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2017-08-27 Fourfold Judgment of God Against Israel


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00:00:00.000 | All right, this morning we have a, our China team came back last week and they came back
00:00:09.680 | Saturday and Pastor Mark gave a sermon and he gave his update, but we asked if we can
00:00:14.180 | have a couple people from the China team to give us an update.
00:00:18.440 | Well this morning everyone.
00:00:21.440 | Yeah, so my name is Jeremy and I was part of the missions team that went out to China
00:00:29.200 | and we just got back this past Saturday, so it's been about a week now since we got back,
00:00:35.160 | but God really used this trip to open my eyes and to teach me a lot of things.
00:00:42.240 | I just wanted to share a couple things that God taught me.
00:00:45.520 | So over the past two and a half weeks we had a lot of opportunities to be able to hang
00:00:52.520 | out with the students.
00:00:54.000 | We had about a hundred students.
00:00:56.680 | There were about 90 women and 10 guys, so we got to know the guys pretty well and just
00:01:03.600 | throughout the camp during break times, during meals, and during dorm visits we got to talk
00:01:08.960 | to them a lot.
00:01:10.920 | And I think as we interacted with the students, God broke my heart a little bit for the students.
00:01:21.080 | A lot of the people were living out their lives just like we do here.
00:01:27.440 | They're pursuing their goals and they just, you know, a lot of them have been through
00:01:34.200 | rough experiences.
00:01:35.200 | I talked to a lot of people that faced depression and even had thoughts about suicide and stuff
00:01:42.440 | like that.
00:01:43.440 | And I also met people that were a lot older, like in their 50s and stuff, but you know,
00:01:51.160 | you could tell that they kind of were looking for something more.
00:01:55.480 | And so as I met these people, I felt like I really connected with them and I could relate
00:01:59.640 | a lot with them, at least personally.
00:02:02.440 | And God broke my heart for these people because they didn't have the gospel and they didn't
00:02:07.720 | know who Jesus was.
00:02:09.960 | And they were pursuing the world.
00:02:14.200 | And at least personally, you know, like, you know, like it hurts me to see that because
00:02:22.400 | in the end, like none of those things really matter.
00:02:24.640 | So something that we questioned a lot with them was, you know, is that all there is to
00:02:31.080 | life, you know, just pursuing your job, getting a good education and stuff, studying hard
00:02:36.160 | for the students that are in there.
00:02:38.320 | And it made me open my eyes to see the need of the gospel there, which was, you know,
00:02:44.480 | something that is kind of hard to see sometimes back at home just because I'm so caught up
00:02:49.280 | in like what I'm doing here and stuff.
00:02:54.120 | Another thing that challenged me, we did actually a devotion from John 4, 37 to 38.
00:02:59.720 | It says, "For here the saying holds true, one sows and another reaps.
00:03:03.800 | I sent you to reap that for which you did not labor.
00:03:06.760 | Others have labored and you have entered into their labor."
00:03:11.720 | Going out for two and a half weeks, it was kind of, I didn't really know what to expect
00:03:15.800 | and I didn't know, I kind of had doubts on how effective we would be just being there
00:03:21.840 | for two weeks because in the past two weeks, we got close to the students, but, you know,
00:03:28.080 | it wasn't a lot of time with them.
00:03:30.480 | And so I think this passage really showed that although we were only there for a short
00:03:36.200 | time, that we were really able to make an impact on the students just by showing them
00:03:41.280 | love and just by, you know, talking to them.
00:03:45.640 | Something that all the students told us was that, like, they all knew that we were Christian.
00:03:49.960 | I think that one thing that they were constantly saying is like, "Wow, like you Christians
00:03:54.800 | are like genuinely loving people."
00:03:56.880 | And I think just that alone was able to make an impact on them and be able to like help
00:04:02.960 | them think about, you know, our message to them more.
00:04:08.040 | And so God taught me that he can use anyone and anything to make his gospel known.
00:04:13.000 | We've been learning about it in Romans a lot that although we're weak vessels, God
00:04:17.160 | uses us not by our own strength, but just according to his perfect plan.
00:04:24.920 | And so that kind of motivated me even coming back home that, you know, anything that we
00:04:31.000 | do, you know, can make a difference.
00:04:36.200 | Sometimes I don't try because I feel like, "Oh, what's the point?
00:04:39.680 | I'm not going to make a difference."
00:04:41.520 | But God taught me that even just by showing someone compassion and just really reaching
00:04:48.080 | out to someone can really make a big impact because you never know what someone's going
00:04:52.040 | through in their life.
00:04:55.000 | And so those are two things that God taught me during this mission trip.
00:05:00.360 | So I would say if you guys could pray for the students that we met.
00:05:05.620 | I think a lot of our team has made connections with the students there that they're still
00:05:11.680 | keeping in contact with right now.
00:05:13.200 | So just pray that God would use like messaging as an avenue to continue to reach out to the
00:05:20.360 | students.
00:05:21.360 | They're asking a lot of questions and they're really interested, but just pray that God
00:05:25.560 | would open their eyes.
00:05:26.560 | And yeah, that's it.
00:05:27.560 | Thank you.
00:05:28.560 | Hello, church.
00:05:29.560 | My name is Christine and I'm one of the 10 team members that went on the China trip.
00:05:40.560 | First, we would like to thank the church for your support and your partnership on this
00:05:46.680 | trip.
00:05:47.680 | We are just working really mightily in China and we thank you all so much for covering
00:05:52.320 | us with your prayers before and during the trip.
00:05:55.400 | And please continue to keep China in your prayers.
00:05:59.560 | Our team was so blessed in China and I'm sure we all have so many stories to share.
00:06:04.360 | So please feel free to ask any of us about the trip.
00:06:08.340 | One of my favorite parts of the program was Pastor Alex's English corners that he added
00:06:14.960 | on as an optional session at the end of the day, despite having already had classes from
00:06:21.040 | 8 a.m. to 7 p.m. for the students, a good handful of them still came out.
00:06:25.640 | So we were very thankful.
00:06:27.680 | A little background, Pastor Alex was a pastor here and he moved out to China a couple years
00:06:32.520 | ago.
00:06:33.520 | It was my first time meeting him in China and he's a really cool guy and I'm really
00:06:38.680 | thankful that I got to get to know him and be able to serve with him.
00:06:43.880 | So the English corners are presentations on random topics.
00:06:47.320 | So our topics were culture shock, baseball, dating and marriage, conflict resolution,
00:06:53.480 | things like that.
00:06:54.640 | And then there's a discussion at the end and for the students it's a good way to practice
00:06:58.760 | English.
00:06:59.760 | And for us it was used as an opportunity to share the gospel with them.
00:07:05.620 | So during these times God made a few things really clear to me.
00:07:09.560 | One thing was that God is going to move and work regardless of my efforts or sometimes
00:07:15.640 | the lack thereof of my efforts.
00:07:18.600 | By the end of the day we were all really exhausted and there were times when I just wanted to
00:07:22.280 | zone out or just sit there.
00:07:24.640 | Yeah, there was one night towards the end where Joyce and I had to sit through eight,
00:07:29.600 | nine hours of speeches, which was really long.
00:07:33.240 | But yeah, even when I wanted to just sit and not really have a conversation about God,
00:07:38.240 | the Holy Spirit still moves.
00:07:39.480 | And those nights they asked so many more questions that we didn't even instigate.
00:07:44.560 | Like Jeremy shared, a lot of them, all of them knew that we were Christians and they
00:07:47.760 | were really amazed that we would just come and pay for our trip to China to help them.
