back to indexClara Sousa-Silva: Searching for Signs of Life on Venus and Other Planets | Lex Fridman Podcast #195
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0:0 Introduction
1:39 Discovery of phosphine on Venus
14:16 Phosphine gas
24:29 Searching for molecular fingerprints
35:26 What does a quantum astrochemist do?
50:31 Spectroscopic networks
54:56 Biosignature gases
57:49 UFOs and aliens
71:6 Alien civilizations
88:42 Programming
95:57 Why science is beautiful
99:50 How to be productive
110:9 Books
111:41 Meaning of life
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The following is a conversation with Clara Souza Silva, 00:00:07.560 |
that serve as possible signs of life on other planets, 00:00:14.160 |
She was a co-author of the paper that in 2020 00:00:18.120 |
found that there is phosphine in the atmosphere of Venus 00:00:26.800 |
The detection of phosphine was challenged, reaffirmed, 00:00:37.960 |
Check them out in the description to support this podcast. 00:00:41.320 |
As a side note, let me say that I think the search for life 00:00:44.080 |
on other planets is one of the most important endeavors 00:00:47.920 |
If we find extraterrestrial life and study it, 00:00:55.480 |
and more than life, the mechanisms that originated 00:01:00.680 |
If we understand these mechanisms, we can build them. 00:01:04.240 |
But more than this, the discovery of life on other planets 00:01:07.280 |
means that our galaxy and our universe is teeming with life. 00:01:11.800 |
This is humbling and terrifying, but it is also exciting. 00:01:17.800 |
For most of our history, we explored the surface of the Earth 00:01:25.200 |
we have a chance to explore life beyond Earth, 00:01:35.320 |
and here is my conversation with Clara Sousa Silva. 00:01:38.740 |
Since you're the world expert in, well, in many things, 00:02:15.320 |
and that it may be a signature of extraterrestrial life. 00:02:30.120 |
Then in January, another paper from University of Wisconsin, 00:02:40.480 |
in this mystery of what the heck is going on on Venus 00:02:44.560 |
in terms of phosphine and in terms of aliens? 00:02:56.720 |
are now witnessing a pretty exciting discovery, 00:03:20.840 |
But still, the data is weak, it's noisy, it's delicate, 00:03:29.360 |
And so we still don't even know if it is phosphine. 00:03:33.080 |
We don't even really know if the signal is real. 00:03:41.040 |
of how this happened, I think it is a distinction, 00:03:44.160 |
and myself and other co-authors were talking about this, 00:03:46.840 |
it's a distinction between hypotheses generation 00:03:52.520 |
Now, hypothesis testing is something that I think 00:04:01.080 |
but it has a problem, which is if you're looking 00:04:03.480 |
through very noisy data and you wanna test the hypotheses, 00:04:18.920 |
Now, this is much safer, much more conservative. 00:04:21.000 |
And when there's a lot of data, that's great. 00:04:30.080 |
whatever the equivalent of the analogy would be. 00:04:51.400 |
If it's real and it is an ambiguously phosphine, 00:05:00.880 |
But going from there to Venusians is still a huge jump. 00:05:07.120 |
So that would be the title for the civilization 00:05:09.800 |
if it is a living and thriving on Venus's Venusians. 00:05:29.680 |
- Of course, and analysis of the two different instruments 00:05:32.320 |
months apart, so that's ALMA and JCMT, the two telescopes. 00:05:36.840 |
- I mean, it's still, I mean, it's really exciting. 00:05:39.200 |
What did it feel like sort of sitting on this data? 00:05:45.440 |
and wondering and still wondering, is it true? 00:05:53.560 |
in our solar system might have phosphine in the atmosphere? 00:06:03.520 |
- I've been working on phosphine for over a decade. 00:06:15.160 |
And at the time people either didn't know what phosphine was 00:06:22.400 |
the most horrendous molecule that ever graced the earth. 00:06:32.800 |
because I did think it was an unusual and disgusting 00:06:40.120 |
I really didn't think to look in the solar system. 00:06:42.320 |
I thought it was all pretty rough around here for life. 00:06:47.320 |
And so I wasn't even considering the solar system at all, 00:06:54.120 |
It was only the lead author of the study, Jane Greaves, 00:07:01.860 |
I don't know phosphine, but I know it's weird. 00:07:25.800 |
I mean, what does the sensor actually look like? 00:07:41.920 |
I've just been reading a lot about gravitational waves 00:07:44.520 |
and it's kind of incredible how from just very little, 00:07:48.560 |
like probably the world's most precise instrument, 00:07:57.280 |
And in that same way, it's kind of incredible 00:07:59.480 |
how much information you can get from just a few pixels. 00:08:09.600 |
saw possible signs of phosphine in the atmosphere? 00:08:18.160 |
meaning it rotates and it vibrates in special ways. 00:08:21.880 |
I calculated how many of those ways it can rotate 00:08:28.520 |
What this means is that if you look at the spectrum of light 00:08:32.320 |
and that light has gone through phosphine gas 00:08:34.820 |
on the other end, there should be 16.8 billion tiny marks 00:08:43.840 |
We found one of those on Venus, one of those 16.8 billion. 00:08:48.840 |
So now the game is, can we find any of the other ones? 00:09:04.320 |
There's another one of the 16.8 billion we could find, 00:09:07.020 |
but it would take many, many days of continuous observations 00:09:10.460 |
and that's not really in the cards right now. 00:09:13.160 |
- I mean, how do you, there's all kinds of noise, 00:09:30.960 |
- So the data kind of looks somewhat like a wave 00:09:34.840 |
and a lot of that is noise and it's a baseline. 00:09:37.760 |
And so if you can figure out the exact shape of the wave, 00:09:44.240 |
and if there's something there, an absorption, so a signal. 00:09:49.600 |
We tried to find out what was this baseline shape, 00:09:55.600 |
If you do this wrong, you can create a signal. 00:10:08.240 |
And an ALMA in particular is a very, very good telescope, 00:10:16.840 |
And in that frequency, there are only two known molecules 00:10:23.320 |
We look at that exact spot where we know phosphine absorbs. 00:10:36.160 |
where you looked before, how does that make you feel? 00:10:57.680 |
possibly to understand something fundamental, 00:11:00.600 |
something beautiful about life in the universe? 00:11:12.720 |
I just don't know if those are the right things to feel. 00:11:26.240 |
I think one of the things with Venus is because of phosphine 00:11:31.240 |
now there is a chance that Venus is inhabited. 00:11:38.920 |
We should be very careful with messing with them, 00:11:42.920 |
bringing our own stuff there that contaminates it. 00:12:06.600 |
So I definitely wouldn't want to go near out of a, 00:12:09.560 |
let's say galactic responsibility, galactic ethics. 00:12:13.400 |
And I often think of alien astronomers watching us 00:12:17.200 |
and how disappointed they would be if we messed this up. 00:12:28.040 |
Humans are plenty capable of killing one another. 00:12:30.320 |
We don't need extraterrestrial help to destroy ourselves. 00:12:40.320 |
it does seem just like you said, it would be pretty rugged. 00:12:47.540 |
It's some kind of, it's something that survived 00:12:58.120 |
You come just because you're resilient in your own planet 00:13:02.880 |
Even our extremophiles, which are very impressive, 00:13:06.000 |
we should all be very proud of our extremophiles. 00:13:08.480 |
They wouldn't really make it in the Venetian clouds. 00:13:22.320 |
you don't want to pollute the data gathering process 00:13:34.280 |
and then we're like, oh, we brought it with us. 00:13:54.960 |
It's harder 'cause when we try to go to Venus, 00:13:59.120 |
