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2021-03-06 God's Work, God's Way


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00:00:00.000 | If you can turn your Bibles with me to Hebrews chapter 13.
00:00:11.200 | This is going to be the second to the last sermon that we're going to be in the book
00:00:15.000 | of Hebrews.
00:00:17.280 | Somebody clap.
00:00:18.280 | I don't know what to make of that.
00:00:26.200 | So it's going to be the second to the last sermon.
00:00:28.960 | Actually when I'm about to finish, I kind of have a good idea of where I'm going to
00:00:32.880 | be jumping into.
00:00:34.720 | And I still am not decided.
00:00:36.320 | I kind of dwindled it down to two possibly areas that I might be focused on.
00:00:41.920 | One is maybe go through the minor prophets or to my jump into the gospel of Luke.
00:00:48.840 | So one or the other.
00:00:49.840 | So if you, those of you who are studious who've been asking me where are we going, you can
00:00:53.560 | study both.
00:00:54.960 | Okay.
00:00:55.960 | And then so when we jump into that, you'll kind of get a headstart.
00:01:00.800 | But Hebrews chapter 13, and I'll be reading verse 20 and 21.
00:01:06.560 | Now the God of peace who brought up from the dead, the great shepherd of the sheep through
00:01:10.560 | the blood of the eternal covenant, even Jesus, our Lord equip you in every good thing to
00:01:14.760 | do his will, working in us that which is pleasing in his sight through Jesus Christ, to whom
00:01:19.960 | be the glory forever and ever.
00:01:21.960 | Amen.
00:01:22.960 | Let's pray.
00:01:23.960 | Heavenly father, we praise you and thank you that we have the privilege to be able
00:01:30.040 | to call you our Abba father, that we have hope that is eternal, that will never fade,
00:01:39.000 | never perish kept for us, Lord God, by the power of Christ.
00:01:45.280 | We thank you that we're able to pray and come to the throne of grace with confidence.
00:01:52.120 | We thank you, father God, for brothers and sisters that we can run this race with.
00:01:57.080 | We thank you that despite all that is happening around us, that you are our peace, that you
00:02:05.280 | are our joy, you are our life.
00:02:08.480 | Help us, Lord God, to continue to focus our attention upon Christ, the author and perfecter
00:02:13.480 | of our faith.
00:02:14.480 | In Jesus name we pray.
00:02:17.480 | Amen.
00:02:19.000 | I want you to imagine for a minute what kind of letter you would write to our Ukrainian
00:02:24.000 | brothers, particularly to their church.
00:02:28.600 | And I kind of want to give you a, you know, just to give you more information on how to
00:02:33.280 | approach it, how to think about it.
00:02:36.240 | Imagine if the Ukrainian situation right now, with all that's going on, there's a lot of
00:02:42.760 | attention given, there's funds going, and so the church has been ignited.
00:02:46.600 | And we're hearing a lot of encouraging things that are going on over there.
00:02:52.520 | Let's imagine for a minute that the Russian government does come in and they take over
00:02:58.760 | and make it into a communist country, and they make it illegal to gather as a church.
00:03:05.600 | And let's imagine for a minute that this has been going on now for about 20 to 30 years.
00:03:13.000 | So at the beginning of all of this, there was a lot of excitement.
00:03:17.480 | There's a lot of like igniting of the church, like this is what God is doing, and a lot
00:03:23.120 | of great work and evangelism that's taking place, but 20, 30 years have gone by, and
00:03:28.760 | now some of the leaders in the church have been jailed.
00:03:33.800 | Some of them are actually starting to get publicly executed.
00:03:38.360 | And so the church is beginning to kind of slide back, to kind of synchrotize and stay
00:03:44.360 | undercover, and they're no longer actively evangelizing.
00:03:49.260 | And so they're starting to realize that there are serious consequences and that that struggle
00:03:54.440 | is not momentary, that this may be a permanent thing that they need to accept.
00:03:59.880 | And so in a large part, the church begins to drift back and start to compromise.
00:04:08.680 | What kind of letter would you write to that church to encourage them, to get them back
00:04:12.080 | on track?
00:04:14.920 | I give that scenario to you because that's the historical background behind why this
00:04:20.360 | letter was being written.
00:04:22.700 | It says that this was a church that was ignited in the beginning, and they were excited even
00:04:27.640 | in the persecution as their brothers and sisters are being dragged into jail.
00:04:31.480 | They were visiting them joyfully, even as their possessions are being confiscated.
00:04:36.220 | But the struggle is 10, 20, 30 years have gone by, and it wasn't letting up.
00:04:43.920 | It started actually increasing, and the people who are leading them and inspiring them are
00:04:48.340 | starting to one by one starting to die.
00:04:51.920 | And so the author of this letter is writing this letter to encourage them from drifting
00:04:56.700 | back to their old life.
00:04:58.960 | And so the whole letter is written to kind of get them to refocus and re-anchor in Christ.
00:05:05.320 | So the author spends majority of this letter reminding them who Jesus is.
00:05:11.920 | So if there's one letter in the New Testament that you want to know about Jesus, about Christology,
00:05:16.200 | I'm not talking about the life of Jesus, the gospels, but the doctrine of Jesus and what
00:05:21.520 | he has done, it's the book of Hebrews.
00:05:23.860 | And the whole reason behind that is not simply so that the recipients of this letter will
00:05:28.480 | come out and say, "You know what?
00:05:29.480 | I know Christology now.
00:05:30.880 | If you ask me anything about Jesus and the sacrifices and the covenants, I can tell you
00:05:35.440 | because I studied the book of Hebrews."
00:05:38.120 | The purpose of this letter is very practical.
00:05:42.000 | It's written to a church who's drifting back and began to compromise certain things and
00:05:49.060 | accept certain things that they shouldn't.
00:05:52.060 | And so we talked about this last time I was up here, and there's a reason why he's concluding
00:05:57.400 | this letter by reminding them who God is.
00:05:59.940 | He says in verse 20, "Now the God of peace."
00:06:04.280 | He could have emphasized all kinds of different aspects of who Jesus is and who God is.
00:06:09.240 | He says, "God is the God of peace."
00:06:11.720 | There's a reason why he's saying that.
00:06:13.280 | He didn't just pick of all the attributes that he just picked that one.
00:06:17.440 | He's telling them that because their peace has been disturbed.
00:06:21.720 | It's because they're looking for peace.
00:06:22.840 | And the reason why they're drifting back into their old life is because they think that
00:06:26.760 | if they compromise a little bit, if they began to embrace their old life, the persecutors,
00:06:32.880 | the Jewish community, if they began to just begin to accept some of that, that maybe they
00:06:38.280 | could maintain some of that peace.
00:06:41.480 | And that's why in conclusion to this letter, and he says he's reminding them, God is the
00:06:45.760 | God of peace.