00:07:52.280 | So it was a really good way to really start talking about the gospel.
00:07:57.920 | And second, God's work in my life is undeniable and unavoidable.
00:08:03.480 | So in the same way, whenever we were sharing, even if I didn't want to talk about God, He
00:08:08.400 | just came out anyways because I realized that all of my life decisions and my actions were
00:08:13.800 | based on my faith.
00:08:15.640 | And therefore I couldn't share anything about myself or my thoughts on any topic without
00:08:20.160 | just going back to the gospel and without sharing my faith with them.
00:08:26.520 | And last, God uses me as a vessel.
00:08:30.120 | He's the one who worked in me and therefore He will work in the students' hearts.
00:08:34.920 | I was personally able to find a way to sneak in the gospel like once every day during those
00:08:40.040 | English Corners.
00:08:41.040 | So if you multiply that by 10 and then every night, we were able to share a lot and there's
00:08:45.600 | a lot of good conversations that came about.
00:08:49.360 | And Joyce and I personally had really good opportunities sharing with some of the sisters.
00:08:54.120 | And one of the students named Felix and we were able to share a lot with her and she
00:08:59.240 | had a lot of really good questions.
00:09:00.720 | So she was one of the students that we gave a Bible to at the end and thankfully she goes
00:09:04.800 | to school really close to Pastor Alex.
00:09:07.320 | So she's interested in going to his Bible studies and things like that.
00:09:10.200 | So that's something we're really thankful for and we hope and pray that she'll continue
00:09:14.520 | to be there if we ever go back.
00:09:17.120 | Yeah, but with that said, a lot of us were also really sad that we couldn't connect the
00:09:23.560 | students with any community or church or friends back where they were at because they came
00:09:28.920 | from all over China, not just Beijing.
00:09:32.160 | So yeah, it was easy to feel hopeless or wonder if they would ever even think about the conversations
00:09:37.600 | we had.
00:09:38.600 | There was like nights where Joyce and I would stay there until 11 o'clock just sharing about
00:09:42.040 | who God is and like answering their questions.
00:09:45.640 | But as I've been reflecting on the trip and myself, I realized that that same principle
00:09:49.840 | could technically be applied to me or any of us here that, you know, God didn't have
00:09:55.440 | to work in our heart, but he did.
00:09:57.240 | And in the same way he's going to work in their heart, whether or not they have that
00:10:00.360 | community or not, God's going to work in his own way.
00:10:03.360 | So I think that gave me a lot of hope and assurance in that.
00:10:06.360 | Yeah, and I just wanted to end with a couple of prayer requests.
00:10:11.160 | First of all, a big thing, I think, like I just said, there's a lot of people who want
00:10:15.880 | to know about the gospel, but there's not enough people sharing.
00:10:19.360 | So yeah, China really needs more workers and more people to share and serve and, you know,
00:10:24.040 | spread the gospel in China and all throughout.
00:10:28.280 | Also a lot of the Christians that we encountered out of the students, they struggled a lot
00:10:33.360 | with kind of just thinking of God as someone who helps them in times of need and kind of
00:10:39.360 | that's about it.
00:10:40.960 | So as we asked them more questions, it got them thinking, but they definitely, again,
00:10:45.240 | need more just people to guide them and help them live out their Christian lives.
00:10:52.000 | For Pastor Alex, continual endurance, family's physical and spiritual strength, and again,
00:11:00.080 | more workers because, yeah, just praying that Pastor Alex will have genuine brothers and
00:11:05.080 | sisters that he could serve and just be encouraged by and encouraged.
00:11:10.160 | I think, yeah, it's hard when you're out there alone, even though he does have his family.
00:11:16.800 | Yeah, so keeping that in your prayers.
00:11:19.600 | And finally, those that we reached out to and those that Pastor Alex is still reaching
00:11:24.320 | out to that God will soften their hearts and they'll be able to let go of the things that
00:11:28.560 | they've been holding on to and really give their lives to Christ.
00:11:32.840 | Thank you.
00:11:33.840 | All right.
00:11:34.840 | If you can turn your Bibles with me to Romans chapter 11, I'm going to be reading from verse
00:11:39.480 | seven through 10.
00:11:42.280 | And as Christine shared, if you guys can continue to keep our missionaries out in China
00:11:49.000 | in prayer and also for our brothers and sisters, our pastors in India, I kind of updated you
00:11:57.000 | that they found a land that they're going to be building the training center in, but
00:12:03.200 | I got an email from them that the government is making it difficult for them to pull out
00:12:06.520 | money.
00:12:07.520 | So they would only let them pull out a certain small amount each time.
00:12:10.720 | So if you've been following what's going on in India, the persecution is like exponentially
00:12:15.280 | growing in India.
00:12:17.200 | So if you've been following, so please continue to keep them in your prayers.
00:12:19.640 | So every little thing that they're doing, they're making it difficult for them.
00:12:22.720 | So again, continue to keep them in your prayers.
00:12:26.920 | Romans chapter 11 verses seven through 10.
00:12:31.520 | What then?
00:12:32.720 | Israel failed to obtain what it was seeking.
00:12:35.980 | The elect obtained it, but the rest were hardened.
00:12:39.360 | As it is written, God gave them a spirit of stupor, eyes that would not see and ears that
00:12:43.480 | would not hear down to this very day.
00:12:46.200 | And David says, let their table become a snare and a trap, a stumbling block and a retribution
00:12:51.240 | for them.
00:12:52.240 | Let their eyes be darkened so that they cannot see and bend their backs forever.
00:12:56.280 | Let's pray.
00:12:57.960 | Heavenly Father, we want to thank you for our China team coming back safely last week.
00:13:05.720 | And I pray that all the things that you have shown them and allow them to see and be convicted
00:13:10.420 | by that it would last Lord God more than just a few days or weeks.
00:13:15.720 | And I pray that it would be applied even at home, that they would see the harvest Lord,
00:13:20.400 | not just far away, but here.
00:13:22.800 | And that even for our church, help us to see Lord that we are in the mission ground, that
00:13:27.400 | we would live our lives appropriately knowing father that we are a mist that comes and disappears,
00:13:32.480 | that everything that we do would be an investment for eternity.
00:13:36.200 | We pray father God that your word would speak to us that as Paul has intended his message
00:13:41.260 | Lord to convict, to strengthen, to build, to remind, I pray that it would have the same
00:13:46.280 | effect on your church in Jesus name we pray.
00:13:49.480 | Amen.
00:13:51.020 | So again, if you've been following, and I think most of you guys, as we've been following
00:13:54.100 | through the book of Romans, Paul has been sharing about the justification by faith.
00:13:58.960 | And that's kind of like the central theme of the book of Romans.
00:14:02.160 | And we've landed on chapter nine through 11, where Paul says, what does it mean for the
00:14:06.320 | Jews then?
00:14:07.320 | And then specifically in chapter 10, he says that the reason why the Jews missed their
00:14:12.840 | Messiah is not because of lack of work.
00:14:16.320 | They weren't rebuked for lack of prayer because they were prayer warriors.
00:14:20.960 | They weren't rebuked for studying enough.
00:14:22.680 | They weren't rebuked for not giving enough.
00:14:25.000 | And they were known to be great proselytizers.
00:14:28.280 | They went and went far places to share their message.
00:14:32.680 | And yet they completely missed God.
00:14:35.320 | It says they had zeal, but yet they didn't have knowledge.
