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2017-11-19 Living Sacrifice


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00:00:00.000 | Okay, if you can turn your Bibles to Romans chapter 12 verses 1 and 2.
00:00:07.000 | Again, this is kind of part 2, but really today we're going to be focusing on the subject
00:00:12.200 | of Thanksgiving sacrifice as we're preparing ourselves for the Thanksgiving break.
00:00:18.200 | Romans chapter 12, really on 1, and I'm just going to stemming off from the last part of
00:00:23.840 | this passage, Romans chapter 12, but I'll read both passages.
00:00:27.880 | I appeal to you therefore brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as
00:00:31.920 | a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.
00:00:35.840 | Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that
00:00:40.400 | by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
00:00:47.400 | Let's pray.
00:00:52.480 | Gracious and loving Father, we want to thank you from the bottom of our hearts.
00:00:56.760 | For all the things that we know, and even the things that we are not aware of, the things
00:01:01.760 | that you are doing in our lives, Lord God.
00:01:04.200 | We thank you so much, Father, for being patient.
00:01:07.240 | We thank you for your constant reminder through the Holy Spirit and intercession that we may
00:01:12.840 | draw near to the throne of grace.
00:01:15.680 | We may have confidence based upon who you are and what you have done.
00:01:19.460 | I pray that this morning that you would remind us again of who you are, that we may worship
00:01:24.220 | you to offer our bodies as a living sacrifice, as a reasonable spiritual act of worship.
00:01:30.040 | We thank you in Jesus' name we pray.
00:01:32.560 | Amen.
00:01:33.720 | The last part of last week's sermon, at the end of chapter 12, verse 1, he says to offer
00:01:40.200 | your bodies in view of God's mercy as a living sacrifice, this is your spiritual act of worship.
00:01:46.640 | And we found out that at the end of that verse, the NASB has that translated, not spiritual,
00:01:52.840 | but reasonable or logical.
00:01:55.080 | And I think the literal understanding of that word spiritual that's in ESV, it just means
00:02:00.640 | that this is the reasonable response to what we confess to believe.
00:02:05.160 | The reasonable response to justification is our sanctification, that we offer our bodies
00:02:10.040 | as a living sacrifice.
00:02:11.500 | And this is our logical act of worship.
00:02:14.360 | So basically what Paul is saying is, if we confess that these things are true, and that
00:02:19.880 | we've genuinely been affected by the blood of the cross, the only reasonable response
00:02:24.760 | is to offer our bodies, our whole bodies as a living sacrifice.
00:02:28.520 | It would only make sense.
00:02:29.800 | It would be unreasonable to profess Christ as our savior, that God sent his only begotten
00:02:35.360 | son to die for us, and that our reward is in heaven to be in eternity to worship him,
00:02:40.880 | and then his eternal damnation for rejecting him, to confess the belief of that, and to
00:02:46.760 | live the rest of our life as if that never happened.
00:02:51.040 | It is unreasonable.
00:02:53.400 | So it is not simply because the scripture teaches it that this is what a Christian should
00:02:56.800 | look like, it is just a natural response.
00:03:00.520 | And those of you who've ever been around a brand new Christian who confessed their sins,
00:03:07.640 | you don't need to tell them.
00:03:09.200 | In fact, they're the ones asking, "What should I do?
00:03:11.720 | How should I respond?"
00:03:13.620 | And some of you guys probably may remember that.
00:03:15.360 | Maybe you were like that when you first became a Christian, came to church asking, "What
00:03:19.080 | do I now need to do?
00:03:21.400 | Where do I sit?
00:03:23.400 | How do I dress?"
00:03:24.680 | Because automatically it was understood, if Christ purchased me for himself, I belong
00:03:30.480 | to him, then what does God desire?
00:03:32.760 | So that's how Paul ends verse 1 with saying that offering your bodies as a living sacrifice
00:03:37.280 | is a reasonable response of worship to God.
00:03:42.360 | Lordship is not an option in the church for a Christian.
00:03:47.080 | Lordship is a logical response to God.
00:03:50.200 | And the reason why we have this theological term, "Lordship salvation," is to clarify
00:03:56.540 | that a Christian isn't a Christian until Christ is actually your Lord.
00:04:02.040 | He didn't just save us so that we don't go to hell.
00:04:05.160 | The scripture says he purchased us for himself.
00:04:09.440 | That we no longer belong to ourselves, but we belong to him for his purpose, for his
00:04:13.640 | use.
00:04:15.140 | In fact, in Romans 10, verse 9, it says, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is
00:04:20.160 | Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, then you will be saved."
00:04:26.120 | So this idea of Christ being Lord is not an option for a few select Christians.
00:04:32.720 | For some people who decide to go into ministry or to go out to missions, that we somehow
00:04:38.000 | struggle with this idea of, "I'm going to dedicate my whole life to Christ," and then
00:04:42.080 | those who don't go into ministry somehow is exempt from that.
00:04:47.040 | Some Christians have decided to dedicate everything to God, and then the rest of us have decided,
00:04:51.360 | "Well, we're going to give some to God, and some I'm going to live for myself."
00:04:54.560 | That is not the option that a Christian has.
00:04:57.120 | The Christian from the very get-go, his own salvation, it says, "If you confess Christ
00:05:01.880 | as your Lord," meaning Christ didn't just forgive your sins, he purchased us, that we
00:05:07.180 | belong to him.
00:05:08.800 | But obviously, Paul is not saying, "Those who confess with your mouth, who knows how
00:05:12.320 | to say those words, will be saved."
00:05:15.040 | Jesus himself says in Matthew 7, 21, "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will
00:05:19.800 | enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven."
00:05:24.440 | So obviously, Paul's not just talking about somebody who's able to articulate those words,
00:05:29.860 | but that he means it and he practices it.
00:05:32.800 | That he who finds his life outside of Christ, he'll actually lose it.
00:05:37.240 | So if you think about it, our whole pursuit of happiness that this country puts on a pedestal
00:05:46.280 | is actually, according to Scripture, a pursuit of death, according to what Jesus says.
00:05:52.560 | He saved us so that we may belong to him.
