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2020-10-25 Worship in and through the wilderness


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00:00:00.000 | If you guys have your Bibles with me, the bulk of today's message will be coming from
00:00:08.520 | Deuteronomy 8.
00:00:10.800 | It's going to be up here for you, but I do find it helpful when I actually have the text
00:00:15.980 | open just throughout the sermon.
00:00:17.940 | So Deuteronomy 8, verses 1 through 7, and I'm going to be reading out of the NASB.
00:00:27.200 | All the commandments that I am commanding you today, you shall be careful to do, that
00:00:32.680 | you may live and multiply and go in and possess the land which the Lord swore to give to your
00:00:38.080 | forefathers.
00:00:40.020 | You shall remember all the way with which the Lord your God has led you in the wilderness
00:00:44.980 | these 40 years, that he might humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart,
00:00:51.200 | whether you would keep his commandments or not.
00:00:53.960 | He humbled you and let you be hungry and fed you with manna which you did not know,
00:00:58.500 | nor did your fathers know, that he might make you understand that man does not live by bread
00:01:03.480 | alone, but man lives by everything that proceeds out of the mouth of the Lord.
00:01:09.000 | Your clothing did not wear out on you, nor did your foot swell these 40 years.
00:01:14.200 | Thus you are to know in your heart that the Lord your God was disciplining you just as
00:01:18.200 | a man disciplines his son.
00:01:21.560 | Therefore you shall keep the commandments of the Lord your God to walk in his ways and
00:01:24.840 | to fear him.
00:01:26.440 | For the Lord your God is bringing you into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of
00:01:31.200 | fountains and springs, flowing forth in valleys and hills."
00:01:37.760 | Every nation has significant events or moments in their history, and many of the events are
00:01:43.760 | either annually celebrated or they are so painful that they are rarely talked about
00:01:49.560 | or discussed.
00:01:51.560 | So no book on Chinese history will leave out the Cultural Revolution, the Opium Wars, the
00:01:57.240 | Great Wall of China being built by the Ming Dynasty.
00:02:01.120 | The books on the US will discuss at length the American Revolution, the Great Depression,
00:02:05.920 | or the Civil Rights Movement.
00:02:07.720 | So every nation has significant moments in its history that its people remember proudly
00:02:14.720 | or events that they would rather forget.
00:02:17.980 | So the same is true for the people of Israel in both the Old and the New Testaments.
00:02:24.600 | The nation of Israel had many significant events that they were called to remember.
00:02:28.760 | The Passover is a big one.
00:02:31.000 | The building of Solomon's Temple is another.
00:02:33.820 | The Babylonian captivity is an especially painful one, and you have the entire book
00:02:38.960 | of Lamentations emotionally devoted to that event.
00:02:44.320 | One of the most significant ones, though, in Israel's history is the wilderness wanderings
00:02:49.820 | in the time of Moses.
00:02:52.020 | So it's so significant that you have about 40 of the books of the Bible reference the
00:02:57.740 | wilderness wandering, and Israel is often called to reflect on it.
00:03:03.280 | So they had left Egypt with so much hope.
00:03:05.920 | They crossed the Red Sea in awe of God's power, and they were excited about Canaan, the land
00:03:11.420 | flowing with milk and honey.
00:03:13.760 | And then came this wilderness, and the wilderness had been hard.
00:03:21.340 | It had been a horrible experience for the Israelites, and of the 600,000-plus of the
00:03:26.780 | people who had left Egypt, only two actually made it through the wilderness and into the
00:03:31.640 | Promised Land.
00:03:32.640 | So everyone else was either, like, struck down, bitten by venomous serpents, or literally
00:03:38.500 | the earth swallowed them whole.
00:03:42.020 | And the wilderness wandering wasn't just hard, it was also seemingly endless.
00:03:47.680 | The journey from Egypt to Canaan should have taken about 11 days, but it took them 40 years.
00:03:54.080 | And 40 years is a long time.
00:03:58.200 | You guys are very familiar with COVID and pandemic, right?
00:04:02.900 | You know, we've been in lockdown for 31 weeks now.
00:04:08.000 | I counted, 31 weeks, like two days.
00:04:10.980 | And 40 weeks would be a horribly long time under any kind of suffering or wilderness
00:04:17.360 | wandering, but the Israelites were there for 40 years.
00:04:22.920 | What was your life like 40 years ago?
00:04:26.300 | I was living in Korea, sporting a fresh bowl cut, eating choco pie, and toddling around
00:04:33.700 | and falling and eating dirt, probably.
00:04:40.280 | You guys, most of you have not been around that long.
00:04:43.760 | Most of our church is under 40.
00:04:46.640 | So the wilderness was hard, and it was 40 years long.
00:04:51.120 | So as I said, the wilderness wandering of the people of Israel was one of the most significant
00:04:55.280 | and most painful chapters in their history, and they were constantly exhorted to reflect
00:05:01.060 | on it.
00:05:03.020 | And in the scriptures, you and I as new covenant people of God are also called to reflect on
00:05:07.760 | it.
00:05:08.760 | And that's what we're going to be doing a little bit this morning.
00:05:11.320 | And I just read for you in the beginning, the opening of Deuteronomy chapter 8.
00:05:15.620 | The book of Deuteronomy is written toward the end of the wanderings with the land of
00:05:20.220 | Canaan in view, and the people of God are finally about to enter into the promised land.