00:14:40.780 | So as a result of that, they were ignorant about the righteousness of God.
00:14:44.660 | They didn't recognize their own sin and they didn't recognize the righteousness of God.
00:14:48.320 | And that's why they ultimately rejected Christ as the end of the law.
00:14:53.000 | The passage that we looked at in chapter 11, verses one through six, despite all of that,
00:14:58.040 | Paul asks a question.
00:14:59.040 | I asked then, has God rejected his people?
00:15:02.040 | Considering all the rebellion, many, many years of rebellion against God and being blind,
00:15:06.680 | then is God done with the nation of Israel?
00:15:09.440 | And his answer was unequivocally, by no means.
00:15:13.480 | God has not rejected his people because he foreknew them.
00:15:17.920 | Before they were even formed, he said God ordained to work through them, to made a covenant
00:15:21.600 | with them.
00:15:22.600 | And despite all of their rejection, he says he's going to work through the remnant, a
00:15:27.480 | small group of people that he's going to keep.
00:15:29.920 | And at the end times, he's going to restore to have genuine faith.
00:15:33.440 | And through them, he's going to fulfill his promise that despite all of that.
00:15:38.000 | The obvious question, the practical question we ask is, how could a nation who is so privileged
00:15:45.200 | have been given so much, have become so blind by the time of Christ, that even as he appeared
00:15:53.520 | to them physically, not only physically, but he performed miracles.
00:15:57.320 | They were constantly asking for proof and Jesus constantly gave them proof.
00:16:02.920 | He opened eyes that were blind all their life that people could not deny.
00:16:08.440 | He walks on water.
00:16:09.660 | He calms the storms.
00:16:11.440 | In fact, at the end, he even raises the dead.
00:16:15.320 | And the nation of Israel, maybe they didn't see all of it, but they've seen enough of
00:16:19.240 | his miracles.
00:16:20.840 | And he didn't mix words.
00:16:22.640 | There was no confusion.
00:16:24.240 | When Jesus rode on that donkey to come into Jerusalem, he was saying with an exclamation
00:16:30.640 | mark, if there was any doubt who he was, this should prove it.
00:16:36.000 | And yet when he was going to the cross, as a whole, the nation of Israel were completely
00:16:40.840 | blind.
00:16:42.480 | How can they have completely missed him in that way?
00:16:45.280 | In verse seven, he says, what then Israel failed to obtain what it was seeking.
00:16:51.820 | And they didn't seek casually.
00:16:55.040 | It wasn't that they missed him because they didn't put enough effort.
00:16:59.760 | The word for seeking in Greek is epizateo.
00:17:02.960 | And I mentioned this before, whenever you see a Greek word with the word epi in front
00:17:06.800 | of it, it's for the purpose of intensifying something.
00:17:09.680 | So zateo means to seek.
00:17:11.940 | So when he says it wasn't the lack of seeking, it was epizateo.
00:17:17.960 | They fervently, passionately sought it, and yet they did not obtain it.
00:17:23.500 | They sought it intensely, but they didn't get it.
00:17:27.320 | You know, when I was a young pastor, younger pastor, okay, I'm not going to say I'm old
00:17:32.280 | yet, okay, when I was a younger pastor, you know, I grew up in the church, so I know that
00:17:38.160 | especially the Korean community, they're known for prayer.
00:17:41.440 | You know, they get together sometimes five, 5.30 in the morning, and some of them spend
00:17:46.600 | an hour, sometimes even two hours, praying every single morning.
00:17:50.360 | So I grew up knowing that that's just kind of normal.
00:17:53.680 | When I first became a youth pastor, I was a part of a church where they met Monday through
00:17:58.080 | Friday, and I think they took a break on Sunday only, and then Monday through Saturday, every
00:18:03.360 | morning.
00:18:04.800 | And because I was a staff at the church, I was required to come.
00:18:07.520 | So every morning at 5 o'clock to about 6.30, we would have prayer meeting, and then the
00:18:12.080 | pastor would give a short devotion, and then we would break, and everybody would go to
00:18:16.400 | work.
00:18:17.400 | Well, some of them, you know, I saw every single day at the church, and then some of
00:18:22.480 | them, whenever they had a break during the day, would come to church, and they would
00:18:25.840 | pray sometimes an hour, 30 minutes.
00:18:29.000 | And so they were prayer warriors.
00:18:31.600 | And obviously, that was very challenging to me, and even though it was part of, you know,
00:18:35.560 | what was required of me, I really enjoyed it, to come in and spending time in prayer
00:18:41.200 | with a group of people, and it wasn't a small group.
00:18:43.200 | I think the church, when I first came in, had maybe about 300 people, and then the prayer
00:18:46.760 | meetings, you know, maybe had about 50 to 60 people on a regular basis, and sometimes
00:18:54.120 | when they had a lot, maybe about 100.
00:18:56.200 | And so it was a lot of people gathering together in prayer.
00:18:59.320 | And then I found out that a lot of people, to build that church, they basically offered
00:19:05.680 | up their wedding ring, you know.
00:19:08.120 | And majority of the people were blue-collar workers, so they weren't millionaires.
00:19:11.840 | They were blue-collar workers, and they weren't rich, but they donated their wedding rings,
00:19:17.480 | and there was this movement in the Korean church community where they were kind of saying,
00:19:21.320 | like, symbolically, they're marrying Christ.
00:19:23.800 | And so when I heard about that, it was challenging, that people would give up something so valuable,
00:19:29.120 | and they would donate it to the church so that church could be built.
00:19:31.680 | And then, obviously, when I found out about that, I was very encouraged and challenged
00:19:34.920 | by it.
00:19:36.920 | But at the same time, in this same church, I've seen some of these same people get into
00:19:43.200 | arguments and get into fights.
00:19:46.360 | And at one point, it got so bad where the police had to be called and break up these
00:19:49.600 | fights, and it was nothing new to me.
00:19:51.640 | You know, I grew up in the church.
00:19:53.480 | My dad was a pastor, so I've seen a lot of crazy things inside the church.
00:19:57.960 | But what was confusing to me is it wasn't necessarily ungodly people.
00:20:03.480 | It was people who were praying in the mornings, who were sacrificing and giving and serving
00:20:06.760 | the church.
00:20:08.480 | They were the ones up in arms fighting and willing to swing at each other.
00:20:12.840 | Again, I would like to say that that was my one unique experience in the church, but that
00:20:17.640 | wasn't the case.
00:20:18.640 | I've seen so much of that in the church.
00:20:20.560 | Oftentimes, the ones who get into that kind of stuff are not the peripheral people because
00:20:25.480 | they don't care.
00:20:26.480 | It's the people who are committed in the church, the ones that were leading small groups, the
00:20:30.360 | ones who are at the core, who are serving, and something went wrong.
00:20:36.560 | How could people who are at least seemingly on the surface that seem so close to God,
00:20:41.680 | and yet when things went wrong, it became so ugly?
00:20:45.200 | I mean, since then, I've realized that this is not unique to our generation or even the
00:20:51.840 | Korean community.
00:20:55.160 | The Jews were guilty of the same thing.
00:20:58.800 | They were very passionate, zealous, seeking.
00:21:01.520 | They were praying, doing Bible study, even proselytizing.
00:21:05.480 | They were doing all of this stuff, and it says, "Yet you had zeal without knowledge."
00:21:12.280 | There was commitment.
00:21:14.160 | There was dedication.
00:21:15.160 | There was sacrifice without knowing who Christ was.