00:05:56.160 | And so, when we come, when we come to Romans 12, verse 1, when he says, "A reasonable response
00:06:01.460 | to the grace of God is to offer our bodies as a living sacrifice."
00:06:06.000 | But he spent 11 chapters telling us that the sacrifice has been made in Christ.
00:06:10.880 | That whatever was necessary for us to get to God, Christ bridged the gap by his own
00:06:15.000 | sacrifice.
00:06:16.000 | So what does he mean in chapter 1, chapter 12, when he says, "To offer your body as a
00:06:20.200 | living sacrifice."
00:06:23.040 | Well, all of the Old Testament sacrifices can be put into two major categories.
00:06:29.240 | You have the free will offering and then you have the mandatory offering.
00:06:33.480 | Mandatory offerings was commanded by God and if you did not obey, there will be consequences.
00:06:40.680 | Meaning that the government of Israel will recognize that there's sin that you are not
00:06:44.480 | atoning for and there will be consequences for that.
00:06:47.880 | And then the free will offering is also commanded.
00:06:51.800 | Free will offering doesn't mean that you can do it or not do it.
00:06:54.240 | It is also commanded, but God desires that the free will offering be given from the abundance
00:06:59.480 | of your heart.
00:07:01.720 | And it is required, but it is voluntary.
00:07:07.940 | All the offerings of the Old Testament can be categorized into five categories that the
00:07:13.800 | Bible mentions.
00:07:14.800 | And it's in the beginning of the book of Leviticus.
00:07:17.920 | There's a few of you who were with us when I went through the book of Leviticus years
00:07:21.600 | ago.
00:07:22.600 | It's been about 15 years now that we went through the book of Leviticus.
00:07:25.520 | I'm kind of debating that after we finish Revelation that we're going to tackle Leviticus
00:07:29.920 | again in the weekday Bible study.
00:07:32.120 | I'm not 100 percent.
00:07:34.400 | I'm leaning toward that.
00:07:35.400 | Maybe 80, 90 percent.
00:07:36.400 | We're going to jump into the book of Leviticus.
00:07:38.640 | But Leviticus sets the foundation of understanding of the sacrifices, ultimately fulfilled in
00:07:44.120 | Christ, but also the free will offering that God desires in sanctification.
00:07:50.080 | The five offerings that's mentioned in the book of Leviticus is the whole offering, sometimes
00:07:54.600 | it's called the burnt offering, it's called the grain offering, peace offering, sin offering,
00:07:59.680 | trespass offering.
00:08:00.680 | Of the five, the last two, the sin offering and trespass offering was mandatory.
00:08:06.280 | So if there was inadvertent sin or certain type of sins that God required, you were required
00:08:11.400 | to bring atoning sacrifice.
00:08:14.000 | Trespass offering is when you wrong somebody else, when you damage their goods.
00:08:19.560 | Then God required that you compensate, that you would offer a certain sacrifice and then
00:08:23.960 | certain amount of whatever you destroyed or took, that you have to compensate and you
00:08:28.440 | have to pay them back.
00:08:30.640 | Those two offerings were mandatory.
00:08:33.800 | But when the scripture talks about in the New Testament in chapter 12, to offer your
00:08:39.040 | bodies a living sacrifice, mandatory offering was fulfilled in Christ.
00:08:43.040 | So there is nothing that we need more to get to Christ.
00:08:47.280 | So when we talk about sanctification, which is what chapter 12 through 16 is, is in reference
00:08:52.640 | to the free will offering where God desires in light of his mercy, in light of his grace,
00:08:58.400 | to respond in worship.
00:09:01.240 | But again, he desires voluntary worship and we talked about that last week.
00:09:05.960 | But it does not mean that there is no structure.
00:09:09.880 | Even though it is voluntary, he did command it.
00:09:13.400 | So the first three offerings, the whole offering, grain offering, and priest offering, it lays
00:09:17.480 | the foundation in which we understand what God desires from us in our worship.
00:09:24.260 | So we are going to look at that this morning, these first three offerings.
00:09:26.440 | The first one is the whole offering.
00:09:30.160 | It is called the burnt offering.
00:09:32.200 | So the first of the free will offering is the burnt offering or the whole offering,
00:09:36.520 | which is exposited or talked about in Leviticus chapter 1.
00:09:41.140 | So the cause of this worship, the reason behind this worship is the general atonement of our
00:09:46.440 | sins.
00:09:47.440 | It is not anything particular.
00:09:48.960 | It is not because we recognize I did something wrong.
00:09:51.640 | Generally understanding that we are in need of atonement and God fulfills that through
00:09:56.360 | the sacrifice.
00:09:58.680 | It is the only offering that is completely consumed.
00:10:02.600 | And again, why it is called the whole offering.
00:10:05.240 | No part of the sacrifice was to be reserved for consumption.
00:10:10.200 | So a lot of the offering that you gave to the temple, some of it was reserved for the
00:10:13.760 | priest, it was reserved for other use, but this particular offering was to be complete
00:10:19.800 | completely.
00:10:20.800 | Nothing was saved at all.
00:10:22.200 | Again, the whole offering or burnt offering.
00:10:25.120 | It is the most common offering that is mentioned in the Old Testament, mentioned 197 times.
00:10:31.320 | It is the first offering that we hear about in the book of Genesis, chapter 8, verse 20.
00:10:37.280 | And again, it indicates a complete consumption.
00:10:42.360 | When Paul says here to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, the term living sacrifice
00:10:48.880 | itself is an oxymoron.
00:10:51.720 | Because a sacrifice by nature means it is dead.
00:10:56.200 | So to say to give a living sacrifice, meaning to offer what is dead as living.
00:11:03.280 | It is like saying jumbo shrimp.
00:11:05.960 | It is an oxymoron.
00:11:07.880 | So these two terms on the surface seem to be a contradiction.
00:11:13.040 | But that is exactly what Paul means, and that is exactly what God means in chapter 12, that
00:11:18.040 | our lives, first and foremost, must die in order for us to live.
00:11:25.480 | That is why for every single Christian, the first act of obedience is baptism.
00:11:32.100 | Because baptism is the beginning of our relationship where we recognize that we are crucified with
00:11:37.920 | Christ.
00:11:39.600 | So before we can live our lives as a sacrifice, we need to first and foremost die with Christ.