00:05:26.840 | Deuteronomy is addressed to the second generation of the people of Israel, almost all of whom
00:05:32.060 | had never known life in Egypt.
00:05:35.220 | And in chapter 8, we have Moses' own commentary and reflection on this 40-year journey.
00:05:41.440 | So for you guys who are taking notes, we're going to be looking at four biblical truths
00:05:45.200 | about the wilderness wandering, and we're going to be looking at four things Deuteronomy
00:05:49.900 | teaches us about this wilderness wandering.
00:05:52.360 | And I'm going to give you three up front, three truths or points up front, and then
00:05:56.520 | we're going to tackle the fourth one at the end in application.
00:06:00.120 | One, the wilderness wandering was on purpose.
00:06:05.400 | It was on purpose.
00:06:06.400 | Number two, the wilderness wandering was for testing.
00:06:11.720 | And the third point that we glean is that the wilderness wandering was for training.
00:06:18.760 | It was on purpose for testing and for training.
00:06:23.120 | So the first point, the wilderness wandering was on purpose.
00:06:27.200 | Deuteronomy 8.1, I'm going to read that for you again.
00:06:29.720 | All the commandments that I am commanding you today, you shall be careful to do, that
00:06:35.000 | you may live and multiply, and go in and possess the land which the Lord swore to give to your
00:06:41.880 | forefathers.
00:06:44.120 | So Moses begins by telling the people that God will soon deliver on his promise to give
00:06:49.160 | them the land of Canaan.
00:06:52.220 | He calls their attention to God's covenant with Abraham, and in Genesis 15, that's where
00:06:57.520 | God makes this covenant with Abraham, swearing that Abraham will have many descendants and
00:07:02.440 | they will possess the land of Canaan.
00:07:05.440 | In Genesis 15, Abraham is already physically living in the land of Canaan.
00:07:10.800 | But the narrative tells us that Abraham believed God, trusted in this promise, and his faith
00:07:17.160 | was credited to him as righteousness.
00:07:19.320 | And then later in that chapter, God proceeds to tell him the things that will happen before
00:07:25.740 | all of these things are fulfilled.
00:07:27.680 | Okay?
00:07:28.680 | So Genesis 15, 13 to 16, God said to Abraham, "Know for certain that your descendants will
00:07:35.440 | be strangers in a land that is not theirs, where they will be enslaved and oppressed
00:07:39.280 | 400 years.
00:07:41.400 | But I will also judge the nation whom they will serve, and afterward they will come out
00:07:46.280 | with many possessions."
00:07:49.160 | As for you, "You shall go to your fathers in peace.
00:07:52.000 | You will be buried at a good old age."
00:07:54.680 | And then in the fourth generation, they will return here, where the iniquity of the Amorite
00:08:00.440 | is not yet complete.
00:08:02.280 | So using the words, "Know for certain," God tells Abraham that with absolute certainty,
00:08:09.280 | one, his descendants will be enslaved and oppressed 400 years.
00:08:14.200 | Two, with absolute certainty, they're going to leave Egypt, having plundered them, having
00:08:19.240 | become very wealthy.
00:08:21.440 | And three, they will return to the very land that he is standing on once the iniquity of
00:08:27.640 | the Amorite is complete.
00:08:30.480 | The Amorites were living in the land of Canaan during the time of Israel's wanderings.
00:08:34.800 | And just a little bit of an insight, Amos 2.10 reads, "It was I who brought you up from
00:08:40.600 | the land of Egypt, and I led you in the wilderness 40 years, that you might take possession of
00:08:45.840 | the land of the Amorite."
00:08:47.880 | So the 400 years in Egypt, the exodus out of Egypt, the wilderness wandering, and the
00:08:53.840 | return to the land of Canaan are all spelled out in advance for Abraham in the book of
00:08:59.480 | Genesis.
00:09:01.320 | So how did they end up in Egypt?
00:09:03.600 | We see that the Israelites were not in Egypt as slaves because of their sins.
00:09:09.600 | There's no record of any particular sins at the end of the book of Genesis or at the
00:09:13.200 | beginning of Exodus that give us reason to believe that the slavery period was judgment
00:09:19.220 | on the people.
00:09:21.500 | We read in Exodus 1.8 that the new king of Egypt did not remember Joseph.
00:09:27.760 | So that's the only reason given for the explanation, like that's the only explanation given for
00:09:32.160 | the reason why they're slaves.
00:09:34.400 | Pharaoh never learned about Joseph.
00:09:38.120 | So all of this was on purpose.
00:09:39.920 | The famine that initially forced the patriarchs out of Canaan into Egypt, on purpose.
00:09:45.400 | The 400 years of slavery, on purpose.
00:09:48.680 | And the journey through the wilderness was also on purpose.
00:09:51.880 | And through all of this, God desired worship, and he wanted his people to know that he was
00:09:58.760 | worthy of it.
00:10:00.600 | So in his confrontations with Pharaoh, what is Moses commanded to say to him?
00:10:07.080 | Exodus 7.16, "You shall say to him, 'The Lord, the God of the Hebrews, sent me to you, saying,
00:10:16.800 | let my people go, that they may serve me in the wilderness.'"
00:10:21.560 | It wasn't let my people go so that they may serve me after they get into the land of Canaan.
00:10:26.360 | It was that they may serve me in the wilderness.