00:06:46.840 | He's the peace.
00:06:47.840 | He's giving all the peace that this world can give.
00:06:50.360 | But just like Jesus said in John 14, 27, "Peace I leave with you.
00:06:54.880 | My peace I give to you.
00:06:55.880 | Not as the world gives do I give to you.
00:06:57.520 | Do not let your hearts be troubled, nor let it be fearful."
00:07:00.760 | That passage in John chapter 14 is also written to disciples who is about to lose their peace,
00:07:08.120 | worldly peace.
00:07:09.120 | Jesus is about to go to the cross.
00:07:12.800 | As long as they were following Jesus, they were walking with him with this great hope
00:07:16.680 | that the new kingdom was going to come and that they were going to be soldiers for this
00:07:21.040 | new Messiah.
00:07:22.040 | And so they were constantly wrestling who's going to sit to the left or to the right.
00:07:25.680 | But right before he wrote John chapter 14, he told them, "Where I go, you cannot come."
00:07:31.960 | And so they were beginning to get anxious.
00:07:34.480 | They were losing their peace.
00:07:36.360 | Because soon after he says that, he's going to go to the cross and they're going to be
00:07:40.040 | confused.
00:07:41.480 | And so he's preparing them for that.
00:07:43.800 | So he wasn't just randomly saying these things and say, "This is who I am."
00:07:47.120 | It's a very practical application.
00:07:49.320 | He said, "I'm going to give you this peace."
00:07:51.000 | When everything around you begins to fall apart, I want you to remember that the peace
00:07:57.120 | that I give you is unlike any other peace.
00:08:01.400 | That even if all the world power, even if all the world ends and the whole world begins
00:08:06.080 | to hold hands and we have utopia, he said, "The peace that I give to you is not a peace
00:08:11.600 | that you can have just by not having wars."
00:08:16.520 | So he reminds us, the whole book of Hebrews is to remind us of who Jesus is.
00:08:20.880 | And then in conclusion to that, he says in verse 21, there's a very practical application.
00:08:25.920 | It isn't just God is the God of peace, so therefore enjoy life.
00:08:30.140 | In verse 21, he says, "He's the one who equips you in every good thing to do his will, working
00:08:36.280 | in us that which is pleasing in his sight through Jesus Christ.
00:08:39.640 | To him be the glory forever and ever.
00:08:41.440 | Amen."
00:08:42.440 | The reason why he's saying all of this is not simply so that you wouldn't be anxious.
00:08:46.280 | It's so that we may be anchored to this God of peace so that you may be equipped to do
00:08:52.000 | every good work.
00:08:53.840 | There's a practical application to that.
00:08:56.160 | Not to drift, to commit ourselves to Christ.
00:09:03.280 | As we spend some time unpacking verse 21, because this is the conclusion of everything
00:09:09.880 | that we've been talking about, right?
00:09:13.640 | Before God uses us, he always empowers us.
00:09:19.880 | Let me say that again.
00:09:22.280 | Before God can ever use us, he always empowers us.
00:09:26.480 | I think one of the biggest problems that you and I run into is we're rich.
00:09:32.540 | We have access to education, to books, experience, churches, training, seminaries, Bible studies.
00:09:42.840 | We have so much access to everything that we have the danger of what Jesus warned us
00:09:50.680 | about.
00:09:51.680 | We have a tendency to think that we're self-reliant.
00:09:55.640 | Then we have a tendency to minimize the power of God.
00:09:58.400 | That's why, again, even in Bible teaching churches, where there's a heavy emphasis
00:10:02.160 | on studying and knowledge and knowing, but for whatever the reason, the Bible teaching
00:10:09.360 | churches tend to be really weak in prayer.
00:10:14.360 | If we're not careful, even as we study the Bible, it's filling us up with pride, thinking
00:10:22.240 | that we can.
00:10:25.160 | In Isaiah 40, 28-31, it says, "Do you not know, have you not heard, the everlasting
00:10:29.400 | God, the Lord, the creator of the ends of the earth, does not become weary or tired.
00:10:33.680 | His understanding is inscrutable."
00:10:36.480 | He says all of this for a reason.
00:10:39.560 | To be anchored to God, he says in verse 29, "He gives strength to the weary, and to him
00:10:45.120 | who lacks might, he increases power."
00:10:48.400 | Our might, our strength doesn't come from our education, from any experience, from being
00:10:53.680 | smart or being talented.
00:10:56.160 | It's that he's the one who gives us strength.
00:10:58.600 | He's the one who increases power.
00:11:00.800 | Verse 30, "Though youth grow weary and tired, and vigorous young men stumble badly, yet
00:11:06.920 | those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength.
00:11:11.340 | They will mount upon the wings of the eagles.
00:11:13.920 | They will run and not get tired, and they will walk and not become weary."
00:11:19.840 | You know, I think one of the most arrogant words in the modern language for a sinful
00:11:25.900 | man to say is, "I will."
00:11:29.080 | I will.
00:11:30.080 | Because when we say, "I will," it means like, "I determine, I'm going to carry it out, and
00:11:34.000 | I'm going to fulfill it.
00:11:35.000 | I will."
00:11:36.000 | Now, we may not think through all of that when we say it, but oftentimes a sinful man,
00:11:39.840 | he says, "I will."
00:11:42.920 | He's saying that, "I'm going to do this."
00:11:44.520 | Remember what it says in the letter of James?
00:11:47.480 | It says, "Do not be arrogant."
00:11:48.720 | It said, "I'm going to go to this city, and I'm going to do it that city."
00:11:51.760 | He said, "The problem is not your plan.
00:11:54.360 | The problem is you think that all of this is going to happen simply because you will."
00:11:59.640 | Rather say, "If the Lord wills, if He allows it."
00:12:04.360 | In other words, humble yourself.
00:12:06.680 | Recognize who you are.
00:12:07.680 | See, the strength comes from Him.
00:12:12.920 | The power that you and I need for sanctification, for good works, doesn't come from within us.
00:12:18.120 | If we just go into our closets and just search deep within, that we're going to encounter
00:12:22.400 | something inside, and then it's going to come out.
00:12:25.560 | That's how we're going to do this work.
00:12:26.720 | He says, "No, it's not in us."
00:12:29.560 | When He says, "They will gain new strength.
00:12:31.840 | They will mount upon eagles.
00:12:33.080 | They will not get tired.
00:12:34.540 | They will walk and not become weary."
00:12:36.040 | Well, how do you do that?
00:12:38.000 | He said in verse 31, "Those who," what?
00:12:40.600 | "Wait upon the Lord."
00:12:43.280 | Those who wait upon the Lord.
00:12:44.680 | You can get all the training that you want.
00:12:46.480 | You can read as many books as you want.
