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2021-01-10 Ron De Los Santos Baptism


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00:00:00.000 | Hi, I'm Ron, and my wife is Sarah, who serves in SEEDS, and this is my testimony.
00:00:09.760 | I was raised Catholic.
00:00:11.240 | It's pretty much by default in the Philippines.
00:00:13.880 | I grew up in the Catholic Church all the way through the early parts of college.
00:00:18.960 | Many things happened that made me question the sanctity of the Catholic Church, and by
00:00:22.720 | the time I graduated college, I was no longer Catholic.
00:00:26.040 | I certainly did not behave like one.
00:00:29.240 | In college, I lost my full ride.
00:00:31.560 | I dropped my major and joined a fraternity where I began, or where I picked up drugs
00:00:36.360 | and alcohol.
00:00:38.360 | I was failing in college, and in order to recover, I started taking ADHD drugs, which
00:00:44.200 | helped me go from a 1.34 GPA to Dean's List by the time I was a senior.
00:00:51.000 | Felt smart, accomplished.
00:00:53.600 | I had a success story, and that's all that mattered.
00:00:56.680 | That success story continued into my career in construction.
00:01:01.360 | In my first job, I went from making copies and filing documents to project manager within
00:01:06.600 | six months, but I continued to use drugs to help advance my career.
00:01:12.400 | I had a list called the "How to be a Marketable Bachelor" list, and it was my vision to be
00:01:19.560 | the ultimate man.
00:01:21.500 | Over the years, I started checking off the boxes on the list, but drugs always played
00:01:26.220 | a role.
00:01:27.220 | I worked on the list for 10 years, and at the age of 33, I was making more money than
00:01:32.300 | most of my friends, cultured in the arts, good with my hands, a nice haircut, no cavities,
00:01:38.180 | low cholesterol, wearing designer jeans, and I could sail a boat, yet I didn't have a
00:01:43.740 | girlfriend to sail a boat with, and was addicted to drugs and feeling completely empty.
00:01:48.700 | But one day, I got an email that changed my life forever.
00:01:52.180 | It eventually led to my salvation.
00:01:54.620 | I was selling something on Craigslist, and during the transaction, the buyer invited
00:01:59.180 | me to a program that was just starting at his Korean church in Irvine, introducing nonbelievers
00:02:04.700 | to Christianity.
00:02:06.840 | One of the items on my list was "Man of God" because of my Catholic upbringing, so I decided
00:02:13.100 | why not check another box?
00:02:15.520 | And I drove to Irvine from Manhattan Beach for this eight-week program.
00:02:20.320 | During this program, I began to realize that the very manner in which I accomplished the
00:02:25.120 | things on that list was tainted with the existence of drugs.
00:02:30.380 | My success was a lie.
00:02:33.140 | It wasn't of my natural doing.
00:02:34.780 | I was trapped by addiction, and I feared that if I stopped, I wouldn't be able to continue
00:02:39.720 | being the person I've built myself up to be.
00:02:43.400 | Each one of the items on that list was a mask that I put on, thinking it was going to make
00:02:49.520 | me someone of value, so I can be accepted and maybe someday loved.
00:02:56.240 | I just wanted to take them all off.
00:02:58.400 | The very person who I made myself to be was a product of sin, and I just wanted out.
00:03:04.000 | Working on my "How to Be a Marketable Bachelor" list took over my life for 10 years, and many
00:03:10.000 | years before that was merely preparation to accomplish the list.
00:03:14.000 | I was a slave to the idea that I was in control.
00:03:17.680 | In 2 Corinthians 5:21, it says, "He made him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, so
00:03:25.720 | that we might become the righteousness of God in him."
00:03:30.960 | God provided me my only way out by sending me Jesus.
00:03:35.000 | Christ became my sin.
00:03:37.160 | When he died on the cross, he took my sin with him, and his resurrection is my new life.
00:03:43.480 | During that eight-week program, it boggled my mind that about 20 to 25 people gave up
00:03:47.440 | their Sunday night for me and two other unbelievers.
00:03:53.720 | I asked myself, "Who are these people?
00:03:56.880 | Why did they do all that for me and ask for nothing?
00:04:01.960 | What is this joy that they have?
00:04:03.760 | What is this secret that they all seem to hold that I can't seem to find?"
00:04:08.680 | I realized their desire for me to meet God was authentic.
00:04:13.340 | They were weird and kind because they served with this unnatural joy.
00:04:18.340 | The secret I thought they all seemed to hold was, in fact, the very thing they had been
00:04:22.420 | trying to share, the love of God.
00:04:26.360 | I wanted to know the source of their unnatural joy.
00:04:29.640 | In witnessing their relationship with God, I realized I didn't really know God.
00:04:34.040 | So on the last day of the program, I prayed earnestly to meet him, and I wept for the
00:04:38.400 | first time in my life when I finally met God.
00:04:42.200 | From then on, I drove hundreds of miles to attend this Korean church in Irvine.
00:04:46.720 | Although I met God at age 33, I am amazed when I realize God's hand in the events of
00:04:51.400 | my life in the past, right now, and as it unfolds.
00:04:55.920 | I believe there is a beautifully curated life that God has in plan for me.
00:05:01.800 | Many times I have reflected on the events of my past, then realized how they affect
00:05:05.440 | me today, and I am comforted that God's love for me has no concept of time.
00:05:10.720 | I believe the very reason why God brought me to Irvine was to find Sarah, and then here
00:05:16.440 | to Burien.
00:05:17.880 | I believe it all happened in perfect timing, and I'm excited to see the perfect plan God
00:05:21.320 | has in store.
00:05:22.320 | It's been close to 10 years since, but I was never baptized, so here I am to be baptized
00:05:28.520 | into Christ through immersion as the symbol of my union with his death and resurrection.
00:05:33.720 | Thank you.
00:05:34.720 | [applause]
00:05:34.720 | >> You can understand Ron, and you want the water, you're hearing his heart's intent, and
00:05:41.720 | when you come out, you're in harmony with his resurrection life.
00:05:48.720 | I baptize you in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
00:06:13.720 | Amen.
00:06:14.720 | [applause]
00:06:14.720 | (applause)