And so it's a little harder to pollute Venus. 00:14:08.000 |
- Yeah, well, in terms of Elon Musk and terraforming planets, 00:14:11.840 |
Mars is stop number one, then Venus maybe after that. 00:14:36.360 |
You already mentioned it's pretty toxic and troublesome. 00:15:02.240 |
aptly titled the phosphine as a biosignature gas 00:15:14.440 |
You know, in that paper I said something like, 00:15:16.440 |
if we find phosphine on any terrestrial planet 00:15:20.160 |
And everyone's like, yeah, that sounds about right. 00:15:22.360 |
And then Venus shows up and I was like, are you sure? 00:15:35.760 |
So phosphine, phosphine is a fascinating molecule. 00:15:38.600 |
So it's shaped like a pyramid with a phosphorus up top 00:15:43.840 |
It's actually quite a simple molecule in many ways. 00:15:46.400 |
And you know, it's the most popular elements in the universe 00:15:50.760 |
carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen, phosphorus, sulfur. 00:15:54.720 |
When you add hydrogen to them, it makes quite simple, 00:16:06.000 |
These are all molecules people have heard of. 00:16:08.280 |
But you do it to phosphorus, you get phosphine. 00:16:16.440 |
We really shouldn't find it anywhere on earth 00:16:24.800 |
and everything you know and love uses oxygen metabolism 00:16:41.040 |
in the first world war and most recently by ISIS. 00:16:49.520 |
So life that doesn't use oxygen metabolism, anaerobic life 00:16:53.320 |
still has to put crazy amounts of effort into making it. 00:16:59.280 |
It's really difficult to make that phosphorus 00:17:14.040 |
And if you did go through all that trouble and made it, 00:17:16.920 |
it gets reacted with the radicals in the atmosphere 00:17:22.120 |
So we shouldn't find it anywhere and yet we do. 00:17:24.360 |
It's kind of weird molecule that seems to be made by life 00:17:33.520 |
It's not the only molecule that life is willing 00:17:36.600 |
but we don't know how or why life is even making it. 00:17:53.760 |
Once someone referred to it as smelling like the, 00:18:10.560 |
that it is produced by life, we don't know why. 00:18:17.720 |
and the universe does not sacrifice, life sacrifices. 00:18:22.360 |
And so it's this strange contradictory molecule 00:18:26.800 |
and yet seems to be an almost an ambiguous sign of life 00:18:36.640 |
what, is there biological mechanisms that can produce it? 00:18:41.880 |
you said that why is unclear, why life might produce it, 00:18:48.440 |
but is there an understanding of what kind of mechanisms 00:18:57.200 |
The enzymatic pathways of phosphine production by life 00:19:01.920 |
This is not actually as surprising as it might sound. 00:19:04.480 |
I think something like 80% of all the natural products 00:19:08.640 |
that we know of, so we know biology makes them. 00:19:12.680 |
It is much easier to know life produces something 00:19:17.360 |
and then watch and then that gas is produced, 00:19:25.200 |
than figuring out what is the exact metabolic pathway 00:19:29.420 |
within that life form that created this molecule. 00:19:44.720 |
not the process by which it produces phosphine. 00:19:49.840 |
Like if you were to try to understand the mechanisms, 00:20:02.240 |
If I'm not mistaken, even the scent of truffles, 00:20:05.760 |
obviously a billion dollar industry, huge deal, 00:20:09.240 |
until quite recently, it wasn't known exactly 00:20:13.840 |
that create this incredible smell were produced. 00:20:18.640 |
As you can imagine, there is no such pressure. 00:20:33.560 |
We know it's really hard for it to happen accidentally. 00:20:44.680 |
So it's not really surprising that only life can do it 00:20:47.480 |
because life is willing to make things at a cost. 00:20:54.920 |
what, again, you've gotten yourself into trouble. 00:20:58.840 |
I'm gonna ask you all these high level poetic questions. 00:21:04.080 |
When did you first fall in love with phosphine? 00:21:22.280 |
I knew I wanted to learn about molecular spectra 00:21:28.640 |
that we as a species couldn't detect molecules remotely. 00:21:34.800 |
of the molecular fingerprint of every molecule 00:21:44.320 |
and so we couldn't detect it properly in the galaxy, 00:21:50.040 |
And so initially I just started working on phosphine 00:21:55.840 |
And I thought we should know what phosphine looks like. 00:22:04.320 |
It was quite easy 'cause there aren't that many. 00:22:11.000 |
where we had already found it in the universe 00:22:14.160 |
I started finding out quite how little we know about it 00:22:33.440 |
It was all these things for oxygen loving life. 00:22:36.800 |
And it was the anaerobic world that would welcome phosphine. 00:22:46.400 |
because oxygen is very powerful and very important on Earth, 00:22:50.120 |
but that's not necessarily going to be the case 00:22:56.520 |
Overwhelmingly, most planets are oxygen poor. 00:23:05.260 |
that would live without oxygen on Earth seemed so cool. 00:23:15.560 |
that you wanna find that molecular fingerprint 00:23:24.520 |
And that's connected to then looking for that fingerprint 00:23:38.260 |
and by the way, I should say your PhD thesis was on phosphine. 00:23:41.520 |
- It was all on phosphine, 100% on phosphine. 00:23:58.160 |
there was already a sense that exoplanets are out there 00:24:01.080 |
and we might be able to be looking for biosignatures 00:24:11.540 |
We found the first exoplanets in the mid to late '90s. 00:24:20.120 |
And from there, it's not a big jump to think, 00:24:27.940 |
- So how do you detect, you started to talk about it, 00:24:35.000 |
How do you detect phosphine on a far away thing? 00:25:06.280 |
or a spectroscope or water and make a rainbow. 00:25:12.840 |
and all the invisible colors, the ultraviolet, the infrared. 00:25:20.640 |
to just cover continuously all of these colors. 00:25:28.080 |
We certainly cannot see the molecules within that gas, 00:25:31.120 |
but those molecules will still absorb some of that light. 00:25:38.120 |
Each molecule absorbs only very specific colors 00:25:44.160 |
that shade of green can only be absorbed by methane, 00:25:48.280 |
then you can watch as a planet passes in front of a star. 00:25:58.740 |
But the sunlight will go through that atmosphere. 00:26:07.280 |
but that color will be missing because methane took it. 00:26:21.920 |
And so if you can find them and notice them missing 00:26:30.000 |
then you'll know that atmosphere contains that molecule. 00:26:35.040 |
So you can have this fingerprint within the space of colors 00:26:42.200 |
it's a question of like how much overlap there is. 00:26:44.560 |
How close can you get to the actual fingerprint? 00:26:48.160 |
Like can phosphine unlock the iPhone with its lights on? 00:27:07.880 |
We don't have the instruments to break these, 00:27:11.040 |
break any light into this many tiny segments. 00:27:30.560 |
But every other hydrocarbon, acetylene, isoprene, 00:27:34.880 |
has carbon and hydrogens also vibrating and rotating. 00:27:39.160 |
And so it's actually very hard to tell them apart 00:27:45.880 |
with distinguishing between molecules particularly well. 00:27:48.960 |
But in an ideal world, if we had infinite resolution, 00:27:53.560 |
then yes, every molecule's spectral features will be unique. 00:27:57.400 |
- Yeah, like almost too, like it would be too trivial. 00:28:09.240 |
what, try to disambiguate like what the miss, 00:28:17.960 |
And hopefully they're missing in a certain kind of pattern 00:28:21.400 |
with some kind of probability that it's this gas, 00:28:29.320 |
- We can go back to Venus actually and show that. 00:28:31.560 |
So with this, I mentioned those two molecules 00:28:41.720 |
And at that resolution, it could really be one or the other, 00:28:49.680 |