00:12:48.600 | You can have all the experiences and pour all the money and latest technology.
00:12:51.920 | He says, "No, that's not where the power, that's not where the strength is."
00:12:57.240 | He says, "Those who wait upon the Lord."
00:13:01.160 | He reminds us the God of peace, He's the one who will equip us for all good works.
00:13:07.620 | This is pleasing to Him.
00:13:10.120 | He's the one who will equip us.
00:13:11.640 | You know the interesting word, the word equip here, in some of your translations has been
00:13:17.380 | translated to perfect.
00:13:20.880 | But it's not the word teleos.
00:13:22.360 | Teleos basically means that you've come to the end conclusion of what God had intended.
00:13:27.640 | Basically it means to make it suitable for you for good works.
00:13:33.360 | So everything that God has done, everything that He has said, knowing who He is, to commune
00:13:37.600 | with Him is so that you may be suitable for good works.
00:13:43.160 | Let me take a minute to explain this because I think there's so much misunderstanding
00:13:49.200 | of good works because in our generation, in some circles, when you ... That's legalism.
00:13:57.360 | We don't talk about what we do, we talk about what He did.
00:14:00.120 | So good works has become a dirty word because that burdens people.
00:14:05.720 | Good works judges people.
00:14:07.400 | Good works causes us to look at other people and say, "Why do we keep talking about things
00:14:11.520 | that we can't do?
00:14:12.520 | So let's not talk about what we do, let's talk about what He does."
00:14:16.680 | And oftentimes the verse that is often quoted for that, Isaiah 64 verse 6, is, "For all
00:14:22.320 | of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous deeds are like filthy
00:14:27.960 | garments.
00:14:29.640 | And all of us wither like leaf, and our iniquities and like wind take us away."
00:14:33.780 | How many of you heard this ... Don't raise your hand, okay?
00:14:37.600 | So I may say something to contradict you, I don't want to embarrass you.
00:14:41.200 | How many of you have heard this passage being taught saying that very thing that I said?
00:14:47.680 | All our good deeds are like dirty rags.
00:14:51.760 | So why talk about dirty rags?
00:14:56.080 | Let's talk about His righteousness as He's imputed to us, that He's given to us.
00:15:00.720 | So when we emphasize good deeds, all it is is dirty rags.
00:15:06.840 | This is exactly why we need to study the Bible, because you can take verses out of context,
00:15:12.280 | and it sounds great because you have verses.
00:15:14.440 | That's how cults form.
00:15:16.400 | You ever have a conversation with a Jehovah's Witness, and they are intimidating because
00:15:22.400 | they know so much scripture, until you actually open the Bible, and then you show them what
00:15:27.960 | it says before, and what it says after, and the context, and all of a sudden it's like,
00:15:31.400 | "Oh, they really don't know."
00:15:32.600 | They just pluck that verse out.
00:15:35.680 | Well this is one of those verses.
00:15:38.480 | Because if you look at the context of this, the very next verse, He says, "There is no
00:15:43.860 | one who calls on your name, who arouses himself to take hold of you, for you have hidden your
00:15:48.900 | face from us, and have delivered us into the power of our iniquities."
00:15:53.200 | Does that sound like a believer?
00:15:55.320 | God has turned His face around.
00:15:58.000 | No one's taking hold of Him.
00:16:00.040 | God's hidden His face.
00:16:03.760 | Where else do you see this description?
00:16:06.560 | Romans chapter 3, when He describes all of sin and falls short of the glory of God, and
00:16:11.480 | He says, "No one sees God, not even one."
00:16:15.660 | So if you're not convinced, the very next verse absolutely makes it clear.
00:16:21.920 | Verse 8, it says, "But," just that word alone, "But," you know He's going to change what
00:16:28.760 | He just said.
00:16:30.120 | This is the state that man is in, "But now, O Lord, You are our Father.
00:16:37.080 | We are the clay, and You are potter, and all of us are the work of Your hand."
00:16:43.820 | He's not saying to believers that everything that you do is just simply dirty rags.
00:16:48.400 | He's talking to unrepentant sinners, that when you try to do things, you're kind of
00:16:54.400 | like taking a dirty rag and you're just washing and just moving the dirt around.
00:16:59.240 | Because the rag is much dirtier than what you're trying to clean.
00:17:03.440 | So if you are an unrepentant sinner, every good deed is like washing things with dirty
00:17:09.200 | rag.
00:17:10.200 | That's what He means.
00:17:11.200 | This is not a passage against good deeds.
00:17:13.600 | In fact, the scripture makes it very clear that we are saved for good deeds.
00:17:20.400 | Ephesians chapter 2, 8 and 9 says, "For by grace you have been saved through faith.
00:17:23.640 | This is not your own.
00:17:25.080 | It is the gift of God, not as a result of us, so that no one may boast."
00:17:30.400 | We sing this verse.
00:17:31.840 | We memorize this verse.
00:17:33.760 | But when you quote this verse outside of the context, and you leave out the whole part
00:17:39.040 | of what He says in verse 10, "For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for,"
00:17:44.560 | what?
00:17:45.560 | Good works.
00:17:46.560 | He didn't just pluck us out so that you're no longer judged, and then the salvation is,
00:17:54.840 | it ends there.
00:17:55.840 | It's like, oh, we're saved and we feel free.
00:17:57.420 | We have Christian liberty, and then you just enjoy life until we get to heaven.
00:18:02.360 | He says, "No, He saved us not only from the penalty of sin, but the power of sin."
00:18:09.660 | He created us.
00:18:10.660 | The reason why He gave us grace is so that through the grace that you may commit yourself
00:18:16.940 | to good works.
00:18:17.940 | Again, in 2 Corinthians 9, 8, "And God is able to make all grace abound to you so that,"
00:18:25.060 | the purpose of this grace, "so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times,
00:18:29.900 | you may abound in every good work."
00:18:34.580 | For every good work.
00:18:36.460 | For whatever the reason, in our generation, we have separated the grace of God and good
00:18:40.180 | works.
00:18:41.180 | Either you commit to it, oh, this church is about good works.
00:18:44.420 | They're legalistic.
00:18:45.420 | I think it's very legalistic, the way that people use the term legalistic.
00:18:53.100 | Every time we talk about good works and working hard and sanctification, it's like, "Oh, that's
00:18:57.060 | legalistic."
00:18:59.700 | The beauty of the gospel is not the good works.
00:19:03.100 | It's about what He did.
00:19:04.660 | But the reason why He did what He did, He says, is so that we can have good works, that
00:19:09.780 | we can restore what God had intended for us.
00:19:12.220 | 2 Peter 1, 3, it says, "Seeing that His divine power has granted us, to us, everything pertaining
00:19:18.860 | to life and godliness, through the true knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and
00:19:25.140 | excellence."