00:10:30.680 | So they were in the wilderness for the purpose of worship and service to God.
00:10:36.800 | So the books of Exodus and Numbers make it seem like the reason for the wilderness is
00:10:40.960 | Israel's sin.
00:10:43.400 | But here in Deuteronomy, God says that he deliberately led them there.
00:10:50.560 | Israel's sin caused them to wander in the wilderness.
00:10:53.760 | That's biblical truth.
00:10:55.960 | God's good purpose caused them to wander in the wilderness.
00:10:59.040 | That's biblical truth.
00:11:00.040 | Now, is this a contradiction?
00:11:03.040 | No, it's a paradox.
00:11:06.720 | It is a truth that cannot be explained without some degree of logical or emotional discomfort.
00:11:14.480 | And there are at times very difficult circumstances and events in our lives that God has deliberately
00:11:20.880 | purposed.
00:11:23.040 | Sometimes these circumstances and events are consequences of our sins.
00:11:27.600 | Sometimes they are events divinely ordained for our good or for the good of his people.
00:11:34.680 | Sometimes they are both.
00:11:36.800 | But whichever the case, James 1, verse 2, many of you guys know this passage.
00:11:42.760 | Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials.
00:11:48.000 | Why?
00:11:49.560 | Because our good God has purposed them.
00:11:53.280 | So there are seasons of trial ordained by God that sometimes feel like 40 years.
00:11:59.440 | They're endless.
00:12:00.760 | If a trial just lasted a day or two, most of you guys would embrace them.
00:12:07.880 | Trials are good for us.
00:12:09.320 | Builds character.
00:12:11.440 | But sometimes a season of God-ordained trials seem to last an eternity.
00:12:17.880 | And the longer these trials go, we are left to wonder if they are a result of our sins.
00:12:24.760 | And when the trials do not go away somewhat quickly, or after we've prayed many prayers,
00:12:29.840 | we might wonder, "Why is God not providing immediate relief?"
00:12:36.000 | We wonder if it's because of our lack of faith.
00:12:40.080 | Perhaps maybe I'm not praying enough, or I'm not praying the right prayers well enough.
00:12:48.040 | And we wonder if God is indeed a God of love, if he is indeed good.
00:12:55.960 | So no normal human being enjoys the tests of the wilderness.
00:13:03.560 | But we'll see in Scripture the wilderness wandering of Israel was on purpose.
00:13:09.040 | And the wilderness wanderings ordained for us in our lives are also always on purpose.
00:13:15.880 | So regardless of the who, what, why, when, and where the wilderness that you may currently
00:13:21.960 | be in now, one thing is for certain, God in his sovereignty and in his goodness has purposed
00:13:32.360 | it.
00:13:33.360 | Amen?
00:13:34.360 | Second, the wilderness wandering was for testing.
00:13:38.920 | Deuteronomy 8, 2-3, "You shall remember all the way which the Lord your God has led you
00:13:44.480 | in the wilderness each forty years, that he might humble you, testing you to know what
00:13:49.680 | was in your heart, whether you would keep his commandments or not.
00:13:54.160 | He humbled you and let you be hungry and fed you with manna which you did not know, nor
00:14:00.240 | did your fathers know.
00:14:02.520 | That he might make you understand that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives
00:14:07.280 | by everything that proceeds out of the mouth of the Lord."
00:14:12.240 | So we read here that God led them into the wilderness on purpose to test them and to
00:14:18.640 | humble them.
00:14:20.760 | And ultimately the test was to see if they would trust him, if they would obey him.
00:14:25.600 | The test was to see if they would have faith in the God who had led them out of slavery,
00:14:32.080 | destroyed their enemies and all their strongholds, to see if they would trust him to lead them
00:14:37.520 | into the promised land.
00:14:40.200 | But with each passing year, remember, forty years, not a short time, with each passing
00:14:44.200 | year, each obstacle, every bout of thirst and hunger, the Israelites grumbled and complained.
00:14:52.940 | On the surface they may have looked okay, but they're like sponges.
00:14:57.520 | As soon as you squeeze them a little bit, the stuff that's on the inside comes out and
00:15:02.840 | gets exposed.
00:15:04.860 | So the wilderness squeezes expose their faithlessness, the squeezes betray their rebellious spirit,
00:15:12.440 | their cowardice, their selfishness, and what was exposed is that indeed their God is their
00:15:20.120 | bellies.
00:15:22.240 | The Israelites were inclined to evil and self-destruction all the time.
00:15:27.080 | They were a bunch of stiff-necked, ungrateful whiners.
00:15:33.440 | They were weak, helpless and powerless, but they had the audacity to curse the God of
00:15:38.600 | the universe and to blame him for this misery.
00:15:43.400 | If only you hadn't cared about us and led us out into this desert, we would rather be
00:15:48.000 | in Egypt and eat leeks and cucumbers and garlic, we would rather be slaves than to follow you,
00:15:54.240 | you horrible God.
00:15:57.200 | So God had delivered them out of slavery and showed them miracles and wonders, but the
00:16:03.640 | perpetual cry of their hearts was, "What have you done for me lately, Yahweh?"
00:16:10.920 | Let me read this section of Deuteronomy 8-2 again for you, to know what was in your heart,
00:16:16.360 | whether you would keep his commandments or not.
00:16:19.600 | The wilderness wandering was for testing, is our second point, right?
00:16:23.040 | I have a very important question for you.