00:21:21.840 | That's a tragedy of the nation of Israel, and that's a tragedy of many who are in the
00:21:26.080 | church where Jesus himself warned that when that day comes, "Many who says to me, 'Lord,
00:21:32.440 | Lord,' shall not enter the kingdom, say, 'You had nothing to do with me.'"
00:21:36.840 | That's a tragedy of a post-Christian culture where we are raised with the gospel taught
00:21:43.120 | in Bible study, doing exposition, and yet never coming to know Christ personally.
00:21:51.840 | It's all a theory, but we're never convicted.
00:21:57.440 | Paul gives a description of how the nation of Israel became so blind that even as their
00:22:03.520 | Messiah stood before them physically, and even as the Messiah was performing these miracles,
00:22:09.400 | they still missed him.
00:22:11.600 | There's four things that he mentions here in verses 9 through 10.
00:22:14.640 | I think we need to take heed.
00:22:16.880 | How did they get to this point?
00:22:18.240 | It's not something that just happened overnight.
00:22:20.080 | This was characteristic of the nation of Israel, and again, I think it serves as a warning
00:22:26.040 | to anybody who's in the Christian community, in the circle of post-Christian culture, where
00:22:32.480 | we just kind of have a tendency to assume the most fundamental things, just like the
00:22:37.600 | Jews did.
00:22:38.600 | So there's four things that he mentions here.
00:22:40.280 | One, he said God judged them by giving them a spirit of stupor.
00:22:44.760 | Now some of these overlap, but I'm going to mention four things.
00:22:47.560 | So one is God gave them a spirit of stupor.
00:22:49.880 | Second, their eyes that would not—God gave them eyes that would not see and ears that
00:22:55.360 | would not hear.
00:22:56.680 | Thirdly, he says, their tables will become a snare and a trap, a stumbling block and
00:23:02.640 | a retribution.
00:23:03.640 | Fourthly, he says, their backs will be bent because of their blindness.
00:23:07.920 | So I want to look at these four things and how did these things lead to them becoming
00:23:14.400 | so blind.
00:23:15.400 | First, he says God gave them a spirit of stupor.
00:23:19.440 | The word spirit of stupor basically means to slumber or to be dull.
00:23:25.800 | John Stott calls this complete loss of spiritual sensitivity.
00:23:31.560 | That maybe at one point you were sensitive, but for whatever the reason, you become slumber,
00:23:37.760 | slow, lukewarm.
00:23:39.760 | We become so spiritually insensitive that even with the Messiah standing before them,
00:23:45.680 | they wouldn't recognize him.
00:23:47.200 | Their hearts became so numb that they couldn't recognize the voice of the Messiah compared
00:23:53.860 | to the voice of false prophets.
00:23:57.000 | Spiritual dullness, which is oftentimes described in the scripture as lukewarmness or in the
00:24:04.440 | book of Hebrews to be drifting and simply neglecting.
00:24:11.200 | You might ask the question, well, if that's the case, if God gave them a spirit of stupor
00:24:14.840 | so that they would become insensitive spiritually and lukewarm, then how can God say it's their
00:24:20.600 | fault if God's the one who gave them the spirit of stupor?
00:24:23.920 | Well, turn with me to Isaiah chapter 29, 9 through 10.
00:24:27.880 | Paul is actually quoting a specific text in Isaiah chapter 29, verse 10, but we have to
00:24:33.240 | understand the verse in chapter in verse 9 to see the whole context.
00:24:38.200 | Isaiah chapter 29, verse 9, he begins by saying, "Astonish yourselves and be astonished.
00:24:45.040 | Blind yourselves and be blind.
00:24:46.640 | Be drunk, but not with wine.
00:24:48.880 | Sagger, but not with strong drink."
00:24:51.800 | In other words, before he gets to verse 10 and saying he gave them a spirit of stupor,
00:24:56.720 | he says, "If you continue to blind yourself, you will be blind.
00:25:01.280 | If you continue to astonish yourself by other things, then he's going to let you go."
00:25:06.280 | So in other words, he's not taking a group of people who are passionately seeking God
00:25:09.920 | in love and then he says, "You know what?
00:25:11.120 | I'm going to judge you and turn your heart cold."
00:25:14.160 | His judgment basically is, if you continue to go down this path.
00:25:18.600 | At some point, the judgment is going to be, "Then go."
00:25:21.680 | He says, "If God speaks and over and over again you say, 'I don't want to hear it,'
00:25:27.640 | and at some point God is saying, 'I will no longer speak.'
00:25:31.320 | If God is revealing his glory and he's trying to get them to move and they keep on closing
00:25:37.480 | and turning the other way, at some point he says, 'I will stop revealing my glory.'"
00:25:41.720 | And that's exactly what he is saying here.
00:25:43.400 | He says he gave them a spirit of stupor and he allowed them to pursue what they were committed
00:25:48.580 | to pursue.
00:25:49.580 | Again, in Psalm chapter 81, verse 10-12, it says, "I am the Lord your God who brought
00:25:53.920 | you up out of the land of Egypt.
00:25:56.560 | Open your mouth wide and I will fill it.
00:25:59.920 | But my people did not listen to my voice.
00:26:02.680 | Israel would not submit to me.
00:26:04.200 | So I gave them over to their stubborn hearts to follow their own counsels."
00:26:10.720 | He says the reason why he gave them a spirit of stupor is because that's exactly what they
00:26:14.480 | were doing.
00:26:16.120 | That's exactly what they were committed to.
00:26:18.440 | They didn't want to hear what God had to tell them.
00:26:21.420 | When God sent prophets to rebuke them and warn them about judgment, basically they said,
00:26:26.040 | "We don't want to hear it."
00:26:28.280 | And they'd rather have false prophets telling them that everything is okay and God loves
00:26:32.480 | you.
00:26:33.480 | You're the apple of his eye.
00:26:34.480 | Why would God judge you?
00:26:35.640 | And they deliberately chose to listen to them rather than the prophets that God gave.
00:26:41.160 | And he said, "Because of that, I will give you a spirit of stupor."
00:26:47.320 | Our insensitivity towards spiritual things is simply God releasing us in our rebellion
00:26:54.400 | against God.
00:26:55.400 | "You don't want to listen?
00:26:57.360 | Then I will stop speaking.
00:26:59.360 | You don't want to submit?
00:27:00.720 | Then I will stop calling.
00:27:02.680 | You're going to harden your heart?
00:27:04.600 | Then I will harden it further."
00:27:06.560 | In Romans chapter 1, 24-25, it says, "Therefore God gave them up in their lust of their hearts
00:27:11.320 | of impurity."
00:27:12.400 | God gave them up.
00:27:14.520 | God didn't take somebody who was godly and turn them over to impurity.
00:27:18.480 | He says, "They were going after impurity and they were refusing to submit, so he said,
00:27:23.800 | 'Then go ahead.'"
00:27:25.560 | And that was the final judgment.
00:27:27.920 | He says, "To the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves because they exchanged the
00:27:31.720 | truth of God for a lie and worshipped and served the Creator, a creature rather than
00:27:37.000 | the Creator, who is blessed forever.
00:27:39.960 | Amen."
00:27:41.800 | Spiritual backsliding doesn't happen because you made a decision to do so.
00:27:47.720 | Spiritual backsliding often happens simply out of neglect.
00:27:52.560 | Lukewarmness is not a decision that you make.
00:27:55.520 | It is a dullness of us constantly refusing his call.
00:28:03.880 | When we refuse God, we never say no.
00:28:07.480 | We never say no because you know enough.