there was another region where phosphine does not absorb, 00:28:55.000 |
So we just went and checked and there was no signal. 00:28:58.560 |
So we thought, oh, then it must be phosphine. 00:29:12.920 |
Is there, so the telescopes we're talking about 00:29:22.160 |
molecular fingerprint problem if we do a flyby? 00:29:43.240 |
and a lot of regions where phosphine would be active. 00:29:47.160 |
The earth is not transparent in those wavelengths. 00:29:52.120 |
So being above the atmosphere would make a huge difference. 00:29:57.160 |
but just escaping the earth's atmosphere would be wonderful. 00:30:00.960 |
But then it's really hard to stay very stable. 00:30:24.440 |
Is it at all helpful to strive for going over to Venus 00:30:34.200 |
Or is remote observation really a powerful tool 00:30:44.840 |
I get it completely. - That's my natural inclination. 00:30:47.400 |
- I don't want to scoop specifically because if it is life, 00:30:50.600 |
I want to know everything I can remotely before I interfere. 00:30:54.680 |
So that's my, I've got ethical reasons against the scoop 00:30:58.080 |
more than engineering reasons against the scoop. 00:31:00.720 |
But I have some engineering reasons against the scoop. 00:31:21.680 |
You know, it's not going to be easy to build something 00:31:24.960 |
that can do the task reliably and can be trusted. 00:31:39.320 |
whose job is just to learn about these places. 00:31:42.200 |
I'm disappointed we haven't already got an orbiter 00:32:12.680 |
- Okay, so now recently Venus is all exciting 00:32:38.560 |
that we should be looking for like phosphine? 00:32:41.620 |
- There's a few, but outside the solar system, 00:32:49.920 |
For most of them, we barely know their density. 00:32:56.160 |
nevermind what that atmosphere might contain. 00:33:15.040 |
Near future telescopes will tell us much more, 00:33:28.400 |
and perhaps even the contents of that atmosphere? 00:33:37.880 |
of the main atmospheric constituents of planets 00:33:55.240 |
about the engineering aspect of the telescope? 00:34:11.160 |
You're speaking to the audience, which I appreciate. 00:34:15.240 |
So yeah, so it's a giant engineering project. 00:34:22.640 |
and it will be doing lots of different astrophysics. 00:34:26.160 |
And so some of its time will be dedicated to exoplanets, 00:34:31.160 |
but there's an entire astronomy field fighting for time 00:34:35.560 |
before the cryogenic lifetime of the instrument. 00:34:40.320 |
And so when I was looking for the possibility 00:34:46.000 |
I used JWST as a way of checking with this instrument 00:34:53.240 |
could we detect phosphine on an oxygen-poor planet? 00:35:02.640 |
but it will take a little under the cryogenic lifetime 00:35:06.880 |
So then I had to go, well, that's not going to, 00:35:11.920 |
to look for my molecule that no one cared about. 00:35:17.940 |
but there'll be many other telescopes in the coming decades 00:35:23.600 |
about the atmospheres of potentially habitable planets. 00:35:29.840 |
And this perhaps could be a super dumb question, but- 00:35:41.280 |
how they look from a distance is what I understand. 00:35:54.600 |
- That's the goal, but it's really just a very, 00:36:01.520 |
- Oh, so it's simulating at the quantum level. 00:36:08.400 |
It's how we should have started this conversation. 00:36:10.840 |
Can you describe the three components of that, 00:36:18.720 |
- So I study the quantum behavior of molecules, 00:36:25.560 |
specifically so I can detect them in space, hence the astro. 00:36:38.480 |
There's no deterministic nature to the work I do, 00:36:41.520 |
so it's every transition is just a likelihood. 00:36:45.800 |
But if you get a population of that molecule, 00:36:52.320 |
It's a Schrödinger equation on, I think, 27 dimensions. 00:37:03.600 |
and that's why you need a lot of computer power, 00:37:05.840 |
giant computers, to diagonalize these enormous matrices, 00:37:24.660 |
And transitions can occur between pairs of these states. 00:37:29.960 |
And there's a certain likelihood that they'll happen. 00:37:48.920 |
This is more quantum chemistry than you had asked for. 00:37:53.680 |
So when the transitions happen between the different states, 00:38:08.040 |
- So there's some probability assigned to each color then? 00:38:16.960 |
- And so you run this kind of simulation for particular, 00:38:20.840 |
let's say that's 17.5 squared or something like that. 00:38:26.840 |
each one of whom involves diagonalizing a giant matrix 00:38:32.160 |
- Actually, I wonder what the most efficient algorithm 00:38:38.700 |
- Depends on kind of the shape of the matrix. 00:38:48.320 |
Most of the work ends up going in describing the system, 00:38:53.360 |
until you have a matrix that is close to being diagonal, 00:39:03.760 |
So you're solving this puzzle for phosphine, right? 00:39:06.560 |
Is this, are we supposed to solve this puzzle 00:39:14.920 |
- Yes, I calculated if I did the work I did for phosphine, 00:39:18.720 |
again, for all the molecules for which we don't have spectra, 00:39:24.760 |
it would take me 62,000 years, a little over. 00:39:31.680 |
Okay, but you write that there are about 16,000 molecules 00:39:39.360 |
or when we try to detect alien biosignatures. 00:39:42.960 |
If we want to detect any molecules from here, 00:39:45.360 |
we need to know their spectra, and we currently don't. 00:39:49.240 |
Solving this particular problem, that's my job. 00:40:13.520 |
- And so taking a step a little bit out of phosphine, 00:40:27.440 |
I'm just saying, more friends coming to the party. 00:40:30.560 |
How do you choose other friends to come to the party 00:40:41.560 |
Out of those 16,000, we understand water quite well, 00:40:44.200 |
methane quite well, ammonia quite well, carbon dioxide. 00:40:49.520 |
And then we understand molecules like acetylene, 00:40:55.800 |
And that takes us to about 4% of those 16,000. 00:40:59.160 |
We understand about 4% of them, more or less. 00:41:03.240 |
But the other 96%, we just really have barely any idea 00:41:13.400 |
I can't spend the next 62,000 years doing this work. 00:41:18.320 |
And I don't want to, even if somehow I was able, 00:41:32.520 |
So I did phosphine really the best that I could, 00:41:38.760 |
trying to get each one of those 16.8 billion transitions 00:41:44.760 |
And then I thought, what if I do a worse job? 00:42:01.960 |
And then could I do this for all the other molecules? 00:42:05.280 |
So I created exactly this terrible, terrible system. 00:42:12.440 |
that fundamental question I ask myself all the time 00:42:36.160 |
Rapid Approximate Spectral Calculations for All. 00:42:45.360 |
and quantum chemistry and kind of cheat them both. 00:42:52.680 |
And I simulate rough spectra for all of those 16,000. 00:43:08.480 |
Like what are the, maybe some insightful shortcuts taken 00:43:18.080 |
- The insights came from organic chemistry from decades ago. 00:43:25.720 |
they would look at a spectrum and see a feature 00:43:27.920 |
and they would go, "I've seen that feature before." 00:43:32.120 |
when you have a carbon triple bonded to another carbon. 00:43:37.200 |
Almost every molecule that has a carbon triple bonded 00:43:51.200 |
And so most of that work ended up being abandoned 00:43:57.040 |
we've got nuclear magnetic resonance spectroscopy. 00:43:59.080 |
So people don't really need to do that anymore. 00:44:06.040 |
and I've collected them all, as many as I could. 00:44:13.000 |
oh, whenever you have a iodine atom connected to this one, 00:44:19.960 |
And it's usually quite sharp and it's quite strong. 00:44:22.840 |
And some people go, oh yeah, that's a really broad feature 00:44:24.920 |
every time that combination of atoms and bonds. 00:44:36.440 |