00:16:26.680 | Who were the tests for?
00:16:31.400 | Were the tests for God's benefit so that he could see what was in their hearts because
00:16:36.640 | he wasn't sure?
00:16:39.040 | Was it because God had his suspicions?
00:16:42.280 | Did God need some kind of confirmation or evidence that they would in fact turn out
00:16:47.800 | okay?
00:16:49.480 | No.
00:16:51.180 | God is omniscient.
00:16:52.600 | He is all-knowing.
00:16:53.600 | He already knew what was in their hearts.
00:16:56.760 | The tests were for Israel's benefit so that in their humbled and their helpless state,
00:17:02.600 | they would seek God, that they would learn to trust and put their hope in God alone.
00:17:08.800 | They need to learn this and to teach them that they were not saved because God knew
00:17:14.520 | that they would be good at obeying.
00:17:18.520 | Praise the Lord that God, praise him that he did not save us because of our ability
00:17:24.600 | to obey.
00:17:25.600 | Amen?
00:17:26.600 | Amen.
00:17:28.080 | We may be shocked when we see the sins come out of our hearts, hear the things that come
00:17:33.360 | out of our mouths, but God is never taken by surprise by our depravity.
00:17:39.440 | He saves and loves anyway.
00:17:42.440 | So what was the testing for?
00:17:44.780 | We see the answer in verse 3.
00:17:46.640 | To make you understand, the man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by everything
00:17:53.920 | that proceeds out of the mouth of the Lord.
00:17:56.480 | Israel was created by God and for God to love God and to serve God, but rebellion and
00:18:02.920 | rottenness was at the very core of their hearts.
00:18:06.520 | Israel was created by God and for God to love God and to serve God, but in their core, they
00:18:13.360 | hated that purpose.
00:18:16.160 | Acts 17.28, Paul in front of the Areopagus, this is what he says, "That in God we live
00:18:21.560 | and move and exist."
00:18:23.240 | Other translations say, "In Him we live and move and have our being."
00:18:26.600 | But in God we live and move and exist.
00:18:31.660 | But for you and me, oftentimes, in our rebellion and foolish arrogance, we often think that
00:18:36.880 | God lives and moves and exists to serve us.
00:18:42.840 | God had never needed Israel.
00:18:46.160 | Israel had always needed God because Israel too had inherited Adam's sin nature.
00:18:53.200 | Israel would always default to faithlessness, forgetfulness, rebellion, and placing hope
00:18:59.440 | in all the wrong things, walking by sight and not by faith.
00:19:03.960 | And without God's intervention, Israel would destroy themselves, be ravaged by their neighboring
00:19:10.120 | enemies, and seek always to worship created things rather than the Creator.
00:19:15.800 | And that would never lead to them being fully satisfied.
00:19:21.440 | So why did God deliberately allow Israel to feel hunger?
00:19:24.960 | Was that His cruelty?
00:19:27.520 | No.
00:19:28.900 | Because bad things always happened when they were full.
00:19:33.080 | Hosea 13, verses 4 through 6.
00:19:37.360 | Yet I have been the Lord your God since the land of Egypt, and you are not to know any
00:19:42.200 | God except me, for there is no Savior besides me.
00:19:46.360 | I cared for you in the wilderness, in the land of drought.
00:19:51.320 | As they had their pasture, they became satisfied.
00:19:54.960 | And being satisfied, their heart became proud.
00:19:58.200 | Therefore, they forgot me.
00:20:00.480 | And Jeremiah calls it the fountain of living water.
00:20:03.680 | They forgot me.
00:20:05.880 | Man needs saving.
00:20:08.360 | Man cannot save himself.
00:20:09.360 | But the problem is that oftentimes man believes that he can.
00:20:16.160 | Man needs humbling, because in arrogance, man is destined and doomed to wrath.
00:20:23.280 | The Israelites needed to understand that there is nothing good in and of themselves, that
00:20:29.520 | there is no worth in and of themselves, and that the only reason they are a chosen people
00:20:34.440 | of God, that they are a royal priesthood, is because of God's mercy alone.
00:20:40.200 | So the wilderness wanderings, one, were on purpose, and two, they were for testing and
00:20:46.200 | exposing and humbling.
00:20:50.200 | And likewise, there are wilderness wanderings ordained in our lives to show us that there
00:20:55.600 | is nothing good in us outside of Christ, that we live and move and exist solely by the grace
00:21:02.360 | of God.
00:21:04.320 | And the wilderness seasons in our lives expose oftentimes our sins and painfully remind us
00:21:11.080 | of our need for a Savior, lest we forget that we do not live by bread alone, but by everything
00:21:17.160 | that proceeds out of the mouth of the Lord.
00:21:21.200 | Brothers and sisters, you were created by God and for God to love God and to serve God.
00:21:29.320 | And praise the Lord that the wilderness wanderings in our lives remind us of that purpose.
00:21:36.440 | Praise God that the wilderness wanderings in our lives help to wean us off the things
00:21:39.960 | of this world, teach us to worship the Creator rather than created things, because again,
00:21:46.760 | created things will never satisfy.
00:21:49.760 | That's a lie.
00:21:53.280 | Praise God that we often get dissatisfied during the wilderness because it makes us
00:21:58.920 | long for home.
00:22:02.400 | So our call is to praise him in the wilderness and through the wilderness.
00:22:09.040 | The wilderness was on purpose.