00:28:10.160 | Who's going to come before God and say, "I disagree with you.
00:28:12.720 | I refuse to submit to you."
00:28:14.640 | We don't refuse God that way.
00:28:18.480 | Typically the way we refuse God is we say, "Not now.
00:28:22.360 | Not now."
00:28:23.920 | Because by saying not now, we are submitting.
00:28:26.400 | It's just not at this time.
00:28:28.520 | Not in this particular circumstance.
00:28:30.520 | Not now.
00:28:31.520 | See, basically what God is saying is, "If not now," and you keep saying not now, at
00:28:36.560 | some point it will never be now.
00:28:38.920 | That's why in Hebrews chapter 3, verse 7, it says, "Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says,
00:28:42.840 | 'Today, today if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts and end the rebellion on
00:28:47.440 | the day of testing in the wilderness.'"
00:28:49.320 | In other words, what he's saying is when God is speaking to you today, it's his kindness
00:28:53.800 | that caused you to be convicted.
00:28:56.520 | If you refuse his kindness to bring you to repentance, today, tomorrow, God may not convict
00:29:03.040 | you.
00:29:04.760 | I hear people saying all the time.
00:29:06.920 | "In the Christian community, you can't say no because that would be rebelling against
00:29:12.760 | God.
00:29:13.760 | That would not be Christian."
00:29:15.120 | We know enough that we need to submit, that God caused us to pick up our cross, but we
00:29:19.680 | don't say no.
00:29:20.960 | We say, "Not now.
00:29:23.240 | Not in this circumstance.
00:29:25.040 | Not while I'm young.
00:29:26.040 | Not while I'm at school.
00:29:27.160 | Not when I have tests.
00:29:28.680 | Not when I have children.
00:29:30.360 | Not when I have these financial issues.
00:29:32.420 | Not when I have these trips planned.
00:29:34.960 | It's not now."
00:29:37.120 | Not realizing, not now, that tomorrow, God is not at the door just saying, "Okay, is
00:29:42.360 | it time now?
00:29:43.360 | Is it time now?"
00:29:44.360 | Again, in Hebrews chapter 3, verse 13, it says, "But exhort one another every day, as
00:29:49.040 | long as it is called today, that none of you may be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin."
00:29:55.760 | Whenever God calls and we say, "Not now," we become that much more hardened toward our
00:30:00.280 | sin.
00:30:02.160 | Even though in our mind, we didn't refuse Him, we just postponed obedience.
00:30:08.000 | Any of you who's raising children, you know when you tell your child to do something and
00:30:12.560 | they say, "Not now," you don't think of it as like, "Oh, my obedient son.
00:30:15.560 | He's just not ready."
00:30:18.040 | That's not what the kid is thinking.
00:30:19.760 | The kid is thinking, "I just said not now.
00:30:21.280 | I didn't say no."
00:30:23.360 | But a parent doesn't hear, "Not now."
00:30:25.400 | The parent hears, "No."
00:30:27.400 | When I ask you to do something, I mean to do it.
00:30:29.960 | The only reason why you're postponing it is because you don't want to do it.
00:30:33.640 | I'm waiting for my motivation to kick in.
00:30:39.140 | I hear so many people thinking that the grace of God will always be there no matter what.
00:30:48.640 | I've been working with young people and I've seen the gamut of them, a lot of the young
00:30:53.520 | people that I work with now in their 40s.
00:30:56.560 | So many of them have said, "Yeah, but just not right now.
00:31:01.880 | I really want to serve God, but after this, after I get my job and my career, my children,
00:31:09.400 | all of this, after this is all set up, then I can think seriously about what I can do."
00:31:12.800 | So I always have plans to serve God and go to the mission field sometime in the future.
00:31:18.840 | But when days go by, I meet them two, three years later, they're never in the same spot.
00:31:26.440 | They're always much more hardened than when I first met them.
00:31:31.480 | They're much more callous than when I first met them.
00:31:35.560 | People never reject Christ by saying no.
00:31:39.460 | How many of you have met people who are really hostile to the gospel?
00:31:43.800 | Some of you may have.
00:31:46.120 | Majority of the people that I meet are not hostile to the gospel.
00:31:51.080 | I mean, I've experienced some of it.
00:31:53.280 | I remember when I was younger, I got so zealous in sharing the gospel.
00:31:56.520 | I went out to the mall and I started sharing and this guy was not interested.
00:32:00.120 | And my youth kicked in and said, "I got to share anyway."
00:32:04.840 | And I kept on sharing and he got angry with me.
00:32:07.320 | And then the more angry he got, the more motivated I got, because maybe I'm going to be persecuted
00:32:12.480 | for his name.
00:32:14.120 | And he got so angry, he chased me out of the mall with a broom.
00:32:19.120 | And I left feeling good about myself, because I got persecuted.
00:32:25.000 | Majority of the response that I've gotten for sharing the gospel was not that.
00:32:27.840 | I can think of a few instances where people actually got angry.
00:32:31.520 | Majority of the times, it's, "Well, I'm glad that you believe that.
00:32:36.400 | I'm glad that you believe that.
00:32:38.160 | I just don't.
00:32:39.160 | I'm glad it works for you, but it doesn't work for me."
00:32:43.360 | Majority of the times, even in the church, it's never a no.
00:32:48.400 | It's never a no.
00:32:49.480 | It's maybe not now.
00:32:52.400 | Maybe sometime in the future.
00:32:55.640 | Our biggest struggle, in our mind, isn't disobedience.
00:33:03.160 | Even though it may lead to disobedience, even though in God's eyes, He probably thinks it's
00:33:07.000 | disobedience, but in our mind, it's just distraction.
00:33:12.240 | We've given so much of our time and effort to things that don't matter at all in eternity,
00:33:17.200 | and our hearts are filled with the things that have nothing to do with God, and hearts
00:33:21.160 | become callous and more and more callous.
00:33:24.840 | We hear, but we do not hear.
00:33:26.280 | We see, but we do not see.
00:33:28.760 | The things that used to excite us and say, "Oh, somebody came to Christ," and be exciting
00:33:32.760 | for us, but our hearts become so dull that when you hear that somebody came to Christ,
00:33:37.160 | like, "That's great."
00:33:38.800 | And that's about how long it lasts.
00:33:41.580 | We become so callous to the things of God.
00:33:45.280 | He says, number two, their eyes, they would see and not see.
00:33:49.480 | They would have ears, and yet not hear.
00:33:52.240 | In Romans 1, 19-20, it says, "For what can be known about God is plain to them, because
00:33:56.480 | God has shown it to them.
00:33:58.680 | For His invisible attributes, namely His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly
00:34:02.920 | perceived ever since the creation of the world in the things that have been made, so they
00:34:06.900 | are without excuse."
00:34:09.480 | It's not that God shut their eyes and said, "You know what?
00:34:11.960 | I'm going to play hide and seek, and I'm going to show myself only to those people, to some
00:34:15.720 | of those people.
00:34:16.720 | And the rest of you, I'm just going to close your eyes."
00:34:18.200 | He didn't say that.
00:34:19.400 | He said He made it very clear.
00:34:22.240 | He made it very clear.
00:34:23.240 | He left an imprint to lead all creation to Him, and yet they said they refused to see
00:34:28.880 | the glory of God.
00:34:30.840 | Not because He was hiding, but because our hearts were darkened.
00:34:35.520 | How can you look at the universe?
00:34:37.720 | And again, I'm no scientist, but just common sense, and I look at how our body works and
00:34:42.080 | how fragile our life is.