00:11:45.500 | So this first offering that we are referring to is a complete consumption of our life in
00:11:51.360 | dedication to God.
00:11:53.560 | Not just our weekends, not just a portion of our lives, not just when we are young,
00:11:59.080 | not just when we are in college, but every part of our lives is to be consumed for His
00:12:04.400 | glory.
00:12:06.080 | And anything that comes short of that is defective.
00:12:09.840 | Galatians 2.20 says, "I have been crucified with Christ.
00:12:12.600 | It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.
00:12:15.720 | In the life I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and
00:12:19.680 | gave himself up for me."
00:12:22.480 | So the first act of obedience, the first act of worship to God is absolute, complete surrender.
00:12:29.280 | This is not just for the pastors.
00:12:31.600 | This is not just for the missionaries.
00:12:34.400 | Some people again tend to think, as God called you into ministry, to think that somehow people
00:12:39.880 | who have gone into full-time ministry have decided to completely dedicate themselves
00:12:44.160 | to God and the rest of the congregation partially dedicated themselves to God.
00:12:48.600 | The only difference between me and you is the avenue in which we have decided to live
00:12:52.600 | our lives to glorify God.
00:12:55.160 | If you're a businessman, that is the avenue that God has called to glorify God all of
00:13:00.120 | your life.
00:13:01.380 | Everything that you have to glorify through that avenue.
00:13:04.920 | That's the only distinction.
00:13:06.660 | God does not call some for complete obedience and some partial obedience.
00:13:11.160 | All of us, when we were justified in Christ, were also crucified and was also buried with
00:13:17.960 | men and is no longer our lives.
00:13:21.600 | It is that first step of recognizing that it is no longer our lives.
00:13:27.760 | It is that first step where we recognize and establish Him as Lord over our lives that
00:13:35.240 | is necessary for all the other things that we do.
00:13:39.720 | Again Philippians 121, Paul says, "Sitting in prison, for to me to live is Christ and
00:13:45.880 | to die is gain."
00:13:48.680 | Paul recognized that his old life, whatever he was before he met Christ, was crucified
00:13:55.200 | with him on the road to Damascus when he met him.
00:13:59.200 | From that day on, it was no longer his passion.
00:14:03.000 | It was no longer his life to pursue.
00:14:05.520 | So when he's sitting in prison, how can a man who's sitting in prison and some people
00:14:09.160 | actually even preaching the gospel to put pressure on him out of envy and rivalry and
00:14:13.800 | he says, "I praise God."
00:14:15.560 | Will they do it out of envy or rivalry that the gospel is being preached?
00:14:19.560 | And he's sitting in prison possibly facing, beheading, and he's concerned about this Gentile
00:14:24.760 | church in Philippi, which just a few years before, he hated the Gentiles.
00:14:31.360 | And yet there's such radical transformation that took place in his heart.
00:14:36.160 | He's sitting in prison worried about them.
00:14:39.420 | He says, "Don't worry about me, for to me to live is Christ and to die is gain."
00:14:44.940 | He already died.
00:14:46.520 | So that life that he's living now between the moment he met Christ until he actually
00:14:51.640 | physically dies is actually gain for him.
00:14:56.200 | Again in Revelation chapter 117, whenever an individual is confronted by the glory of
00:15:01.240 | God, the immediate recognition is as they fell down as if dead.
00:15:07.040 | Revelation 117, when John saw him, "I fell at his feet as though dead."
00:15:16.480 | True worship begins with absolute surrender.
00:15:21.520 | That's what justification is.
00:15:23.240 | Our sins have been justified and we have been purchased to establish him as Lord over our
00:15:28.280 | lives.
00:15:29.280 | The primary rebellion that we see in the book of Genesis, our primary rebellion is to try
00:15:37.360 | to find life outside of God.
00:15:40.800 | Giving glory to creation rather than to glory to God.
00:15:46.560 | A Christian who is unsurrendered in his life is refusing to accept glory that belongs to
00:15:53.760 | God.
00:15:54.760 | He wants some of that.
00:15:55.760 | He wants to be at the center.
00:15:57.160 | He wants to find life.
00:15:59.600 | So the first step of true worship is establishing Christ as Lord in every aspect of our lives.
00:16:06.620 | In Matthew 22, 37 it said to him, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
00:16:10.920 | with all your soul, and with all your mind."
00:16:14.920 | Sometimes we get caught up with the technicalities of what it means to serve God with all your
00:16:19.720 | heart, what it means to love God with your mind, what it means to love God with your
00:16:23.240 | soul.
00:16:24.640 | But I think the point of what Jesus is trying to make is not the mind, soul, and heart,
00:16:28.720 | although it is part of it, but the real emphasis here is all.
00:16:33.560 | All of it.
00:16:35.840 | You mean my finances?
00:16:37.440 | All of it.
00:16:38.440 | You mean when I'm young?
00:16:39.440 | All of it.
00:16:40.440 | Even when I'm older?
00:16:41.440 | All of it.
00:16:42.440 | Every aspect of our lives now belongs to him.
00:16:46.500 | Every Christian must confess that we are crucified with Christ.
00:16:53.400 | So much of our Christian frustration is because we live between two worlds.
00:17:00.480 | There's a part of us that comes to church and wants to honor God and serve him, and
00:17:04.120 | we want the blessings of God, and we pray for that.
00:17:07.800 | We pray that God will bless us and answer our prayers, and then we live the rest of
00:17:11.960 | the week coveting and desiring the things of this world, and we are torn because we
00:17:18.440 | are not completely consumed with one thing.
00:17:22.740 | First and foremost, God calls us in complete surrender to him.
00:17:27.920 | If we really want to live in Christ, we must first die to ourselves.
00:17:33.160 | Die to our ambition.
00:17:36.120 | Die to our glory.
00:17:37.120 | Die to our life.
00:17:39.440 | Die to our future.
00:17:40.440 | Die to whatever hope that we had before we met Christ.
00:17:43.320 | Joshua 22.5, it says, "Only be very careful to observe the commandments and the law that
00:17:48.120 | Moses the servant of the Lord commanded you, to love the Lord your God, and to walk in
00:17:52.200 | all his ways, and to keep his commandments, and to cling to him, and to serve him with
00:17:56.120 | all your heart and with all your soul."