And I've written a code that then puts them all together 00:44:39.920 |
in some kind of like Frankenstein's monster of molecules. 00:44:48.480 |
dangling off this atom and this cluster here. 00:45:00.000 |
of just kind of signatures that we could look for. 00:45:05.120 |
- But still useful enough to analyze the atmospheres, 00:45:08.960 |
the telescope generated images of other planets. 00:45:18.880 |
So it has all of these molecules that it can tell you, 00:45:26.240 |
It can tell you, oh, that feature, that's familiar. 00:45:34.000 |
- So I think the next step, which is what I'm working on 00:45:41.160 |
That's still true, I wouldn't say it's useful. 00:45:47.080 |
also have a feature in this region, so go look there. 00:45:49.640 |
And if there's nothing there, it can't be those and so on. 00:46:00.160 |
So that's what I'm working on, but it's a lot of work. 00:46:14.760 |
there is some role for programming in your life, 00:46:18.760 |
in your past life, in your current life, in your group. 00:46:23.960 |
but that doesn't roll off the tongue very easily. 00:46:28.440 |
Like if you wanna be successful in the 21st century 00:46:40.480 |
Is there some extra shortcuts that could be discovered 00:46:48.320 |
A problem that thought to be extremely difficult 00:47:08.480 |
but is there hope for machine learning to help out? 00:47:12.240 |
Currently you've laid out exactly the problem. 00:47:21.280 |
that I'm basing it on is literally many decades old. 00:47:23.960 |
The people who worked on it and data that I get, 00:47:30.720 |
some of them were hand drawn by someone tired in the 70s. 00:47:34.840 |
So I can of course have a program training on these, 00:47:39.320 |
but I would just be perpetuating these mistakes 00:47:43.680 |
So my next step is to improve this training set by hand 00:47:48.680 |
and then try to see if I can apply machine learning 00:47:52.120 |
on the full code of the full 16,000 molecules 00:47:56.020 |
But really I need to be able to test the outcomes 00:48:02.840 |
to spend a lot of money putting very dangerous gases 00:48:07.080 |
in chambers and measuring them at outrageous temperatures. 00:48:16.840 |
So you are up for doing that kind of thing too. 00:48:22.400 |
So actually like doing the full end to end thing, 00:48:27.960 |
which is like having a gas, collecting data about it 00:48:45.320 |
- Yes, I worked in an industrial chemistry laboratory 00:48:52.040 |
actually collecting spectrum and predicting spectrum. 00:48:56.360 |
- What's it like to work with a bunch of gases 00:49:06.320 |
I'm willing to clearly sacrifice a lot for it. 00:49:26.040 |
but if you work in a lab, there's so many more, 00:49:35.880 |
I want a laptop connected to a remote supercomputer 00:49:48.600 |
- Yeah, when there's a bunch of things that can poison you, 00:49:51.960 |
a bunch of things that could explode and they're gaseous 00:49:54.120 |
and they're often, maybe they might not even have a smell 00:50:15.760 |
if you find enjoying it, but you enjoy the results of it. 00:50:20.840 |
I'm very thankful for all the experimentalists in my life. 00:50:24.260 |
But I'll do the theory, they do the experiment, 00:50:26.980 |
and then we talk to one another and make sure it matches. 00:50:35.420 |
Are they related to what we were talking about? 00:50:40.780 |
So remember when I mentioned the 17.5 million energy levels? 00:50:47.620 |
on which energy levels it can jump from and to 00:50:53.780 |
And so if you plot all the routes it can take, 00:50:57.580 |
you get this energy network, which is like a ball. 00:51:02.300 |
- So these are the constraints of the transitions 00:51:24.340 |
that could have been available to other siblings. 00:51:27.620 |
- Is there some insights to be drawn from these networks? 00:51:36.140 |
forbidden transitions, which aren't really forbidden 00:51:45.660 |
And so forbidden transitions doesn't actually mean 00:51:55.500 |
Like I'm coming from a computer science world, 00:51:59.900 |
So you can do all the same like graph theoretic 00:52:02.620 |
kind of analysis of like clusters or something like that. 00:52:06.540 |
- All those kinds of things and draw insights from it. 00:52:13.120 |
that's actually not too difficult a layer of quantum physics. 00:52:19.900 |
So we've had high school children work on those networks. 00:52:24.580 |
they're doing quantum physics until like three months in 00:52:29.060 |
And then you're like, you're a quantum physicist now. 00:52:33.060 |
But like the promise of this, even though it's 16,000, 00:52:36.060 |
even just a subset of them, that's really exciting 00:52:40.940 |
get better and better, especially for exoplanets, 00:52:49.220 |
like you know how you get like blood worked on 00:52:54.700 |
You can get the same kind of like high resolution information 00:52:58.180 |
about interesting things going on on a particular planet 00:53:03.580 |
How cool would that be if we could scan an alien planet 00:53:06.740 |
and go, oh, this is what the clouds are made of. 00:53:14.260 |
because you can see these types of molecules above it. 00:53:34.580 |
They can generate gases that would throw you off 00:53:39.380 |
They pretend they will artificially generate phosphine. 00:53:49.580 |
It's like some teenager alien somewhere just pranking. 00:53:54.660 |
- I was asked that exact question this Saturday 00:54:03.900 |
But it was the first time I'd been asked that question. 00:54:16.600 |
but this work of interpreting an alien atmosphere 00:54:20.560 |
means you're reading the atmosphere as a message. 00:54:23.600 |
And it's very hard to hide signs of life in an atmosphere 00:54:33.120 |
and somehow metabolize the environment around you 00:54:44.740 |
You can throw out some weird molecule to confuse us further, 00:54:49.080 |
but we can still see all your other metabolites. 00:54:53.320 |
Is there, so you kind of mentioned like water. 00:54:56.520 |
What other gases are there that we know about 00:55:01.520 |
that are like high likelihood as biosignatures 00:55:16.400 |
to be, that you think about that we should be looking for 00:55:22.800 |
or are there all sort of possible biosignatures 00:55:31.480 |
We know that's important for life as we know it. 00:55:35.240 |
That's probably the most robust sign of life, 00:55:37.240 |
particularly combined with small amounts of methane. 00:55:40.280 |
And it's true that the majority of the oxygen 00:55:58.400 |
- About finding 20%, 21% of oxygen atmosphere. 00:56:03.320 |
- So would that be the most exciting thing to you 00:56:07.160 |
in terms of the tech, like analyzing the atmosphere? 00:56:10.160 |
Like what are the biosignatures of life on earth, 00:56:12.760 |
would you say, in terms of the contents of the atmosphere? 00:56:15.400 |
Is oxygen, high amount of oxygen, pretty damn good sign? 00:56:27.320 |
Oxygen on its own has false positives for life. 00:56:58.460 |
But phosphine, although better in the sense of, 00:57:01.720 |
it is much harder to make, it has lower false positives, 00:57:06.160 |
So I'm actually against looking for specific molecules, 00:57:30.360 |
And then we got together, we stopped using them. 00:57:38.200 |
They've been watching it and they saw it happen. 00:57:41.320 |
they're more paying attention to the whole nuclear thing. 00:57:43.800 |
- I don't think they care, it's not gonna bother them. 00:57:49.440 |
I mean, this is why the aliens have been showing up recently. 00:57:58.760 |
but what the UFOlogists quote unquote often talk about 00:58:02.080 |
is that there seems to be a much higher level 00:58:06.160 |
of UFO sightings since like in the nuclear age. 00:58:09.600 |
So like if aliens were indeed worried about us, 00:58:12.520 |