00:34:44.080 | If we don't have proper blood circulation, if our heart doesn't work properly, if our
00:34:48.040 | lungs break down, if our liver doesn't work, any part of our organs doesn't work, we're
00:34:53.200 | dead.
00:34:54.200 | If the earth rotates too fast, if it rotates too slow, if we're too far from the sun, too
00:34:58.040 | close to the sun, and we're all freaking out to death that this ozone layer is going to
00:35:02.200 | break and we're going to die.
00:35:04.040 | That one crazy guy in North Korea is going to push a button and we're going to die.
00:35:07.500 | That there's going to be some storm coming and there's going to be flood, we're going
00:35:09.720 | to die.
00:35:10.720 | I mean, our life is so fragile.
00:35:13.360 | And it is fragile.
00:35:14.360 | And the only reason why we are being sustained is by the power of God.
00:35:18.600 | So it's just to me, it doesn't make any sense to look at the intricacies of how every one
00:35:22.960 | of these things have to work together just to live, and then to say, "All that happened
00:35:27.560 | by chance."
00:35:30.000 | The reason why I got long legs is because you had to run further, so Mother Nature just
00:35:33.240 | decided to give you long legs.
00:35:35.680 | You know what I mean?
00:35:36.760 | My ancestors had to lift heavy things, so He gave us stocky legs.
00:35:40.040 | And it just happened that way.
00:35:44.400 | It just happened.
00:35:46.480 | How can you see what you see, what God has made, and then not to see His glory?
00:35:52.200 | The scripture says, "Because our hearts were darkened."
00:35:54.320 | Second Corinthians 4.3, it says, "And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only
00:35:59.660 | to those who are perishing.
00:36:02.020 | In their case, the God of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers to keep them
00:36:05.800 | from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ."
00:36:09.160 | Who is the image of God?
00:36:13.040 | To have God reveal His glory, and then to say, "I don't see it."
00:36:20.440 | I mean, Jesus performed all those miracles in front of those people, but they kept on
00:36:23.720 | coming to Him.
00:36:24.720 | What did they ask Him?
00:36:25.720 | "Give us a sign."
00:36:26.720 | Again, remember John chapter 6?
00:36:31.160 | All 5,000 people ate the miraculous bread.
00:36:34.780 | And then when they saw Him on the other side, Jesus said, "Don't work for food that is
00:36:38.720 | temporal but for eternal."
00:36:41.000 | And then remember what they said?
00:36:42.240 | "Then show us a sign."
00:36:45.720 | I mean, Jesus had been showing signs.
00:36:47.120 | They ate the miraculous food, and they said, "Well, we need more signs."
00:36:51.680 | They were completely blind.
00:36:54.960 | You know, when we become spiritually insensitive and dull, we're not able to discern even right
00:37:01.360 | or wrong.
00:37:02.360 | We can be completely right, but we can be completely wrong.
00:37:04.720 | I mean, when our hearts become dull, we're not in a position to determine what is holy
00:37:11.160 | and not holy.
00:37:12.160 | I keep hearing arguments from people saying, "How do we determine what is holy and not
00:37:16.360 | holy based upon if I'm not bothered by it?"
00:37:21.560 | I keep hearing people saying, "Well, when I watch this and when I do this, it doesn't
00:37:25.400 | bother me."
00:37:26.400 | If it bothers you, you shouldn't do it.
00:37:27.720 | "So it doesn't bother me, so it's okay."
00:37:31.160 | At what point in Scripture did the Scripture say, "If it doesn't bother you, I'm okay
00:37:35.300 | with it?"
00:37:37.040 | Maybe the reason why we're not bothered by it is because our hearts have become so callous
00:37:41.160 | and dull.
00:37:43.600 | If you're even refusing God and refusing God, and our hearts become so callous, how can
00:37:48.560 | you use that callous heart to determine what is acceptable and unacceptable before God?
00:37:56.080 | The Scripture says if you keep going down that path, at some point, God's going to
00:38:00.000 | give you a spirit of stupor.
00:38:03.160 | You're going to see, but you're not going to see.
00:38:04.640 | You have ears, but you're not going to hear.
00:38:06.840 | I don't know how many people who grew up in the church and try to talk about them the
00:38:11.720 | gospel, and they don't understand the gospel.
00:38:13.800 | They can't articulate the gospel.
00:38:15.640 | And I know it's not because they didn't hear it.
00:38:19.180 | And I know some of their pastors, and I know that they preach the gospel.
00:38:22.720 | How can you be sitting under that teaching every single week and then not be able to
00:38:26.820 | explain the core of the gospel message?
00:38:31.880 | They have eyes that cannot see.
00:38:33.280 | They have ears, but they do not hear.
00:38:35.600 | And God gave them over to spirit of stupor.
00:38:40.340 | The third thing he says, "Their tables will become a snare and a trap, a stumbling block
00:38:45.320 | and retribution."
00:38:47.160 | The table, the way the Bible writes it, is talking about a place that symbolizes for
00:38:53.840 | the nation of Israel, a place of peace and security.
00:38:58.440 | So in Psalm 23 verses 4 to 5, this is a text that we all know, where it says, "Even though
00:39:03.240 | I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with
00:39:06.640 | me, your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
00:39:10.120 | You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies."
00:39:14.680 | He's comparing what he said in verse 4 with verse 5, and he's taking it to the next level.
00:39:19.420 | He says, "Your rod and your staff, they will comfort me, just as you will prepare for me
00:39:27.800 | a table even before my enemies."
00:39:29.600 | In other words, he says, even in the context of all your enemies, God's going to prepare
00:39:33.340 | a table to sustain you, to give you peace, to bless you.
00:39:38.060 | So the table that Paul is mentioning here, is quoting, is basically saying that this
00:39:44.680 | table that you relied on for safety and sustenance, will turn around to become a trap, a stumbling
00:39:50.920 | block and retribution.
00:39:52.640 | Again, we see it again in Revelation chapter 320, where Jesus is standing at the door,
00:39:57.000 | knock, and he says, "If you open the door, I will come into you and dine with you and
00:40:01.240 | you with me."
00:40:03.240 | So he describes repentance and restoration as dining with him.
00:40:08.420 | So this idea of the table and dining is to find peace and blessing and safety.
00:40:15.980 | So the judgment that is being proclaimed in this text is that those things that the Jews,
00:40:23.080 | that the nation of Israel was seeking for peace, for seeking for sustenance, rather
00:40:29.780 | than giving them that, will end up becoming a trap, a stumbling block, and even retribution,
00:40:37.340 | Now, what could he be possibly talking about?
00:40:40.220 | Obviously, in the context, he's talking about the law.
00:40:43.540 | That the Jews pursued the law, thinking that that's where they were going to find peace.
00:40:47.340 | If they kept the Sabbath perfectly, that they were going to find blessing.
00:40:51.980 | And every single day, they greeted each other by saying, "Shalom!"
00:40:56.380 | Peace!
00:40:57.380 | Peace be unto you!
00:40:58.380 | Peace be unto you!
00:40:59.380 | And they thought that the path of peace was through keeping this law.
00:41:04.220 | But instead, what did Paul say in the beginning?
00:41:07.100 | Those with the law will be judged by the law.
00:41:09.900 | Those without the law will be judged without the law.
00:41:13.140 | So the very thing that they thought was going to bring life was going to bring judgment.
00:41:19.620 | The very thing that they pursued, it became their stumbling block.