00:18:00.320 | What Jesus said was not new.
00:18:02.040 | This was the same in the Old Testament.
00:18:04.520 | This is what he required of the Old Testament saints.
00:18:07.880 | All of it.
00:18:08.880 | Jeremiah 29.13, "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
00:18:17.720 | Take a step back, and I know that's a passage that I quote quite a bit.
00:18:21.680 | Take a step back before we just like, "Oh, I know that passage."
00:18:25.920 | We know what it means, but is that who you are?
00:18:31.560 | Are we really seeking the Lord with all our heart?
00:18:35.040 | Or is it a part-time endeavor?
00:18:37.840 | Is this something that we do when we're at church, but when we're at work, we put on
00:18:41.800 | a different mindset?
00:18:44.160 | The first offering that God desires from us is absolute, complete surrender.
00:18:49.260 | So that's what he means as a living sacrifice.
00:18:52.680 | That we must first die before we can make any sacrifices.
00:18:58.040 | You may have surrendered yourselves, but may not have surrendered your family.
00:19:04.780 | You may have surrendered your tithe, but not the rest of your wealth.
00:19:10.240 | You may have surrendered your spare time, but not your vacation or your weeknights.
00:19:15.080 | You may have surrendered your college life, but then once you start working and have freedom
00:19:19.320 | and money, you may have surrendered your singleness.
00:19:24.620 | I remember when I was younger, before I entered into ministry, the idea of coming into full-time
00:19:31.780 | ministry in my mind meant that I'm not going to touch money, at least enough money that
00:19:36.580 | I thought that I was going to have in order to take care of my parents.
00:19:41.380 | Because we didn't grow up in a wealthy home, and there was always things that we lacked,
00:19:45.460 | and our Christmas presents were always socks, underwear, and pants.
00:19:48.620 | You know what I mean?
00:19:49.620 | Because we just didn't have money to get it.
00:19:51.500 | So it was like a big deal to get pants.
00:19:54.620 | And so growing up, I think all three of us, we grew up thinking like, when we make enough
00:19:59.740 | money, we're going to take care of our parents, we're going to buy a house, we're going to
00:20:02.940 | do all these things for our parents.
00:20:05.580 | But I knew that going into ministry, there's no money in it.
00:20:09.440 | So it was a wrestling match.
00:20:11.580 | So I prayed before God, I said, "You know, I'm going to trust the Lord, that He's going
00:20:15.540 | to take care of them."
00:20:16.540 | And whatever ambition that I had, again, I thought, "This is not selfish, it's for my
00:20:20.100 | parents."
00:20:21.540 | But I thought I surrendered that when I decided to go into ministry.
00:20:27.500 | But even after I came into ministry, God confronted me with Lordship.
00:20:31.980 | Because I had this idea of what it means to be in ministry.
00:20:34.180 | So I thought, you know what, I surrendered everything to God.
00:20:36.740 | And all of a sudden, to make a long story short, God started directing my path toward
00:20:41.580 | homeless ministry.
00:20:43.620 | And so in my mind, I had all these ideas of how I wanted to do campus ministry, and how
00:20:47.420 | I wanted to do mission work.
00:20:49.400 | And then all of a sudden, again, I don't want to go into the details, but God started directing
00:20:52.720 | my path, possibly to do full-time work in the homeless ministry.
00:20:57.380 | And that didn't fit my idea.
00:20:59.080 | I said, "Here am I, send me."
00:21:00.820 | And I had an idea what that meant.
00:21:02.560 | And then the homeless ministry was not in that picture.
00:21:05.660 | In fact, I had other pastor friends telling me, "Peter, that's like, you know, it's noble,
00:21:10.460 | but if you do that, all these things are going to be forfeited."
00:21:14.300 | But I couldn't shake the idea, what if that's what God wants?
00:21:20.460 | Who am I going to say, "You know what, I want to serve God, and I've dedicated everything
00:21:23.580 | to God, but not this."
00:21:25.580 | And that's when I realized I wasn't fully surrendered.
00:21:29.460 | God made me deal with that.
00:21:31.020 | If that's what God desires, I have to be able to say, "Here am I, send me."
00:21:35.300 | So I thought, Esther and I, when we first met, you know, we thought like, we entered
00:21:40.020 | thinking we're going to do homeless ministry, we're going to have homeless people, we're
00:21:43.460 | going to live in a homeless shelter.
00:21:45.340 | And so we thought, we're surrendered.
00:21:46.780 | We gave up everything to the Lord.
00:21:49.660 | And then we got married and had kids.
00:21:53.020 | And a whole different area of temptation opens up.
00:21:57.300 | And I never thought about money, because I thank God, you know, I married Esther, and
00:22:01.300 | she's not materialistic.
00:22:03.140 | And so we are able to live with little means, and because, you know, I chose the right wife.
00:22:10.540 | You know?
00:22:11.540 | But it wasn't until I had a kid, and I was driving in the car, and I was driving a pickup
00:22:18.060 | truck with no air conditioning, and only, you know, manual, what do you call it, the
00:22:23.900 | windows up and down, only front seat.
00:22:26.500 | And the only reason I was driving that is because I wasn't making enough money as a
00:22:30.300 | pastor, so I was washing cars.
00:22:32.740 | So I had this idea that if I made a little clip art and say that I'm going to wax your
00:22:37.220 | car for 20 bucks, that I could at least supplement my income, because I didn't have enough.
00:22:41.100 | So I just, literally a clip art that he used for the youth group, and I just put Pete's
00:22:45.180 | car wash on it.
00:22:46.180 | I started putting it on people's windows, and at that time, we just had beepers.
00:22:51.180 | You know?
00:22:52.180 | So it would beep.
00:22:53.180 | To my surprise, I was getting a lot of calls, because I was doing it for 20 bucks, and I
00:22:58.100 | found out that the waxing cost like 80, 90 bucks, and I was doing it for 20, you know?
00:23:03.060 | And it probably wasn't even worth 20 bucks, what I did.
00:23:05.820 | But I was getting phone calls, and it was enough, enough to get us by for that period
00:23:09.980 | when I wasn't getting paid.