00:22:10.800 | The wilderness was for our testing and our humbling.
00:22:14.800 | And third, the wilderness wanderings were for the purpose of training.
00:22:20.200 | They were for training.
00:22:22.520 | Verse four and five reads, "Your clothing did not wear out on you, nor did your foot
00:22:28.280 | swell these forty years.
00:22:30.960 | Thus you are to know in your heart that the Lord your God was disciplining you just as
00:22:35.160 | a man disciplines his son."
00:22:37.320 | Now the word discipline, it feels negative, right?
00:22:41.800 | Here God is training Israel to trust him and to obey him in faith.
00:22:47.920 | Israel had been an orphaned people.
00:22:51.040 | God the Creator of the universe had handpicked and adopted and had vowed to be their Abba
00:22:57.120 | Father so that they would be orphans no longer.
00:23:01.320 | They would be loved.
00:23:03.320 | Hosea 13 and 14, the last two chapters of the short book, reflect on the wilderness
00:23:09.280 | wanderings and Hosea's conclusion here is, "For in you only the orphan finds mercy."
00:23:19.240 | The Lord their God in the wilderness was treating them as beloved sons.
00:23:25.200 | Love motivated and saturated discipline is a tremendous blessing to a child.
00:23:32.480 | Beloved children are trained up and disciplined.
00:23:37.960 | Orphans are never disciplined.
00:23:41.360 | Orphans are often neglected or abused.
00:23:44.160 | They are left to fend for themselves, usually to their harm, but this would not be the case
00:23:50.760 | for Israel with Yahweh as their Abba Father.
00:23:54.520 | So as a good father trains a son in all things, disciplines with loving correction, God would
00:24:03.360 | be a good father to Israel.
00:24:06.440 | He was their creator, yes, he was their king, but he would also love them as a father loves
00:24:12.620 | his child.
00:24:13.960 | Correction, building up, teaching, exhorting, and when necessary, the rod, they are all
00:24:21.320 | evidences of love.
00:24:23.960 | So God the Father was more active and directly and physically tending to his people in the
00:24:29.240 | wilderness than at any other time in Israel's history.
00:24:34.080 | He took care of everything that they needed.
00:24:37.740 | He let them understand hunger, but he did not cause them to starve.
00:24:42.520 | He allowed them to feel thirst, but he gave them water whenever they needed it, not always
00:24:47.660 | when they wanted it, but when they needed it.
00:24:50.480 | He knew that in their immaturity, they would need visible evidence of his presence.
00:24:57.160 | So he led them by a visible pillar of cloud and he led them by a visible pillar of fire.
00:25:05.160 | And what's more, you look at Deuteronomy 8.4, 40 years their clothes did not wear out.
00:25:12.260 | Their feet did not get swollen.
00:25:13.960 | Did you read that?
00:25:15.800 | For 40 years, the clothes that they walked in, slept in, and labored in did not wear
00:25:22.000 | out.
00:25:23.400 | I don't know what kind of material does not wear out with that much usage.
00:25:27.120 | They likely wore the same things day after day and yet the material stayed intact, not
00:25:32.800 | just for 40 days, not for 40 months, but for 40 years.
00:25:39.160 | Do you think textiles were readily available in the wilderness?
00:25:44.080 | Do you think material for crafting garments was readily available in the wilderness?
00:25:47.840 | No.
00:25:48.840 | My guess is that the clothes that they were in at the end of the journey were the same
00:25:53.320 | ones that their fathers had been in when they exited in haste from Egypt.
00:25:58.600 | 40 years.
00:26:01.560 | And Deuteronomy 8.4 also says that their feet did not swell.
00:26:07.080 | They weren't necessarily genetically enhanced feet, but all that wandering did not cause
00:26:12.320 | their feet to swell and it wasn't just their feet.
00:26:18.280 | If you run on a smooth treadmill with the best Nike running shoes long enough, they
00:26:24.640 | will wear down after a year or two.
00:26:28.480 | But for Israel, in the midst of all of that rocky, thorny path, God even protected their
00:26:36.560 | sandals Deuteronomy 29.5 says that these crudely fashioned sandals, not hiking boots, sandals
00:26:46.080 | did not wear out.
00:26:47.960 | I have led you 40 years in the wilderness.
00:26:50.320 | Your clothes have not worn out on you and your sandal has not worn out on your feet.
00:26:54.680 | God was near.
00:26:56.280 | He was with them.
00:26:58.820 | He was divinely and miraculously preserving them even to supernaturally protecting their
00:27:04.760 | clothes, supernaturally protecting their shoes and their feet, but they were too busy grumbling
00:27:10.400 | and griping to even notice.
00:27:14.360 | What other God would discipline, love, and preserve in such a way?
00:27:19.880 | Because remember, 40 years is a long time to put up with a bunch of people.
00:27:25.920 | The wilderness wandering and even sometimes a very difficult application of Yahweh's rod
00:27:34.360 | were all for blessing.
00:27:35.720 | He was loving on them as sons.
00:27:38.600 | And he was and is and always will be both God of the universe and good, good father
00:27:48.720 | to the orphans he has adopted.
00:27:51.560 | So one, the wilderness wandering was on purpose.
00:27:54.480 | Two, the wilderness wandering was for testing and the wilderness wandering was for blessed
00:28:01.080 | training.