00:19:26.140 | Again, because of the generation that you and I live, our natural tendency, and if you
00:19:33.820 | go seek counseling, sometimes, sad to say, even within the Christian circle, when you
00:19:39.020 | confess your sins, one of the first things that they look for is, "What caused you to
00:19:43.620 | be that way?"
00:19:44.620 | What was your mother like?
00:19:49.540 | What was your father like?
00:19:51.460 | What was your past like?
00:19:54.820 | What's your birth order?
00:19:55.820 | Your first son?
00:19:56.820 | Oh, you had all that pressure to be good.
00:20:02.540 | That's why you're that way.
00:20:03.540 | Are you the middle son?
00:20:04.900 | Oh, everybody picked on you.
00:20:07.660 | Your older brother picked on you, and you got in trouble every time.
00:20:10.260 | You got in a fight with your younger brother, so everything was your fault.
00:20:13.620 | Like, oh, you're the baby.
00:20:16.700 | You're loved all the time, so you got spoiled.
00:20:19.420 | That's why you're ... Because your parents didn't raise you properly.
00:20:24.300 | In modern psychology, when you say, "Hey, these are the problems," the first thing they
00:20:27.140 | look for is, "Why did you do that?
00:20:30.280 | What are the circumstances that you grew up in?
00:20:32.160 | What happened to you?"
00:20:33.740 | Indirectly, you say, "Oh, you sinned because of the woman that you put in here."
00:20:41.380 | Exactly what Adam said.
00:20:43.460 | Instead of saying, "I sinned against you.
00:20:44.780 | I shouldn't have done that," he said, "Well, I did it because of the woman that you put
00:20:47.620 | in."
00:20:48.620 | He doesn't directly say, "It's your fault," but in essence, that's what he's saying.
00:20:51.820 | He said, "Oh, bone of my bones, flesh of my flesh."
00:20:56.380 | Then as soon as he sins, he's like, "Yeah, that woman, that woman that you put in here
00:21:01.340 | tempted me.
00:21:02.340 | Maybe you shouldn't have done that."
00:21:05.740 | See, he says, every time we make excuse, and we play the victim, you know what that
00:21:14.060 | means?
00:21:15.780 | That means God had enough power to pluck you out of hell, but he didn't have enough power
00:21:22.820 | to save you from sin.
00:21:25.700 | You're indirectly saying, "I don't have everything that I need for a life of godliness.
00:21:31.540 | Every time we come before God, I am the way I am because of those people treated me this
00:21:34.940 | way."
00:21:35.940 | So the power of God is not enough to save you from that?
00:21:40.660 | He said, "Everyone who knows Jesus Christ has been given everything that you need for
00:21:46.340 | a life of godliness."
00:21:47.820 | He has already given that to us.
00:21:50.620 | In Colossians 1, 28 through 29, we proclaim him admonishing every man and teaching every
00:21:55.020 | man with all wisdom so that we may present every man complete in Christ for this purpose.
00:22:00.620 | Also, I labor, striving according to his power, which mightily works within me.
00:22:07.860 | Paul says, sometimes he seems like he's superhuman, right?
00:22:13.860 | He's getting beaten, forsaken by his own countrymen.
00:22:18.860 | He's learning how to sometimes starve.
00:22:23.500 | He's been whooped to the point of death, bitten by scorpions, and he just keeps marching.
00:22:30.220 | He just keeps marching.
00:22:31.220 | He just keeps going from city to city.
00:22:34.340 | How did he do that?
00:22:35.340 | He said, "Because this is apostle Paul.
00:22:38.180 | He's well-educated.
00:22:39.180 | He's a Roman citizen.
00:22:40.180 | He had good examples.
00:22:41.180 | He had Gamaliel, the top scholar of his nation behind him.
00:22:46.700 | He comes from great pedigree."
00:22:48.020 | No.
00:22:49.020 | He said, "The power, the power that's working powerfully within me, it's that power that's
00:22:57.660 | giving him the power to be able to do what he is doing."
00:23:02.580 | If that is true, which you and I all believe, then shouldn't the greatest priority of every
00:23:10.220 | Christian all the time is to abide in Christ?
00:23:16.340 | Before we try to transform the world, before we try to be educated, before we try to do
00:23:21.620 | discipleship, before we do anything else, shouldn't the greatest priority of every Christian
00:23:26.340 | every single day is, "Am I genuinely abiding in Christ?"
00:23:33.860 | Because the moment we begin to do anything by our power, we realize how impotent and
00:23:39.380 | how weak we are.
00:23:42.380 | You know what's interesting is, in Isaiah chapter 6, 3, 17 to 19, Isaiah prays to God
00:23:49.100 | for the nation of Israel.
00:23:51.060 | But if you know anything about the context of the book of Isaiah, Isaiah is basically
00:23:56.620 | warning them for superficial worship.
00:23:58.780 | It wasn't because they were denying God.
00:24:01.580 | He doesn't talk about child sacrifice.
00:24:06.700 | There's a lot of things that they did.
00:24:08.620 | At one point in Israel's history, they actually did that.
00:24:13.220 | Even cannibalism.
00:24:15.060 | That's how far they fell.
00:24:16.460 | But Isaiah, Isaiah indictment against Israel wasn't that.
00:24:22.020 | They were very busy at the temple, making many sacrifices.
00:24:26.740 | And he says then, because of the superficial worship, the Babylonians are going to come
00:24:30.940 | and take them into captivity.
00:24:32.860 | So at the end of the book of Isaiah, after presenting his case, he prays to God for Israel.
00:24:39.260 | So I want you to pay attention to this prayer.
00:24:41.420 | He says in verse 17, "Why, O Lord, do you cause us to stray from your ways?"
00:24:48.380 | To stray from his ways.
00:24:49.380 | Does that sound very familiar to what we've been studying?
00:24:53.540 | Just drifting?
00:24:56.660 | Most of us, most people who fall away or backslide, however you want to use that term, you see
00:25:04.620 | it years before it happens.
00:25:08.740 | You're just kind of busy.
00:25:11.660 | You get your priorities all mixed up.
00:25:14.380 | Maybe you're dating somebody you shouldn't date.
00:25:16.300 | Small compromises.
00:25:17.980 | Pursuing things that you shouldn't pursue.
00:25:20.140 | Doing things that you shouldn't do.
00:25:21.140 | And you just kind of sweep it under the rug, sweep it under the rug.
00:25:23.720 | And you begin to drift away from God.
00:25:26.160 | Most people that I know who abandoned their faith don't wake up one day and say, "You
00:25:29.980 | know what?
00:25:30.980 | I'm done with God.
00:25:31.980 | I don't believe this anymore."
00:25:32.980 | They walk away.
00:25:34.020 | Most people that I've seen that walk away from their faith, you saw it years before
00:25:37.660 | they actually pulled the plug.