00:41:25.580 | Martin Luther, in describing this judgment, says this, "It is like a flower in a field
00:41:33.300 | whose nectar is used to make honey for the bee.
00:41:37.220 | But the nectar is poison to the spider.
00:41:39.660 | To those who are being saved, the word of God is sweetness and honey.
00:41:42.300 | But for those who are perishing, it becomes poison."
00:41:47.260 | The very thing that we pursue, that the Jews pursued, turned out to be their source of
00:41:53.140 | judgment.
00:41:56.860 | The table that he is describing, obviously to the Jews, it was the law.
00:42:01.460 | But this is applicable to us even if we are not Jews.
00:42:05.660 | Basically, anything that we place in our pursuit and our hope where Christ ought to be, eventually
00:42:12.580 | becomes a trap.
00:42:15.340 | If we put our confidence in our friendship, that can easily become a trap.
00:42:20.100 | If our refuge is found in money, it easily becomes a source of a trap, retribution.
00:42:29.540 | Anything that we place where God was supposed to be, God is supposed to be.
00:42:33.700 | If you think about the sin of Adam and Eve, of eating the fruit of knowledge of good and
00:42:41.380 | evil, that simple sin, and we can almost say it's innocent, and yet that innocent sin led
00:42:50.860 | to condemnation of mankind.
00:42:53.980 | Compare that to the sin that you may have even committed this week.
00:42:59.420 | Think about the things that we commit, both things that we know or don't know.
00:43:05.380 | In comparison, we're kind of like, "Well, it's not bad.
00:43:07.900 | At least it's not as bad as those people."
00:43:10.140 | But compare that to Adam and Eve, what they did.
00:43:13.060 | What Adam and Eve did was very innocent in comparison to most sins that you and I have
00:43:18.940 | very intimate knowledge of.
00:43:20.060 | But why did that particular sin lead to condemnation and death, not only for them, but all descendants
00:43:26.540 | from that point on?
00:43:28.580 | Because at the core of that sin was a rebellion against God.
00:43:33.160 | At the core of that sin, instead of receiving life and wisdom from God, they sought it outside
00:43:38.140 | of Him, saying, "I'm going to live.
00:43:40.780 | I'm not going to trust in you, and I'm going to live on my own."
00:43:43.980 | They sought wisdom outside of God.
00:43:47.060 | Anything that replaces God as Lord will eventually lead to a trap, a stumbling, and a retribution.
00:43:53.980 | So at the core of that sin, it wasn't just the act in itself.
00:43:57.020 | It's a rebellion in their heart that chooses to find life somewhere else.
00:44:02.460 | When you see it that way, when you see the heart of the sin, it may at times seem very
00:44:09.340 | innocent.
00:44:10.340 | In fact, we may even look righteous on the outside.
00:44:15.200 | We may be seeking certain things inside the church by serving, by giving, but at the core
00:44:21.660 | of it, it's not to serve Christ.
00:44:25.580 | It's not to honor Him.
00:44:26.580 | It's not to worship Him.
00:44:28.380 | Even in the church, even in our passionate pursuit, it could be finding our safety, our
00:44:35.100 | worth in something else outside of Christ.
00:44:39.700 | And all it does is lead to bitterness, a stumbling.
00:44:48.180 | Our hearts are so fickle, and it's constant in rebellion against God.
00:44:55.700 | And sometimes, a lot of times, we don't even know it.
00:44:58.220 | We can give ourselves to something and be completely blind.
00:45:02.060 | You know, the most bitter people in the world that I've met, and I'm sure I haven't met
00:45:06.820 | a lot of people, but at least the people that I've met are pastors.
00:45:11.900 | You know, I used to hear that when I was a young pastor, that pastors, you know, usually
00:45:14.820 | the retired pastors, their hearts are dark, and they're black.
00:45:19.340 | You know, and I understood it because I grew up in a pastor's family, and I saw all the
00:45:23.860 | mess, and that's why I didn't want to be a pastor.
00:45:27.420 | But I see why.
00:45:28.420 | You know, now that I've been in ministry a certain period, and you know, when I meet
00:45:32.060 | young pastors in their 20s, they're the ones usually with a lot of vision.
00:45:35.820 | You know, I'm going to do this, and you know, I found a new way of doing church, and we
00:45:39.620 | have this new cutting way, and they're always excited about going to conferences.
00:45:44.260 | And then you meet pastors in their 30s, and they've kind of gotten punched in the face
00:45:49.020 | a few times already, you know.
00:45:50.420 | They're not beaten up yet.
00:45:52.100 | They've just been punched.
00:45:54.140 | And so it's not as idealistic.
00:45:56.780 | They're not idealistic about ministry, and they're not as eager to jump in and do something,
00:46:01.780 | and they're kind of like, they're a little bit more cautious, right.
00:46:05.380 | But they haven't beaten up yet.
00:46:07.420 | They've just been punched a few times.
00:46:09.940 | When I meet guys who are in their 50s and over, you know, they're one messed up people.
00:46:18.460 | You know, and I have friends that every once in a while I'll meet and talk to them, and
00:46:23.020 | most of the times we'll share our stories, you know.
00:46:26.660 | And a friend of mine, again, I had a friend who came up to the retreat, to the BAM retreat,
00:46:30.980 | and he's gone through a lot in ministry, and I could go through everything he went through,
00:46:35.420 | but he spent, I mean, he's been in ministry as long as I have, and we're talking about
00:46:39.420 | various things, and he just, you know, on the way up, he just leaned over and asked
00:46:42.620 | me, "Peter," like, because on the surface, it seems like everything's together, and he
00:46:48.060 | said, "Do you ever think about quitting?"
00:46:52.660 | And you know, I didn't want to discourage him, and I said, "Every day."
00:46:57.180 | You know, every...
00:46:58.180 | And he started laughing.
00:46:59.180 | He's like, "No, I'm serious."
00:47:00.180 | You know, like, sometimes I feel like a schizophrenic.
00:47:04.300 | I feel like Sunday night, like, this is the best job in the world, and Monday morning,
00:47:08.300 | I don't know if I can keep doing this.
00:47:10.060 | And then Tuesday night, you know, I want to preach the gospel, you know, and see revival
00:47:13.820 | come, and Wednesday morning, I'd rather dig ditches.
00:47:16.780 | And so it really depends, back and forth.
00:47:19.540 | And I see so many pastors who have been burned out and beaten, and you know, and we have
00:47:24.100 | our own struggles.
00:47:27.660 | And I realize, and there are times, again, it's honest confession.
00:47:31.300 | There are times when I ask myself, "Is this worth it?"
00:47:36.380 | And I struggle with that at times, okay?
00:47:38.660 | I don't want you to get all discouraged, like, that's how I feel right now, all right?
00:47:43.180 | I feel great right now, all right?
00:47:47.180 | But there are times when I ask myself, "Is this all worth it?"
00:47:50.340 | You know?
00:47:51.900 | And I, because I see frustration, and I see struggles, and you know, I've been at it for
00:47:56.540 | so many years, that maybe the remaining time that I could do something else, and I have
00:48:02.020 | those thoughts.
00:48:04.340 | But when those thoughts come to me, I always have to step back and ask myself, "Why are
00:48:08.660 | you doing it in the first place?"
00:48:12.820 | And I take a step back, and I ask, "It's because if I give, I want to see something.
00:48:18.660 | If I sacrifice, there has to be reward for the sacrifice."
00:48:22.980 | And I have to ask myself, "Is that why you started it?
00:48:27.140 | Because you thought if you gave, God's going to give you something."
