, 01:42:07.480 |
Now, you can mess around 10 years if you want to, or you can do this in two. 01:42:14.920 |
But anyway, I would say that they find somebody and be true to them, that we have just be 01:42:28.400 |
I mean, so many, so many people, particularly our children, are from relationships where 01:42:42.200 |
Five hundred thousand children are in foster homes in America today. 01:42:47.840 |
Our government inadvertently isn't encouraging those people. 01:42:51.520 |
My daughter is a doctor, and she delivered a couple years ago a baby from a 10-year-old 01:42:58.440 |
That child, and she said in the visiting room, is four generations, all of them on welfare. 01:43:03.320 |
Now we got one more, and it reminds me of Elvis Presley's song, "In the Ghetto." 01:43:08.480 |
So for an individual, learn a trade, become a craftsman of sorts, and find somebody to 01:43:28.160 |
You're going to get all kinds of stuff, but come back and make up before you go to sleep. 01:43:38.040 |
I'm working on the second one, so I appreciate the advice. 01:43:41.400 |
Well, Mari, thank you so much for joining us. 01:43:45.480 |
Can you tell me the story of how you two met? 01:43:48.720 |
Well, my parents every summer would go to the lake in Canada, and the place was called 01:43:55.360 |
Turkey Point, which is on Lake Erie, and just have a nice summer holiday there, water skiing, 01:44:03.760 |
This was back in the '60s, and I was sitting on the pier with a few girlfriends and telling 01:44:09.800 |
Then all of a sudden, I looked up and I saw this figure in the distance coming onto the 01:44:18.160 |
Now, we're all dressed in bathing suits and swimwear, and we're swimming and this, that, 01:44:22.400 |
and the other, and here he comes, dark trousers. 01:44:25.280 |
In fact, they were black, white shirt, and a tie, and a straw kind of a Panama hat. 01:44:36.000 |
So he stood out, and so I invited him to come and sit down. 01:44:41.840 |
So he continued to talk, and we just talked and talked and talked, and then later moved 01:44:48.840 |
I think the next time I saw him, he was talking to another girl, and I thought, "Yeah, you 01:44:58.200 |
Well, about six months later, I receive a letter, and it's a letter from Roger. 01:45:05.360 |
Then we start this lovely correspondence, and we just start writing. 01:45:13.080 |
And then the next summer, he was coming up again. 01:45:16.240 |
He was on his way to Alaska, and he says, "I would like to come by and see you." 01:45:22.520 |
And I said, "Well, I'll be in the same place that I met you last year." 01:45:26.360 |
And so when he came up this time, for some reason, Roger reached for my hand, and I reached 01:45:40.320 |
It was just like a silence, and a, "Oh my gosh." 01:45:47.440 |
It was just, "Oh my goodness, what happened here?" 01:45:50.240 |
And I was the type of person, I never wanted to get married, way, way, way down the road, 01:45:55.000 |
never have any children, and I wanted to see the world first, and then do all that. 01:46:03.320 |
That was love, and you've been together ever since. 01:46:08.720 |
The thing is about the love that the two of you have for each other is it had to persevere 01:46:18.080 |
So how did Roger's drug smuggling change the nature of your love and your relationship? 01:46:34.440 |
And since Roger's been home, I think we've rekindled the love that we had when we first 01:46:42.400 |
But I think my faith, my steadfast faith, and also the fact that Roger and I communicated. 01:47:02.120 |
It was just even though I-- He's good looking, charismatic. 01:47:14.560 |
But yes, it was just, I know I missed him physically, but we were just so strong in 01:47:22.320 |
spirit, you know, and we could talk to one another. 01:47:29.520 |
What was it like, Roger, when you're a free man seeing Mari for the first time in person 01:47:42.360 |
Everything I'd look at a picture of her, I came home and there she prepared a meal for 01:47:49.320 |
And it was the old oak table that I'd redone and the chairs, the same one, and the green 01:47:56.080 |
placemats and the same china that we had and the same silverware. 01:48:01.400 |
And it just, all of it just brought back the same paintings on the wall. 01:48:06.080 |
After 35 years, she had all my clothes cleaned and my shoes shining. 01:48:11.080 |
And I put the shoes on and I walked out on the strings and the soles came off. 01:48:16.200 |
But the shirts and all fit perfect and everything. 01:48:19.960 |
And just to see her and then just to think about, see her picture of her 50th birthday 01:48:29.280 |
And the picture of her and with the children, it just, it was heartbreaking. 01:48:33.240 |
And about the third day, I thought, man up, fella. 01:48:42.200 |
But it was, everything was just pulsating with life. 01:48:45.640 |
It was just unbelievable to get out of that place. 01:48:51.960 |