00:25:39.980 | They were just drifting and drifting and drifting, compromising one after another.
00:25:46.000 | And then it becomes their lifestyle.
00:25:48.640 | And they just kind of learn to adjust.
00:25:50.740 | And so they're just hanging on by a thread.
00:25:53.980 | And you only need one excuse to break that thread because it's not that strong.
00:25:58.900 | He says, "Lord, do you cause us to stray from your ways and harden our hearts?"
00:26:05.040 | Everybody who continue to drift away from God, their hearts are hardened.
00:26:08.420 | They attend worship, but songs are just songs.
00:26:11.740 | They're not worshiping.
00:26:13.940 | Bible study is just study.
00:26:17.180 | You're serving the church because that's what you do as part of a community.
00:26:22.080 | And the only sin that grieves you is the sin that you get caught in, that has immediate
00:26:27.820 | consequence, that you can't belong and part of this community.
00:26:31.140 | So it's not grieving God that you're concerned about.
00:26:35.340 | It's about belonging in the community.
00:26:36.980 | So it's really the only sins that we grieve over are the sins that bothers us.
00:26:44.960 | So their hearts are hardened.
00:26:47.240 | And we know that we're in the church long enough to know that true worship isn't just
00:26:51.380 | checking in and checking out.
00:26:53.420 | So once your heart is hardened because we've been drifting and drifting and drifting, you're
00:26:57.560 | just attending church.
00:26:58.940 | You're not worshiping God.
00:27:01.740 | And then he says, "Why have you hardened our hearts from fearing you?"
00:27:06.080 | There's no fear of God in them.
00:27:07.520 | He says the beginning of wisdom is the fear of God.
00:27:10.220 | But when your hearts have become hardened, there's no fear of God.
00:27:14.800 | There's no consequences.
00:27:16.420 | So like I said, the only things that we repent of are the things that have immediate consequence
00:27:20.300 | on us.
00:27:21.300 | And that's why you see pastors, elders, and leaders, and church people who can live a
00:27:28.040 | double life, committing all kinds of sin, and it doesn't bother them year after year
00:27:35.800 | after year until they get caught.
00:27:37.440 | How did they do that?
00:27:39.580 | Because they were drifting.
00:27:40.580 | Their hearts become hardened.
00:27:42.620 | And then the fear of God is no longer there.
00:27:47.260 | They're functioning by the fear of man.
00:27:48.880 | So as long as nobody calls them out, they're fine.
00:27:52.540 | He prays and he says, "This is what has happened to Israel.
00:27:55.900 | We've allowed compromise after compromise after compromise."
00:28:00.060 | And they're no longer worshiping God.
00:28:02.220 | There's no fear of God.
00:28:03.380 | And yet they're coming to the temple, making sacrifice after sacrifices.
00:28:08.100 | They're singing songs.
00:28:09.700 | They're gathering constantly.
00:28:11.140 | And what does God say to that?
00:28:12.500 | "I hate your evil assembly.
00:28:16.360 | Everything that you're singing is just noisy, is noisy to me."
00:28:20.020 | He said, "Take your evil assembly away from me."
00:28:24.180 | Because there's no fear of God.
00:28:26.340 | No true worship is happening.
00:28:28.340 | As a result of that, verse 18, it said, "Your holy people possessed your sanctuary for a
00:28:31.540 | little while."
00:28:32.540 | There was a period when there was genuine worship going on at the temple, but it said,
00:28:36.660 | "Our adversaries have trodden it down.
00:28:38.340 | We have become like those over whom you have never ruled, like those who are not called
00:28:43.140 | by your name."
00:28:45.140 | And if a church continues to go down this path and there's no fear of God, there is
00:28:49.740 | a form of godliness, and yet there is no power, eventually the church doesn't look anything
00:28:55.900 | different than a non-Christian.
00:28:57.900 | That's what he's saying.
00:28:58.900 | There's people who've never worshipped you, but there's no difference, other than you
00:29:03.060 | go to church on Sunday and those people do not.
00:29:06.820 | This is Isaiah's prayer describing the nation of Israel.
00:29:12.580 | And so his prayer is in chapter 64, verse 1 and 2, "Oh, that you would rend the heavens
00:29:17.580 | and come down, that the mountains may quake at your presence as fire kindles the brushwood,
00:29:24.460 | as fire causes water to boil, to make your name known to the adversaries, that the nations
00:29:29.580 | may tremble at your presence."
00:29:32.060 | If you look at the content of his prayer, he's asking for prayer of things that they
00:29:36.020 | cannot do.
00:29:39.500 | When's the last time that you considered moving a mountain?
00:29:44.660 | Never.
00:29:46.020 | That's a mountain.
00:29:49.700 | So when he prays to the Lord that you would come move the mountains, it's because he recognizes,
00:29:55.980 | he recognizes that their problem, their sin, is like a mountain.
00:30:02.060 | When we don't recognize the problem, we naturally think, let's gather together, let's make a
00:30:07.460 | plan.
00:30:08.460 | Can you imagine the ridiculousness of seeing a mountain ahead of you and then having a
00:30:13.260 | meeting, how are we going to level this mountain?
00:30:18.580 | Who's going to show up to that meeting?
00:30:21.300 | Who's going to say, "Yes, who's going to lead us in this endeavor?"
00:30:24.300 | Nobody.
00:30:25.300 | Because you're a fool to think that somehow, that if we gather all our resources together,
00:30:32.380 | right, and buy enough shovels that we can move this mountain.
00:30:38.340 | First and foremost, God brings us to a point where we recognize that this is a mountain
00:30:43.100 | ahead of us.
00:30:44.580 | And even the way he describes, "Kindles the brushwood, as fire causes water to boil."
00:30:51.860 | Now if you've ever watched, you know, was it Man vs. Wild, Bear Grylls, he teaches us
00:30:57.860 | how to make fire, drink your pee, all kinds of stuff, right, to survive, right?
00:31:03.780 | And you know, I've seen, you know, like various ways that he creates fire, but I've never
00:31:09.220 | seen him say, "Here, here's what you do.
00:31:12.940 | Just rub your hand real hard, all right, and it gets hot enough, just go, psh."
00:31:20.140 | Never.
00:31:21.140 | Because he doesn't have that ability, so he has to get a stick or he has to get tinder
00:31:24.300 | or sometimes he has a lighter, right?
00:31:28.500 | But he can't generate the heat by himself.
00:31:32.780 | Even something as simple as lighting the brush fire or boiling water, you need something
00:31:39.300 | supernatural, something outside of you to do that.
00:31:42.820 | So when he prays that you would come and you would shake the mountain and that you would
00:31:47.100 | burn the fire, because all of this is a description of man's sin.
00:31:52.700 | Because the greatest obstacle to mankind that disturbs our peace is not government.