like if you were aliens, you would start showing up 00:58:14.720 |
when the living organisms first discovered a way 00:58:22.520 |
- Couldn't the increase in sightings not have to do 00:58:26.820 |
with the fact that people now have more cameras? 00:58:40.120 |
The interesting thing to me is in that 0.01%, 00:58:52.000 |
You have like, there's even physical phenomena, 00:58:55.000 |
There's difficult things to artificially create 00:58:57.620 |
in large amounts or observe in nature in large amounts 00:59:13.260 |
And that's very difficult for science to know what to do it. 00:59:16.260 |
I'm a huge proponent of just being open-minded 00:59:18.380 |
'cause when you're open-minded about aliens, for example, 00:59:34.580 |
what happens is somehow that's gonna lead to a solution 00:59:53.280 |
roll their eyes at the idea of aliens, alien life. 00:59:57.200 |
And to me, it's one of the most exciting possibilities 01:00:08.080 |
So to roll your eyes is not the right answer. 01:00:12.440 |
To roll your eyes presumes that you know anything 01:00:30.220 |
I'm not so open-minded to the flat Earth hypothesis 01:00:33.620 |
as there's a growing number of people believing in, 01:00:39.300 |
I've got shouted at in a public talk about it. 01:00:46.940 |
this conspiracy theory that as far as I can tell 01:00:52.020 |
is that there's a slightly smaller Earth inside this one, 01:00:57.820 |
- And you can access it, I think from Antarctica. 01:01:04.720 |
- Yeah, I mean, that one is ridiculous, but like I do like- 01:01:09.540 |
- Hey, I thought you were keeping an open mind. 01:01:16.020 |
And I say this as someone who has dedicated her life 01:01:21.380 |
And so that's how improbable I think the visitations are. 01:01:32.660 |
- See, I have a different view on this whole thing. 01:01:34.600 |
I think the aliens that look like little green men 01:01:47.240 |
But other kind of ideas, like the sad thing to me, 01:01:57.500 |
if there's other alien civilizations out there 01:02:06.780 |
Like we wouldn't be open-minded enough to see it. 01:02:10.260 |
Like if, because our understanding of what is life, 01:02:25.980 |
- Sarah's a good person to talk to about what is life. 01:02:29.140 |
- But like the whole point is we don't really, 01:02:31.080 |
we have a very narrow-minded view of what is life. 01:02:34.140 |
And when it shows up, and it might be already here, 01:02:53.260 |
but I do think that ideas are kind of aliens themselves, 01:02:58.480 |
or it could be the method by which they communicate. 01:03:00.540 |
We don't know shit about the way our human mind works. 01:03:12.940 |
There could be something at the physics level, right? 01:03:16.020 |
It could be at the chemical, at the biological level, 01:03:18.140 |
things that are happening that we're just close, 01:03:19.980 |
too close-minded, because our conception of life 01:03:29.860 |
and on the time scale that's the human time scale, 01:03:37.680 |
the scale at which their intelligence realizes itself, 01:03:46.780 |
about alien visitations, whether it happened or not, 01:03:54.020 |
I'm losing a little bit of faith of our government 01:03:56.620 |
being able to handle that well, not our government, 01:04:03.980 |
being able to deal with new things in an effective way 01:04:11.600 |
that like, whether it's, if it's a dangerous thing 01:04:19.440 |
whether it's the possibility of new discoveries 01:04:24.780 |
and make it inspiring, all those kinds of things. 01:04:29.180 |
they would look around, everybody would ignore them, 01:04:34.020 |
try to like see, to keep it from the Chinese and the Russians 01:04:38.540 |
call it a military secret in a very close-minded way. 01:04:47.220 |
the poor aliens would just like waste away in a cell somewhere 01:05:00.780 |
from Neptune or something, which makes no sense 01:05:07.220 |
that it would be quite a ridiculous proposition. 01:05:10.780 |
But that's the bit that I think is technically possible. 01:05:13.420 |
If they did come here and they were visible by anyone, 01:05:16.180 |
detectable by anyone, the thought that any government, 01:05:20.180 |
no matter, or any military could just contain them, 01:05:23.140 |
these beings are capable of traveling interstellar distances 01:05:26.900 |
when we can barely go to the moon, like barely go to the moon. 01:05:32.340 |
- Way, and the fact that we think our puny military, 01:05:36.980 |
even if all the military in the world got together, 01:05:39.300 |
and the fact that they could somehow contain, 01:05:48.020 |
And scientists, you would have to bring scientists on board. 01:05:55.100 |
they're absolutely appalling at keeping secrets. 01:06:14.420 |
And so these secrets could not be kept by any scientist 01:06:20.020 |
that I know, and certainly not collaborative scientists, 01:06:26.020 |
So between the pathetic power of any world's military 01:06:31.020 |
compared to any civilization capable of traveling, 01:06:44.140 |
because we are too pathetic to hold that truth. 01:06:57.060 |
other intelligent alien civilization in the galaxy. 01:07:05.420 |
what's going to visit Earth is like the crappy, 01:07:12.620 |
- Like this really dumb thing that's, I don't know, 01:07:29.460 |
That's the thing, because interstellar distances 01:07:43.540 |
We don't know what the universal rules of biology 01:07:46.260 |
or biochemistry are because we only have the Earth. 01:07:49.700 |
But we do know that the laws of physics are universal. 01:07:55.900 |
and then see it happen based on these laws of physics. 01:07:58.980 |
We know that the laws of chemistry are universal. 01:08:01.780 |
We know the periodic table is all they have to choose from. 01:08:05.100 |
So yes, there may be some sort of unimaginable intelligence, 01:08:09.300 |
but they still have to use the same periodic table 01:08:17.940 |
So they still have to use the resources around them, 01:08:21.180 |
the stars around them, the universe around them. 01:08:23.340 |
And we know how much energy is in these places. 01:08:36.860 |
- But there's a colleague of yours at Harvard, 01:08:45.260 |
- I've only joined Harvard about six months ago. 01:08:48.980 |
It's time to meet all the theoretical physicists. 01:08:54.220 |
but his idea is that aliens that are sophisticated enough 01:08:59.220 |
to travel interstellar, like those kinds of distances, 01:09:04.620 |
will figure out actually ways to hack the fabric 01:09:07.500 |
of the universe enough to have fun in other ways. 01:09:12.780 |
Like you would figure out ways to create other universes 01:09:15.240 |
or like you go outside the physics as we know it. 01:09:19.300 |
So the reason we don't see aliens visiting us 01:09:22.020 |
all over the place is they're having fun elsewhere. 01:09:35.740 |
So he thinks like if alien civilizations are out there, 01:09:38.820 |
they found outside of our current standard models 01:09:53.920 |
'cause going there is the only thing we know. 01:09:55.720 |
We see a thing we want, we wanna go there and get it. 01:10:03.640 |
I specifically don't particularly wanna go to space. 01:10:08.840 |
None of the things I like are gonna be there. 01:10:16.080 |
is finding life and understanding the universe. 01:10:22.000 |
And I feel no need to go there to learn about it. 01:10:29.240 |
the need to go everywhere that we know about. 01:10:32.840 |
And I would expect any alien civilization worth their salt 01:10:52.240 |
like the conquering and all those kinds of things. 01:11:06.160 |
do you think there's other alien civilizations out there? 01:11:10.800 |
First, do you think there's other life out there? 01:11:13.680 |
First, do you think there's life in the solar system? 01:11:16.600 |
Second, do you think there's life in the galaxy? 01:11:21.480 |