Is there, do you regret the drug smuggling that took you away from the woman you love? 01:49:04.000 |
Just, I wouldn't have done it again if, you don't think you're going to get caught. 01:49:11.520 |
And it's just, no, it's just, I did it for money and I had everything in the world I 01:49:18.360 |
So the adventure, I mean, it was one heck of an adventure for the two of you, for the 01:49:26.000 |
Were you able to enjoy it or was it always danger? 01:49:30.040 |
Was it always something that threatened your relationship, your love, your family? 01:49:35.160 |
Or were you able to enjoy the adventure of it? 01:49:42.560 |
Well, whenever I did the first loot, I got $10,000. 01:49:46.440 |
And that was just about two years pay on the fire department take home. 01:50:03.560 |
And so we went to the little restaurant that we would go to, you know, and he said, "And 01:50:08.200 |
don't you dare look on the right hand side of the menu." 01:50:15.960 |
And it was just as we were in the restaurant, you know, it was just we were giddy about 01:50:24.120 |
Were you afraid that, I mean, did you think about the fact that it's illegal and Roger 01:50:35.680 |
Well, I just, I kind of thought I was bulletproof. 01:50:40.040 |
I thought if they didn't catch you, you was all right. 01:50:45.600 |
You never thought, hard to catch you in the air. 01:50:50.120 |
I didn't know that if your friend told on you five years later, you'd still go to prison. 01:51:06.800 |
And then of course, the amount of people that he began to support, the family and the gifts 01:51:19.600 |
And then you always wanted to do, what do you do with the money? 01:51:22.640 |
You know, so you want to, I guess you clean it up or you want to invest in an enterprise 01:51:33.160 |
They know the source of it and they take it and run. 01:51:40.720 |
And they're very generous, extremely generous and benevolent. 01:51:48.200 |
I went to a lawyer and a good number of people in California at that time wanted to legalize 01:51:57.440 |
And I went to a lawyer and I says, "Mr. Lawyer, I put $100 on the table. 01:52:01.360 |
What would they do if I caught me bringing marijuana across the border?" 01:52:06.720 |
I said, "No, I've never had a speeding ticket. 01:52:12.120 |
He said, "You work for the fire department out in Los Angeles?" 01:52:19.040 |
The worst you'll do is you'll get one year and you'll spend four months raking leaves 01:52:25.920 |
So my mother and my father died some years before and I brought mother and baby sister 01:52:36.120 |
I said, "I'm making $40,000 any day I want to go." 01:52:40.240 |
And she said, "What do they do if they catch you?" 01:52:53.040 |
- So your relationship persevered through some big challenges. 01:53:00.720 |
Is there advice you can give about what makes for a successful relationship? 01:53:06.320 |
- Oh, well, you know, I think the initial igniting, meeting someone, you know, that's 01:53:18.480 |
And that little fire, just that fire just keeps burning and burning and burning. 01:53:33.600 |
So you're saying the love fire is all it takes to persevere through the difficulties. 01:53:40.880 |
And also, I contribute my individual situation to, in order to endure the prison years, is 01:53:55.240 |
And friends who are unconditionally still love me no matter what. 01:54:06.160 |
And my children, they, you know, and that was a real purpose to guide them and to love 01:54:24.000 |
I do know that you have to work on a relationship. 01:54:45.240 |
And it might be big, but I usually win her over. 01:54:50.360 |
But anyhow, I just feel like Maria was always there. 01:54:57.320 |
I was always coming home to her and the children. 01:55:00.000 |
And you can see throughout my life, I'm working on getting there. 01:55:13.480 |
For example, I always said, "Roger, if the ship's going down, I'm jumping in the lifeboat 01:55:18.160 |
with you because I know we're going to get to shore. 01:55:25.000 |
I mean, he's a man, but yet he's the one you want to get into the lifeboat with. 01:55:31.120 |
But then there is Pablo Escobar, one of the most dangerous humans in history, plus the 01:55:48.240 |
In terms of your faith, how has your faith helped you to be the woman you are in this 01:55:54.240 |
relationship and seeing love the way you see it? 01:56:09.520 |
You know, whenever I meet someone and there's negative, I try to see why they are like that 01:56:23.560 |
Not that I'm a goody-goody, but that's what your faith does. 01:56:42.520 |
And happy to be at home where he'll say, "Mari, I am just so happy to be with you here in 01:57:02.760 |
- Do you think about the end of this ride, our mortality? 01:57:09.280 |
Particularly, I'm going to have a heart valve replacement in about seven days where I could 01:57:18.480 |
It's a very serious operation, and I think about that very much. 01:57:26.600 |