00:23:12.620 | And so, there was no temptation until I had an infant in my car, and I saw him sweating,
00:23:21.280 | and I was driving one time from LA back up to my house in Buena Park, and the thought
00:23:27.280 | entered into my mind, it's like, "Man, you're a lousy father."
00:23:31.380 | You know, all these infants are coming out of these sport expeditions, and you know,
00:23:36.220 | nice cars, and they're well taken care of, and I can't even afford an air conditioner
00:23:40.180 | in my truck.
00:23:42.620 | And he's sweating, and he's sitting, I'm pretty sure that was illegal back then, too.
00:23:46.700 | He was sitting in the front seat, you know?
00:23:51.100 | And you know, and it was a stick shift.
00:23:53.540 | So I couldn't, yeah, I couldn't protect him.
00:23:55.460 | If anything happened, like, he's completely exposed.
00:23:58.520 | But Jeremy made it.
00:24:03.140 | By his grace.
00:24:04.140 | See, up to that point, I thought I was completely surrendered.
00:24:11.340 | But another part of my life happens, and I realized it wasn't complete.
00:24:16.140 | In every aspect of my life, God would bring something in and expose that Christ was Lord
00:24:20.980 | in certain areas, and then it would keep creeping back in.
00:24:25.260 | I wrestled with that in the early part of this church.
00:24:28.820 | I thought I completely surrendered.
00:24:30.060 | I was willing to do homeless ministry, and I was willing not to have money.
00:24:34.520 | And then the first six, seven years of this church, the church didn't grow.
00:24:38.700 | Not that I was really focused on that at that time.
00:24:42.300 | But because of that, financially it was difficult.
00:24:46.260 | And it was hard thinking like, "Okay, God, you know, I dedicated myself to the homeless
00:24:50.800 | ministry, but maybe God's taking me to another direction now, and maybe if I'm going to do
00:24:54.500 | this ministry, you know, I can really dedicate myself and bear fruit."
00:24:58.300 | And at least on the surface, there was no fruit.
00:25:00.340 | At least on the surface.
00:25:03.420 | And God made me deal with that.
00:25:05.520 | Would you be okay with that?
00:25:06.660 | And it took, for whatever the reason, it took a long time for me to be okay with it.
00:25:11.680 | If this is what you've called me, if this is my lot in life, I have to surrender.
00:25:16.120 | Every aspect, every few years, it creeps back into my heart.
00:25:20.600 | And I realized lordship is not something that you claim in the beginning of your walk with
00:25:24.220 | God and then I'm done.
00:25:26.320 | Every aspect of our lives, God will search, "Am I completely surrendered?"
00:25:32.820 | See, the first act of worship to God is a constant surrendering to God.
00:25:38.620 | Is he really lord over everything?
00:25:41.620 | Or is he lord over certain things?
00:25:44.740 | The second free will offering is the grain offering, which is found in Leviticus chapter
00:25:48.620 | 2.
00:25:49.820 | The reason for this worship is God's blessing, his bounty.
00:25:52.900 | Typically when we think of Thanksgiving, like, "What are you thankful for?"
00:25:56.100 | We say, "I'm thankful for my job, I'm thankful we just got a new house."
00:25:59.460 | And all of these things are possibly God's blessing in our life.
00:26:03.920 | So this grain offering was in response a free will offering to thank God.
00:26:09.540 | It's the only offering where there's no animal involved.
00:26:12.220 | It was whatever harvest that you had, you were to offer it up to God as a free will
00:26:16.140 | offering, as an act of worship.
00:26:18.940 | So the closest thing that you and I have in dedication is probably finance.
00:26:25.060 | Where our offering to God, our free will offering that we give to God, is an act of worship
00:26:29.720 | to God.
00:26:30.720 | Not just giving money because it's required, but because God has blessed our lives.
00:26:35.260 | We acknowledge his lordship in our life as an act of worship to say, "This all belongs
00:26:40.780 | to you."
00:26:41.780 | Proverbs 3, 9-10 says, "Honor the Lord with your wealth and with the first fruits of your
00:26:45.900 | produce then your barns will be filled with plenty and your vats will be bursting with
00:26:50.500 | wine."
00:26:51.500 | Again, in Exodus 22, 29, "You shall not delay to offer from the fullness of your harvest
00:26:56.180 | and from outflow of your presses."
00:26:58.500 | So these offerings are free will offerings and yet it was also commanded.
00:27:05.900 | So we think like, "Well if it's a free will offering, it's voluntary, then whether we
00:27:09.380 | do it or don't do it, it doesn't matter."
00:27:10.940 | That's not the case.
00:27:12.740 | He actually commands it, but in the manner in which we give, he wants us to do it voluntarily
00:27:17.620 | and cheerfully.
00:27:18.620 | Exodus 23, 19, "The best of the first fruits of your ground you shall bring into the houses
00:27:23.860 | of the Lord your God."
00:27:25.740 | And again, Paul reiterates something similar in 2 Corinthians 9, 6-8, "The point of this
00:27:30.900 | whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully.
00:27:36.460 | Each one must give as he has made up his mind, not reluctantly or under compulsion for God
00:27:42.580 | loves a cheerful giver.
00:27:44.460 | And God is able to make all grace abound to you so that having all sufficiency in all
00:27:48.380 | things at all times you may abound in every good work."
00:27:54.340 | Now there's a reason why I'm using this today and not having the mic up here because I'm
00:27:57.940 | going to walk off this pulpit and I'm going to hand out some money.
00:28:02.300 | So don't get excited.
00:28:06.500 | And so this is probably the most expensive illustrations I've ever given and thank God
00:28:11.940 | we don't have three services, we only have two.
00:28:14.260 | So I'm going to give you some money.
00:28:15.740 | Okay?
00:28:16.740 | You're going to...
00:28:17.740 | Alright.
00:28:18.740 | Some of you guys feel dirty.
00:28:21.740 | I'm going to give you some money.
00:28:24.300 | Yes, just take it.
00:28:26.380 | It's real.
00:28:27.380 | It's real money.
00:28:28.380 | It's not fake.
00:28:30.020 | Okay.
00:28:31.020 | Now the big stuff is coming down the middle.