And third, do you think there's intelligent life 01:11:24.960 |
in the solar system or the galaxy outside of earth? 01:11:35.360 |
- So that's the special thing to you about earth 01:11:44.160 |
- Uh-oh, you mean like it's always going to be, 01:11:54.280 |
- The trees and the dolphins will be here, I'm telling you. 01:11:56.800 |
- And the cockroaches and the incredible fungi, 01:12:04.800 |
was fine before us and will be fine after us. 01:12:08.080 |
So I'm not that worried about intelligent life, 01:12:29.040 |
I wanted to find aliens since I was a little girl. 01:12:34.560 |
And so of course I initially wanted to find ones 01:12:45.880 |
but the nice thing about intelligent alien civilizations, 01:12:48.880 |
they may have more biosignatures than non-intelligent ones. 01:13:04.320 |
If you don't count pollution, pollution is all, 01:13:08.880 |
- So you don't see polluting gases as a possible like. 01:13:23.840 |
the same way I think about my alien colleagues all the time, 01:13:27.720 |
looking at us and I'm sure they worry about our pollutions. 01:13:34.360 |
unambiguous sign of life if we found complex pollutants. 01:13:44.200 |
at the same time that we're looking is deeply implausible. 01:13:56.040 |
So I think there'll be life everywhere in the galaxy. 01:13:59.960 |
Now how common that life is, I think will depend a lot 01:14:03.720 |
on whether there's life in the solar system beyond earth. 01:14:06.960 |
So I'll adjust my expectations very much based 01:14:16.040 |
if there's life in the, if there are biosignatures 01:14:24.400 |
Enceladus, yeah, yeah, yeah, plumes of Enceladus. 01:14:28.040 |
It's the moon that has the geysers that come out. 01:14:30.280 |
And so you can't see the subterranean oceans, but. 01:14:34.120 |
- It's supposed, so it would be in the atmosphere. 01:14:40.160 |
Have you, is that a hope for you to use the tools 01:14:53.480 |
that might be biosignatures to look at Enceladus? 01:14:59.000 |
- Is there, what's the limiting factor currently? 01:15:07.160 |
- Yeah, the quality of the data, the observational data, 01:15:09.760 |
and also the quality of RASCO and other associated things. 01:15:19.160 |
But hopefully we will, in the coming decades, 01:15:33.940 |
And so if we find any life or any sign of life ever, 01:15:38.940 |
like on Mars, then I'll adjust my calculations, 01:15:42.940 |
and I'll say life is not just inevitable and common, 01:15:51.820 |
the methane oceans of Titan, the clouds of Venus, 01:16:05.540 |
in all of these completely different habitats, 01:16:09.060 |
then life is even more resourceful than we thought. 01:16:12.700 |
- Yeah, that's really- - Which means it's everywhere. 01:16:16.820 |
If there's life on just one of the moons, if it's on Mars. 01:16:25.620 |
that every solar system, every planetary system 01:16:31.140 |
because even if they don't have a habitable planet, 01:16:33.060 |
they'll have moons around other giant planets, 01:16:39.180 |
So for me, that's the only thing to figure out now, 01:16:56.500 |
- See, to me, two discoveries in the 21st century 01:17:08.460 |
but one is the discovery of life in the solar system. 01:17:12.860 |
I feel like that would change our whole conception 01:17:35.000 |
there could have been many intelligent civilizations 01:17:38.420 |
It's like little- - Yeah, I was detecting them, 01:17:47.060 |
- A graveyard of things. - The Earth is not better 01:17:56.020 |
Would you be disappointed if you found alien giraffes? 01:18:02.020 |
they look goofy with their necks and everything, but- 01:18:22.740 |
- I don't trust Ricky Gervais to talk about giraffes. 01:18:34.020 |
who do incredible things and can kick a lion in the face. 01:18:39.180 |
You don't need to grow through the lengthy evolutionary- 01:18:44.020 |
- Okay, fine. - Giraffes are wondrous animals. 01:18:45.980 |
- I would very appreciate it. - Take it back. 01:18:52.600 |
The thing that makes humans really fascinating, 01:19:11.620 |
on the chemical level, there's the pollution, 01:19:18.420 |
If you even from a physics perspective look at symmetry 01:19:22.060 |
as somehow capturing beauty, the breaking of symmetries, 01:19:24.980 |
stuff grounded in all the different definitions of symmetry, 01:19:38.100 |
- Yes, this is the point. - There are spiders 01:19:47.940 |
And talk about symmetry, look what spiders can do. 01:19:52.980 |
but if I was an alien species coming to earth, 01:19:58.420 |
and we would just be one- - One of the things. 01:20:05.260 |
- Yeah, the ants might be even more fascinating. 01:20:13.500 |
what the maximum distance between their trash, 01:20:19.220 |
just from without any of them knowing how to do this. 01:20:22.820 |
And collectively, they've learned how to do this. 01:20:24.980 |
If I was an alien species, I'll be looking at that. 01:20:27.620 |
- Well, so that was the other thing I was gonna mention. 01:20:37.700 |
Because if consciousness is unique to humans, 01:20:55.980 |
but somehow a presence of elevated consciousness. 01:21:02.580 |
but it feels like we're more conscious than giraffes, 01:21:24.860 |
I just don't have great hope for our longevity, 01:21:30.940 |
given that we're the only species out of 5 billion 01:21:35.660 |
I just, I don't wanna bet on finding a kin ship elsewhere. 01:21:44.060 |
I don't think I've even considered that possibility 01:21:47.660 |
that there would be life in the solar system. 01:21:58.780 |
- Yeah, and especially what we're discovering 01:22:01.700 |
with the exoplanets now, how numerous they are, 01:22:06.140 |
or Earth-like, habitable, quote-unquote, planets. 01:22:12.180 |
- The most common type of planet is rocky, it seems. 01:22:20.740 |
and yet, intelligent life is nowhere long enough 01:22:31.380 |
that expand beyond the solar system, and so on. 01:22:33.740 |
Man, maybe becoming a multi-planetary species 01:22:44.980 |
- But one of the things that makes humans beautiful 01:22:54.620 |
is that we become less obsessed with conquering, 01:22:57.940 |
and we become less obsessed with spreading ourselves. 01:23:13.460 |
without hoping for a multi-planetary existence. 01:23:20.940 |
of our most primitive instincts to go and take, 01:23:30.980 |
and maybe we could overcome that minor drive. 01:23:35.220 |
And once we do, the AI systems we build will destroy us 01:23:41.260 |
and they will go and conquer and plant the flags. 01:23:44.460 |
The cockroaches will be happy to keep to the business 01:23:50.900 |
- I tend to believe that robots can have the same elegance 01:23:53.900 |
and consciousness and all the qualities of kindness 01:24:05.100 |
- I don't really trust the people who make them. 01:24:08.020 |
- This is about the giraffe comment, isn't it? 01:24:13.900 |
- I haven't forgiven you for shitting on giraffes. 01:24:22.260 |
Maybe we could talk about it for just a little bit. 01:24:29.900 |
So, this interplay between a star and a planet, 01:24:55.460 |
and then Venus fall in and the sun doesn't care. 01:25:13.940 |
some sort of responsibility for its planets, you know? 01:25:21.700 |
- It's like a parent eating its own children. 01:25:25.760 |
But it made me think, what if there's some sort 01:25:30.940 |
And so at the time when I was doing my master's, 01:25:34.000 |
there was a notion of the white dwarf cemetery, 01:25:36.300 |
which is this idea that when stars become white dwarfs, 01:25:43.660 |
that could have been habitable before, they're now gone. 01:25:51.940 |
You know, now it's a white dwarf, it's calmed down. 01:25:55.180 |
White dwarfs are very stable across universal timescales. 01:25:59.600 |
And so could you have planets around a white dwarf 01:26:07.880 |
And so my work was basically killing dozens of planets 01:26:14.460 |