I just lost my brother about 10 days ago so unexpectedly, and that really makes you think 01:57:53.520 |
I have visions, and they often happen very, very clear, like what I have seen in the future. 01:58:00.880 |
Scientists might call it wormholes, or in the Old Testament, they called it prophets. 01:58:05.240 |
But I see sometimes in the future around the corner, as clear as we're sitting right here. 01:58:11.680 |
- I was on a porch, and I believe I was in Central America place. 01:58:14.960 |
I was an old man with khaki pants and a white shirt, and it was a chair with wide arms, 01:58:21.440 |
and it was straight, and there's like the beams coming out above my head, and I'm on 01:58:27.440 |
- And I have out-of-the-body experiences also. 01:58:33.440 |
And I came out of my body, I just floated out of my body and went into a veil, and like 01:58:41.160 |
And I believe that's probably why it happened. 01:58:54.200 |
- No, I know, but it's funny, just the tense you use, it happened, and yet it's something 01:59:04.160 |
And I don't know how many people have it, but I have it. 01:59:07.560 |
I walked out of my body just like, just where I could come up to you and look and set up 01:59:12.320 |
I used to be at work on the railroad and I had one there. 01:59:16.920 |
- What do you think, what the heck is going on in this universe that's possible? 01:59:20.480 |
- Oh, I don't know, but certainly a phenomenon that happened. 01:59:25.480 |
And there's a guy, Bill Monroe, that wrote the book on out-of-the-body, he tells about 01:59:31.680 |
And who was the guy that writes The Alchemist? 01:59:39.680 |
And he tells about how it happens on him, mine happened differently. 01:59:48.280 |
- What do you think the meaning of this life is? 01:59:51.760 |
Maybe from your faith, but also from just the amazing adventure that you lived through? 02:00:00.960 |
How do you make sense of why the heck we're here? 02:00:09.160 |
Even when I was a child, I was like, "I'm different from other people." 02:00:16.640 |
- Could you put into words how you were different or it was just the feeling? 02:00:23.080 |
- Yeah, like my brother, I mean, he kept his hands clean and his shoes shining. 02:00:27.400 |
Here I was barefooted catching a wild hog or wrestling a horse trying to get it down. 02:00:32.760 |
- I saw pictures of you climbing a tree recently. 02:00:35.160 |
- Yes, when I first got out of prison, always something like that. 02:00:43.920 |
And I noticed that something about me is sometimes in prison, there'd be a knife fight. 02:00:49.560 |
And people just, you see them rough guys that turn white from it. 02:00:56.880 |
I mean, unless they come at me, I'll turn white and get away. 02:01:01.240 |
But it doesn't bother, those things, it doesn't bother me. 02:01:05.600 |
- So you don't know what the heck the meaning is. 02:01:08.240 |
You just know you're a bit different than the others. 02:01:14.440 |
- Well, maybe the whole point is you wanna realize, you wanna let that madness flourish, 02:01:24.440 |
We're all different in our, in like very interesting little ways. 02:01:28.480 |
- And the more different you are, you wanna let that become, you wanna let it be its full 02:01:34.040 |
- Like a garden, you know, all the different flowers. 02:01:37.640 |
- You did mention, you weren't sure if there's a free will or not. 02:01:52.800 |
- And I know that we are spirits that are living in this flesh. 02:01:59.880 |
If you walk out of your body and have out of body experience, you will know it. 02:02:03.360 |
- So the body is just the temporary container for something much bigger. 02:02:05.560 |
- The spirit lives on eternally with no beginning and no end. 02:02:11.920 |
This is just a little, this is a shell to contain that spirit. 02:02:15.920 |
You know, this is the way we work on earth, you know. 02:02:26.240 |
You know, do you think there's a meaning to this life? 02:02:28.920 |
- Well, I think the why is beyond my capability of understanding. 02:02:44.360 |
Once we get to that crossover to the other side, I think we will understand clearly. 02:02:50.480 |
It says, you know, now we see through a glass darkly. 02:02:53.800 |
But then when we are face to face with God, we will understand. 02:02:58.560 |
And until we know, let's just enjoy this beautiful life while we got it. 02:03:10.680 |
And it just, and I'm sorry if I put a stumbling block in anybody's way. 02:03:16.200 |
But these are these things that I just think about, oh, what a hypocritical world we live 02:03:24.920 |
Like most anybody, I'd say, listen, okay, he's a drug dealer. 02:03:28.880 |
And I would say most of them are committed adultery. 02:03:32.440 |
And yet they move, throw rocks at me for moving marijuana or cocaine across the road. 02:03:40.720 |
It's just if you saw the two different things, you'd say, what a terrible difference it is. 02:03:45.560 |