00:28:02.080 | And the purpose of all of this was to teach us children how to worship him and revere
00:28:08.040 | him, to trust him and to obey him on purpose for testing and for training.
00:28:18.360 | Are you in the middle of a wilderness wandering season currently?
00:28:23.360 | If you are, what does God desire from you?
00:28:28.760 | What is he seeking to teach you?
00:28:33.480 | Wilderness wanderings are hard.
00:28:37.080 | It may feel as if there is no end in sight.
00:28:42.040 | No matter how hard you pray, there may not be immediate relief.
00:28:47.880 | And things may get worse before they get any better.
00:28:52.960 | And in the wilderness wandering that is your life, you may be squeezed again and again
00:28:57.480 | and again and again and you're so sick of it.
00:29:01.360 | But remember, wildernesses, they are on purpose.
00:29:08.000 | They are for testing and humbling.
00:29:11.680 | They are for your training to grow you in your faith and to grow you in reflecting his
00:29:16.120 | glory.
00:29:17.120 | They are for blessing.
00:29:20.440 | They are for good and/or for your good.
00:29:25.480 | Most of you guys know this, but for those of you who are newer to our church, I'll
00:29:32.840 | briefly share.
00:29:34.880 | This Friday I'm going to be going in for surgery to have 10 inches of my colon and
00:29:41.560 | parts of my rectum permanently removed.
00:29:45.120 | I was diagnosed in December of last year with stage 3C colorectal cancer.
00:29:50.440 | And there was a disgusting, if you want to see it I'll show you, okay?
00:29:52.840 | There was a disgusting six, I actually texted that to the leaders and they're like, "You
00:29:57.200 | got to warn us first."
00:29:58.200 | Anyway, six centimeters.
00:30:00.840 | It was a disgusting six centimeter long tumor in my colon.
00:30:05.900 | And starting in January, I've done six months of chemotherapy with some very strong drugs
00:30:12.680 | I found out later.
00:30:15.000 | Six weeks of radiation.
00:30:17.560 | And the final step in my cancer treatment is this Friday.
00:30:21.760 | And so, and for you guys who have been praying for me and my family, we do have some good
00:30:25.480 | news.
00:30:27.200 | The cancer is gone.
00:30:28.920 | It's like gone.
00:30:29.920 | So there's a little divot in my colon where it used to be, but it's gone.
00:30:33.960 | MRI and all the scopes show that it is gone.
00:30:40.560 | But I'll have the surgery to remove the area where the six centimeter tumor and the enlarged
00:30:44.400 | lymph nodes were, mainly to prevent the cancer from coming back.
00:30:49.120 | So I stand before you today cancer free.
00:30:52.160 | And a lot of that I'm assuming is you guys have loved on us and prayed for us and sent
00:30:58.160 | us lots of food.
00:31:00.400 | So praise God.
00:31:04.520 | But I don't praise God because I'm cancer free.
00:31:09.080 | I praise him because he is worthy of my praise.
00:31:20.560 | I praised him when I first got diagnosed, when I didn't know how my body would respond
00:31:27.200 | to the treatments.
00:31:29.520 | First service I was totally fine.
00:31:30.520 | I don't know what's going on right now.
00:31:31.520 | I think it's the video.
00:31:32.520 | Whew.
00:31:33.520 | Okay.
00:31:34.520 | God ordained for the effect.
00:31:35.520 | I'm cancer free.
00:31:36.520 | I praised him when I first got diagnosed, when I didn't know how my body would respond
00:31:41.160 | to the treatments.
00:31:43.600 | I've been praising him for the last 10 months of treatment.
00:31:47.280 | I praised him on the days when the treatments were hard.
00:31:52.120 | And I praised him on the days I felt so good, I forgot and you forgot that I had cancer.
00:32:00.240 | And I would like to think that I will praise him in the event the cancer comes back.
00:32:06.640 | Because if God purposely ordains it, it will come back.
00:32:11.240 | And if it does, if he ordains, it will be for my good and for the good of this church,
00:32:18.400 | for the good of the family.
00:32:20.640 | God is good.
00:32:21.760 | God is love.
00:32:23.840 | So like I said, I got diagnosed in December of last year.
00:32:27.940 | And there are two things that I still have not done.
00:32:31.860 | Two things that I likely will not continue to do.
00:32:34.960 | One, I have not once prayed for my healing from this cancer.
00:32:40.640 | Not once.
00:32:41.640 | I haven't asked for it.
00:32:43.680 | Though I know many of you guys have prayed for it the past 10 months.
00:32:49.320 | God loves me and knows me.
00:32:51.800 | And he is able to cure all of this at a word.
00:32:55.760 | Be gone.
00:32:56.760 | Gone.
00:32:57.760 | Gone.
00:32:58.760 | I trust him.
00:33:00.720 | I don't need to pray for the God who loves me more than I love my children for healing.
00:33:07.960 | I mean, it's biblically prescribed for you to pray for healing, but so don't get me
00:33:12.960 | wrong.
00:33:13.960 | So keep praying.
00:33:14.960 | All right?
00:33:15.960 | Do it in my stead.
00:33:18.800 | The second thing I haven't done is I have not once asked why.
00:33:24.840 | I don't need to know why.
00:33:27.360 | I don't need to know the why of this disease.
00:33:32.320 | Why is for the unregenerate man.
00:33:35.980 | The regenerate man trusts fully in the one who in his power and mercy has regenerated
00:33:43.280 | him.