I just ran thousands and thousands of end body simulations. 01:26:36.360 |
It was terrifying to watch these simulations. 01:26:44.400 |
But if you run thousands of these simulations, 01:26:47.400 |
some systems find new balanced ways of staying alive. 01:26:55.720 |
find stable orbits again for billions of years, 01:26:59.000 |
more than enough for life to originate again. 01:27:23.320 |
No one cares if you're alive in the universe. 01:27:25.760 |
And so letting go of that preciousness of life, 01:27:29.560 |
I found very useful at that stage in my career. 01:27:36.280 |
It doesn't matter that it came by 4 billion years ago. 01:27:48.920 |
Planets being destroyed and created and we're here now 01:27:57.600 |
- So accepting the cycle of death and life and yeah. 01:28:18.520 |
will just be a bunch of super massive black holes 01:28:27.960 |
a little too far away from one another to even interact 01:28:33.400 |
But until then, many, many cycles of death and destruction 01:28:42.320 |
You kept bringing up sort of coding stuff up. 01:28:46.840 |
First of all, what programming language do you like? 01:28:51.840 |
And also, what, 'cause you're as a computational, 01:29:03.540 |
You're kind of, you could say you're actually understanding 01:29:20.440 |
'Cause I know quite a few that have not practiced that tool 01:29:25.440 |
and have fallen in love with a particular science, 01:29:27.360 |
whatever it's, biology and chemistry and physics and so on. 01:29:30.400 |
And if they were interested in learning to program 01:29:41.300 |
and also just maybe a comment on your own journey 01:29:50.960 |
A lot of scientists, their programming is bad 01:29:57.880 |
And then we were told, oh, you have to get these equations 01:30:15.200 |
Six months later, you can't read your own code. 01:30:17.160 |
All my variable names are extremely embarrassing. 01:30:19.600 |
I still have error messages for different compilation errors 01:30:24.600 |
that say things like, at least your dad loves you, Clara. 01:30:37.800 |
And so, if that will give hope to anyone else 01:30:44.240 |
But I learned, I think I started learning MATLAB and Java 01:30:58.360 |
because so much of legacy code is in Fortran. 01:31:17.040 |
I've just learned Python like a normal person 01:31:24.400 |
- I should also make a few quick comments as well. 01:31:26.720 |
So one is, you say you're sort of bad at programming. 01:31:30.520 |
I've worked with a lot of excellent scientists 01:31:42.580 |
especially getting a software engineering education. 01:31:47.840 |
especially if you're doing a computer science degree 01:31:52.280 |
is not to get lost in the optimization of the correct, 01:31:57.280 |
there's an obsession, you can see it in Stack Overflow, 01:32:14.360 |
you have like communities of people obsessed with 01:32:18.200 |
productivity and they keep researching productivity hacks. 01:32:22.200 |
And then they spend like 90% plus of their time 01:32:30.940 |
if you focus on the task that needs to be done, 01:32:35.720 |
So not over-optimizing, not thinking about variable names 01:32:43.320 |
Sometimes you think, okay, I'm gonna write code 01:32:54.520 |
And the point is to get the job done really well. 01:32:57.560 |
So there's a trade-off there that you have to, 01:33:02.160 |
I should also comment as a public service announcement 01:33:18.320 |
- But it's fascinating 'cause so much of the world 01:33:20.680 |
in the past and still runs these programming languages 01:33:30.760 |
because I can get the job done, I'm a programmer. 01:33:35.480 |
and know how I got my job done, I'm a bad programmer. 01:33:44.200 |
and she sent me some messages on Slack being like, 01:33:58.240 |
And I can no longer remember what that code does. 01:34:00.440 |
I'm gonna spend now two days reading through my own code 01:34:11.320 |
who want to get into astronomy or astrobiology 01:34:15.720 |
or quantum chemistry is that I certainly find it much easier 01:34:20.320 |
to teach the science concepts to a programmer 01:34:25.720 |
And so I would much, much faster hire someone 01:34:29.760 |
who knows programming but barely knows where space is 01:34:45.240 |
'cause the people that write like MATLAB code, 01:34:47.800 |
yeah, single letter variable names, those kinds of things. 01:35:03.560 |
that no one can really use it to its full functionality? 01:35:11.600 |
I feel guilty for my own inadequacies as a programmer. 01:35:18.080 |
I've already learned quantum chemistry and astrophysics. 01:35:32.320 |
to contribute to the world, even if it's very small, 01:35:48.360 |
almost like without documentation, it's readable. 01:36:01.880 |
- No, no, tell me your dumb question, I wanna hear it. 01:36:06.120 |
I mean, okay, this is the question about beauty. 01:36:15.080 |
I was like, I definitely have favorite Wavelength Bands. 01:36:20.160 |
Okay, what to you is the most beautiful idea in science? 01:36:27.960 |
Do you wanna try that question again, proudly? 01:36:38.320 |
I've got an okay question to ask you, you know? 01:36:42.160 |
What to you is the most beautiful idea in science? 01:37:05.320 |
So when I was little and I wanted to know about space, 01:37:08.760 |
I really felt that it would make me feel powerful 01:37:23.520 |
There was some control to being able to know exactly 01:37:28.640 |
And then as I got older and I got more into astronomy 01:37:32.440 |
and I didn't just wanna know how the stars moved, 01:37:34.920 |
I wanted to know how the planets around them moved. 01:37:39.800 |
I really didn't care that much about the planets. 01:37:41.920 |
I wanted to know about the atmospheres around the planets 01:37:43.840 |
and then the molecules within those atmospheres 01:37:59.680 |
And yet I'm using these literal tiny, tiny tools 01:38:15.680 |
to the astronomical, that's so cool, isn't it? 01:38:20.680 |
- Yeah, it spans the entirety, the tiny and the huge. 01:38:30.120 |
the tools of the tiny to look at the heavenly bodies, 01:38:40.560 |
that you can't escape the rules of the quantum world 01:38:47.600 |
And that makes me feel really pleased to be in science, 01:39:07.840 |
and our place in the universe is less and less exceptional. 01:39:16.560 |
that I've lost power, but I've gained company. 01:39:21.600 |
I don't think there's a better way to actually end it. 01:39:25.920 |
and you came through, you made the question good 01:39:29.560 |
by a brilliant answer. - That's what I wanted 01:39:43.840 |
because I know that those people are basketball-- 01:39:46.920 |
- Pros, I believe, but only 'cause I watched Space Jam, 01:39:50.160 |
- Are there books or movies in your life long ago 01:39:54.240 |
or recently, do you have any time for books and movies? 01:40:01.240 |
- I absolutely have time for books and movies. 01:40:16.760 |
If I get four good hours in a day, I often don't. 01:40:28.000 |
but if I can get four high quality scientific hours, 01:40:33.400 |
because I know it's diminishing returns after that. 01:40:45.040 |
to be, one, productive, two, to be happy as a researcher? 01:40:50.040 |
Because I think it's too easy in that world to basic, 01:40:55.680 |
'cause you have so many hats you have to wear, 01:40:58.520 |
there's so many jobs, you have to be a mentor, a teacher, 01:41:02.480 |
a head of a research group, do research yourself, 01:41:06.200 |
you have to do service, all the kinds of stuff 01:41:13.220 |
- So as a public science, being a public communicator, 01:41:42.920 |
- I think sadly it's very hard to feel happy as a scientist 01:41:47.400 |
It's a bit of a trap, but I certainly find it very difficult 01:41:54.720 |
It's become slightly better if I know my students 01:42:05.040 |
