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2020-07-26 Samantha Lee Baptism


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00:00:00.000 | - Hi, my name is Samantha Lee and I'm Tyler's sister.
00:00:05.000 | I'm currently a fourth year in college studying business.
00:00:11.620 | I grew up in a Christian household with Christian parents
00:00:14.720 | who brought me to church faithfully ever since I was a baby.
00:00:18.440 | I heard the Bible stories hundreds of times
00:00:20.500 | and at age five, proclaimed Jesus Christ as my savior.
00:00:24.580 | The words came out,
00:00:25.780 | but I didn't know what they truly meant.
00:00:28.160 | Then it seemed like every Sunday school after,
00:00:30.000 | I would pray the salvation prayer with my teacher
00:00:32.440 | just to make sure I wouldn't go to hell.
00:00:35.060 | Continuing into high school,
00:00:36.840 | outwardly I looked like a great Christian,
00:00:39.080 | serving in children's ministry,
00:00:40.640 | food pantries, and refreshments.
00:00:43.000 | At school, I worked hard and never partied,
00:00:45.380 | defining myself as a good worker for God,
00:00:47.700 | but never sharing the gospel.
00:00:50.060 | In reality, my actions were aimed
00:00:52.160 | to build and protect my own kingdom,
00:00:54.160 | not realizing that I was rotting in the comfort
00:00:56.420 | of my bitter thoughts, self-pity, and pride.
00:00:59.720 | All along, I justified sin by the flawed logic,
00:01:03.200 | allowing me to sincing fare
00:01:04.480 | for any horrible adversities thrown at me.
00:01:07.480 | Plus, I would even out my sin debt with good deeds,
00:01:10.000 | making me an A-plus Christian
00:01:11.640 | who would in turn receive a ticket out of hell.
00:01:14.760 | My faith had become solely work-based,
00:01:16.600 | independent of any need for Christ's sacrifice on the cross.
00:01:20.800 | Going into college, church became a place
00:01:23.040 | where I could just fulfill my Christianly social needs.
00:01:26.280 | My worth was in my own strength to follow God's laws
00:01:29.220 | in my friends and future,
00:01:31.020 | but when these were abruptly stripped away from me
00:01:33.580 | and I was left to sustain my own faith, I failed.
00:01:36.780 | The more that I forced myself to follow God's commandments,
00:01:39.700 | the deeper into sin I would fall,
00:01:41.400 | to the point where I couldn't even uphold my own standards.
00:01:44.940 | I saw the true ugliness of sin
00:01:46.780 | and how it has destroyed this world from the inside out.
00:01:49.940 | I was broken and wondered
00:01:51.500 | what I'd been believing my whole life.
00:01:53.500 | For months after, I desperately searched
00:01:55.500 | for the truth of my existence and I awed it back to God.
00:01:59.580 | Yet, I didn't understand how loving He is
00:02:02.020 | until one day I heard that believers
00:02:04.300 | are to be co-heirs with Christ in heaven forever.
00:02:07.700 | What did mankind do to deserve a glorified place
00:02:10.360 | with a holy God?
00:02:11.740 | Nothing.
00:02:13.060 | It was at the beginning of this year when I was saved.
00:02:16.020 | I was bounded for hell and had no ability
00:02:19.540 | to pay back even a fraction of my sin,
00:02:22.340 | but the Prince of Heaven could and did.
00:02:24.780 | He who never sinned was executed in my place
00:02:27.500 | to wash away my sins.
00:02:29.420 | From the beginning,
00:02:30.260 | Jesus knew how painful His journey to earth would be,
00:02:33.100 | yet out of an incomprehensible love,
00:02:35.300 | He still came and died for those who murdered Him.
00:02:38.420 | But His power over the universe was proven
00:02:40.480 | as He rose victoriously alive three days later,
00:02:43.180 | defeating death.
00:02:44.980 | The sin I once ran towards is a sin
00:02:46.860 | which Christ saved me from.
00:02:48.580 | I can no longer justify my wrongdoings,
00:02:50.740 | but come to God for forgiveness.
00:02:53.260 | Christ has changed me to become more genuine,
00:02:55.940 | helping me work through my struggles with others
00:02:58.100 | instead of secretly wallowing in self-pity and bitterness.
00:03:01.940 | I can live each day freely building a relationship
00:03:04.480 | with my Creator because I'm secured by His gift.
00:03:07.820 | There is nothing I could do to earn it,
00:03:09.420 | and there is no power in man or hell that can take it away.
00:03:12.980 | I will gladly consider my own kingdom and life as foolish
00:03:16.480 | in comparison to receiving an everlasting relationship
00:03:19.340 | with God who's prepared a beautiful place for His people,
00:03:22.500 | asking nothing in return but their broken hearts.
00:03:25.700 | As Paul said in Philippians 3, 8-9,
00:03:28.540 | "More than that, I count all things to be lost
00:03:30.700 | in the view of these surpassing value
00:03:32.860 | of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord,
00:03:34.740 | for whom I have suffered the loss of all things,
00:03:37.440 | and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ.
00:03:40.700 | And may be found in Him,
00:03:41.960 | not having a righteousness of my own derived from the law,
00:03:45.360 | but that which is their faith in Christ,
00:03:47.580 | the righteousness which comes from God
00:03:50.380 | on the basis of faith."
00:03:52.420 | I accept Christ as my Lord,
00:03:53.920 | not because I grew up hearing that,
00:03:55.940 | but because I'm too scared to go to hell.
00:03:58.260 | I accept Christ as my eternal King and Savior
00:04:01.100 | because He gently loves me to the point
00:04:03.080 | where He will pull me from death
00:04:05.060 | so that I might be His treasured daughter forever.
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