00:33:44.540 | I don't need my why questions answered because I trust that he is good.
00:33:50.820 | The cancer was on purpose and it was for good.
00:33:54.760 | It was used to humble me, to remind me of my mortality, which is always a good thing.
00:34:00.800 | It humbled me and exposed areas of pride, selfish ambition, selfishness, and doubt.
00:34:07.220 | It moved me to cherish my relationships and to cherish my time and my opportunities.
00:34:12.720 | It sharpened my resolve.
00:34:14.860 | It empowered my testimony.
00:34:17.180 | And I believe it's grown me as a pastor.
00:34:20.240 | And through all of this, what were evidences of God's grace?
00:34:23.640 | What were my miraculously preserved garment or sandals?
00:34:28.600 | I did not throw up once.
00:34:32.360 | I lost almost no hair.
00:34:35.800 | I lost almost no weight.
00:34:39.800 | I worked and ministered through chemo, through radiation, in the midst of a strange pandemic.
00:34:47.120 | God gave me favor with all my doctors, my radiologist, who I got randomly assigned to
00:34:53.600 | just happened to be my high school friend's older sister, who actually was concerned,
00:34:59.840 | prayed, and she's a Christian, and designed a treatment as if she were treating her own
00:35:05.440 | brother.
00:35:06.440 | A whole bunch of my nurses just happened to be Christians.
00:35:13.440 | My cancer was on purpose.
00:35:16.480 | And praise the Lord for ordaining it for good and for my good.
00:35:21.600 | Cancer was a very short, but a very real mini-wanderlust for me and my family.
00:35:30.320 | The wilderness wandering for the people of Israel was on purpose.
00:35:34.320 | The wilderness wandering was for testing.
00:35:36.400 | The wilderness wandering was for training.
00:35:38.840 | And I told you in the beginning that there would be a fourth point.
00:35:42.520 | And here is the fourth lesson we learned from Deuteronomy 8.
00:35:46.760 | It's this, the wilderness was not and will never be home.
00:35:55.000 | The wilderness was not and will never be home.
00:35:59.360 | Let me read verses 6 and 7 for you.
00:36:02.600 | "Therefore, you shall keep the commandments of the Lord your God, to walk in his ways,
00:36:07.560 | and to fear him.
00:36:08.560 | For the Lord your God is bringing you into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of
00:36:14.280 | fountains and springs, flowing forth in valleys and hills."
00:36:17.960 | "Therefore, you shall keep."
00:36:21.080 | So "therefore" is an important word in an inductive Bible study.
00:36:24.880 | So you always want to ask, what is this "therefore, therefore"?
00:36:28.760 | It connects what has just been said to an expected and appropriate application.
00:36:34.000 | So in reflecting on this wilderness wandering, Moses was saying, "Hey, God is sovereign.
00:36:40.760 | God was humbling you.
00:36:42.780 | God loves you as a father loves his son.
00:36:46.520 | Therefore, trust and obey, because sooner than later, you're going to go home.
00:36:55.960 | You're going to go to the home that the Lord has promised your forefathers.
00:37:00.840 | The Lord your God is bringing you into a good land."
00:37:05.560 | It says in verse 7.
00:37:08.560 | The New Testament believer hears a similar promise from the Lord in John 14.
00:37:14.900 | Verse 1, "Do not let your heart be troubled.
00:37:17.900 | Believe in God.
00:37:19.260 | Believe also in me."
00:37:20.260 | Later in verse 15, what does it say?
00:37:21.780 | "If you love me, you will do what?
00:37:23.660 | Obey my commandments."
00:37:25.180 | Okay?
00:37:26.180 | So "do not let your hearts be troubled.
00:37:27.420 | Believe in God.
00:37:28.420 | Believe also in me."
00:37:29.420 | Verse 2, "In my Father's house are many dwelling places, and if it were not so, I would have
00:37:33.820 | told you.
00:37:34.820 | For I go to prepare a place for you.
00:37:36.780 | If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to myself, that
00:37:42.420 | where I am, there you may be also."
00:37:47.300 | And there are two aspects of these verses in John 14 that not only encourage me, but
00:37:51.740 | cause me to persevere whenever a wilderness happens upon my way.
00:37:57.780 | One, Jesus Christ is going to return to take us home.
00:38:03.180 | C.S. Lewis once said, "The Son of God became a man to enable men to be sons of God."
00:38:08.060 | So he's coming to take us home, where there are many, many, many, many rooms.
00:38:14.880 | And secondly, my Savior is familiar with both the physical and the spiritual wilderness.
00:38:26.360 | So I can and will believe in God, and I can and I will also believe in Jesus Christ, my
00:38:32.760 | Savior, and because of these things, my heart will not be troubled.
00:38:37.000 | I want to turn your attention to Matthew 4, verse 1.
00:38:44.200 | "Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil."
00:38:51.680 | Who led Jesus into the wilderness?
00:38:54.040 | God, the Holy Spirit did.
00:38:58.520 | The wilderness was on purpose.
00:39:01.080 | "Two, and after he had fasted forty days and forty nights, he then became hungry."
00:39:06.080 | I always chuckle when I read this because it took forty days and forty nights to become
00:39:09.640 | hungry?
00:39:10.640 | I would have been hungry after forty minutes, okay?
00:39:12.640 | "And the tempter came and said to him, 'If you are the Son of God, command that these
00:39:16.800 | stones become bread.'"