00:28:36.620 | Alright?
00:28:37.620 | Alright.
00:28:44.500 | That's real money.
00:28:45.500 | Okay?
00:28:46.500 | Alright, I'm going to explain what that money is.
00:28:55.220 | Okay?
00:28:57.180 | That money is given to you and what I'm asking you to do with that is to use this week at
00:29:04.820 | some point, think of somebody that you think needs your encouragement.
00:29:10.580 | So use that money to take them out to eat, buy them a gift or something, but use it for
00:29:16.060 | them.
00:29:17.340 | And if you don't want to do that, you say there's nobody I want to encourage, nobody
00:29:23.460 | deserves this, I refuse to do it, then put it back in the offering basket.
00:29:30.020 | Okay?
00:29:31.080 | So this is not for you.
00:29:32.200 | This is for you to use to bless other people.
00:29:35.060 | Right?
00:29:36.060 | Now, I'm assuming, I could be wrong, but I'm assuming that most of you are going to try
00:29:42.700 | to carry it out.
00:29:43.700 | Maybe you won't have time, but at least you're going to make an effort to do that.
00:29:46.420 | And the reason why is because it was given to you.
00:29:50.140 | That this wasn't your money.
00:29:51.940 | This was my money I gave to you and I'm asking you to do it.
00:29:54.780 | And I'm not going to collect it.
00:29:56.260 | Because right now I have no idea who I gave it to.
00:29:58.580 | I just walked around randomly so some of you guys look happier than other people, so I'm
00:30:02.300 | assuming you got the money.
00:30:04.780 | Right?
00:30:06.980 | But I'm assuming that those of you who receive the money are going to be able, or at least
00:30:11.380 | make an effort to bless somebody else.
00:30:14.260 | And the reason why you're not going to be reluctant to do that is because you don't
00:30:17.460 | see that as your money, which it isn't.
00:30:20.860 | But why go through that channel?
00:30:23.460 | Because if you do that, the person that you bless with that will be blessed.
00:30:29.460 | You'll be blessed because you were able to do that for them.
00:30:33.660 | And so you'll be blessed.
00:30:35.100 | And then I'll be blessed because I see you loving one another.
00:30:41.180 | So all three of us are blessed.
00:30:43.520 | As a pastor, if you ask me what's the greatest gift that you can give me, this may sound
00:30:50.740 | strange, and you may not believe me, but if you love one another and serve one another,
00:30:57.060 | because we're working so hard to get you to get along and genuinely love each other, if
00:31:01.660 | I see you guys doing that and serving each other, my heart is full.
00:31:05.860 | Because I feel like we're making progress.
00:31:07.660 | So if I see you doing that, I will be blessed.
00:31:11.020 | So if you take what you have and give it to somebody else and bless them, all three of
00:31:16.260 | us are blessed.
00:31:19.240 | But if you take that money, that's 20 bucks.
00:31:24.060 | That's two hours of babysitting.
00:31:27.180 | And you take that money and you hoard it to yourself, not only will you not be blessed,
00:31:31.660 | I won't be blessed, and the person that you could have blessed isn't blessed.
00:31:34.940 | And all three of us are discouraged.
00:31:38.540 | There's a reason why God gives us bountifully.
00:31:43.820 | Why he doesn't just kind of open up heaven and just pour out money.
00:31:48.280 | Because he uses us as an avenue.
00:31:51.420 | And that's true, not just with finance, that's true even with evangelism.
00:31:56.380 | Because if God uses you to bring somebody else to Christ, they're blessed because of
00:32:00.020 | you, you're blessed because God used you, and God is blessed because you surrendered
00:32:04.020 | and worshipped God through that avenue.
00:32:07.540 | Only reason why we have this difficulty with finance is because we see it as ours.
00:32:14.140 | It's mine.
00:32:15.740 | I've given it to God, the rest of it belongs to me, so we become stingy, and then we hoard
00:32:20.260 | that to ourselves, and then we don't honor God with it.
00:32:25.080 | That's why the language that we see in scripture is to honor God with your finances.
00:32:30.680 | Honor God with your finances.
00:32:34.040 | So we offer up to God.
00:32:36.000 | We bless other people.
00:32:37.760 | And we bless all the other people, and God is worshipped in that process.
00:32:41.920 | The third and final free will offering is the peace offering mentioned in Leviticus
00:32:46.480 | chapter 3.
00:32:48.200 | The cause of this offering is to, the offering was to be brought to God, recognizing that
00:32:54.340 | because of God's sacrifice for us, that we have peace with one another.
00:32:57.840 | Romans 5, 1, "Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God
00:33:02.780 | through our Lord Jesus Christ."
00:33:04.080 | Ephesians 2, 17 and 19, "And he came and preached peace to you who are far off, peace to those
00:33:10.160 | who are near, for through him we both have access in one spirit to the Father."
00:33:14.720 | So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints
00:33:18.400 | and members of the household of God.
00:33:21.320 | The very first thing that happened when sin came into the world, there was contention
00:33:25.220 | between husband and wife.
00:33:26.220 | The most intimate relationship in human relationship, husband and wife, and all of a sudden, they
00:33:31.040 | had to hide from each other.
00:33:33.260 | And as a result of that, the scripture says there is contention between husband and wife
00:33:37.840 | in Genesis chapter 3.
00:33:40.480 | So the restoration of that vertical relationship with God, the first ramification of that is
00:33:47.760 | that our horizontal relationship with God is affected.
00:33:51.880 | And so the third act of worship, they would come and they would offer sacrifices, only
00:33:56.920 | the parts that they can't eat, certain organs like the liver or the heart, and then anything
00:34:01.280 | that could be consumed, they would save that and they would have a picnic.
00:34:06.120 | They would come on the side of the temple and then the priests and the offerer and their
00:34:09.520 | family would sit and actually enjoy that meal together.
00:34:12.680 | And that's why it's called a peace offering.
00:34:15.720 | That peace with God caused peace with one another.
00:34:18.920 | And so the third act of offering for Christians, it has to do with vertical relationship with
00:34:25.040 | one another.
00:34:28.080 | Ask any parent, ask any parent who has multiple children, how can we help you?