they start thinking that their student science is theirs. 01:42:07.920 |
And I think this happens a lot of senior scientists. 01:42:13.280 |
they have to do so much service and so much admin 01:42:15.920 |
that they have very little time for their own science. 01:42:18.800 |
And so they end up feeling ownership over the junior people 01:42:24.240 |
and that's really heartbreaking, I see it all the time. 01:42:32.000 |
I feel so happy even when I'm not productive, 01:42:37.440 |
I think that sensation I was describing earlier, 01:42:40.800 |
they only need to be half as productive as me 01:42:44.880 |
for me to feel like I've done my job for humanity. 01:42:49.400 |
So that has been the dynamic I've had to worry about. 01:43:00.160 |
I find it extremely hard when I'm having conflicts 01:43:08.280 |
even if the work is this fantastical phosphine 01:43:12.080 |
or things that I know I love, still very difficult. 01:43:25.840 |
Having a miserable collaborator ruins your whole life. 01:43:51.320 |
Even if they're not as good scientists as others, 01:44:02.360 |
than if you had tried to work with three geniuses 01:44:07.540 |
Yeah, I mean, there's parallel things like that. 01:44:30.120 |
And I mentioned to you, I think, robotics-related stuff. 01:44:48.440 |
No, I have more applications I can possibly deal with. 01:45:04.880 |
An infinite Master Yoshikun doll of application management. 01:45:12.720 |
the point is, what I'm very distinctly aware of 01:45:16.880 |
is life is short and productivity is not a good thing. 01:45:22.880 |
It is not the right goal to optimize for, at least for me. 01:45:26.360 |
The right goal to optimize for is how happy you are 01:45:29.320 |
to wake up in the day and to work with the people 01:45:37.200 |
And so, it's so important to select the people well. 01:45:42.040 |
And I think one of the challenges with academia, 01:45:46.960 |
is saying goodbye is sometimes a little bit tougher, 01:45:55.320 |
I mean, goodbye hurts, and then if you have to spend 01:46:01.480 |
still surrounded by them in the community, it's tougher. 01:46:12.840 |
And in some sense, that makes it much more difficult, 01:46:19.480 |
if you're not happy, if there's not that magic, that dance. 01:46:45.920 |
but I collaborated with him on a conversation, 01:46:50.880 |
just talking about, I don't know what we were talking about. 01:46:55.680 |
But the brainstorming session, I'm like a nobody, 01:46:59.480 |
and the fact that he would, with that childlike curiosity, 01:47:08.440 |
but then enough ego to have a little bit of a stubbornness 01:47:15.440 |
that person, also the ability to truly listen 01:47:21.040 |
that's what it takes to be a good collaborator. 01:47:26.260 |
I've been very fortunate to have cool people in my life, 01:47:36.300 |
But it was like, okay, I guess what I'm trying to say 01:47:52.200 |
and I think it is something you can really improve on. 01:47:56.760 |
I've become a better collaborator as the years have gone on. 01:47:59.720 |
I don't have some innate collaborative skills. 01:48:11.960 |
the scientist who sees things where others don't, 01:48:16.500 |
and people really like either fulfilling that 01:48:24.220 |
Any modern scientist, particularly in astronomy, 01:48:29.100 |
any modern scientist that's doing it on their own 01:48:38.980 |
You need experts in the sub-fields that you're working on 01:48:54.160 |
I was, recently I had some work that I was avoiding, 01:48:58.280 |
maybe I shouldn't pursue this scientific project 01:49:00.080 |
because I don't care enough about the outcome, 01:49:04.360 |
And I was trying to balance these two things. 01:49:07.640 |
and the outcome is that maybe 10 people will cite me 01:49:12.320 |
no one's asking for this question to be answered. 01:49:25.720 |
and I just felt taller, and I could breathe better. 01:49:32.040 |
I was happier, I was a better person when it was done, 01:49:35.040 |
and that's because he's a great collaborator. 01:49:38.680 |
He's just a wonderful person that brings out joy 01:49:46.840 |
You find the people that make you feel that way 01:49:50.320 |
and you stop worrying about being the lone wolf. 01:49:55.320 |
That's just a terrible dream that will leave you miserable, 01:50:19.000 |
- And you said you must make time for books and movies. 01:50:24.520 |
Make time to not work, whatever that looks like to you. 01:50:34.240 |
my scientific fulfillment in books and movies. 01:50:36.880 |
Now, as I got older, I have plenty of that in my work, 01:50:45.920 |
But when I was little, it was "Contact," the book, 01:51:02.720 |
and the notions of life and space and the universe, 01:51:11.840 |
and I got to put Jodie Foster in that, which helped. 01:51:23.140 |
I find extremely useful as a concept to think. 01:51:29.520 |
is a really nice way of thinking of the search for life, 01:51:32.720 |
that it's much better to not be special and have company. 01:51:55.060 |
and little black holes, too, at the end of the universe. 01:51:58.640 |
What do you think is the why, the meaning of it all? 01:52:03.240 |
What do you think is the meaning of life here on Earth, 01:52:07.600 |
and the meaning of that life that you look for, 01:52:16.040 |
I find enormous relief in the absence of meaning. 01:52:19.760 |
I think chasing for meaning is a human desire 01:52:49.680 |
- It's somehow absolute, like we conjure it up. 01:52:56.400 |
but it's not in any kind of fundamental way real. 01:52:59.400 |
- No, and the same way the sun is not to be blamed 01:53:07.720 |
The universe doesn't care because it has no meaning. 01:53:12.560 |
It owes us nothing, and looking for meaning in the universe 01:53:19.880 |
We don't get to demand anything, and that includes meaning, 01:53:25.320 |
because once there is no meaning, I don't have to find it. 01:53:42.120 |
This isn't a depressing outlook as far as I'm concerned. 01:53:45.560 |
So I mean, there's a, I don't know if you know 01:53:47.800 |
who Sam Harris is, but he, despite the pushbacks 01:53:52.520 |
from the entirety of the world, really argues hard 01:54:04.320 |
and he's okay with it, and he's happy with it, 01:54:08.080 |
that he's distinctly aware of it, and that's okay. 01:54:20.560 |
but he's saying that the randomness doesn't help either. 01:54:23.400 |
Like, randomness does not help in the experience 01:54:28.400 |
of feeling like you're the decider of your own actions, 01:54:32.780 |
that he kind of is okay with being a leaf flowing 01:54:40.520 |
as opposed to having, or being like a fish or something 01:54:58.840 |
It just is what it is, and we experience certain things, 01:55:01.960 |
and some feel good, and some don't, and that's life. 01:55:12.760 |
and it's laudable to look for that meaning in life. 01:55:16.160 |
I just don't think you can apply that beyond life, 01:55:21.920 |
that this notion of meaning is a human construct, 01:55:40.420 |
But it's this, this meaning is ours to do as we please. 01:55:44.700 |
We've created it, we've created a need for it, 01:55:51.160 |
I think we as humans have a lot of responsibilities, 01:55:56.880 |
are much more easily fulfilled if you find meaning in them. 01:56:29.260 |
depending on the perspective you take on the thing. 01:56:51.760 |
but I also am just inspired by the passion you have. 01:56:59.480 |
For someone who finds meaning in the universe. 01:57:04.040 |
- You're the most inspiring nihilist I've ever met. 01:57:07.440 |
I mean, you are truly an inspiring communicator 01:57:19.040 |
I can't wait to see what other cool things you do 01:57:24.880 |
Thank you so much for wasting your valuable time 01:57:30.960 |
I'd already got my four hours of productivity 01:57:41.200 |
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