00:31:58.260 | It is not our economy.
00:32:02.180 | It's our sins.
00:32:04.740 | And it's this arrogance of mankind that thinks, "I will.
00:32:09.940 | I'm going to do this.
00:32:10.940 | I'm going to move this mountain.
00:32:11.940 | I'm going to generate this heat.
00:32:12.940 | I'm going to boil this water."
00:32:14.700 | And that's why Jesus says it's harder for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.
00:32:20.940 | And he's not saying rich people can't enter the kingdom of God, but the temptation for
00:32:24.300 | rich man is that he thinks he can, because he has more resources.
00:32:31.140 | That's where you and I are at.
00:32:33.220 | We have more seminaries, more churches, more Bible translations, more books to read, more
00:32:39.500 | sermons that we can have.
00:32:42.200 | We have people filled with MBA degrees who've been successful in businesses, who are managers.
00:32:49.100 | So our natural tendency is like, "Come on, let's get it together.
00:32:52.260 | If we just use our smarts and ingenuity, we can do this."
00:32:59.660 | Isaiah, in his prayers, is admitting, "Only you can move the mountain.
00:33:06.620 | Only you can bring the fire."
00:33:09.300 | Roger Ellsworth, in his small book, Come Down, Lord, says this, "If we're not careful, we
00:33:16.700 | can think pushing all the right buttons will produce lasting spiritual results.
00:33:22.380 | We can reduce the work of the church to shrewd maneuvering with statistical probabilities
00:33:27.060 | and psychological jargon.
00:33:29.060 | We can have polish, but not power.
00:33:32.340 | We need to realize that God can do more in a minute with his power than we can in a lifetime
00:33:37.140 | with our strategies."
00:33:39.820 | There's a reason when you travel and you go to the remote parts of India that doesn't
00:33:45.020 | have half the resources, even a tenth of the resources that you and I have, and yet you
00:33:50.420 | see power of the gospel spreading through the villages.
00:33:54.860 | Men who are not educated, don't have the financial backing, didn't go to much training, they
00:33:59.620 | weren't properly discipled, they don't even have a way to get into some of these villages,
00:34:04.340 | and yet the power of God is moving tremendously through these villages because they understand
00:34:10.100 | that all they need is God.
00:34:14.260 | They tend to pray more because they're desperate.
00:34:17.740 | They tend to cling to God more because they're desperate.
00:34:21.980 | They don't have a lot of plans.
00:34:22.980 | They don't have a lot of strategies.
00:34:25.260 | Don't get me wrong.
00:34:26.860 | All of these things are not evil.
00:34:29.300 | They're not bad.
00:34:31.060 | We need to have more of it, right?
00:34:33.100 | God has given us intellect, he has resources, use it to the best of our ability.
00:34:37.940 | But the temptation is to think that that's where the power is.
00:34:42.660 | That is not where the power is.
00:34:46.900 | You know, the scripture says, and he ends this section in verse 23, "I urge you, brethren,
00:34:54.260 | bear with this word of exhortation I have written to you briefly."
00:34:58.700 | In other words, take the word of God seriously.
00:35:04.940 | We have a tendency, again, because we have so much resources, experience, gifting, money,
00:35:12.940 | talent, I say, if we can gather all of that together, right, we can manipulate to get
00:35:19.340 | more people to come into church.
00:35:21.780 | I don't know how often, at least four or five times a year, I get an email from some organization
00:35:27.020 | promising me that if I use their strategy that I can milk more money from you.
00:35:32.940 | They guarantee 30%, right?
00:35:38.940 | But is that the goal of the church, to milk money from you, right?
00:35:42.500 | I want to try it to see if it actually works, right?
00:35:46.340 | Don't worry.
00:35:47.340 | I've never responded to that.
00:35:50.940 | Because God can do more with the little that you give honestly as an act of worship than
00:35:57.860 | much that you give grudgingly.
00:36:00.940 | And that is true not only of finances, but everything that you do.
00:36:05.700 | You know what's interesting is in Matthew chapter 28, that's where the Great Commission
00:36:09.300 | is given, right?
00:36:11.740 | But before the Great Commission is given, before he commissions them to go, he allows
00:36:16.740 | the disciples to fail, remember?
00:36:20.420 | Where Jesus says, "I'm going to go to the cross and you're going to deny me."
00:36:24.300 | And remember what Peter says?
00:36:25.780 | He says, "They may do that, but I will not."
00:36:30.820 | That arrogant term, "I will not."
00:36:34.020 | And then Jesus says, "No, you're going to.
00:36:35.740 | In fact, you're going to be the worst.
00:36:37.220 | You're going to deny me three times."
00:36:40.020 | And he gets utterly destroyed.
00:36:41.540 | He's humbled.
00:36:44.460 | And so after they're humbled, because they're like, "Yeah, we're going to do this, you know,
00:36:48.900 | we've got as long as the Messiah is with us."
00:36:50.500 | And then Messiah is crucified on the cross and everybody's hides and they're in fear.
00:36:54.580 | They don't even go to check the tomb.
00:36:58.500 | You read the gospel, how many times Jesus says, "I'm going to be resurrected on the third
00:37:01.460 | day.
00:37:02.460 | I'm going to be crucified.
00:37:03.460 | I'm going to be resurrected on the third day."
00:37:04.460 | They're so scared that they don't even go check the tomb.
00:37:07.820 | The women have to go and check.
00:37:09.060 | They have to come back.
00:37:10.060 | And then when they came back, they didn't believe him because they were so fixated on
00:37:13.660 | their own glory.
00:37:16.540 | But after they fail miserably, remember Jesus shows up and he feeds the disciples and he
00:37:20.380 | pulls Peter aside and he says, "Do you love me, Peter?"
00:37:23.380 | He said, "Yes, I do."
00:37:25.660 | And feed my sheep.
00:37:26.660 | "Do you love me, Peter?"
00:37:27.660 | "Yes, I do."
00:37:28.660 | "Feed my sheep."
00:37:29.660 | "Do you truly love me more than these?"
00:37:32.220 | You know, and some people think that maybe these, he's talking about the fish.
00:37:36.780 | I don't think he's talking about the fish.
00:37:40.420 | I could be wrong.
00:37:41.420 | I think he's just pulling to the other disciples because that's exactly what he said before
00:37:46.500 | Jesus went to the cross.
00:37:48.900 | They're all going to deny you, but not me.
00:37:50.500 | It's like, "Peter, are you still confident that you love me more than these?"
00:37:55.580 | Right?
00:37:56.580 | These guys right there, right?
00:38:00.020 | You were so confident before.
00:38:01.740 | "Lord, I love you."
00:38:03.980 | He said, "Then feed my sheep."
00:38:07.300 | His confidence has left.
00:38:08.860 | His arrogance, "I'm going to do this."