00:34:37.440 | Because being a parent is all-consuming.
00:34:42.000 | When our kids were younger, we didn't have all this technology.
00:34:45.400 | Now you have this video thing that your kids are attached to the hip 24/7.
00:34:52.060 | When our kids were younger, they could throw up in their crib and we wouldn't know till
00:34:55.240 | morning.
00:34:56.680 | As long as they didn't cry their heads off and we wake up and they're sleeping in their
00:35:00.040 | vomit.
00:35:02.360 | But we didn't have to deal with it three in the morning as long as they didn't wake up.
00:35:05.080 | So we were at peace even though they were not.
00:35:07.880 | Now you guys have this video thing 24/7.
00:35:12.100 | You have to watch your kids.
00:35:13.220 | So any parent is consumed all the time.
00:35:17.840 | So if you want to help the parents, you have to help with the kids.
00:35:22.120 | So if the kid comes up and says, "What can I do to help you?"
00:35:25.360 | Take care of your brothers.
00:35:27.400 | Take care of your sister.
00:35:29.020 | That's how you're going to help me.
00:35:30.540 | Because when they are good, I am good.
00:35:34.760 | Isn't that exactly what Jesus said?
00:35:37.440 | Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind, and spirit.
00:35:39.240 | And the second is like it.
00:35:40.720 | He doesn't say those are two separate things.
00:35:43.120 | It's like it.
00:35:44.600 | If you want to love God, love your brother, love your sister.
00:35:48.200 | If you want to worship me, take care of your brother, take care of your sister.
00:35:52.600 | Still all of my children are doing well.
00:35:56.600 | None of our children are doing well.
00:35:59.600 | That's why he puts us in a community.
00:36:02.280 | He puts us in a community so we can practice the love of Christ.
00:36:06.560 | The church is not a place where certain types of personalities, certain people who have
00:36:10.640 | kind of learned to get along, people who are not awkward, people who don't have ugliness
00:36:14.680 | inside, that we hope the sanctification took place before you became a Christian so at
00:36:19.040 | church we can practice how to be good to one another.
00:36:24.720 | That's not the church.
00:36:27.080 | Church is a place where people who absolutely needed the grace of God just to make it.
00:36:34.240 | And so it's only reasonable to think that there's selfishness in the room, self-righteousness
00:36:42.240 | in the room, self-glorification, sometimes slander, maybe even hatred and bitterness.
00:36:49.920 | That's all inside.
00:36:52.880 | And our natural reaction is when we see that is to run the other direction because who
00:36:56.760 | wants to?
00:36:57.760 | Who wants to be around that?
00:37:00.240 | See, that's a human response.
00:37:04.440 | That's a natural human response to sin when we see ugliness.
00:37:08.080 | That's why we don't want to live in certain neighborhoods.
00:37:09.920 | That's why we don't want to make certain kind of friends.
00:37:11.720 | That's why we don't want to join certain kind of small groups.
00:37:14.680 | Because as soon as we see some of this ugliness, we don't want part of that.
00:37:18.280 | See, but when scripture says, when Jesus says, "They will know you by my love."
00:37:24.880 | The love that Jesus is talking about is unlike the love in the world.
00:37:28.400 | If you love those people who are lovable, tell me somebody in the world that doesn't
00:37:32.880 | practice that.
00:37:34.560 | They practice that in prison.
00:37:38.680 | Criminals practice that.
00:37:39.680 | Drug addicts practice that.
00:37:40.920 | Drug dealers practice that.
00:37:43.840 | That is not the love that Jesus is referring to.
00:37:47.040 | He says, "Love as I have loved you, then the world will know that you are my disciples."
00:37:50.920 | And what is the love that he practiced with us?
00:37:53.020 | He saw our sin and instead of turning away, he came to us.
00:37:59.560 | He ran toward us.
00:38:02.240 | And he consumed our sins upon himself.
00:38:04.400 | And then he says, "Come, die with me so that you can also live with me."
00:38:09.720 | So the church is a place where sinners are being sanctified.
00:38:15.120 | Not sanctified sinners who are practicing everything that we know to be righteous, but
00:38:21.160 | sinners who are practicing to become sanctified.
00:38:26.480 | Practicing the love of Christ.
00:38:27.480 | This is not something that you and I could do by our own strength.
00:38:30.400 | Only those who have been affected by that love can practice that love.
00:38:35.720 | The communion that we take this morning is much like this peace offering.
00:38:41.580 | Because it is not meant to be done in isolation.
00:38:44.480 | Everyone saw somebody would ask, "Do you mind if we have communion at our wedding?"
00:38:47.640 | And again, there's nothing saying that you can't have it at the wedding, but at our church
00:38:50.820 | we don't practice that.
00:38:53.160 | The reason why we don't practice that is because it was not meant to be done in isolation.
00:38:56.320 | It was not meant to be done with just two people.
00:38:58.940 | It was meant to be very public within the body of Christ, where the whole church gets
00:39:02.560 | together to recognize that we are a part of the larger group.
00:39:09.040 | That we together are having this time together.
00:39:13.880 | That peace with God has created peace with one another.
00:39:17.160 | And that's why Paul says in 1 Corinthians 11, 17, 18, their division in the Corinthian
00:39:22.800 | church was defiling the communion table.
00:39:25.520 | Because they didn't recognize what the communion table was.
00:39:27.880 | 1 Corinthians 11, 17 says, "But in the following instructions I do not commend you, because
00:39:32.280 | when you come together it is not for the better, but for the worse.
00:39:35.520 | For in the first place, when you come together as a church, I hear that there are divisions
00:39:39.080 | among you."
00:39:40.400 | And then he leads into the communion and says, verse 20, "When you come together, it is not
00:39:44.080 | the Lord's supper that you eat.
00:39:46.000 | For in eating, each one goes ahead in his own meal.
00:39:49.320 | One goes hungry, another gets drunk.
00:39:51.480 | What do you not have in the houses to eat and drink?
00:39:54.560 | Or do you despise the church of God and humiliate those who have nothing?
00:39:58.080 | What shall I say to you?
00:39:59.080 | Shall I commend you in this?
00:40:00.080 | No, I will not."