00:48:31.180 | And I realize that every time my thoughts go back to that, the very thing that I've
00:48:35.900 | been pursuing becomes a snare.
00:48:38.820 | It becomes a trap.
00:48:41.460 | Because my heart isn't motivated by the love of Christ.
00:48:46.700 | Can't be sustained.
00:48:48.460 | I can't sustain it.
00:48:51.460 | Whatever small task, whatever big task it is, I can't sustain it, because I don't have
00:48:55.460 | the energy.
00:48:56.780 | Wherever, whatever I place where only Christ was supposed to be, even for a minute, if
00:49:02.500 | I put anything else in there, my confidence in you, and I'll just be honest with you,
00:49:07.620 | I don't have any confidence in you.
00:49:10.580 | Don't get hurt by it, because I don't have confidence in myself either.
00:49:14.340 | I shared this with my friend, and he was like, "What?
00:49:17.580 | You said that to the church?"
00:49:18.580 | Yeah, I'm going to say it again today.
00:49:21.900 | I don't have confidence in you.
00:49:24.700 | I don't have confidence in myself.
00:49:27.740 | I don't have confidence in any system that you may think is better.
00:49:33.060 | I don't have confidence in finances.
00:49:35.740 | I don't have confidence in your riches.
00:49:37.060 | I don't have confidence in your experience.
00:49:38.620 | I don't have confidence in any of that.
00:49:40.900 | I've been in ministry long enough.
00:49:42.540 | I know certain things are better, and certain people are smarter, and whatever, but in the
00:49:46.700 | end, that's not why he called us.
00:49:51.580 | If that's the reason why I do what I do, I don't think I'll keep doing it.
00:49:57.180 | I've lost all confidence in myself.
00:50:00.540 | I've lost all confidence in you, which caused me to see Christ and Christ alone.
00:50:08.980 | The moment I take my eyes off of Christ, despair comes in.
00:50:15.780 | I don't think I'm going to keep doing it if I can't, which forces me to pray and come
00:50:20.500 | before God and ask myself, "Why did you start this in the first place?"
00:50:26.740 | He says, "That very table that you think is going to feed you is going to turn into a
00:50:31.540 | snare.
00:50:32.860 | That very thing that you are hoping for is going to turn out to be a stumbling block.
00:50:38.380 | The very thing that you're clinging onto is going to turn out to be your judgment."
00:50:43.140 | And fourthly, it says, "Their backs will be bent because of their blindness."
00:50:47.260 | Basically it's a description of somebody where burden is so heavy that he bends his back.
00:50:52.420 | When you lift something that is not that heavy, you just lift it, but when it's heavy, you
00:50:56.060 | tend to bend your back.
00:50:57.580 | And that's the description that he's making, that the very thing that you thought was going
00:51:01.900 | to give you life is going to be so burdensome that your back is going to be bent forever.
00:51:08.780 | Isn't that exactly what happened to the Jews?
00:51:10.540 | They put all their confidence in the law.
00:51:12.860 | Law ended up becoming their stumbling block, and it became a burden too much for them to
00:51:19.100 | bear.
00:51:21.300 | The very thing that they put their confidence in caused them to be judged.
00:51:28.680 | We look at all of this, and the end conclusion of all of this, and God must be done.
00:51:37.460 | He must be done with us.
00:51:39.900 | He must be done with the nation of Israel.
00:51:41.940 | If I ended right here, if the Bible ended right there, then we would all be in despair.
00:51:48.740 | Because you know, when we first become a Christian, you know, we read the stories of Israelites,
00:51:58.420 | and I think we look at the Israelites and say, "Man, these are foolish people.
00:52:02.020 | God is so harsh with the nation of Israel."
00:52:04.580 | But the more we study, and the more we live, and the more we fail, the more we realize,
00:52:10.140 | that's me.
00:52:12.740 | That's our description.
00:52:15.740 | And so the end conclusion is, if God was done with them, then we would be done.
00:52:24.340 | So I'm not going to get into it this morning.
00:52:27.660 | So after all of that, that this is the reason why they were so blind.
00:52:31.900 | God gave them over to their blindness.
00:52:33.600 | God gave them over to their hardness.
00:52:35.580 | God gave them over to their pursuit, and it all backfired on them.
00:52:39.580 | And so the natural question is, is that it?
00:52:43.340 | And that's the question that we're going to start with next time.
00:52:46.380 | Verse 11, so I ask, did they stumble in order that they might fall?
00:52:53.700 | Is it done?
00:52:55.980 | Did their hardness got to a point where there is no hope?
00:52:59.980 | And the answer to that is, by no means.
00:53:05.300 | By no means.
00:53:07.900 | You and I are here today because God is a God of covenant.
00:53:12.820 | God is a God of covenant.
00:53:13.980 | Just like he told his disciples, how many times do I forgive them?
00:53:16.540 | Seven times 70?
00:53:17.540 | Right?
00:53:18.540 | Seven times, they know, seven times 70.
00:53:21.220 | As long as they repent, forgive them.
00:53:24.480 | You and I are here today because God is faithful to that covenant.
00:53:28.700 | If he asks for forgiveness, he is faithful and just to forgive all of our unrighteousness.
00:53:33.180 | That's why we are here.
00:53:35.060 | Not because of what we had done, not because we figured out how to do church, not because
00:53:38.380 | we figured out a way to be more clever, but because he said, I will build my church and
00:53:45.340 | the gates of Hades will not prevail against it.
00:53:49.740 | And that is the only reason why we're here.
00:53:53.140 | And that is the only place where we should have confidence.
00:53:57.540 | Christ in Christ alone.
00:54:02.180 | Let's take some time to pray as we ask the worship team to come up.
00:54:09.740 | I don't know about you, but I've been a Christian long enough and I've been a pastor long enough
00:54:15.900 | that everything I've seen work and fail.
00:54:21.260 | Everything.
00:54:22.260 | Small group, leader, follower, discipleship, home groups, you know, study, exposition,
00:54:29.740 | missions.
00:54:30.740 | Like all of it.
00:54:32.020 | It has its time.
00:54:34.220 | You know, bearing fruit, there are seasons of fruitfulness, there are seasons of dryness,
00:54:37.460 | there are seasons of hardship, there are seasons of fellowship, there are seasons that come
00:54:41.020 | and go.
00:54:42.740 | But in the end, there's always seasons.
00:54:44.340 | And the only thing that is consistent day in and day out is Christ and his love.
00:54:53.500 | We put our confidence in anything else, we're going to be disappointed.
00:54:57.700 | We're going to stumble.
00:54:59.100 | It'll become a trap.
00:55:01.380 | So my encouragement, again, and I believe that this is the encouragement and challenge
00:55:04.980 | in the scripture, over and over and over and over again, fix your eyes upon Jesus.
00:55:15.020 | I know you've heard it a hundred times.
00:55:19.060 | And you're going to hear it a hundred times more.
00:55:22.620 | Fix your eyes upon Jesus.
00:55:25.500 | What are you pursuing?
00:55:27.820 | What are you hoping for?
00:55:30.420 | Who did you desire to meet this morning?
00:55:35.020 | What are you pursuing?
00:55:37.620 | What are you waiting for with your retirement?
00:55:42.980 | Fix your eyes upon Jesus.
00:55:46.100 | He's the author.
00:55:47.100 | He's the one who began it.
00:55:48.420 | And he's the one who's going to perfect it.
00:55:51.220 | Let's take some time to pray as our worship team leads us.