But we've become conditioned with this mad society that we have. 02:03:51.320 |
- You mentioned that your daughter, Miriam, wrote you a poem. 02:03:58.240 |
I was doing 11 years up in Lombok Penitentiary, maximum security prison for parole violation 02:04:09.000 |
They should have given me six months, but they gave me 11 years because they wanted 02:04:14.320 |
Anyhow, while I was in that dungeon, I received a letter from my daughter, Miriam. 02:04:23.080 |
A year ago, I became a poet when I wrote your birthday prose. 02:04:27.640 |
And here I am today ready to give it another go. 02:04:30.480 |
First, I would like to wish you a very happy birthday to be, and to thank you so very much, 02:04:39.600 |
Secondly, I want to say that your support has been immense. 02:04:43.000 |
It has been true, honest, loving, and free of all pretense. 02:04:48.000 |
Thirdly, it goes without saying, your love has surpassed all my wrongs, and you always 02:04:54.200 |
made me smile with one of your old country songs. 02:04:58.960 |
I can remember on Quervo, Daddy, with you holding me in your arms as you sang Jim Reeve 02:05:06.520 |
I can see you walking through the door from one of your travels far and wide, and the 02:05:10.840 |
thought of you coming home, Daddy, kept a twinkle in our eyes. 02:05:15.040 |
I can smell you as I did when I used to climb into your bed, and you would talk to me again 02:05:22.760 |
I can see me and Mario asleep in one of your airplanes extraordinaire, and remembering 02:05:28.100 |
wondering to myself why there wasn't an available chair. 02:05:31.840 |
I remember having to meet you and worrying that you wouldn't be there, but you would 02:05:36.520 |
pop from behind some counter and give us all a happy scare. 02:05:41.840 |
You gave us presents in Key Biscayne, in hotels Pleasure Galore, and three dozen roses as 02:05:50.120 |
I can see your face in Amsterdam with the luggage carousel, and you look like a boy 02:05:54.440 |
with a secret that you were just dying to tell. 02:05:57.960 |
You taught me mathematics in the sands of faraway places, and taught me to sail, and 02:06:05.040 |
We climbed glaciers in Argentina and saw the blue of the beautiful caves and witnessed 02:06:14.160 |
I learned how to change gears on the dirt roads of Brazil. 02:06:17.680 |
We ate hot dogs in Paraguay, a memory we smile over still. 02:06:22.040 |
We talked about lions, elephants, and bears on the Hacienda in Uruguay, but decided it 02:06:29.560 |
Oh, the old world and all its luxury, what a good time it was. 02:06:34.760 |
From South America to the Krasnopolsky, I think we fell in love. 02:06:39.240 |
The European jaunt, well, it is considered a book in itself, but it's a story about 02:06:45.200 |
beauty and knowledge, suspense, and worldly wealth. 02:06:48.720 |
We went from Holland to Sweden, and we went from France to Spain, and I promise you I 02:06:59.440 |
There's no doubt in my mind, because being by your side, Daddy, always ensures a wild 02:07:06.200 |
So, our paths took a turn, and we're back in the U.S. of A, but life here isn't so 02:07:14.400 |
I'm happy to be near you, although I'm not as close as I was before, but because of your 02:07:19.480 |
love and encouragement, I've been able to open new doors. 02:07:23.600 |
I'm grateful to be in school, and I'm generally happy where I am, and I even like when you 02:07:42.400 |
But I want to thank you again this day with a very big happy birthday to you, and to tell 02:07:47.480 |
you just a few more things that I knew in my heart to be true. 02:07:51.080 |
That I love you, Daddy, with all of your wrongs and your rights, that you're a head of our 02:07:56.120 |
family and you've kept us all bound tight, that you have an honest love in your heart 02:08:01.240 |
for God and all mankind, and you truly do believe in yourself when you say it will all 02:08:08.280 |
I know you will be there to catch me if ever I waver or slip, and I know I'd want you as 02:08:21.740 |
It's time to sail another sea and to witness a brand new dawn. 02:08:25.080 |
It'll be good to see you at the helm again as you point out our destination, the laughing 02:08:30.400 |
dance on the upper deckers while the boat glides through. 02:08:33.920 |
It'll be good to see you on the go, as I know you like to be, and to know you can open any 02:08:43.520 |
But while we revel in our days together, we will know better than to hurry, because as 02:08:48.440 |
you told me many times, life is an incredible journey. 02:08:58.520 |
- Roger, I'm really honored that you would take the time to visit me in Texas and to 02:09:13.560 |
Thanks for listening to this conversation with Roger Reeves, and thank you to Noom, 02:09:18.440 |
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And now let me leave you with some words from Pablo Escobar.