00:40:02.080 | In other words, they're participating in this communion table and they're not thinking about
00:40:05.160 | anybody else but themselves.
00:40:08.120 | And as a result, they are defiling the communion table, because they don't recognize what it
00:40:13.280 | was for.
00:40:15.380 | We can easily come to a church and pick and choose, especially a church our size.
00:40:20.600 | Those people I relate to, those people I do not.
00:40:24.120 | Those people I like, I like to smuggle with this group, but I don't like to smuggle with
00:40:27.080 | that group.
00:40:28.080 | I want to be in this group, but not that group.
00:40:30.840 | And at the core of our heart, we do not recognize what Christ has done.
00:40:35.720 | What we are recognized for is the love that Christ practiced on us.
00:40:41.360 | And so therefore, we practice with one another.
00:40:44.120 | That when we see ugliness, it's not if, it's when we see ugliness in other people that
00:40:50.320 | we practice grace.
00:40:52.160 | That's when we have an opportunity to worship God.
00:40:56.120 | Because God is honored and glorified, the more difficult it is to love that person,
00:41:00.520 | because it reflects Christ's love.
00:41:03.360 | Not just any love, but Christ's love is reflected when it is difficult to love.
00:41:08.420 | So if we are a church filled with people, attracting people who are attractive inside
00:41:13.620 | and out, that is not the church of Christ.
00:41:17.720 | The church of Christ must run to those people who are in need of grace.
00:41:24.080 | 2 Corinthians 11 27 29, "Whoever therefore eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord
00:41:28.320 | in an unworthy manner will be guilty of profaning the body and the blood of the Lord.
00:41:32.960 | Let a person examine himself, then so eat of the bread and drink of the cup.
00:41:37.000 | For anyone who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment on himself."
00:41:42.200 | So when he says discerning the body, he's talking about the others.
00:41:48.360 | How many of us sit in isolation?
00:41:52.200 | I love Jesus, but I don't love these people.
00:41:56.180 | I love God, but I want nothing to do with these ugly people.
00:42:01.780 | And what did Jesus say?
00:42:03.920 | You can't say you love God and hate your brother, then neither do you love God.
00:42:09.640 | See, the third offering, the peace offering, is a reminder to us that our act of worship,
00:42:16.760 | our most tangible way to express our act of worship is through finance and with other
00:42:21.440 | people.
00:42:23.800 | So this morning as we participate in the communion table, as we open it up, I want to encourage
00:42:28.680 | you to take some time to reflect on yourself.
00:42:32.100 | Don't think about other people, don't think about anything else but yourself as an act
00:42:35.820 | of worship.
00:42:36.820 | How can I worship God and that our communion table will remind us, not because you're righteous,
00:42:42.400 | not because of what you've done, but because of what he has done in light of his mercy,
00:42:48.440 | in view of his mercy, to offer our bodies as a living sacrifice, which is our reasonable
00:42:54.200 | act of worship.
00:42:56.140 | So this morning we're going to open up the communion table, and again we want to remind
00:43:00.700 | you in order to avoid traffic in the middle, we're going to ask you guys to come to the
00:43:03.540 | side and then take the elements and then go down the middle.
00:43:07.280 | Again unless you're sitting right here, you don't need to go all the way around, but just
00:43:09.760 | get it here.
00:43:10.760 | We just don't want to create traffic here.
00:43:12.240 | And again I want to remind you that this is for the baptized believers in the church.
00:43:17.320 | Again the first act of obedience should be baptism and not communion.
00:43:20.840 | So if you're a believer and you have not been baptized, we ask that you come and be baptized
00:43:24.760 | first.
00:43:25.760 | And then secondly, if you're not a believer, if you have not confessed the Lord as your
00:43:31.360 | Savior, this is sort of an anniversary to kind of remember what Christ has done.
00:43:36.120 | So if you're not a believer, we ask that you just kind of stay at your seat.
00:43:40.080 | There is no power in and of itself unless it symbolizes cleansing of blood in your life.
00:43:45.340 | So if that is not where you are, we ask that you would remain in your seat and just think
00:43:49.820 | carefully about the things that we've discussed.
00:43:52.120 | Again but for the rest of us, I ask that you guys would stay in your seats and take some
00:43:56.280 | time to pray, repent of unrepentant sins, unreconciled relationships, and to really
00:44:02.960 | commit to God to be a true worshiper.
00:44:07.280 | Have I surrendered my life to Christ?
00:44:09.160 | Do my finances reflect His Lordship and His grace?
00:44:12.480 | Am I worshiping God in finances?
00:44:14.800 | Third, is His grace reflective on the way that I treat other people and who I treat
00:44:20.640 | in that way?
00:44:21.880 | And take some time to reflect on that to discern the body of Christ before you come up.
00:44:25.880 | So I want to read the passage again in 1 Corinthians chapter 11, and I'm going to pray and open
00:44:31.320 | up the communion table so when you're all ready, we ask that one by one you would come
00:44:34.120 | up.
00:44:35.120 | 1 Corinthians 11, verse 23, "For I received from the Lord what I also delivered to you,
00:44:41.440 | that the Lord Jesus on the night when He was betrayed took bread, and when He had given
00:44:45.760 | thanks He broke it and said, 'This is my body which is for you.
00:44:48.820 | Do this in remembrance of me.'
00:44:51.000 | In the same way also He took the cup after supper and saying, 'This cup is a new covenant
00:44:56.400 | in my blood.
00:44:57.400 | Do this as often as you drink it in remembrance of me.'"
00:45:00.760 | Heavenly Father, we come before you this morning asking, Lord God, that you would help
00:45:06.000 | us to continue to see the varying degrees of your glory, that we may reflect that glory
00:45:12.920 | from one degree to another.
00:45:15.520 | We ask, Lord God, that you would affect us deeply, that what you have already done, what
00:45:21.400 | you have already given, Lord God, would consume us, that everything that we give to you would
00:45:26.400 | be an act of worship.
00:45:28.760 | I pray, Father God, that you would examine our hearts, see if there's any hurtful ways
00:45:32.320 | in us, that this sacred time, Lord, would have its effect that you've desired.
00:45:38.840 | We open it up, Lord God, asking for your grace.
00:45:40.800 | In Jesus' name we pray.