00:39:18.640 | So what happened to Jesus in the wilderness?
00:39:21.040 | He was physically humbled and hungry.
00:39:24.120 | He was tested.
00:39:25.480 | The wilderness was for testing.
00:39:29.240 | But Jesus obeyed and passed this test.
00:39:31.040 | Hebrews 5, verse 8.
00:39:32.040 | "Although he was the Son of God, he learned obedience from what he himself suffered."
00:39:38.200 | So Jesus is the Son of God.
00:39:41.040 | He was trained through what he suffered.
00:39:43.520 | The wilderness was for training.
00:39:46.320 | And then we see Jesus quoting Deuteronomy 8, verse 3, "to the devil.
00:39:50.920 | But he answered and said, 'It is written, 'Man shall not live on bread alone, but on
00:39:55.640 | every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God.'"
00:40:00.120 | Christ's wilderness was on purpose.
00:40:02.600 | Christ's wilderness was for testing.
00:40:05.120 | Christ's wilderness was for training.
00:40:08.000 | He just never wandered in it.
00:40:12.120 | And the wilderness was and never will be, was not and never will be, his home.
00:40:19.040 | So in the little wildernesses in our lives, and with the macro wilderness, which is our
00:40:24.880 | life, what does God desire?
00:40:30.080 | What does he desire from you and me?
00:40:33.560 | Well, the obvious answer, "To worship him in spirit and in truth," John 4, 24.
00:40:39.520 | He desires for us to trust and obey.
00:40:44.360 | What does Proverbs 3, 5, and 6 say?
00:40:46.160 | And you guys, many of you have memorized it.
00:40:48.200 | "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
00:40:52.360 | In all your ways, acknowledge/worship him, and he will make your path not easy, he'll
00:41:00.400 | make it straight."
00:41:01.400 | Proper, appropriate, right.
00:41:04.120 | He'll make it straight.
00:41:07.280 | I want to close with one encouragement for those of you who feel like in the midst of
00:41:12.680 | your wilderness, in the midst of every squeeze that you're failing.
00:41:17.520 | I'm not going to have you raise your hand, but there are seasons where you feel like
00:41:21.040 | every test you're failing and falling on your face.
00:41:25.600 | I also want to encourage those of you who are feeling humbled because you're realizing
00:41:29.080 | more and more, no matter how hard you try, you cannot be holier.
00:41:36.000 | You are rotten to the core, and sometimes that's a very sobering and very saddening
00:41:42.600 | discovery.
00:41:46.280 | The earthly consequences of your sins are already weighing you down, and you're feeling
00:41:50.160 | the venom of the spiritual serpents in your life.
00:41:55.480 | I want to encourage you.
00:41:57.560 | Numbers 21, we read the account of the Israelites grumbling yet again, and God sends this time
00:42:04.880 | fiery serpents to bite them, and many of them repent.
00:42:10.520 | God tells Moses to fashion a bronze serpent, place it on a staff, hoist it up, and those
00:42:17.840 | who want to be healed and spared need only to look at the bronze serpent.
00:42:26.520 | That was one of the many demonstrations of God's mercy in the wilderness.
00:42:32.000 | Through it, through the serpent's visual representation of their curse, the Israelites learned an
00:42:39.320 | important lesson.
00:42:41.640 | Look to live.
00:42:43.160 | Look and live.
00:42:46.400 | For you guys who are feeling bedraggled, who are weary and heavy laden, who need hope,
00:42:54.080 | who need some strength to persevere, here is the encouragement.
00:42:59.480 | Isaiah 30.18 says, "The Lord longs to be gracious to you."
00:43:06.180 | Look to Christ.
00:43:08.800 | Look up.
00:43:11.120 | Lift up your eyes to the only one who can and who is more than willing to save.
00:43:19.160 | John 3.16 reflects on this wilderness episode.
00:43:25.560 | As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so the Son of Man must be lifted up,
00:43:33.100 | so that whoever believes in him will have eternal life.
00:43:38.200 | For God, kutos, in this way, for God in this way loved the world, so that he gave his only
00:43:45.240 | begotten Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
00:43:53.080 | Believe in Jesus, the Messiah of God, and then in whatever wilderness the Lord ordained,
00:44:00.120 | big or small, long or short, trust and obey.
00:44:06.280 | Trust and obey, for there's no other way to be what?
00:44:10.840 | To have life.
00:44:12.880 | To have zoway, life to the full.
00:44:21.280 | You cannot save yourself.
00:44:26.480 | Praise God that he is more than willing to save, and praise God that he is leading us
00:44:33.760 | through every and any wilderness that we face.
00:44:39.320 | Amen?
00:44:41.240 | Not because we are good, not because we are able to obey, but because he is good.
00:44:47.160 | And he did obey.
00:44:49.280 | He was the perfect spotless lamb of God.
00:44:53.320 | He is good.
00:44:56.120 | Wilderness tests are on purpose.
00:44:59.360 | They are for testing, they are for training, but he will not leave us there.
00:45:04.640 | They will end, and we will be in glory at home with the Lord forever and ever and ever.
00:45:11.920 | What a glorious hope Christians have.
00:45:14.920 | No matter what election results, no matter what political environments, no matter what
00:45:19.680 | kind of persecution, oppression, and strife we experience, he is coming back, and he will
00:45:28.520 | take us home.