00:38:10.340 | He's like, "Oh, man."
00:38:12.500 | He's just thankful that Jesus receives him back.
00:38:15.900 | And then he tells his disciples, "Meet me in our hometown in this mountain in Galilee."
00:38:21.660 | So this is where we pick up in Matthew 28, verse 16.
00:38:26.140 | He's meeting them at the mountain where he's going to give the great commission.
00:38:29.980 | This is what it says in verse 16.
00:38:31.900 | "But the 11 disciples proceeded to Galilee, to the mountain which Jesus had designated.
00:38:35.700 | When they saw him, they worshipped him."
00:38:38.660 | Let me stop right there.
00:38:39.660 | I mean, don't just read it.
00:38:42.340 | I mean, they worshipped him.
00:38:45.540 | To a Jew, I mean, to anybody, you can't worship any of that.
00:38:51.140 | That's the first of the 10 commandments.
00:38:52.900 | "Thou shalt not have any other gods before me."
00:38:56.520 | So they followed him.
00:38:58.420 | They respected him.
00:38:59.420 | They honored him.
00:39:01.180 | But then after the resurrection, they worshipped him.
00:39:05.260 | So if they had any doubt of his identity, his deity, this would have been blasphemous,
00:39:11.620 | worthy of stoning.
00:39:14.140 | Even the angels were in terror when somebody would mistaken them and bow down and worship
00:39:20.460 | him.
00:39:21.460 | He said, "Don't do that.
00:39:23.540 | Because if you worship me, you're going to be destroyed, and I'm going to be destroyed."
00:39:28.580 | But the disciples knew exactly who Jesus was, and that's why they bowed down.
00:39:32.180 | They worshipped him.
00:39:33.180 | But here's what it says right after.
00:39:35.140 | "They worshipped him, but some were doubtful."
00:39:37.900 | Why were they doubtful?
00:39:41.500 | They already worshipped him.
00:39:43.380 | Did they worship him?
00:39:45.460 | You know?
00:39:46.460 | And then think to themselves, like, "Is he God?"
00:39:50.460 | You think that's what that meant when he said, "They worshipped him, but they were doubtful"?
00:39:53.900 | They already worshipped him.
00:39:54.900 | It's like, "I'm not sure.
00:39:55.900 | I'm going to figure this out later."
00:39:56.900 | You know, what's interesting is the word for "distazo," "to doubt," means "to waver" or
00:40:05.540 | "to hesitate."
00:40:06.540 | Clearly, they didn't waver about his identity, because they already worshipped him.
00:40:12.740 | So many commentators believe, which I also believe, their doubt was themselves.
00:40:19.460 | And if you read the context in where the Great Commission comes out, it makes more sense.
00:40:24.480 | Because we often see the Great Commission, it says, "Go therefore and make disciples.
00:40:28.300 | Baptize in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit."
00:40:31.720 | But the context in which he says it is right after they fail.
00:40:36.320 | They lose all confidence in themselves.
00:40:39.200 | And then they meet and they worship him, thankful that he restores them, but some of them are
00:40:44.400 | doubtful.
00:40:45.400 | "You're going to commission really us?"
00:40:48.360 | You see the attitude difference between before the crucifixion?
00:40:52.640 | "I'm going to do this.
00:40:54.120 | They will all do this, but I will not."
00:40:56.600 | That afterwards, they're like, "Really?
00:40:59.600 | You're going to use me?"
00:41:03.120 | You know, I think many of us, if you've been walking with the Lord for any period of time,
00:41:08.040 | you know, in the beginning, you know, you come out thinking like, "I'm going to turn
00:41:14.240 | the world upside down for Jesus Christ.
00:41:15.960 | I'm going to go out in a bang.
00:41:17.240 | I'm going to share the gospel to the remotest part of the world.
00:41:19.680 | And if I die early, glory to God."
00:41:24.080 | Three, four, five, six, 10, 20, 30 years go by and you have lost all confidence.
00:41:32.760 | You've compromised more than you can remember.
00:41:37.400 | And you've lost all confidence.
00:41:38.400 | "I don't know if God can use me."
00:41:41.400 | And you just kind of, "I just want to stay in the back.
00:41:45.480 | I just kind of ride this out to the end."
00:41:50.280 | And we have a tendency when we face these obstacles, which oftentimes it is ourselves,
00:41:56.040 | that it's like, "Oh, no, no, no.
00:41:59.880 | Let those guys who are gifted, let the younger guys take care of that."
00:42:02.680 | And then we kind of fade to the background.
00:42:05.280 | And I believe that that's where the disciples were.
00:42:07.280 | They worshipped him.
00:42:08.360 | They loved him, but they doubted.
00:42:10.000 | And it's in that context that Jesus says, came up to him, spoke to them and saying,
00:42:14.440 | "All authority has been given to me."
00:42:17.520 | The authority is not in you.
00:42:20.200 | If you're worried about your power, good.
00:42:23.600 | That's where you should be.
00:42:24.920 | There's no power in you.
00:42:26.480 | You can't move mountains.
00:42:28.480 | You're not going to be able to start any fire.
00:42:29.920 | I'm the consuming fire.
00:42:31.480 | All authority has been given to me."
00:42:32.720 | And then he says, "Now, go."
00:42:36.280 | Go not because you're smart, not because you have a proven track record, but because all
00:42:41.480 | authority has been given to me.
00:42:42.880 | Now go, make disciples.
00:42:45.720 | And then he concludes by saying, "And lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the
00:42:53.400 | age."
00:42:54.400 | As much as the Great Commission is important, the context in which he says it and the power
00:42:59.760 | that they need to do it is his authority and his presence.
00:43:05.080 | And that's why he says, "You cannot bear fruit unless you abide in me."
00:43:11.520 | You cannot bear fruit.
00:43:15.220 | How many times have we heard that?
00:43:17.520 | How many times have we repeated that?
00:43:19.320 | How many times have we studied that?
00:43:21.920 | And yet so few people give their total attention.
00:43:25.720 | You cannot bear fruit unless you abide in me because the power is not in you.
00:43:32.960 | That's why the disciples, they say, "Okay, okay, thank you for restoring us."
00:43:36.520 | And then right before they go, remember what they're told?
00:43:40.360 | "Wait, when the Holy Spirit comes upon you, when the power that you need, Holy Spirit
00:43:49.180 | comes upon you, then you will be my disciples."
00:43:53.980 | In Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria, to the remotest part of the world.
00:43:57.260 | But he says to do what?
00:43:59.020 | To wait.
00:44:00.020 | Does that sound familiar?
00:44:02.020 | Yeah, Isaiah.
00:44:03.020 | The passage that we looked at in the beginning of the sermon.
00:44:07.460 | It said, "Those who will not grow weary, mount up on eagles.
00:44:17.060 | Those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength."
00:44:21.140 | To recognize that this is a mountain.
00:44:27.500 | Let me conclude with this.
00:44:29.380 | I want you to have something very practical.
00:44:34.620 | What does it mean then for God to empower us?
00:44:38.060 | We naturally think, "Okay, there's some supernatural power.
00:44:40.540 | I'm going to go home in the closet until power comes.
00:44:44.340 | I'm going to raise my hand and the Holy Spirit come now right here."
00:44:49.820 | I used to be in a charismatic, I got saved in a charismatic circle and we would have
00:44:55.180 | worship and we raise our hand and the Holy Spirit that's hovering around the room would
00:45:01.140 | touch my hands and then it would come.
00:45:05.020 | "Oh, I got it."
00:45:08.380 | And so we would wait and worship for the Holy Spirit.
00:45:11.820 | Is that what he's talking about?
00:45:12.820 | And he says, "Wait for the power?
00:45:15.180 | Just wait, don't go."
00:45:17.660 | If that's what you think that that's what that means, then I've actually ruined you.
00:45:25.060 | Not only are you not going to do the work, you're going to have biblical reasons.
00:45:27.860 | "No, I can't do it because I don't have the power."
00:45:31.740 | Let me give you something really practical.
00:45:34.660 | You know, every time I lead worship and you know, like somebody comes up, "Oh, thank you
00:45:38.860 | for leading worship and you know, I really like the way you do this and that."
00:45:43.220 | And I know myself, right.
00:45:47.000 | That's one area that you can't pump me up in because I've been deflated.
00:45:53.060 | And let me tell you a practical story, okay.
00:45:56.220 | Years ago when I was back in college, the ministry that was there at Biola, they were
00:46:02.980 | having some sort of like, I won't say a competition, it was worship, but they gather all the students
00:46:09.020 | and they were presenting a choir.
00:46:12.580 | So I was part of that choir and there was probably about 30 of us and all my close friends,
00:46:16.300 | everybody that I knew was in that choir.
00:46:19.160 | So the choir director, she was leading us and she said, "We need somebody to do a solo."
00:46:25.540 | And so my friends, they say, "Oh, Peter has a good voice."
00:46:27.860 | So they recommended, right.
00:46:30.020 | They offered me up.
00:46:35.180 | You know what comes next when they offer you up.
00:46:38.060 | So I said, "Oh, okay."
00:46:40.180 | And so she said, "Peter, why don't you come down?"
00:46:42.500 | So she gave me a line that I'm supposed to sing and I did a solo, right.
00:46:46.420 | I mean, my ego is inflated.
00:46:48.100 | It's like, "Yes, finally, somebody knows."
00:46:51.100 | So I walked down from everybody and I stood there and I said, "Go ahead, Peter."
00:46:57.940 | And they started playing along.
00:46:58.940 | So I started singing, right.
00:47:00.940 | It's like waiting for standing ovation, right.
00:47:05.940 | After I did my little piece, I could tell by her expression that she wasn't impressed
00:47:12.460 | and she didn't say a thing.
00:47:15.260 | She just like, after I finished, dead silence.
00:47:18.940 | And then she said, "Okay, thanks, Peter.
00:47:21.860 | Is there anybody else that can..."
00:47:25.260 | And so I went from, "Oh," to, "Oh my gosh."
00:47:31.340 | And I was humiliated in front of all my friends and I crawled back into the choir and I sang
00:47:36.900 | as small as I could and I realized, okay, my voice is a choir voice.
00:47:44.100 | There's some people, I mean, the people who sing up here, I mean, they have good voices.
00:47:48.420 | Mine's a choir voice.
00:47:49.420 | It sounds good when it's drowned out by other noise.
00:47:55.180 | So people say, I say, "Oh, if that's how insecure you are about your voice, then why do you
00:48:01.100 | sing?
00:48:02.100 | Why do you need praise?"
00:48:04.860 | Because I'm not trying to lead you in singing.
00:48:08.700 | I'm trying to lead you in worship.
00:48:12.180 | And it doesn't matter what you think.
00:48:15.820 | Don't get me wrong.
00:48:16.820 | I'm not like, "Oh, I'm so bad."
00:48:19.700 | It's like, you know, I'm not trying to be fake humble, right?
00:48:24.420 | It's good enough to be in a choir.
00:48:26.420 | I understand that, right?
00:48:30.220 | But I've been freed.
00:48:33.600 | If my goal was my own glory, I would not do that because I know there's room filled with
00:48:39.500 | people who are much more talented than I am, much more gifted than I am.
00:48:43.380 | There's a lot of things that I do that I know there's people who are much better than I
00:48:48.220 | am.
00:48:49.220 | But I've been freed from myself.
00:48:52.820 | I'm not doing it for my glory.
00:48:56.140 | I'm not doing it to get your praise.
00:48:59.820 | And there's a reason why Jesus says, "He who seeks his life will lose it, and he who loses
00:49:06.300 | his life for my sake, he will find it."
00:49:09.540 | I have been freed from myself so that I can live my life to give him the glory.
00:49:16.980 | I don't get the greatest happiness from you.
00:49:20.480 | My greatest joy comes from him.
00:49:23.860 | I've been freed.
00:49:26.260 | And every single one of you have been freed, if you can just accept that.
00:49:32.020 | That's why we practice God-centered worship.
00:49:36.660 | Because when you're at the center, it ruins you.
00:49:40.340 | It ruins you.
00:49:42.340 | Even when we're doing good works, we'll always have one eye out the other to see if somebody
00:49:46.780 | else is noticing me.
00:49:48.820 | Or we have the other eye looking, is anybody else judging me?
00:49:52.420 | Am I doing a good enough job?
00:49:54.900 | And so that concern for you is ruining everything that you do.
00:50:01.620 | But if you place God where he needs to be, you're free.
00:50:09.260 | You're free.
00:50:10.260 | It doesn't matter what other people think.
00:50:13.700 | It doesn't matter how good of a job that I do.
00:50:16.580 | Because in the end, all I want is to glorify God and for you to join me.
00:50:24.940 | I pray that every single one of us would know this Jesus, surrender to this Jesus, to be
00:50:32.740 | anchored to this Jesus, that we may be properly equipped for every good work for his glory.
00:50:40.260 | Let's pray.
00:50:43.060 | Again, as our praise team comes up, let's take a few minutes to come before the Lord
00:50:49.740 | in prayer.
00:50:51.900 | Let the word of God not just enter into your head, but enter into your heart.
00:50:57.980 | Have you been drifting?
00:51:00.700 | Where do you find your peace?
00:51:03.460 | What are you looking to?
00:51:06.140 | To take some time to come before the Lord and find your confidence in him.
00:51:12.180 | Again, as our worship team leads us, let's take some time to pray.
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